Lost, confused, Unkind
Chapter 94
Next morning we were all up bright & early, me because I was so nervous about seeing some of the guys again, Sasha because she was all excited about seeing Adam & Dwayne because he slept on the couch so we both sat on him to wake him up! The morning passed slowly, I kept watching the clock wondering if I was doing the right thing or if I should just stay home after all! By the time we were outside the arena I was beginning to wish I had just stayed at home! I had no idea why I felt so nervous but my stomach was in knots as Dwayne held the door open for me & Sasha to step inside! I hesitated but one look at Dwayne's huge beaming smile reassured me so I stepped into the building. There was a few people mulling around in the corridors, all of them stopping to say 'Hi!' to Rocky as we passed them!
"I'm gonna go look for Adam! I'll catch up with you guys later ok?" Sasha kissed my cheek & hurried off in the direction of the locker rooms.
"You ok?" Dwayne put his arm around my shoulders & whispered in my ear.
"Yeah, fine!"
"You up to saying hi to a few people?"
I sighed, "I guess so!"
"Ok come on then we'll go find Shane!"
A couple of the stage guys pointed us in the direction of Shane's room & my heart pounded as Dwayne knocked on the door & peered inside.
"Got time for a visitor?"
"Dwayne! My man!" I heard Shane say from inside & then the door was opened wide & we came face to face! Shane just stared at me for a few seconds.
"Hi Shane!"
"Jesus!" He threw his arms around me, "God are you ok?" He held me at arms length, "You look.....wow you look really great!"
I blushed slightly. "Thanks! So do you! Have you been working out?" I Squeezed his muscly arms!
"Ah well.....have to keep up with Vince y'know!" he smiled, "It's good to see you Bec!" He hugged me again.
Dwayne cleared his throat, "Erm....hands off my roomie McMahon!"
Shane looked from one of us to the other, "Roomie?"
"Yeah I'm moving to Miami with Dwayne! Only no one really knows about it yet so keep it under your hat!"
"Wow! You two are erm...?"
"NO!" Dwayne & I both said together. "Just friends!" Dwayne smiled.
"So...." Shane walked to his desk "Maybe you might ah....want a job once you're back inthe states?" he raised his eyebrows.
"I'll let you know! At the moment it's kinda one day at a time!" I smiled, "Listen do you guys mind if I go & loook for Shannon?"
"Will you be ok? I mean I can come with you if..."
"I'm sure I'll be fine!" I rolled my eyes then looked at Shane, "He's worse than my mother I swear!" I laughed, "Except my mother has bigger balls!" I said as I went out of the door!
"Get out of here!" Dwayne pulled a face at me as I closed the door laughing.
"Hey is this Sh......BEC!"
I gulped as I looked up, "Adam! Hi!"
'Wow you look good!"
"Thanks!" I looked at the floor, "So, um how are you?"
"Ok thanks! You?"
"Yeah great!" I smiled nervously. "Oh did you find Sasha? She went to look for you!"
"Oh erm.....she ah told you then?" He shuffled his feet.
I looked up at him & thought what are you doing Bec you idiot! Get a grip! "Yeah she did tell me! Adam relax it's ok!"
He sighed, "It's cool then?"
"Yeah!" I smiled, "Ok come here! I'm sick of this bullshit!" I put my arms around him & we hugged each other!
"You are THE coolest chick I know!"
"I hope you didn't mean that buddy!" We both looked up to see Sasha at the other end of the corridor!
I smiled, "Go on then!" I shoved Adam in Sasha's direction, "Oh and Adam?"
"Yeah?"
I stood on tip toes, moved some of his hair & whispered in his ear, "Treat her the way you treated me & you can't go wrong!" I giggled & he blushed slightly, smiled & ran to meet Sasha! I stood back & watched as he scooped her up into his arms & twirled her around, then kissed her passionately. It still felt a little weird, but not as bad as I'd imagined & I smiled at them even though they were too caught up in each other to notice me! It was nice just to see Sasha happy again!
I wandered around the maze of corridors looking for the locker rooms & hoping to find Shannon. I hadn't seen him in so long, although he had called me since I came back to England, come to think of it he'd called me more times than Jeff had! I was really looking forward to seieng him again, he was another one of life's good guys! As I rounded the corner I almost bumped into Jon Cenar & although we didn't really know each other he smiled, said 'Hi!' and gave me one of those 'I know I know you from somewhere!' looks!
"Erm....could you tell me where I can find Shannon please?"
" I think he's two doors that way!" he smiled.
"Thankyou!" I smiled back & headed off in the direction he'd pointed me in.
"Jeff Hardy's girlfriend right?" I turned to see him with a puzzled look on his face & I smiled.
"Matt's! Well....was Matt's!"
"Oh shit right! Sorry! I feel like a dork now!"
"That's ok!"
"I knew I'd seen you before! I just didn't realise...I thought you & Jeff were......um..."
"Bec!" I held out my hand & he shook it & smiled!
"Jon! And I'm shutting up & getting the hell out of here before I say something else that makes me look like a complete idiot!"
We both laughed! "I said forget it! It's cool! You're not the first person to make that mistake!" I turned to walk away.
"OK I do appologise for being a complete ass! Nice seeing you again!"
I laughed, "Ok see you around!"
I found the door Jon had mentioned & knocked! I didn't want to just walk in incase I came face to face with a bunch of naked guys! Eventually the door opened.....but it wasn't Shannon!
Chapter 94
Next morning we were all up bright & early, me because I was so nervous about seeing some of the guys again, Sasha because she was all excited about seeing Adam & Dwayne because he slept on the couch so we both sat on him to wake him up! The morning passed slowly, I kept watching the clock wondering if I was doing the right thing or if I should just stay home after all! By the time we were outside the arena I was beginning to wish I had just stayed at home! I had no idea why I felt so nervous but my stomach was in knots as Dwayne held the door open for me & Sasha to step inside! I hesitated but one look at Dwayne's huge beaming smile reassured me so I stepped into the building. There was a few people mulling around in the corridors, all of them stopping to say 'Hi!' to Rocky as we passed them!
"I'm gonna go look for Adam! I'll catch up with you guys later ok?" Sasha kissed my cheek & hurried off in the direction of the locker rooms.
"You ok?" Dwayne put his arm around my shoulders & whispered in my ear.
"Yeah, fine!"
"You up to saying hi to a few people?"
I sighed, "I guess so!"
"Ok come on then we'll go find Shane!"
A couple of the stage guys pointed us in the direction of Shane's room & my heart pounded as Dwayne knocked on the door & peered inside.
"Got time for a visitor?"
"Dwayne! My man!" I heard Shane say from inside & then the door was opened wide & we came face to face! Shane just stared at me for a few seconds.
"Hi Shane!"
"Jesus!" He threw his arms around me, "God are you ok?" He held me at arms length, "You look.....wow you look really great!"
I blushed slightly. "Thanks! So do you! Have you been working out?" I Squeezed his muscly arms!
"Ah well.....have to keep up with Vince y'know!" he smiled, "It's good to see you Bec!" He hugged me again.
Dwayne cleared his throat, "Erm....hands off my roomie McMahon!"
Shane looked from one of us to the other, "Roomie?"
"Yeah I'm moving to Miami with Dwayne! Only no one really knows about it yet so keep it under your hat!"
"Wow! You two are erm...?"
"NO!" Dwayne & I both said together. "Just friends!" Dwayne smiled.
"So...." Shane walked to his desk "Maybe you might ah....want a job once you're back inthe states?" he raised his eyebrows.
"I'll let you know! At the moment it's kinda one day at a time!" I smiled, "Listen do you guys mind if I go & loook for Shannon?"
"Will you be ok? I mean I can come with you if..."
"I'm sure I'll be fine!" I rolled my eyes then looked at Shane, "He's worse than my mother I swear!" I laughed, "Except my mother has bigger balls!" I said as I went out of the door!
"Get out of here!" Dwayne pulled a face at me as I closed the door laughing.
"Hey is this Sh......BEC!"
I gulped as I looked up, "Adam! Hi!"
'Wow you look good!"
"Thanks!" I looked at the floor, "So, um how are you?"
"Ok thanks! You?"
"Yeah great!" I smiled nervously. "Oh did you find Sasha? She went to look for you!"
"Oh erm.....she ah told you then?" He shuffled his feet.
I looked up at him & thought what are you doing Bec you idiot! Get a grip! "Yeah she did tell me! Adam relax it's ok!"
He sighed, "It's cool then?"
"Yeah!" I smiled, "Ok come here! I'm sick of this bullshit!" I put my arms around him & we hugged each other!
"You are THE coolest chick I know!"
"I hope you didn't mean that buddy!" We both looked up to see Sasha at the other end of the corridor!
I smiled, "Go on then!" I shoved Adam in Sasha's direction, "Oh and Adam?"
"Yeah?"
I stood on tip toes, moved some of his hair & whispered in his ear, "Treat her the way you treated me & you can't go wrong!" I giggled & he blushed slightly, smiled & ran to meet Sasha! I stood back & watched as he scooped her up into his arms & twirled her around, then kissed her passionately. It still felt a little weird, but not as bad as I'd imagined & I smiled at them even though they were too caught up in each other to notice me! It was nice just to see Sasha happy again!
I wandered around the maze of corridors looking for the locker rooms & hoping to find Shannon. I hadn't seen him in so long, although he had called me since I came back to England, come to think of it he'd called me more times than Jeff had! I was really looking forward to seieng him again, he was another one of life's good guys! As I rounded the corner I almost bumped into Jon Cenar & although we didn't really know each other he smiled, said 'Hi!' and gave me one of those 'I know I know you from somewhere!' looks!
"Erm....could you tell me where I can find Shannon please?"
" I think he's two doors that way!" he smiled.
"Thankyou!" I smiled back & headed off in the direction he'd pointed me in.
"Jeff Hardy's girlfriend right?" I turned to see him with a puzzled look on his face & I smiled.
"Matt's! Well....was Matt's!"
"Oh shit right! Sorry! I feel like a dork now!"
"That's ok!"
"I knew I'd seen you before! I just didn't realise...I thought you & Jeff were......um..."
"Bec!" I held out my hand & he shook it & smiled!
"Jon! And I'm shutting up & getting the hell out of here before I say something else that makes me look like a complete idiot!"
We both laughed! "I said forget it! It's cool! You're not the first person to make that mistake!" I turned to walk away.
"OK I do appologise for being a complete ass! Nice seeing you again!"
I laughed, "Ok see you around!"
I found the door Jon had mentioned & knocked! I didn't want to just walk in incase I came face to face with a bunch of naked guys! Eventually the door opened.....but it wasn't Shannon!