Why was I born?
Was it out of love?
Was it just a coincidence?
Is my life worth nothing?
Am I really who I am?

Asuka!
Don't call out for me!
Asuka!
I don't want anything to do with anyone!!!
Asuka!
Leave me alone!!
Asuka!
Let me DIE!!!!
...Silence...

What is this pain?
Is it because I've lost?
Lost to... her!?
That wind-up doll!
That little parasite!

Rei!
Don't say that name!
Rei!
Can't you hear me!?
Rei!
That little blue haired bitch!
Rei!
STOP SAYING HER NAME!!!!
...Silence...

My blood is dripping,
Flowing like a raging stream onto the floor
I have nothing left to live for...
I've lost my only true love.
I don't deserve to live anymore.

Shinji!
I'm sorry!!!!
Shinji!
I can't be what you want
Shinji!
I know you won't remember what I'm about to say.
Shinji!
I love you, Shinji.
...Silence...

My body is beginning to fail.
My strength to write is leaving me.
I wish I could've told you all this to your face,
But… it's not me.
Goodbye… Shinji, my love.