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Prologue Define "perfect"-having all qualities; complete; someone everyone loves. That was what I was. Beautiful. Nice. Smart. Sweet. I was all that. Everyone said so. Everyone looked up to me. But that was all before it happened. That was before my nightmare began. The pale 12-year old girl sitting all alone at her desk, staring into space as if waiting for luck to come is me now. The girl who looked sick and always fainted. How can someone change so much in just a year? Even I wonder. What could possibly caused perfection to become the opposite? Everyone wondered. Well, that's what epilepsy could do. I don't know how I got it. I just did one day. And everything was never the same again. Everyone stayed away from me. "Don't come near us, sickling! We might catch your disease!", they would say when I approach them. It was so hard. When the bell rings, everyone would be out the doors, leaving me alone. I wanted to cry. I wondered if I really belonged here. I tried suicide. Twice even. None went right. I guess it was not my time. My parents? Well, they're barely home. They just hired a nurse to help me. Like she could. That's when I had enough. I realized that crying won't do any good. No it won't. So I've decided to keep myself from the world. What I thought, what I felt, I locked inside me. Coldness filled my heart. And guess how people reacted. They called me "weird". Right, like they themselves aren't. but who cares? I live on my own. Who cares about others? They never cared anyway. I believe in the saying "Do to others what you want others to do to you". It's my principle in life. I leave them alone so they'll leave me alone....
Chapter 1 "Those eyes are so cold. They're so sharp like daggers", the girl behind the door
said. I heard as I passed by. Must be someone new for not knowing why. Another
2 years had passed and my reputation here in school is the "weird girl". Pretty
cool, huh? You should see what happens when I walk down the hallway. I just
have to smile. I mean, everytime I do, everyone would shut their mouth as if I
still didn't know they've been talking about me. I guess I'm more popular than I
thought. No one ever dared to come up to me. Wait a minute. Who's this guy
coming up to me? How brave. He's not afraid of me? "Hey! I'm a transfer student.
Could you tell me where the science lab is?", he asked. Everyone turned to watch.
So he's new. No wonder. "Do I look like a tour guide?", I exclaimed. "Geez! Sorry!
I'm just lost!", he said. "Well I don't care", I said as I continued walking. Why is
he still following me? It's annoying. "Leave me alone!", I said irritably. "Not until
you tell me where the lab is", he said with a smirk. "I'm warning you, stop
bothering me!", I said in a warning tone. "Oh yeah? What could you do?", he
dared. "What do you mean? Aren't you afraid I'm gonna curse you?", I said
sarcastically, raising an eyebrow. "Why would I be? You can't even hurt a fly", he
laughed. Argh! He makes mt blood boil! "Wanna try?", I said angrily."Come on.
Just point!", he demanded. "You'll owe me", I told him. "I don't mind", he replied. I
pointed to the direction of the lab. "Thanks. So tell me, what's your name?", he
asked, still not heading towards the lab. "What is wrong with you?! Leave me
alone!", I said, pushing him. His head hit the locker. "Don't bother me again!", I
said as I walked away. He had a shocked expression in his face. Why? Did he
think I'm too weak to push a guy like him? I maybe sick, I may faint but I can still
protect myself. That's all I need to do to survive this world. "Are you okay?", a girl
said. "Yeah. It's just a little push", the boy answered. What did he mean by just a
little push? I could have sworn he hit his head hard. "I warned you! But you
wouldn't listen. That girl's weird and dangerous! No one around here dares to go
near her", another hissed. I guess he learned his lesson never care for someone.
After school, there he was again. "So what's your name?", he asked. "Who
cares?", I said, ignoring him. "I do", he said, following me. "Why do you keep on
bothering me?", I asked him, looking up into his eyes for the first time. There
wass something in his eyes, like warmth, that made me feel so sorry for myself
again so suddenly. "I need your help", he replied. "My help? Hello? What for? And
why me? There are other people there. Who can help you more than I can", I
shouted. He was looking into my eyes too. His gaze was so weird. Why is he
smiling as he looks at me? "Tell me the truth..", I said. "I need your help. Really",
he said sincerely. "Right. On what then?", I said. I know he couldn't answer that.
but to my surprise, he did. "I'm in love", he replied. "huh?", I exclaimed. What is
this? Some kind of a sick joke? "I'm going home", I said, starting to walk
again. "Oh come on, Jung Ji Hyun. Don't walk away", he said. I stopped from my
tracks. "How'd you know my name?", I asked, not turning my head. "Oh, of
course I knew that. Why wouldn't I know that when everyone on campus knows
it", he bluffed. "What do you want?", I said, irritated. "You", he answered. "You're
sick", I replied. "so what? And besides, it's only you who says so, I'm practically
normal", he bragged. "Are you saying I'm not normal?", I said, finally turning to
look at him. "You're lucky I don't know your name or else I could have cursed it a
million times now.", I threatened. "The name's Shin Hyesung. I don't care if you
curse it. I know for a fact that you don't know how to", he said confidently. "You're
getting on my nerves! I'm leaving", I said, walking away. Love, yeah right. Can't
he see the reality? Love is not true. It's just a game people play. There are
winners and losers. At least if you don't join the game, then you won't be a loser.
I finally reached my favorite hang-out. It's the edge of the cliff just a few miles
from town. I always ride my bike going here. Then I would sit on the edge. I t
helps me think. It soothes me. "Aren't you afraid of falling?", Hyesung's voice
suddenly spoke. I groaned. "Did you have to follow me until here?", I said in an
annoying tone. "Well, for a girl with epilepsy and has a chance to die, why would I
be afraid?", I asked him. "Ha. Nice one. So, are you gonna help me?", he asked. I
turned to look at him. There behind me, he stood with his hands on his pockets.
He was still in his uniform. "I'm not interested in love. I never will be.", I
replied. "And why is that?", he asked. "Do you have to ask a lot of questions?", I
commented. "Come on. Answer it. Can't you see we're bonding? It's time you
found some friends.", he said. Friends, right. Like I need them. "I don't need
friends. In this world, there are no real friends. You know what they are? They're
backstabbing b*tches who have nothing else to do but ruin their friend's life
behind their backs", I told him. "Is that what happened to you?", he asked. "What
do you care? You're nothing to me", I replied. I stood up and when I did, I started
to lose balance. Whoa! I'm gonna fall~ this is it, I'm gonna die. I slipped off the
cliff. I closed my eyes. I'm afraid of heights. But at least I'll finally die. I closed
my eyes, hoping not to feel anything other than death itself. Wait a minute,
someone's holding my hand. I slowly opened my eyes. "Hyesung!", I said,
surprised. He pulled me up. "I told you it's dangerous", he said knowingly. When I
got back to the top, I let go of his grip and sat myself on the grassy field. "Don't
think because you saved me, I'll owe my life to you", I warned. "The least you
could do is help me.", he replied. "Why? I don't know how to love. Look for some
other girl", I answered. "I don't need to. I already found her", he said, sitting
beside me. "No, you haven't. the girl you found is definitely not the one for you", I
told him. "How sure are you?", he asked. "Because I can't love", I answered. He
laughed so hard. "What?", I asked him. "I'm gonna tell you a secret", he said, still
out of breath from all the laughing he made. This guy's really weird. And I thought
I was the weird one. He's so crazy. "No, I'd rather not hear it. If I do, you might
think we're friends. The farther from you the better", I told him. "Silly! I'm not
talking about you!", he said, laughing again. I rolled my eyes. I don't understand
him. "I'm not in love with you!", he said, catching his breath. what?!? Here I was
thinking it was me he's fallen in love and all the while it was someone
different. "Why you! How dare you trick me?! Don't you have anything else to do
than rub it in my face that all girls are beautiful except me?!", I said angrily. "No,
that wasn't my purpose. Besides, you're beautiful too. If Kw~", he cut off. "I
meant, if only someone weren't in love with you, I'd go for you but he'd be mad",
he said, turning serious. "Then why the heck are you with me? And who's kidding
you?", I said. Now it was my turn to laugh. "I told you. I need your help in winning
Kim Hee Sun's heart. And the person is a secret. He's the only one who can reveal
himself to you", he answered smoothly. "Why do you need my help?! I don't know
the first thing about the human heart. Don't you listen to the crowd?", I
reasoned. "Because I heard from someone who've watched every single hour
since he first met you about how you are. I know the story, Ji Hyun. At first I
thought it was just a made-up story. I couldn't believe people could be so cruel to
such a nice girl. How could they think a person could change because of a
disorder? Because the person I'm talking about, he didn't believe. I asked him to
help me but he said to ask you", he explained. "What is he, a spy or something?",
I blurted out. "More or less, yes. He always watches you", he replied. "Well, I'll
agree but you have to pay me", I said. "How much?", he asked. "10 bucks a
week", I decided. "So, do we have a deal?", I asked him, smiling for the first
time. "Yeah", he said, looking at me. "I still think you're pretty", he
exclaimed. "Well, I don't", I said, frowning. "Why'd you frown?", he couldn't help
asking. "You don't give a damn. You're still not a friend to me, just on the
contrary", I told him. "Yeah. At least I'm not a backstabber", he teased. I
laughed. "You laugh nice", he said. "right.", I said, not believing. Finally, I stood
up. "See you around then, Hyesung", I muttered. A spy, huh? Really? Who would
spy on me? Must be one hell of a psycho. Beautiful? Pretty? Yes, I was. But now
I'm not. He's just kidding. Kim Hee Sun. Isn't she the girl everyone loves? The girl
who replaced the past Jung Ji Hyun. The perfect girl. There's only one big
problem. I agreed on something I have no idea of doing. How could my cold heart
be filled with warmth again? How could I help him? Sheesh, I have no idea.
Prologue Define "perfect"-having all qualities; complete; someone everyone loves. That was what I was. Beautiful. Nice. Smart. Sweet. I was all that. Everyone said so. Everyone looked up to me. But that was all before it happened. That was before my nightmare began. The pale 12-year old girl sitting all alone at her desk, staring into space as if waiting for luck to come is me now. The girl who looked sick and always fainted. How can someone change so much in just a year? Even I wonder. What could possibly caused perfection to become the opposite? Everyone wondered. Well, that's what epilepsy could do. I don't know how I got it. I just did one day. And everything was never the same again. Everyone stayed away from me. "Don't come near us, sickling! We might catch your disease!", they would say when I approach them. It was so hard. When the bell rings, everyone would be out the doors, leaving me alone. I wanted to cry. I wondered if I really belonged here. I tried suicide. Twice even. None went right. I guess it was not my time. My parents? Well, they're barely home. They just hired a nurse to help me. Like she could. That's when I had enough. I realized that crying won't do any good. No it won't. So I've decided to keep myself from the world. What I thought, what I felt, I locked inside me. Coldness filled my heart. And guess how people reacted. They called me "weird". Right, like they themselves aren't. but who cares? I live on my own. Who cares about others? They never cared anyway. I believe in the saying "Do to others what you want others to do to you". It's my principle in life. I leave them alone so they'll leave me alone....
Chapter 1 "Those eyes are so cold. They're so sharp like daggers", the girl behind the door
said. I heard as I passed by. Must be someone new for not knowing why. Another
2 years had passed and my reputation here in school is the "weird girl". Pretty
cool, huh? You should see what happens when I walk down the hallway. I just
have to smile. I mean, everytime I do, everyone would shut their mouth as if I
still didn't know they've been talking about me. I guess I'm more popular than I
thought. No one ever dared to come up to me. Wait a minute. Who's this guy
coming up to me? How brave. He's not afraid of me? "Hey! I'm a transfer student.
Could you tell me where the science lab is?", he asked. Everyone turned to watch.
So he's new. No wonder. "Do I look like a tour guide?", I exclaimed. "Geez! Sorry!
I'm just lost!", he said. "Well I don't care", I said as I continued walking. Why is
he still following me? It's annoying. "Leave me alone!", I said irritably. "Not until
you tell me where the lab is", he said with a smirk. "I'm warning you, stop
bothering me!", I said in a warning tone. "Oh yeah? What could you do?", he
dared. "What do you mean? Aren't you afraid I'm gonna curse you?", I said
sarcastically, raising an eyebrow. "Why would I be? You can't even hurt a fly", he
laughed. Argh! He makes mt blood boil! "Wanna try?", I said angrily."Come on.
Just point!", he demanded. "You'll owe me", I told him. "I don't mind", he replied. I
pointed to the direction of the lab. "Thanks. So tell me, what's your name?", he
asked, still not heading towards the lab. "What is wrong with you?! Leave me
alone!", I said, pushing him. His head hit the locker. "Don't bother me again!", I
said as I walked away. He had a shocked expression in his face. Why? Did he
think I'm too weak to push a guy like him? I maybe sick, I may faint but I can still
protect myself. That's all I need to do to survive this world. "Are you okay?", a girl
said. "Yeah. It's just a little push", the boy answered. What did he mean by just a
little push? I could have sworn he hit his head hard. "I warned you! But you
wouldn't listen. That girl's weird and dangerous! No one around here dares to go
near her", another hissed. I guess he learned his lesson never care for someone.
After school, there he was again. "So what's your name?", he asked. "Who
cares?", I said, ignoring him. "I do", he said, following me. "Why do you keep on
bothering me?", I asked him, looking up into his eyes for the first time. There
wass something in his eyes, like warmth, that made me feel so sorry for myself
again so suddenly. "I need your help", he replied. "My help? Hello? What for? And
why me? There are other people there. Who can help you more than I can", I
shouted. He was looking into my eyes too. His gaze was so weird. Why is he
smiling as he looks at me? "Tell me the truth..", I said. "I need your help. Really",
he said sincerely. "Right. On what then?", I said. I know he couldn't answer that.
but to my surprise, he did. "I'm in love", he replied. "huh?", I exclaimed. What is
this? Some kind of a sick joke? "I'm going home", I said, starting to walk
again. "Oh come on, Jung Ji Hyun. Don't walk away", he said. I stopped from my
tracks. "How'd you know my name?", I asked, not turning my head. "Oh, of
course I knew that. Why wouldn't I know that when everyone on campus knows
it", he bluffed. "What do you want?", I said, irritated. "You", he answered. "You're
sick", I replied. "so what? And besides, it's only you who says so, I'm practically
normal", he bragged. "Are you saying I'm not normal?", I said, finally turning to
look at him. "You're lucky I don't know your name or else I could have cursed it a
million times now.", I threatened. "The name's Shin Hyesung. I don't care if you
curse it. I know for a fact that you don't know how to", he said confidently. "You're
getting on my nerves! I'm leaving", I said, walking away. Love, yeah right. Can't
he see the reality? Love is not true. It's just a game people play. There are
winners and losers. At least if you don't join the game, then you won't be a loser.
I finally reached my favorite hang-out. It's the edge of the cliff just a few miles
from town. I always ride my bike going here. Then I would sit on the edge. I t
helps me think. It soothes me. "Aren't you afraid of falling?", Hyesung's voice
suddenly spoke. I groaned. "Did you have to follow me until here?", I said in an
annoying tone. "Well, for a girl with epilepsy and has a chance to die, why would I
be afraid?", I asked him. "Ha. Nice one. So, are you gonna help me?", he asked. I
turned to look at him. There behind me, he stood with his hands on his pockets.
He was still in his uniform. "I'm not interested in love. I never will be.", I
replied. "And why is that?", he asked. "Do you have to ask a lot of questions?", I
commented. "Come on. Answer it. Can't you see we're bonding? It's time you
found some friends.", he said. Friends, right. Like I need them. "I don't need
friends. In this world, there are no real friends. You know what they are? They're
backstabbing b*tches who have nothing else to do but ruin their friend's life
behind their backs", I told him. "Is that what happened to you?", he asked. "What
do you care? You're nothing to me", I replied. I stood up and when I did, I started
to lose balance. Whoa! I'm gonna fall~ this is it, I'm gonna die. I slipped off the
cliff. I closed my eyes. I'm afraid of heights. But at least I'll finally die. I closed
my eyes, hoping not to feel anything other than death itself. Wait a minute,
someone's holding my hand. I slowly opened my eyes. "Hyesung!", I said,
surprised. He pulled me up. "I told you it's dangerous", he said knowingly. When I
got back to the top, I let go of his grip and sat myself on the grassy field. "Don't
think because you saved me, I'll owe my life to you", I warned. "The least you
could do is help me.", he replied. "Why? I don't know how to love. Look for some
other girl", I answered. "I don't need to. I already found her", he said, sitting
beside me. "No, you haven't. the girl you found is definitely not the one for you", I
told him. "How sure are you?", he asked. "Because I can't love", I answered. He
laughed so hard. "What?", I asked him. "I'm gonna tell you a secret", he said, still
out of breath from all the laughing he made. This guy's really weird. And I thought
I was the weird one. He's so crazy. "No, I'd rather not hear it. If I do, you might
think we're friends. The farther from you the better", I told him. "Silly! I'm not
talking about you!", he said, laughing again. I rolled my eyes. I don't understand
him. "I'm not in love with you!", he said, catching his breath. what?!? Here I was
thinking it was me he's fallen in love and all the while it was someone
different. "Why you! How dare you trick me?! Don't you have anything else to do
than rub it in my face that all girls are beautiful except me?!", I said angrily. "No,
that wasn't my purpose. Besides, you're beautiful too. If Kw~", he cut off. "I
meant, if only someone weren't in love with you, I'd go for you but he'd be mad",
he said, turning serious. "Then why the heck are you with me? And who's kidding
you?", I said. Now it was my turn to laugh. "I told you. I need your help in winning
Kim Hee Sun's heart. And the person is a secret. He's the only one who can reveal
himself to you", he answered smoothly. "Why do you need my help?! I don't know
the first thing about the human heart. Don't you listen to the crowd?", I
reasoned. "Because I heard from someone who've watched every single hour
since he first met you about how you are. I know the story, Ji Hyun. At first I
thought it was just a made-up story. I couldn't believe people could be so cruel to
such a nice girl. How could they think a person could change because of a
disorder? Because the person I'm talking about, he didn't believe. I asked him to
help me but he said to ask you", he explained. "What is he, a spy or something?",
I blurted out. "More or less, yes. He always watches you", he replied. "Well, I'll
agree but you have to pay me", I said. "How much?", he asked. "10 bucks a
week", I decided. "So, do we have a deal?", I asked him, smiling for the first
time. "Yeah", he said, looking at me. "I still think you're pretty", he
exclaimed. "Well, I don't", I said, frowning. "Why'd you frown?", he couldn't help
asking. "You don't give a damn. You're still not a friend to me, just on the
contrary", I told him. "Yeah. At least I'm not a backstabber", he teased. I
laughed. "You laugh nice", he said. "right.", I said, not believing. Finally, I stood
up. "See you around then, Hyesung", I muttered. A spy, huh? Really? Who would
spy on me? Must be one hell of a psycho. Beautiful? Pretty? Yes, I was. But now
I'm not. He's just kidding. Kim Hee Sun. Isn't she the girl everyone loves? The girl
who replaced the past Jung Ji Hyun. The perfect girl. There's only one big
problem. I agreed on something I have no idea of doing. How could my cold heart
be filled with warmth again? How could I help him? Sheesh, I have no idea.