Lost,Confused, Unkind (Sequel To "Freaked")
Chapter 14
I came out of Shane's office still not convinced that I was being told the whole truth! I knew though that Mum would never lie to me if it would endanger my life, so if he had been released then surely she would tell me! I decided that worrying about Mick had spoiled the fun I was meant to be having for quite long enough! I was going to try to just get on with my life, screw Mick!!
As I walked along I was in a world of my own until I heard Matt call my name. I looked up & he was walking towards me, I smiled at the mere sight of him!
"Hey babe!" He hugged me. "You ok?"
"Yeah actually I am thanks!"
"so why did Jeff say I should come & find you then?"
"Oh he did? Well no reason I was just phoning Mum!"
Matt smiled & we started to walk back to the locker room, "So, you having fun?"
"You betcha!" I put my arm around his waist & squeezed him tightly. "How long have you got spare before you have to work?"
"Hmm…" He looked at his watch, "About half an hour why?"
I smiled & raised my eyebrows. "Woah!!" Matt laughed. "Come with me!" He dragged me to the locker room & once we were inside he pushed me back up against the door & kissed me passionately. He pressed himself against me and his hands found their way into my shirt.
*cough*
We both jumped & looked to see Jeff coming out of the bathroom getting dried on a towel. I quickly straightened my hair & started tucking my shirt back into my jeans.
"Oh erm Jeff!" Matt coughed & tried to adjust his pants to hide his 'enthusiasm'! "Sorry man I err didn't know you were here!"
Jeff just turned away & held up his hand. "No worries dude! I'll just get my stuff & I'll bunk with Adam & Jay!"
I looked down at the floor, I felt so embarrassed! "Hey Jeff you needn't do that! We were just um.."
"I don't need to know what you guys were just um…" Jeff smirked," Don't let me get in the way!" he said as he left the room! When he closed the door Matt & I looked at each other & burst out laughing!!
"OH MY GOD!!!" I said, putting a hand to my mouth! "If he'd stayed in that bathroom a few minutes longer God only knows what he would've seen!!!"
"Hmm…." Matt came over & put his arms around my waist, "And what might he have seen?" He planted kisses on my neck & I giggled.
"Well Hardy if that bathroom door has a lock on it then maybe I can show you!" I put my arms around his neck & he lifted me off my feet!
"Please God let there be a lock on that door!!" he grinned.
He carried me into the bathroom & thankfully the door did lock! We looked at each other for a few seconds before he came close to me & moved my hair over my shoulder. I shivered at his touch on my neck, it was still as intense as the first time he touched me! I looked into his gorgeous eyes as he leaned down to kiss me, locking my gaze long enough to make me want him. As we kissed I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my hands over his smooth & perfectly toned chest & I could feel his breathing getting faster as I moved my hands down to unbutton his pants.
Matt broke the kiss & grinned, "Shower!!" he said raising his eyebrows, & I giggled. He kicked off his shoes, stepped out of his trousers and went to turn on the shower. I quickly undressed and followed him under the water. I remember looking at the droplets running down his chest & thinking he was just so perfect! He kissed me again, his tongue flicking the inside of my mouth, his erection hard against my hip & he moaned when I pressed my body against him.
"I want you Matt!" I whispered.
He looked at me, "You sure about this?" I nodded & pulled his head back down to kiss me. He gently pushed my back against the wall, the tiles were freezing & I gasped! I lifted one leg up around his waist & he lifted my other leg, taking all of my weight as he entered me! At first I held my breath, for a split second Mick's face came into my mind.
"You ok?" he whispered.
"Yes…I need to see your face Matt! Look at me!"
He looked into my eyes as he slowly moved up & down. I didn't take my eyes off his face & I didn't dare close them because I knew who I'd see. He moved me quicker & I squeezed my legs around him & started moving with his rhythm. To feel me inside of me after so long was mind blowing. It was just like the first time all over again. The water dripped down his face & I leaned down & licked his cheek, my tongue finding his, my eyes never leaving his gaze! He moaned as our tongues slid together, it turned me on even more & I started to rock faster & harder. My nails dug into his shoulders and my heart pounded. He looked down at my breasts.
"I said look at me!" Without thinking I grabbed a handful of his hair & yanked it hard so his head snapped back & I could see his face again. He seemed to enjoy it so I left my hand in his hair, gently tugging on it & getting my fingers entangled in it.
My breathing came in short sharp gasps & I moaned.
"Hold it!" he grunted.
"I…I can't!"
"Yes you can!" He thrust into me harder and faster.
"Oh Matt!"
He kissed me hard & rough, biting on my lip. "Talk to me!" He whispered not taking his eyes off mine, not slowing his pace. I was having a hard time holding out & I knew I would be screaming at any moment!
"I love you!" I whispered, blinking water from my eyes.
He closed his eyes and moaned. "Tell me again! Say my name!"
I could barely get a breath, "I love you Matt!" I whispered. He seemed so turned on by it I said it again & again until, "Matt I…..I…Maaaaaat!"
"Oh Jesus!" he moaned.
"Look at me!" I said again. He turned his face to mine & I watched his expression just before he came. It was more than I could take. My back arched & I took my eyes off him for the first time & looked at the celing. "OH GOD!" I shouted, "DON'T STOP!" As I climaxed he thrust into me harder & deeper than ever & I called out his name as he came inside of me.
Chapter 14
I came out of Shane's office still not convinced that I was being told the whole truth! I knew though that Mum would never lie to me if it would endanger my life, so if he had been released then surely she would tell me! I decided that worrying about Mick had spoiled the fun I was meant to be having for quite long enough! I was going to try to just get on with my life, screw Mick!!
As I walked along I was in a world of my own until I heard Matt call my name. I looked up & he was walking towards me, I smiled at the mere sight of him!
"Hey babe!" He hugged me. "You ok?"
"Yeah actually I am thanks!"
"so why did Jeff say I should come & find you then?"
"Oh he did? Well no reason I was just phoning Mum!"
Matt smiled & we started to walk back to the locker room, "So, you having fun?"
"You betcha!" I put my arm around his waist & squeezed him tightly. "How long have you got spare before you have to work?"
"Hmm…" He looked at his watch, "About half an hour why?"
I smiled & raised my eyebrows. "Woah!!" Matt laughed. "Come with me!" He dragged me to the locker room & once we were inside he pushed me back up against the door & kissed me passionately. He pressed himself against me and his hands found their way into my shirt.
*cough*
We both jumped & looked to see Jeff coming out of the bathroom getting dried on a towel. I quickly straightened my hair & started tucking my shirt back into my jeans.
"Oh erm Jeff!" Matt coughed & tried to adjust his pants to hide his 'enthusiasm'! "Sorry man I err didn't know you were here!"
Jeff just turned away & held up his hand. "No worries dude! I'll just get my stuff & I'll bunk with Adam & Jay!"
I looked down at the floor, I felt so embarrassed! "Hey Jeff you needn't do that! We were just um.."
"I don't need to know what you guys were just um…" Jeff smirked," Don't let me get in the way!" he said as he left the room! When he closed the door Matt & I looked at each other & burst out laughing!!
"OH MY GOD!!!" I said, putting a hand to my mouth! "If he'd stayed in that bathroom a few minutes longer God only knows what he would've seen!!!"
"Hmm…." Matt came over & put his arms around my waist, "And what might he have seen?" He planted kisses on my neck & I giggled.
"Well Hardy if that bathroom door has a lock on it then maybe I can show you!" I put my arms around his neck & he lifted me off my feet!
"Please God let there be a lock on that door!!" he grinned.
He carried me into the bathroom & thankfully the door did lock! We looked at each other for a few seconds before he came close to me & moved my hair over my shoulder. I shivered at his touch on my neck, it was still as intense as the first time he touched me! I looked into his gorgeous eyes as he leaned down to kiss me, locking my gaze long enough to make me want him. As we kissed I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my hands over his smooth & perfectly toned chest & I could feel his breathing getting faster as I moved my hands down to unbutton his pants.
Matt broke the kiss & grinned, "Shower!!" he said raising his eyebrows, & I giggled. He kicked off his shoes, stepped out of his trousers and went to turn on the shower. I quickly undressed and followed him under the water. I remember looking at the droplets running down his chest & thinking he was just so perfect! He kissed me again, his tongue flicking the inside of my mouth, his erection hard against my hip & he moaned when I pressed my body against him.
"I want you Matt!" I whispered.
He looked at me, "You sure about this?" I nodded & pulled his head back down to kiss me. He gently pushed my back against the wall, the tiles were freezing & I gasped! I lifted one leg up around his waist & he lifted my other leg, taking all of my weight as he entered me! At first I held my breath, for a split second Mick's face came into my mind.
"You ok?" he whispered.
"Yes…I need to see your face Matt! Look at me!"
He looked into my eyes as he slowly moved up & down. I didn't take my eyes off his face & I didn't dare close them because I knew who I'd see. He moved me quicker & I squeezed my legs around him & started moving with his rhythm. To feel me inside of me after so long was mind blowing. It was just like the first time all over again. The water dripped down his face & I leaned down & licked his cheek, my tongue finding his, my eyes never leaving his gaze! He moaned as our tongues slid together, it turned me on even more & I started to rock faster & harder. My nails dug into his shoulders and my heart pounded. He looked down at my breasts.
"I said look at me!" Without thinking I grabbed a handful of his hair & yanked it hard so his head snapped back & I could see his face again. He seemed to enjoy it so I left my hand in his hair, gently tugging on it & getting my fingers entangled in it.
My breathing came in short sharp gasps & I moaned.
"Hold it!" he grunted.
"I…I can't!"
"Yes you can!" He thrust into me harder and faster.
"Oh Matt!"
He kissed me hard & rough, biting on my lip. "Talk to me!" He whispered not taking his eyes off mine, not slowing his pace. I was having a hard time holding out & I knew I would be screaming at any moment!
"I love you!" I whispered, blinking water from my eyes.
He closed his eyes and moaned. "Tell me again! Say my name!"
I could barely get a breath, "I love you Matt!" I whispered. He seemed so turned on by it I said it again & again until, "Matt I…..I…Maaaaaat!"
"Oh Jesus!" he moaned.
"Look at me!" I said again. He turned his face to mine & I watched his expression just before he came. It was more than I could take. My back arched & I took my eyes off him for the first time & looked at the celing. "OH GOD!" I shouted, "DON'T STOP!" As I climaxed he thrust into me harder & deeper than ever & I called out his name as he came inside of me.