Chapter 6
Thor didn't even realize how predictable he truly was when it came down to things like this. How easy it was for him to lead into the same pitfalls repeatedly. This was why he wasn't even ready to be king yet. Since he has way too much of a boner for battle. he could be played like a child's toy with almost no effort. With a few simple words and phrases Thor was worked up and horny and boner ready to commit all out treason to get his blood-soaked boner glory. He sent their friends away to prepare and then it was just them. he was ready to kill all these fuckers who dared to come into his home. And interrupt what meant to be a wonderful day while he ascended the throne. Loki was smirking it would seem his plan is working very well. and Thor was none the wiser on what was going on and why the frost giants was here, and their father was not even sure why they were here as well. so, this was something he was prided into.
"I will send someone for Kagome. She would want…" said Thor
"no" snapped Loki
Thor was confused on what Loki had just said. And blinked a few times and wondered what the hell was going on with his brother. Don't he know this was not going to end well for him once Kagome his wife gets hers claws on him. he was sick for weeks from the last time she punished him for doing something like this. Since she injected him with poison and her miasma for doing something like this. He must know exactly how kagome would react to being left behind once again. And prepared for the punishment and the anger that would greet him. and she would probably already be seething with anger right now. and that Loki locked her away with their mother. Thor sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose and wondered what the hell was wrong with his brother. He was thinking wrongly. Loki sighed of course his brother would pick up on his thing about pissing off his own wife and sending her to be locked away with their mother.
"You know how she feels being left out and how she is going to react. And what she did the last few times you pulled something like this." Said Thor
"Why yes brother I do remember I can deal with my wife. But we have a reason to suspect she might be with child. you cannot say a word to no one. We aren't even sure yet. But I wont risk her safety for anything right now." snapped Loki
Thor eyes lit up with profound happiness and joy and then Loki almost felt guilty. He knew he should have not lied. But he knew Thor would have wanted to know he was going to be an uncle. Even though Thor was not really was going to be an uncle. While Thor was trying to celebrate while he had the chance. Even though Loki lied straight to his face. but Thor would never know that this was a lie until it was to late. Loki sighed it was better now that he was not angry at him for lying that he was going to be an uncle. And kagome for him lying about her being pregnant. Even though this was for the best. Because if he didn't do this, they would of all been doomed from Thor being a king. he needed to learn more before he takes the throne. And sadly, he knew he would be a better king since he was able to do all the stuff that needed to be done. And he wouldn't commit what Thor was about to do to the frost giants. Even though they are there because he led them to be there.
Meanwhile an hour later
However, Loki thought this little jaunt here would go. it was not like this. Agent of chaos he maybe but this was not supposed to happen. they were overwhelmed. Swarmed doomed if anyone or someone did show up to intervene as they been supposed to do. someone yanked his hand back, but it was to late the frost giant grabbed his wrist firmly. Loki watched at his metal bracer and the leather sleeve underneath freeze solid and crumble away. But his skin underneath did not turn black as it ought to have. Dying under the extreme cold of the frost giant blood. He thought it might be from his wife blood bonding during their marriage. As he watched with confusion and dread as the hue of his skin shifted to a deep blue that matched perfectly the hand grasping him. while he was wondering what the hell was going on. the blue spread further up his arm. He quickly dispatched the frost giant and shook his head clean of whatever curse had overtaken it. swallowing down the panic that was clawing at his throat. To continue their fighting their way out of this mayhem.
Meanwhile a few hours later
While the casket glowed at the far end of the storage room. taunting him. mocking him like there was not tomorrow. Whispering nasty little things, he ever felt and had almost completely pushed from his heart for good. He walked closer to it and slowly one measured step after another. Until he stood right in front of it. feeling its magic swell out and brush against him. wishing him to take ahold of it and unleash its powers. He would take ahold of it. but only for his own purposes. He needed solid proof. as soon as Thor had been banished to earth for, he slinked down the hideaway. Unable to face anyone maelstrom brewed inside of him. and now he was. Determined to get his answer. But afraid what they maybe.
Loki thought of his own father's favoritism skewed towards Thor. Even though he knew Thor might not get a welcome by beings of kagome friends and family. In which was his as well. but the favoritism for Thor being the eldest and being most like him in his boner battle blood bath honey fest. But if what he suspected was true. Then there was a much more devastating reason didn't love him as much. And maybe just maybe he didn't even love him at all. Loki took a deep breath and reached out with shaking hands afraid of what he might find out and grabbed the casket and watched with a sick and sinking feeling of fear and horror as his skin was starting to begin to shift again. Blue bleeding up from his hands and crossed his arms and his chest and face. and there it was. The sure the sign of his horror the knife in the gut and his heart. His dreams. This was the reason he never stood a chance of stepping out of Thor shadow. This was the reason he been looked over time and time again. He was not even the son of Odin. He was not the prince of Asgard. If he wasn't even born here. Then who the fucking hell was he. Who hell was he.
"STOP!" roared Loki
Loki set the blasted casket back down on its pedestal. Ready to be done with the fucking thing. He didn't want it. he didn't want this. He didn't. He stood paralyzed, pieces of his mind and heart were cracking away scattering about. He could feel Odin stare, he knew about his revelation. That he discovered the lie. The lie that has broken his heart. How had he not seen this before? All this time his life. His name his fucking title and position. His fucking family. All have been a blasted lie and he never even noticed. He who had been built up on turning tales and deceptions. Who very bones were knit together with chaos and lies. Had been lied to. who the hell was he. No not who. With tears burning in his eyes. And choking him. he breathed a shuddering breath. One last ditch effort to dispatch his growing horror, admitting he maybe wrong.
"Am I cursed?" asked Loki
"No" said Odin
"Then who am I?" asked Loki
"You are my son." Said Odin
Loki sighed and true enough., he detected no falsehood in what Odin had just said. And maybe after so much time he did see him as his son. Loki turned slowly, very slowly and little shards of his broken heart was shattering all over the place. And most of all his mind as well. it was breaking off little by little. And was drifting away and blowing with flurries of ice and snow he apparently been born into. He met Odin gaze. As his vision burning with anger and disgust and sadness and tears. How could Odin have done this to him. why didn't he tell him. this was something he never ever expect to have happen to him. and now that it has. And he didn't know what to thing or do now. but he knew his wife would accept him for who he is. that is who she is. but right now, he was not thinking clearly. And all of his plan had gone so wrong and now he regretted and should have let Thor take the throne since he would have never found out about this.
Meanwhile a few hours later
Loki sat rigid at his father's bedside watching his mother worry and fret and hover. Trying to calm the racing and whirling thoughts that wouldn't stop flying about through his mind. beating against his skull. He gritted his teeth against the pain. Both physical and emotional. Staring at the man who built up a life for him to sit pretty on and then ripped it away. And then again, the fallen into a false death to escape the consequences. Loki sighed and his mother tried to reassure him that Thor would be fine. Even though Loki himself knew that Loki family and friends he married into would probably not accept him for how Thor thought. Their father always had a purpose to his actions. But this was not about Thor. And as had just been made clear to him. Odin machinations were nothing to hang any confidence on anymore to him. he tried to smile in return. Not to let on that anything else was wrong. He wondered how much she knew. Loki wondered if she was obviously not his mother. Not by birth that is. did she know he wasn't even Asgardian? Had she willingly raised a frost giant as her own or had Odin lied to her as well? he was afraid to ask. Afraid to shatter the illusion that one of his parents cared if she didn't even know. To watch her look on his fear and horror if she wasn't even aware of what he truly was. And is.
"it's getting late Loki, and you still haven't even faced kagome since the coronation. She is worried and very upset. I know her anger is rather dangerous, but you cannot avoid her any longer my beloved son. Plus, you have some rather big news to break to her, don't you?" said Frigga
Loki heart stopped all together. Kagome his wife. His wife. His beloved wife. He would have to face her. and he couldn't hide this from her. she would know. Loki sighed and nodded numbly and stood. And placed a soft kiss on his mother forehead and then exiting slowly. While doing the walk of shame. Loki sighed and hoped she would be asleep. Though that was a fools wish there. In fact, he was a fool to even hope he might make it into their room alone. As she met him at the entrance of the family wing. Apparently having lost all patience to wait in their chambers. As she stomped her way towards him with her eyes glowing bright red and her demonic marking jagged. As her powers was whipping around wildly. Distantly he thinks she sexy as hell right now. but he ducks by her. avoiding her gaze and heading straight to their rooms. Letting his anger take hold as his dominate emotions. She wanted a fight he was going to give her what she wanted.
"LOKI ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE! HOW COULD YOU LET HIM DO THAT! HOW COULD YOU THINK COMMITTING GENOCIDE WAS A FUCKING GOOD IDEA!" yelled Kagome
"OF COURSE, I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA!" yelled Loki
"I TOLD THE DAMMED GUARDS TO LET HIM GO IN THE FIRST PLACE! HE LISTEN TO YOU LOKI! EHY DIDN'T YOU TALK TO HIM OUT OF IT!" yelled Kagome
Loki tuned his back to her pretending to fiddle with some sort of a part of his clothing. He brough his hand back up to examine it. looking at the pale flesh of his fingers that he seen turn blue twice now this day. He couldn't possibly put any sort of words to what he was feeling right now. couldn't begin to convey the depths of the betrayal. The horror the disgust that filling him up until he couldn't think straight around all of it. he needed anchoring point. His wife. His beloved jewel of his heart. His Kagome forever honest and true to him. might help him find the clarity he couldn't ding himself. While his beloved was bitching about the genocide of the frost giants. Even she cared for the frost giants. Even though she has no clue what kind of beings they are. But then again, he forgotten what kind of her friends and family she has. But it was all a test though. a manipulation. A cheap one to be sure. But it was the best he could muster in his current state of distress. He hoped her own anger was intense enough to keep her from questioning him.
"You have heard the stories! We all have! Odin tells them often enough! Reminders of the monsters kept at bay by his might alone!" hissed Loki
"Oh, for fuck sakes Loki! Stories! Told by a victor! He won! He gets to say whatever he is fucking wants! I don't for one freaking second believe there aren't innocent people in that freaking realm who don't deserve to have your brother to tear their world apart. And snuff their lives! Children and families!" hissed Kagome
"People?" asked Loki
"Yes, my beloved Loki! People, do you know anything about their society? Their families and how they raised their children? do they farm or anything else? Do they build their houses and buildings? Do they go to school and do mundane things in life? Do you know? There are potentially men, woman and children in that fucking world. Loki who never ever done anything to single soul. Just because Laufey might not have a personality worth talking about. Or writing home about doesn't mean all his fucking people deserved to die!" Hissed Kagome
Loki stared down at his hands in silence from his beloved speech about people she knew nothing about. And she was so kind and sincere about what she had just said. And no one who would have known her would of thought she lost her mind to think the way she did. And he loved her for her huge giant heart for others. hell, she changed the hearts of beings who destroyed worlds and planets and enslaved people. And became their world. basically, the cold family fell in love with her, and blood adopted her and changed their ways. Alon with the genyu force and so much and many others as well. she bloods adopted children who was of other races. And now he was trying his best to process her words and speech. And was trying to make sense of them. and accept them to heart. But the truth of them would not take root in his heart and in his mind just yet.
"There something else that is bother you. something much more than Thor being flung to earth; not like he would be helped by my friends and family since time itself is not merged. And the way he thinks as well. but what is it?" asked Kagome
"It's nothing my love." Said Loki
"don't lie to me" hissed Kagome
Kagome narrowed her eyes she was not in the mood when it came down to what Loki pulled by having her locked away with Frigga when she could have been there fighting with everyone else. And maybe slap and kick something into Thor moronic skull. And tiny brain. Loki sighed it was becoming all too much for him. to much way too much for him to handle. He felt his last tendrils of control slip and he turned on her. made and frantically devastated. Frozen blue bled across his skin. His eyes turned red and the truth of him spilled out into what was supposed to be their sanctuary. But didn't they say the truth is better than anything. And this might be a good thing for her to know what he is. and what he learned this very day. While he wanted the truth to know in their lives. Even though right now it was anger and pain and heart break from what he had learned and was never told the truth. This was what she wanted, and she was going to see.
"Is this it? is this what you wanted my beloved wife? To see the truth of the monster you married? to know your husband is not a beloved prince of Asgard but a monster king bastard child? are you fucking happy now woman?" hissed Loki
"Loki… oh my beloved Loki.. are you a frost giant? My beloved nothing has changed on how I feel about you. I don't care what you are. My beloved emerald of my soul and heart. Have you forgotten who I am blood bonded to as families. I don't judge. And you are no monster my beloved husband." Said kagome
Loki sighed and knew she was not lying to him. of that he was certain. Her love for him had not been tainted or gone or broken. He sat on the edge of their bed and pulled her into his lap. Where she snuggled against him and sighed in contentment. He could see them in the mirror across the room, he still wore the abomination of a blue mask but his beloved jewel of his heart and soul. His beloved demonic angel had embraced him all the same as he was before this. He ran his fingers through her silken hair. Reluctant to shatter this illusion of peace between them. but that was not all the news he needed to tell her. but the news had to impact something in their peace. But it was something that needed to be said.
"It would seem that father has fallen into odinsleep." Said loki
"Say what now? he what now?" asked kagome
"Yes, my beloved, and with Thor being banished and mother unable to leave his side. That leaves me to act as king in his stead. And you my beloved demonic angel are going to be my queen." said Loki
Kagome eyes widened in shock at what was said. Yes, she was raised to be royal. And she has more than one type of royal blood flowing through her veins. And it would seem he found it amusing to see her look after everything else she was hearing this day. But he knew this was nothing to handle for her she was raised to be something like this. But she truly didn't care about the crown and throne. But she knew it was something she soon one day she would have to take in her own family in which is now his family as well. and while before that may have been a comfort. Now he wondered sadly what he must do to prove himself worthy of her love still. In which was just self-pity thoughts. and normal for shit he found out. kagome sighed and leaned back into him. taking some measure of comfort from his strength of his arms around her. trying to find a solid point while everything in him fell to chaos.
Meanwhile a few months later
Kagome stood by Loki side as he addressed their friends from the throne. They pled for Thor to return. And he declined and sent them away with out a second thought. But they bowed one last time. Addressing them both. Calling her his queen something she gotten used to already. Kagome only smiled to them to let them know it was ok. And she was there to help and serve as queen as much as she could and what she could do. and most of all protect them at all costs. But not in a way Thor would have handled things. Loki sighed and turned to his beloved jewel of his heart and soul. His green eyes soft and concerned for his beloved. And he gently grabbed her hand and pulled her over his lap. Something he loved doing. it was something he would always do with her. but he took note she was more exhausted and tired and sick. But he didn't ask. If she wanted to tell him what she was going through she would have told him already.
"My beloved demonic queen. there is no need to be so nervous. I know you been raised for something like this." Said Loki
Loki kissed her forehead where her magenta crescent moon was. He has one as well along with the same markings. but he conceals them, so Odin was never able to see them. he didn't need to know he is a royal in other realms and worlds and races. Kagome knew that her beloved was being sincere to what was going on. she was not ready for this and didn't prepare. But she knew what she was able to do and will do it. but she knew he also meant every word he spoken to her. he was genuinely worried about her health since she was tired and stressed and sick. Even though she has a feeling on what it was and knew it was what it was. Since she had more than one child in her long life. But she was not sure if it was the right timing for her to say anything just yet. Even though this was something she was going to tell him when the right time was going to be.
Loki surface sentiments something dark was swirling. Something that was eating him little by little. He assured her he was fine about the fact that he was an adopted frost giant since she helped him through that since she is known to blood adopt children. shippo was her first blood adopted son. And he is a fox demon. And Loki adoption has only been technically politically kidnapped but left to die alone in the first place. But she knew that could have not been true. It just couldn't have been true. Not if the states of his soul were anything to go by. But how could Loki have her believe he was just fine while just finding out he was another race completely. And that wasn't even touching how this may have played in Odin favoritism with Thor. And that pissed her off to no ends. Kagome smiled and reached up and lightly traced down the bride of his nose. Watched his eyes flutter closed and his soul brightened just a little at her touch.
"By beloved emerald of my heart and soul. You know I love you right?" Asked Kagome
Loki eyes popped open, and they swirled and shimmered with so many times. But her heart broke when she finds uncertainty there. Did he not believe her? surely, he couldn't sense no false with her words she had spoken to him. did he not believe he deserve love anymore. Or deserve anything anymore. She watched him walk away. And watched his soul wavelength fluctuate brokenly. And pushed down rising well of panic. While she didn't know what to do when it came down to what she should do for him. yes, she dealt with one or two of her blood adopted children. but right now, her heart ached for her soulmate. Her beloved. And when odin wakes up she was going to bitch at him. how dare he do something like this and think this sort of thing will go away.
Meanwhile the following day
Kagome poured over book after book after ancient book she found on these dusty shelves. They piled up around her, caging her in them. four hours she pours ever them. looking for any spare scrape of info she might be able to use her hands were littered with paper cuts. But she long since stop feeling their sting. Plus, they didn't bother her since she felt and had worst done to her. but when the very last book once again turned up with jack shit. She gave up with a growl of annoyance. While she put her hand to her stomach since she knew she was pregnant with Loki twins. But she was not going to say nothing just yet after him knowing and learning something so big about his life. But did Asgardians just not get mental illness. Or anything else as well. didn't they ever feel things about themselves. And not like it didn't strike her to think of anything right now. but didn't the divinity of Loki soul wavelength that matched the rest of the frost giants.
Loki had a frost giant body. If there was any medical way to help Loki through this crisis it would be in an Asgardian medical book. Kagome huffed and tossed the last book against the wall. And she commandeered it and sending a puff of dust into her face. that waved away and coughed. Her pervious high at finding to do. finding a task that could be helpful crashed and burned around her. it left her feeling useless. Kagome didn't know just know just how many people knew of Loki status as a frost giant outside Odin and Loki himself. But if Frigga knew… kagome stood up and with determined stride she went straight for Frigga and Odin chambers. She knocked gently on the door and when Frigga opened for her. she was welcomed warmly. Something she has done with her from the very beginning. Something that she loved about the queen mother.
"Oh, kagome my dear one. I am so pleased to see you." said Frigga
"Yes, I am with you as well. but I am sorry I didn't come sooner. Things have been going rather haywire these days. I didn't wasn't to bother," said Kagome
"Oh, course my dear one. I understand very well. but you could never intrude with me, come in and sit down my dear," said Frigga
Frigga led kagome into the room so she could see what was troubling kagome these days. Even though she sensed that she is with child as well. but she was not going to push the girl who she thought as her very own daughter. Something she has always wanted. But she was not sure if it was the correct timing to tell Loki as well. Frigga taking a seat across kagome. Stress lines marred her brows. And suddenly Kagome felt very guilty for not realizing that the woman she thought as a mother might have needed something like this right now. but she has her own set of issues that has been piling up more and more when it comes down to her beloved husband. And she wanted to know if firgga knew of what loki truly is. even though she still loves her beloved husband. And nothing was never going to change that. even though she has an outfit that matched Loki. She stopped wearing dresses around the palace. but what is different was her have the symbol of the house of the moon on the back of it.
"I am sorry about Thor, and about Odin, I can't imagine how much stress your under," said Kagome
"Oh goodness my dear one. It is quite alright; I am certain Odin has a plan in all of this. There isn't much he does with out a specific purpose." Said Frigga
"Still, it must be terribly overwhelming." Said kagome
Kagome sighed as she sipped at her tear that Frigga given to her. since she was having it in the first place. But she felt for her. since she loved her husband. Even though Kagome books she didn't have good thoughts of Odin. She has nothing but not happy thoughts about him. after all her beloved Loki has been through. Odin used him and abused him. and never letting him in that he would never have the throne. And favored Thor far more. Frigga sighed and stared off for a moment after sipping her tea. Gather her thoughts on everything, always careful with what she said and does. But right now, she has a feeling that there was going to be more of a in depth conversation going on here. And she was not sure how she should explain. But right now, she was explaining everything that was needing to be said, while Kagome was trying to take in everything.
Meanwhile a month later
Loki knew it, he knew they were up to something traitorous. Their loyalty to Thor held steadfast despite all the danger he put them in. and apparently their loyalty to him had been on a thin fragile line. They were all supposed to have been friends. They had all fought together and grown together. Apparently, he hadn't inspired the same levels of love and loyalty that his damnable brother had. And he distantly wondered why. He'd known as well? had he been the only shit for brains not let in on the little secret of his true heritage? Had all Asgard been laughing cruelly behind his back his whole life.? Well, his next little stunt he certainly earns their affection and loyalty for life. Who could resist the savior of all asgard most beloved king? even his little beloved wife would have no reason to doubt him anymore. A niggling little voice in the back of his head tried to remind him that she never doubted him. but he silenced again. It was pointless feeling about her trust in him were a bit shaky as everything else right now is. he wanted her safe and out of the way. as he led the king of the frost giants further into the place.
Meanwhile a few hours later
Loki stared with mounting confusion as Thor beat relentlessly against the glittering surface of the rainbow bridge with his hammer. Cracks splintering out from the point of contact. His mind raced and swirled and not sure what was going on and why thor was trying to do this. And desperate to make sense of this as well. to fit it into his plans. To understand what this meant for him and his quest to shine more in life. If thor had finally turned a new leaf. This would spell bad for him. and that was not a good this. And thor just continued to pound away at the bridge. And loki was frantic about what was going on. but he was not going to say anything or show anything that this was making him not feel very good about things. While thor growled and knew this was going to hurt the one he loved most in this place. And he was hoping she was safe somewhere.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? IF YOU DESTORY THE BRIDGE YOU WILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN.!" Yelled Loki
Loki sent a cheap ploy at Thor new woman in his face. but he couldn't think clearly. Couldn't push passed thick haze that had grown inside of him. things had spiraled out of control. He almost couldn't see his original intent anymore. With out really thinking and acting on the basest of instincts. He dashed forwards, raising his spear and leaping up. Aiming at his brothers back. ready to strike, desperate to stop him. a blinding explosion grabbed him up and stop his breath as Mjolnir finally succeeded in cracking through the Bifrost surface, causing a backlash of power to rip through them. cacophony of sound and color muted his thoughts. and defended his ears. and he was left powerless to do anything but let his body fall where it would. Hoping uselessly for solid ground. When had he last felt so solid.
Meanwhile a little while later
Kagome side ached as her wings pushed her go quicker and her lungs felt full. As she tried to make her way to the Bifrost after already flying through most of the massive palace. a gruesome shockwave of raw ancient power struck her. pushing her back and didn't even notice she miscarried from the debris hitting her in the stomach. When Loki could see more hear no more. He was dangling on the end of the scepter over the void of space torn through with the swirling energies of the Bifrost. And of course, his father holding onto Thor. Seeing him awake again and keeping both he and his brother from falling to their deaths. It had shocked him into a moment of awareness, something that he only now noticed he been lacking since this whole fuck fest started. His heart had faltered he felt like the child as his father one eyed stare held him there as if he fucked up big.
"I COULD HAVE DONE IT FATHER! I COULD HAVE DONE IT! FOR YOU MY BELOVED FATHER! FOR EVERYONE AND ALL OF US!" cried Loki
"No Loki," said Odin
Odin spoken what he thought was the words that needed to be said. As all Loki thoughts quieted, settling down from their tireless swirling and falling through him like a sharp shard of glass. His thundering heart slowed until the beat of it reverberated in his ears once with every step and deep and steady breath of his lungs. And when it was done it all shattered. Despair throttled him and tears started to blur his vision from seeing anything that was around him. Thor called to him as he let his grip on the scepter slip and he began to fall backwards towards the distant rumbling of the Bifrost energies. His last sound and sight of his home was a cry of a female. And a beautiful face showed horror and fear as it shouted his name loudly as her shimmering pure silver wings with pink and red tips appeared before him as blood was leaking from her. all he could thing at the point and time was that he was sorry, as he let himself slip into the comfort of nothingness. Hoping the last shards of his broken heart that things would be better now for everyone.
Meanwhile a little while later
Kagome stared endlessly at the spot where she watched her beloved Loki falling body disappear and time slowed to and aching crawl. Even though her heart was broken that she lost their twins. And now she was losing her soulmate. Her beloved Loki. Her emerald to her heart and soul. She could feel herself moving but it was all slow motion to her. a thick buzz of shock and awe has curled in her ears and her lungs. But right now, she couldn't even breath. she began to go forwards into the same starry blackness that had took her soulmate away from her. but a pair of strong arms locked around her, pulling her enough to clear away some of the pain in her heart. And she heard a piecing cry. She was crying and screaming, a feral soul that threatened to crack the rest of the rainbow bridge like she destroyed half of Hogwarts after what happened to Lucius.
"Kagome my dear beloved sister. you need to listen to me, I'm so very sorry, I did try my best to stop him. but you know Loki he never listens to a point when his mind is made up." cried Thor
Kagome still screamed until her throat was bleeding like her miscarriage she was having, heedless of the words trying to sooth her. getting through to her. calm her down as much as said person could. But she didn't wish to calm down. First the impact of the damaged Bifrost made her miscarry. And now the love of her life and her soulmate was gone now. with a blast of her powers as she pushed him away from her. as she tried her best to make her way to the edge of the rainbow bridge that is damaged. Ready to throw herself over it. intent on saving him and bring him back. or just joining him. but Thor arms clamped around her waist and yanked her away from the danger of the vortex of the broken Bifrost. Kagome hissed her displeasure from being taken away from her task. As she was scratching and clawing enough that the poison and miasma was leaking out and making things worst. As she was trying to get away.
"LET ME THE FUCK GO! OR I WILL MAKE YOU REGRET IT! LOKI! LOKI! LET ME THE HELL GO!" roared Kagome
"NO KAGOME! LOKI WOULDN'T WANT THIS! YOU MUST STOP RIGHT NOW!" cried Thor
"NO PLEASE! YOU HAVE TO LET ME THE FUCK GO! I HAVE TO GO AND SAVE HIM! "Roared Kagome
"NO, I WILL NOT LOSE YOU AS WELL. MY BELOVED SISTER!" cried Thor
Kagome pleaded with Thor to let her go. but breaking apart in Thor arms. Smaller and weaker than he ever seen her. his own tears came and trailed through her hair. Her fists beating weakly and clawing at his shoulders. Thor was used to the feeling of her poison and miasma injecting to him by accident. Even though she would not stop pleading for Loki. Even tough she was upset over the lost of her and Loki children from the blow of the broken Bifrost. And now the lost of her beloved husband. Her soulmate. As she fell unconscious from the blood loss and the miscarriage and the emotional trauma that has just happened. thor broke down knowing his father was ther. Not caring the what the hell he was thinking. He was going to cry for his brother. But he picked up his sister and carried her to where her and loki chambers are. And he where he could be alone for a while. Odin closed his one good eye and wondered what was going to happen next.
To be continued