Lost confused Unkind
Chapter 108
When I eventually found Dwayne he was sitting among the thousands of empty seats in the arena & looked as though he was miles away!
"My God he CAN be quiet!" I smiled & sat down beside him. he didn't move his head but his eyes glanced my way when I spoke! "What's up?"
"Nothin' much, just thinking!"
"Careful that's becomming a bad habit of yours!"
"You seem as if you're in a good mood!"
"Yeah I am I guess! Is that a bad thing?"
"Depends on the reason!"
"Ok.!" I nodded slowly, obvioulsy something was eating him! "And what if there is no reason? Do I need one? Just less than an hour ago you were telling me I moped around all the time!"
"There's always a reason!" He aid absentmindedly.
"Dwayne is there something bugging you?" He stared out across the arena, "Have I pissed you off in some way?"
"Nope!"
"Then what's wrong? You seem a little....ah distant!"
"There's nothing wrong exactly I just.....ah it's nothin!" I put my hand on his leg & he looked at it for a minute until he finally put his on top of it and gave it a squeeze. "Oh Bec!" he smiled.
"You are acting really strange Dwayne I wish you'd just tell me what's on your mind!"
"You are!"
"Woah! Deja vu!" I laughed & he raised his eyebrows, "Oh nothin'! Ignore me! Why am I on your mind?"
"Well....I'm a little concerned about you that's all!" he sighed & took my hand in both of his, "Do you really think you're doing the right thing moving to Miami with me? I mean is it really what you want?"
"YES! Where's this come from?"
"Y'know if you're having second thoughts then...well I won't be offended if you've changed your mind ok?"
"I haven't changed my mind! What's brought all of this on? Are you having second thoughts about me comming with you?"
"NO! Hell no no that's not it! It's just I saw....oh nothin', look if you're 100% certain you wanna..."
"Saw what? Saw who?"
He smiled & shook his head, "I saw Shane & he said you & Jeff were getting pretty close and.....I just thought maybe you'd rather be in Cameron!"
"Shane has a big mouth!" I smiled, "But no! I wouldn't rather be in Cameron!" I put my arms around his neck & squeezed him tight, "I just wanna be with you!"
"You sure?" He said over my shoulder.
"Yes I'm certain!" I pushed him back slightly so I could see his face, "Nothing happened y'know?"
"None of my business!" he smiled.
"It was just a kiss! That's all!"
"Really? Another one?" He raised his eyebrows & smiled.
"Trust me when I say it was nothing!" My smiled faded & I looked down.
"Oh?"
I was going to say more & then remembered how everyone thought I was always moping around & feeling sorry for myself, bringing everyone down with my self pitty! I didn't want to be like that any more! I needed my friends to be more than just a shoulder to cry on! I wanted to live a little and have some fun! God knows it was way overdue!
"Ignore me!" I looked up & smiled at Dwayne. "So, who's your match against tonight?"
"Um....Jeff!"
I blinked, "You're kidding me?"
He smiled, "No I'm not kidding!"
"Oh!" I tried to stop the smirk from spreading across my face, "Cool!"
"Want me to leave you any pieces in particular?"
"Whatever!" I started laughing, "You were gonna kick his ass for me anyway!"
"Oh I'll enjoy it believe me!"
"So I take it you're penned to win then seeing as how this is The Rock's big comeback?"
"You'll just have to wait and see!"
"Tell me!"
"Where's the excitement? The drama, if you know all the results beofore hand huh?"
"Spoil sport! I hope he kicks your ass!"
"I bet you do!" he smiled & put his arm around me. I leaned my head on his shoulder & we watched Trish going through some of her match with Vicky in the ring.
"I could've been a diva y'know?"
"No, you & Sasha could've been the 'Miller Lite Cat Fight Girls'! How's your lip by the way?" He put his finger under my chin & lifted my face up.
"Fine! I forgot about it actually! It's my fucking jaw that hurts like a bastard!" I rubbed my jaw.
"She never touched your jaw! That's too much kissing does that to ya!"
I nudged him in the ribs, "Like you'd know!"
"Excuse me! I get planty of lip action I'll have you know!"
"Yeah but the mirror doesn't quite count!" I laughed, "Seriously though D I've never seen you with a woman since.......well I've never seen you with a woman! Are you sure Sasha isn't right about you?"
"Y'know a guy could get real offended by what comes out of your mouth!"
"Well...it's true!"
He sighed, "There's been a few in the past year or so!"
"A few?"
"Well ok 2 if you must know and one of them was your mother!" He pulled a face at me.
"EEEW DWAYNE!" I slapped his chest, "Don't even joke about that shit!" I snuggled my head into his shoulder, "So what were they just like one night stands?"
"You ask a lot of questions!"
"It's healthy curiosity!"
"Yeah right!" he laughed, "Yes they were just one night stands!"
"Why?"
"BEC!"
"WHAT?!! Come on you know more about me than I do!" I looked up at him, "Spill it!"
He sighed, "Well it was because.....well....." He looked down, "I know it sounds stupid but I'm still in love with my wife....EX wife!"
My jaw dropped, "Oh.....man I had no idea! I'm sorry!" I rubbed his leg. It suddenly hit me that we had even more in common that I realised!
"I know she was a bitch & she screwed around but I guess when I married her I thought it was for life y'know?"
"Yeah....I know!" I said quietly.
"Oh look Bec I didn't mean to bring all that shit up...I never meant to..."
I held up my hand, "Hey no! It's cool! Makes a change you telling me all of this stuff, it's usually the other way around!" I smiled, "I hope we can continue this conversation sometime!"
"Yeah so do I!"
My eyes scanned the arena not looking for anyone in particular but they found Jeff walking towards some of the guys. I couldn't take my eyes off him!
"Ahem! Earth to .......aaaahhh right! I see what you're lookin at!" Dwayne smiled. "Nothin' huh?"
I just smiled & kissed him on the cheek, "Good luck for tonight and BE CAREFUL!!"
"Yes mom!" he laughed as I walked away.
"Oh & Dwayne?" I wandered back up to him & put my arms around him again, "Love you man!"
He smiled, "Love you too now go get him!"
"DWAYNE!" I laughed, "I'm getting no one thankyou!"
"Yeah yeah! Get out of here!" I smiled and walked down the steps towards Jeff.
Chapter 108
When I eventually found Dwayne he was sitting among the thousands of empty seats in the arena & looked as though he was miles away!
"My God he CAN be quiet!" I smiled & sat down beside him. he didn't move his head but his eyes glanced my way when I spoke! "What's up?"
"Nothin' much, just thinking!"
"Careful that's becomming a bad habit of yours!"
"You seem as if you're in a good mood!"
"Yeah I am I guess! Is that a bad thing?"
"Depends on the reason!"
"Ok.!" I nodded slowly, obvioulsy something was eating him! "And what if there is no reason? Do I need one? Just less than an hour ago you were telling me I moped around all the time!"
"There's always a reason!" He aid absentmindedly.
"Dwayne is there something bugging you?" He stared out across the arena, "Have I pissed you off in some way?"
"Nope!"
"Then what's wrong? You seem a little....ah distant!"
"There's nothing wrong exactly I just.....ah it's nothin!" I put my hand on his leg & he looked at it for a minute until he finally put his on top of it and gave it a squeeze. "Oh Bec!" he smiled.
"You are acting really strange Dwayne I wish you'd just tell me what's on your mind!"
"You are!"
"Woah! Deja vu!" I laughed & he raised his eyebrows, "Oh nothin'! Ignore me! Why am I on your mind?"
"Well....I'm a little concerned about you that's all!" he sighed & took my hand in both of his, "Do you really think you're doing the right thing moving to Miami with me? I mean is it really what you want?"
"YES! Where's this come from?"
"Y'know if you're having second thoughts then...well I won't be offended if you've changed your mind ok?"
"I haven't changed my mind! What's brought all of this on? Are you having second thoughts about me comming with you?"
"NO! Hell no no that's not it! It's just I saw....oh nothin', look if you're 100% certain you wanna..."
"Saw what? Saw who?"
He smiled & shook his head, "I saw Shane & he said you & Jeff were getting pretty close and.....I just thought maybe you'd rather be in Cameron!"
"Shane has a big mouth!" I smiled, "But no! I wouldn't rather be in Cameron!" I put my arms around his neck & squeezed him tight, "I just wanna be with you!"
"You sure?" He said over my shoulder.
"Yes I'm certain!" I pushed him back slightly so I could see his face, "Nothing happened y'know?"
"None of my business!" he smiled.
"It was just a kiss! That's all!"
"Really? Another one?" He raised his eyebrows & smiled.
"Trust me when I say it was nothing!" My smiled faded & I looked down.
"Oh?"
I was going to say more & then remembered how everyone thought I was always moping around & feeling sorry for myself, bringing everyone down with my self pitty! I didn't want to be like that any more! I needed my friends to be more than just a shoulder to cry on! I wanted to live a little and have some fun! God knows it was way overdue!
"Ignore me!" I looked up & smiled at Dwayne. "So, who's your match against tonight?"
"Um....Jeff!"
I blinked, "You're kidding me?"
He smiled, "No I'm not kidding!"
"Oh!" I tried to stop the smirk from spreading across my face, "Cool!"
"Want me to leave you any pieces in particular?"
"Whatever!" I started laughing, "You were gonna kick his ass for me anyway!"
"Oh I'll enjoy it believe me!"
"So I take it you're penned to win then seeing as how this is The Rock's big comeback?"
"You'll just have to wait and see!"
"Tell me!"
"Where's the excitement? The drama, if you know all the results beofore hand huh?"
"Spoil sport! I hope he kicks your ass!"
"I bet you do!" he smiled & put his arm around me. I leaned my head on his shoulder & we watched Trish going through some of her match with Vicky in the ring.
"I could've been a diva y'know?"
"No, you & Sasha could've been the 'Miller Lite Cat Fight Girls'! How's your lip by the way?" He put his finger under my chin & lifted my face up.
"Fine! I forgot about it actually! It's my fucking jaw that hurts like a bastard!" I rubbed my jaw.
"She never touched your jaw! That's too much kissing does that to ya!"
I nudged him in the ribs, "Like you'd know!"
"Excuse me! I get planty of lip action I'll have you know!"
"Yeah but the mirror doesn't quite count!" I laughed, "Seriously though D I've never seen you with a woman since.......well I've never seen you with a woman! Are you sure Sasha isn't right about you?"
"Y'know a guy could get real offended by what comes out of your mouth!"
"Well...it's true!"
He sighed, "There's been a few in the past year or so!"
"A few?"
"Well ok 2 if you must know and one of them was your mother!" He pulled a face at me.
"EEEW DWAYNE!" I slapped his chest, "Don't even joke about that shit!" I snuggled my head into his shoulder, "So what were they just like one night stands?"
"You ask a lot of questions!"
"It's healthy curiosity!"
"Yeah right!" he laughed, "Yes they were just one night stands!"
"Why?"
"BEC!"
"WHAT?!! Come on you know more about me than I do!" I looked up at him, "Spill it!"
He sighed, "Well it was because.....well....." He looked down, "I know it sounds stupid but I'm still in love with my wife....EX wife!"
My jaw dropped, "Oh.....man I had no idea! I'm sorry!" I rubbed his leg. It suddenly hit me that we had even more in common that I realised!
"I know she was a bitch & she screwed around but I guess when I married her I thought it was for life y'know?"
"Yeah....I know!" I said quietly.
"Oh look Bec I didn't mean to bring all that shit up...I never meant to..."
I held up my hand, "Hey no! It's cool! Makes a change you telling me all of this stuff, it's usually the other way around!" I smiled, "I hope we can continue this conversation sometime!"
"Yeah so do I!"
My eyes scanned the arena not looking for anyone in particular but they found Jeff walking towards some of the guys. I couldn't take my eyes off him!
"Ahem! Earth to .......aaaahhh right! I see what you're lookin at!" Dwayne smiled. "Nothin' huh?"
I just smiled & kissed him on the cheek, "Good luck for tonight and BE CAREFUL!!"
"Yes mom!" he laughed as I walked away.
"Oh & Dwayne?" I wandered back up to him & put my arms around him again, "Love you man!"
He smiled, "Love you too now go get him!"
"DWAYNE!" I laughed, "I'm getting no one thankyou!"
"Yeah yeah! Get out of here!" I smiled and walked down the steps towards Jeff.