Lost confused Unkind
Chapter 104
That night was the most fun I'd had in months & I found it hard to say goodbye to Jeff the next afternoon! I got my wish & had a pretty uneventful 2 weeks leading up to the big UK PPV! The time past by too quickly though and I had a lot to get organised ready to leave for Miami with Dwayne! My folks hadn't been too happy that I was once again moving half way around the world & leaving my son in another State! I eventually persuaded Dad it was the best thing for Jude but Mum was another story! She worried, I suppose I would always be her little girl no matter how old I was & she really wanted me to stay in England! But at least I was sure in my own mind that I was doing the right thing & I was determined to sort my life out before I even thought about getting Jude back! I knew he would be fine with Jeff & Gilbert and they'd look after him better than I felt I could at that point in my life!
Before I knew it the day of Insurrextion arrived & most of my belongings were packed into crates & ready to go into storage or shared between my Mum & my sister! Sasha & I were really excited to see betty again & find out her news! Sasha was still convinced she was gonna tell us she was pregnant but I wasn't so sure! To be honest I didn't really care what her news was I was just looking forward to seeing her so much! By the time we arrived at the arena I think we'd driven poor Dwayne crazy we were so hyped! We almost ran into the building to look for Betty while Dwayne went to go through his match with some of the guys! It wasn't long before I spotted Chris!
"CHRIIIIIIISSSSS!" I threw my arms around him!
"Hey Bec! Woah! What a welcome!" he laughed as he hugged me.
"Where's Betty?" Sasha said dancing around impatiently.
"She's around somewhere! Hey Sasha!" He said sarcastiacally & gave her a hug! "I think she went off to look for you guys with Helms!"
"Awww man! I'm dying to see her!" I whined & Chris laughed.
"Yeah me too!" Sasha moaned. "I er...hear she has some news for us?" She raised her eyebrows.
"She does?" Chris said, trying to look innocent & Sasha playfully slapped his arm.
I looked around at the hustle & bustle of people comming & going, trying to spot Betty, when my eyes suddenly stopped on a blonde guy at the opther side of the arena! I smiled to myself, "Hey guys I'll be right back! If Betty gets here hold onto her til I get back!" I Slowly made my way across the arena, "Blonde huh?"
Jeff turned around & smiled, "Hey Bec!" He hugged me.
"Y'know I can never spot you in a crowd cause I never know what colour you damn hair is gonna be!" I laughed & ruffled his now short & blonde hair!
"I get bored real easy what can I say!" He grinned, "So how have you been?"
"Good thanks! You?"
"Yeah pretty good!" he nodded, "I missed you!" I swallowed hard.
"Um yeah I missed you too!" I forced a smile, "Erm have you seen Betty around here by the way? I can't wait to see her!"
"Um yeah! She's right there!" Jeff laughed.
I quickly turned around to see betty standing about 10 feet away from me, arms folded across her chest & her eyebrows raised as she looked from me to Jeff & back again!
"BETTY!!!!!" I screamed & grabbed her!
"Nothin' goin' on my ass!" She said in my ear as we hugged!
"GOD Girl! Give it a rest already!" I giggled, "I missed you too!"
She laughed & looked past me at Jeff, "Would you two just screw and get it over with!" Jeff turned slightly red & looked away.
"Betty!!" I hissed & she laughed again.
"I thought I could smell kangaroo!" We both spun around, Sasha stood there grinning at Betty!
"Cheeky cow!" Betty giggled.
"So come on then what's the news?" Sasha said excitedly as she hugged Betty!
"Aw I wasn't gonna tell you until later tonight!"
"Don't you dare!" I laughed.
"Ok! Ok! CHRIS!" She yelled & waved him over. "Jeff come here! Come on!" Jeff & chris both wandered over to us, "Aw where's Dwayne? I wanted him to be here too!"
"Oh come on Betty you're killin us here!" Sasha whined.
"Alright! ok!" she put her arm around Chris' waist & grinned, "Well me and Chrstopher would like to tell you all that..."
"Hey what's goin on here?" We all groaned as Dwayne walked over.
"Shhhh!" Sasha hissed! "Go on Betty!"
"Ok well screw the speach now, we're getting married!"
Sasha & I stared at each other in disbelief! 'OH MY GOD!" I squealed & hugged her.
"I think I'm gonna cry!" Sasha joined in the hug and as we almost smothered her, Jeff & Dwayne both congratulated Chris!
"Don't I get one of those?" Chris tapped Sasha & I on the shoulder, I ignored him while Sasha gave hima hug!
"Betty I'm so happy for you two! it's like the BEST news!" I squeezed her again, "I can't believe it!" I giggled.
"Yeah me either! And to think it'a all down to you!" She smiled & prodded me on the shoulder.
I cocked my head to one side, "Hm...yeah I guess it is huh?" I smiled, "I AM the WWE dating agency!"
"Huh?"
"Yeah y'know, you & Chris, Sasha & Adam...."
"ADAM? WHAT? Woah woah woah! She's with Adam?!"
"You didn't know already?"
"Jay told me she was with Spanky!"
I burst out laughing, "What have I told you about believing that idiot?"
"Man I thought he was a bit young but......ok I'm gonna kill the jerk!" she laughed, "so, Adam huh? I'm taking it we mean your Adam here?"
"NO! Not MY Adam Betty!" I said through gritted teeth.
"Not any more!" Sasha peered over my shoulder.
"Oh ah I'm sorry Sash I didn't mean...."
"It's ok!" she smiled.
We all stood back a little, me beside Jeff, Sasha beside Dwayne & Betty with her arm around Chris & I smiled as I looked around at the 6 of us!
"So when's the big day?" Sasha asked.
"We don't really know yet!" Betty looked up at Chris and he kissed her forehead. It made me smile to see them so happy & yet at the same time I couldn't help feeling that sense of loss that often crept over me. Every time I saw a family in the park or a young couple holding hands. Once I even stopped my car opposite a church & cried silently as I watched the newly wed couple walk along the path in a shower of confetti! I felt an arm around my waist & snapped back to reality.
"You ok?" Jeff whispered.
"Yeah!" I gulped, "I'm fine!" I forced a smile & he squeezed me slightly while the rest of them seemed to talk & talk without stopping for breath! My head suddenly became full of a hundred voices all talking at once! My eyes saw lips & teeth everywhere, I looked & blinked over & over trying to clear my head. It became very warm all of a sudden & I put a hand to my forehead feeling the sweat beginning to form there! Without thinking I bolted, running for the door, I needed air & I didn't stop until I found the emergancy exit & sank to my ass on a wall outside.
Chapter 104
That night was the most fun I'd had in months & I found it hard to say goodbye to Jeff the next afternoon! I got my wish & had a pretty uneventful 2 weeks leading up to the big UK PPV! The time past by too quickly though and I had a lot to get organised ready to leave for Miami with Dwayne! My folks hadn't been too happy that I was once again moving half way around the world & leaving my son in another State! I eventually persuaded Dad it was the best thing for Jude but Mum was another story! She worried, I suppose I would always be her little girl no matter how old I was & she really wanted me to stay in England! But at least I was sure in my own mind that I was doing the right thing & I was determined to sort my life out before I even thought about getting Jude back! I knew he would be fine with Jeff & Gilbert and they'd look after him better than I felt I could at that point in my life!
Before I knew it the day of Insurrextion arrived & most of my belongings were packed into crates & ready to go into storage or shared between my Mum & my sister! Sasha & I were really excited to see betty again & find out her news! Sasha was still convinced she was gonna tell us she was pregnant but I wasn't so sure! To be honest I didn't really care what her news was I was just looking forward to seeing her so much! By the time we arrived at the arena I think we'd driven poor Dwayne crazy we were so hyped! We almost ran into the building to look for Betty while Dwayne went to go through his match with some of the guys! It wasn't long before I spotted Chris!
"CHRIIIIIIISSSSS!" I threw my arms around him!
"Hey Bec! Woah! What a welcome!" he laughed as he hugged me.
"Where's Betty?" Sasha said dancing around impatiently.
"She's around somewhere! Hey Sasha!" He said sarcastiacally & gave her a hug! "I think she went off to look for you guys with Helms!"
"Awww man! I'm dying to see her!" I whined & Chris laughed.
"Yeah me too!" Sasha moaned. "I er...hear she has some news for us?" She raised her eyebrows.
"She does?" Chris said, trying to look innocent & Sasha playfully slapped his arm.
I looked around at the hustle & bustle of people comming & going, trying to spot Betty, when my eyes suddenly stopped on a blonde guy at the opther side of the arena! I smiled to myself, "Hey guys I'll be right back! If Betty gets here hold onto her til I get back!" I Slowly made my way across the arena, "Blonde huh?"
Jeff turned around & smiled, "Hey Bec!" He hugged me.
"Y'know I can never spot you in a crowd cause I never know what colour you damn hair is gonna be!" I laughed & ruffled his now short & blonde hair!
"I get bored real easy what can I say!" He grinned, "So how have you been?"
"Good thanks! You?"
"Yeah pretty good!" he nodded, "I missed you!" I swallowed hard.
"Um yeah I missed you too!" I forced a smile, "Erm have you seen Betty around here by the way? I can't wait to see her!"
"Um yeah! She's right there!" Jeff laughed.
I quickly turned around to see betty standing about 10 feet away from me, arms folded across her chest & her eyebrows raised as she looked from me to Jeff & back again!
"BETTY!!!!!" I screamed & grabbed her!
"Nothin' goin' on my ass!" She said in my ear as we hugged!
"GOD Girl! Give it a rest already!" I giggled, "I missed you too!"
She laughed & looked past me at Jeff, "Would you two just screw and get it over with!" Jeff turned slightly red & looked away.
"Betty!!" I hissed & she laughed again.
"I thought I could smell kangaroo!" We both spun around, Sasha stood there grinning at Betty!
"Cheeky cow!" Betty giggled.
"So come on then what's the news?" Sasha said excitedly as she hugged Betty!
"Aw I wasn't gonna tell you until later tonight!"
"Don't you dare!" I laughed.
"Ok! Ok! CHRIS!" She yelled & waved him over. "Jeff come here! Come on!" Jeff & chris both wandered over to us, "Aw where's Dwayne? I wanted him to be here too!"
"Oh come on Betty you're killin us here!" Sasha whined.
"Alright! ok!" she put her arm around Chris' waist & grinned, "Well me and Chrstopher would like to tell you all that..."
"Hey what's goin on here?" We all groaned as Dwayne walked over.
"Shhhh!" Sasha hissed! "Go on Betty!"
"Ok well screw the speach now, we're getting married!"
Sasha & I stared at each other in disbelief! 'OH MY GOD!" I squealed & hugged her.
"I think I'm gonna cry!" Sasha joined in the hug and as we almost smothered her, Jeff & Dwayne both congratulated Chris!
"Don't I get one of those?" Chris tapped Sasha & I on the shoulder, I ignored him while Sasha gave hima hug!
"Betty I'm so happy for you two! it's like the BEST news!" I squeezed her again, "I can't believe it!" I giggled.
"Yeah me either! And to think it'a all down to you!" She smiled & prodded me on the shoulder.
I cocked my head to one side, "Hm...yeah I guess it is huh?" I smiled, "I AM the WWE dating agency!"
"Huh?"
"Yeah y'know, you & Chris, Sasha & Adam...."
"ADAM? WHAT? Woah woah woah! She's with Adam?!"
"You didn't know already?"
"Jay told me she was with Spanky!"
I burst out laughing, "What have I told you about believing that idiot?"
"Man I thought he was a bit young but......ok I'm gonna kill the jerk!" she laughed, "so, Adam huh? I'm taking it we mean your Adam here?"
"NO! Not MY Adam Betty!" I said through gritted teeth.
"Not any more!" Sasha peered over my shoulder.
"Oh ah I'm sorry Sash I didn't mean...."
"It's ok!" she smiled.
We all stood back a little, me beside Jeff, Sasha beside Dwayne & Betty with her arm around Chris & I smiled as I looked around at the 6 of us!
"So when's the big day?" Sasha asked.
"We don't really know yet!" Betty looked up at Chris and he kissed her forehead. It made me smile to see them so happy & yet at the same time I couldn't help feeling that sense of loss that often crept over me. Every time I saw a family in the park or a young couple holding hands. Once I even stopped my car opposite a church & cried silently as I watched the newly wed couple walk along the path in a shower of confetti! I felt an arm around my waist & snapped back to reality.
"You ok?" Jeff whispered.
"Yeah!" I gulped, "I'm fine!" I forced a smile & he squeezed me slightly while the rest of them seemed to talk & talk without stopping for breath! My head suddenly became full of a hundred voices all talking at once! My eyes saw lips & teeth everywhere, I looked & blinked over & over trying to clear my head. It became very warm all of a sudden & I put a hand to my forehead feeling the sweat beginning to form there! Without thinking I bolted, running for the door, I needed air & I didn't stop until I found the emergancy exit & sank to my ass on a wall outside.
