"I am 'God'. This person they all pray to…it is me. Only I can change the world so greatly. I am the one that interferes with human life, and I am the one that has the power to destroy this planet. Truly, I am 'God', don't you agree? What else does a god do? Create the world? But what would a god do afterwards that matters? If they merely create it…then there is no need for a god."

Hmm…what a bad memory. It seemed that all I could do was dwell on the past, remembering words my puppet-master had told me. I frowned and glanced over at the side with my eyes sliding shut and the echoing footsteps of Squall coming closer traveling past my ears.

"Hey, don't you think you've slept enough?" Squall asked as he smacked the back of my head lightly.

"Hn…I suppose… Is that person so important that you couldn't even bother going home again?"

I saw him hesitate for a moment, glancing at me for a moment and then shrugging as though it wasn't of too much importance. I couldn't blame him really. I guess I was being too direct but it didn't really matter. I didn't want him as a friend or anything else, so whatever happened to him was of little importance to me.

"I'm hiding too…" he replied.

I watched him for a moment before I nodded and walked to my sword, throwing it over my shoulder as I smirked slightly. Well…he didn't seem too surprised. He held his arm out and wrapped it around my shoulder as he pulled me against his chest. I pushed myself off of him and stared at him. Was he crazy? Hmm…he must have been really lonely if he'd touch me.

He stared at me for a moment, looking confused at his own actions until I spoke up, asking, "What is it a god does?"

Squall looked down at his hands for a moment and then leaned closer to me, whispering quietly in a hesitant matter, "Well…I suppose they watch over people, protect them…give them morals…"

"So couldn't a human become a god because of this?" I questioned again, looking at him in a curious manner.

"I…suppose…kings would be like gods then…but a god would need to be superior to human kind too…"

Sephiroth…couldn't apply for quite a bit of that, but it was coming from Squall so I couldn't be sure. I wondered though…could gods die? If not, then surely Sephiroth was one. He'd never die… He seemed so immortal, no matter how hard I tried to kill him, he was always better than me. Had Hojo planned it to be like that? He made me weaker than him, more pathetic…or was it just because I was a failure?

Broken things can be the most fun to play with. Slight my throat and maybe I'll make a prettier noise.

"Must have been an amazing person to keep you so far away," I commented after enough silence had settled in to make it obvious we were changing the subject.

He pulled the Buster Sword from my hand and slipped it into the closet, seeming like he had no interest in answering me at the moment. I decided I didn't care to talk either; I had other things to worry about, I just couldn't seem to think of them at the moment.

"So am I being held captive now?" I asked as I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah…I think so," he responded with a very small smirk on his face.

"…There's someone that'll take me away from here. But I think there's less pain if I stay with you."

Squall tilted his head at me for a moment and then grabbed onto my arm, pulling me towards his closet as he opened up the door, trying to find some normal clothes for me besides his underwear. He looked like a kid trying to find the leash for his dog so he could take him outside to pee. Hmm, didn't sound too bad being Squall's new puppy.

It seemed familiar…so I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Squall's forehead before I stood up on my own and sat down beside him. He looked baffled for only a moment before he turned my head towards him and pressed a much longer and harder kiss against my lips.

"Are you trying to repay me?" he asked, trying to understand.

"You remind me of someone…" I told him.

He seemed safer than the one that he reminded me of, so I would do what he wanted as though he was my puppet master as well. It didn't matter who it was, in the end it was just about control anyway. If I could figure out how to own Squall, then maybe I could cut my wires and run free.

So…if I could break the master, maybe he would become my toy. It was worth the attempt at least. I didn't want to live out the rest of my life as the ripped up doll of a demon bent on godliness. I didn't want to be the toy soldier that shot the first round.

It's better to be a dog than a doll…

"If it's payment then I don't want it."

"Think of it as you will, but if this is what you want you won't be rid of me for quite some time…"

With those words said I pushed him to the ground with the T-shirt slipping out of his hands and my lips slipping onto his. His eyes stared at me in wide surprise but slowly sealed his eyes and leaned against me, just letting me do as I pleased. I quickly realized all the advantages of having such a small amount of clothing on…

Notes: For those perverts thinking "advantage? What? Quicker sex?" Yes, yes you are right ^^ If no one thought that…I'm very ashamed . SQUALL AND CLOUD HAD SEX XD (but I'm trying to keep this PG-13...and I'm too tired to write sex ^^ After writing that 4 page orgy for Fui I'm a little tired of it XD Now then! Onwards…)

My little Rubber: It is slash…see! They had seeeeex! Hmm, funny time to do it though… "*kisses on forehead**snogs**angst**buttsex!*" Great order, don't you think? O_o;

Ayame: Q) What should guys drink to boink? Oh yeah…and I can't write normal things o.o; I try but… *sobs* I'm a failure T_T

Okayu: I never said she was dead…yet D

Louie: Commenting on Kairi is a waste of time XD I'm too lazy… ^__^ So she can just be umm…frolicking at a beach somewhere…where no one else is for her to annoy ^^ And I love seme/seme relationships XD They can battle for top o.o;

Thank you in advance for reviews ^____^ *smile smile wink wink* They give me an excuse to make Fui draw KH fan art XD "But looook, I even put it ooonliiiiine"… It worked for the Ogi (Omi/Nagi) stuff ^__^ *cackles* Err…right, back to umm…that thing I was doing… Oh yeah, I'm supposed to draw O_o; Maybe I'll try Leon/Cloud fanart…cause I'm boring and can't think of anything~!