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Summary: This is a POV fic of how Phoebe, Piper, and Prue felt in high school. Everything looked okay from the outside but was it?

Only Phoebe

My name is Phoebe Halliwell and I am 15. My life is perfect...or is it? I am what every girl wants to be. The envy of my class. I'm not conceited...no. I just know who I am. Do you think I'm deaf? I hear what people call me behind my back. Slut. Tramp. They have even gone so far as to give me nicknames such Whoreliwell and Hallibitch. Oh and my favorite. Freebie. Yes they are sweet to my face. Only because they know I can ruin their image. When I walk away they go right back at it again. My life wasn't like that to begin with. I was once happy. Sweet. I was once just like them. Til the day it all went wrong. The day my life fell apart. 2 years ago....

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"Hey Pheebes. Wanna go with me to Pete's house tonight? He's throwing a post grad party and all the 8th graders will be there."

That was Chelsea. She was my best friend. What a friend she turned out to be. She went behind my back and started this all. You never know your friends till they are put to the test.

"I don't know. Grams might not let me."

"Oh come on. People are going to expect you to be there. Micheal will."

Micheal. I had a major crush on him. We had been flirting but we never did anything about it. That was going to change. I had wanted him and I would do anything to get him.

"Micheal? I guess I can try."

Honk, Honk. It was Prue and Piper. I looked up to them. Prue was popular, beautiful, head cheerleader, and had everything. Piper was really smart though she had been acting weird since she went on to high school. She came home saying she wished she wasn't born. She wasn't the most beautiful person but she was the one I could come to when I was down. She listened. She actually cared. She had the best hair. I would play with it at night when we were talking but she refused to change it and wore it in ponytails everyday. They were everything I wanted to be. I never came close.

"Call me when you get home I have to ask. If she says yes come over. If you need to get ready bring your stuff but you can use mine if you want."

I rushed off to Prue's car. On the way home I sat in silence as Prue talked on and on about how she and Andy were meant to be and how she wished they could run away together. Her and Andy had just recently hooked up. They were all mushy mushy. I know. I listen to them when Prue sneaks him up to here room at night.

When we got home I raced into the house leaving Piper to yell that I almost knocked her down. I wanted to ask Grams and make sure she was in a good mood. Luckily she just came home from shopping all day with my aunt and was quite cheerful.

"Hey Grams. You know you look about 20 years younger. Did you get a facial?"

Grams looked at me like she knew what I wanted. "Ok Phoebe. What do you want and will it cost me anything?"

"How do you know I want something?"

"You always tell me I look good when you want something. Even though it's the truth."

"Well I was wondering if I could go with Chelsea somewhere."

"And this somewhere would just happen to be a party. Am I right?"

"Yes. So can I go?"

Grams's face was hard to read sometimes. Usually I have a sixth sense about things that are going to happen but with Grams it was like she blocked it on purpose.

"I guess but you have to be home at 11:30. No later. Understand?"

"Yes. I promise. Thank you, thank you, thank you."

I jumped up and kissed Grams on the cheek and ran upstairs almost knocking Piper down the stairs. At this point I didn't care. I was going. Maybe Micheal might ask me out.

I looked through the closet Piper and I shared. I was so distracted by my train of thought that I jumped when I heard Piper start to talk.

"What you so excited about, Pheebes?"

I turned around and could see the curiousity written across her face.

"Grams said I could go to Pete's party. Maybe Micheal will be there."

I saw Piper's face fall as I talked. She looked sad. Almost betrayed. I didn't know why. Then it hit me of course. I had promised to go to a movie with her today. How could I forget? Oh course I forgot. Then I only thought of myself. It's still the same way. I would continue to fail her again and again.

"Oh honey I'm sorry. I will go to the movies with you Saturday but Michael's going to be there."

It looked as though Piper might cry but at that time I didn't feel so guilty. I mean it was just a movie. I later found out she only wanted to go because I was going. She only wanted to spend time with me.

"No it's okay. I'll find something else to do."

I shrugged and turned back to the closet.

"Help me pick something out."

Piper sat on her bed as I took out the entire contents of the closet. Including Piper's clothes as well. We went through a fw things when I found the perfect outfit. It was Piper's favorite white button up blouse, my black flares, and Piper's black open toed, 2 inch, platform sandals. I had on a black bra and had the blouse open til you saw the edge of the top. Yes I was a tease. I made all the guys drool and I knew it. That will always stay the same. Maybe not always but I still do.

"Phoebe, be careful with my blouse tonight. It's my favorite and I want to wear it next week. I'm going to be going my speech for class treasurer and I want to look nice."

I rolled my eyes. I knew she wasn't going to get up on stage. She would most likely stand there speechless. She I didn't care. I started doing my hair when I heard the doorbell ring and Chelsea coming up the stairs.

"Hey you look great. I thought you were going to call?"

"I was but it was busy."

It was probably Prue on the phone with Andy. I watched Piper leave the room. I did her make up and while I did mine she did my hair. She put it in a french braid with white ribbons wrapped around it and braided through it. We were ready to go. Little did I know I was about to make the biggest mistake of my life.

TBC... Next I will be either Prue or Piper. You decide. So what did everyone think? Please review and tell me.