Authors Note: Okay so this is chapter one I hope you like... Its kind of cheesy lol thanks a BUNCH for reading please review if u have time.
Chapter One:
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When I look at you
my heart skips a beat!
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I lay in bed, with two beautiful children surrounding me. Two years later and here I am. With my two favourite people. My little boys the ones that mean everything too me. Every time I am with them, they do or say something that will remind me of their father. They are both very caring and nice. Logan, is the eldest, by ten minutes. His curly blonde hair is absolutely adorable, I don't want to cut it. He has the big blue eyes, and a crooked smile. I always wonder how he turned out to look so different then both John and I. He does have nice tan skin though. His full name being Logan Rutgers Wysenzki. I remember, Jing ma telling me that Carter wanted to name one of his sons that name or something like that. So as hideous as it was I decided to stick it in there. Logan lay with his head on my leg as we watch 101 Dalmatians. His brother Jeremy Guy, sits on my lap curled up in a tiny ball, with his straight brown hair standing up on its ends. His big brown eyes, just like mine slowly start to give me signs that he's fading. Quickly. Jeremy, has the exact same colour hair as his dad, and is just like his dad with his sensitivity. Logan is moodier, like me. Jeremy doesn't seem to let things get to him. I changed my last name back to Wysenzki when I moved out here. Not wanting to give the boys their fathers last name, I wanted us to have the same last name so they wouldn't wonder why we had different last names.
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sometimes you need
to run away to see
who will follow.
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I decided to put the kids in their own beds, so I could relax and get some reading done.
I was just about to curl up on the couch when the phone rang loudly through the apartment, in fear that it would wake one or both of the boys I ran as quickly as possible to the phone, almost taking myself out in the process. "Hello" I breathed into the receiver.
"Abby?" The strong voice asked on the other end.
"Who is this?" I asked suspiciously.
"Sorry, its Luka." He said with a bit of a chuckle. Luka, how did he get my number. Must of been through Susan her and I have briefly kept in touch. But that was when I first moved here.
"Hi Luka what's up, how have you been?" I asked curious as to why I was getting this late night call, from my ex. "I've been good. Actually I'm calling because, I'm getting married." I was speechless, I didn't know what to say or how I felt so I just didn't say anything. "I was wondering if you wanted to come to the wedding, I know you must be busy with your new life, but you were a good friend to me and I would really like it if you would come." I was stunned, yet happy for Luka.
"Married, too whom?" I asked a smile slowly crossing my face.
"Sam. She's a nurse at County, she came to county just after you left."
"Oh that's great I'm so happy for you. When is it?" I asked anxiously. I hoped I could make it. "Uh- about 3 weeks." I quickly walked over to purse and got out my schedule, I was off for 5 days and I mite be able to get a couple of the girls to cover my shift for me.
"Yes that could deffintly work." until I thought of something. "Shit the kids." I said allowed not realizing I had. "Kids?" I hadn't told anyone back in Chicago about Jeremy, and Logan in fear of Carter finding out. I guess, I shouldn't hide from things anymore.
"Yes, I have 2 son. Logan and Jeremy." I said nervously. Luka was the one who was speechless now.
"Whose, are they." He asked slowly.
"Carters." I said quickly.
"Does he know?" Luka questioned.
"No, no he doesn't. They're two now and they're beautiful" I said smiling. I always choked up a bit when I talked about my children.
"I'm happy for you. You know the kids could probably come to the wedding, if you wanted and Susan said you could stay with her. But to call her." Luka said with a smile, I could always tell when people were smiling while talking on the phone.
"Okay thanks Luka. I'll be there." I said as I hung up the phone. I took a deep breathe in knowing now I had to tell Susan and hope she wouldn't tell Carter. I knew Luka wouldn't do that too me. Neither would Susan I hope. I picked up the phone and started dialling her number. "Hello." I hear a tired voice answer.
"Susan?" I say the same way Luka did to me.
"ABBY?" she asks suddenly very perky. I am suddenly very happy and excited about this wedding even if it does mean Carter chasing me with a butcher knife.
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you never understood me
you didn't even try.
I don't want this to be
so I'm saying goodbye
put the key on my table
don't think about coming
back u aren't able
to ever win me back
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Chapter One:
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When I look at you
my heart skips a beat!
-------------------------
I lay in bed, with two beautiful children surrounding me. Two years later and here I am. With my two favourite people. My little boys the ones that mean everything too me. Every time I am with them, they do or say something that will remind me of their father. They are both very caring and nice. Logan, is the eldest, by ten minutes. His curly blonde hair is absolutely adorable, I don't want to cut it. He has the big blue eyes, and a crooked smile. I always wonder how he turned out to look so different then both John and I. He does have nice tan skin though. His full name being Logan Rutgers Wysenzki. I remember, Jing ma telling me that Carter wanted to name one of his sons that name or something like that. So as hideous as it was I decided to stick it in there. Logan lay with his head on my leg as we watch 101 Dalmatians. His brother Jeremy Guy, sits on my lap curled up in a tiny ball, with his straight brown hair standing up on its ends. His big brown eyes, just like mine slowly start to give me signs that he's fading. Quickly. Jeremy, has the exact same colour hair as his dad, and is just like his dad with his sensitivity. Logan is moodier, like me. Jeremy doesn't seem to let things get to him. I changed my last name back to Wysenzki when I moved out here. Not wanting to give the boys their fathers last name, I wanted us to have the same last name so they wouldn't wonder why we had different last names.
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sometimes you need
to run away to see
who will follow.
-----------------------
I decided to put the kids in their own beds, so I could relax and get some reading done.
I was just about to curl up on the couch when the phone rang loudly through the apartment, in fear that it would wake one or both of the boys I ran as quickly as possible to the phone, almost taking myself out in the process. "Hello" I breathed into the receiver.
"Abby?" The strong voice asked on the other end.
"Who is this?" I asked suspiciously.
"Sorry, its Luka." He said with a bit of a chuckle. Luka, how did he get my number. Must of been through Susan her and I have briefly kept in touch. But that was when I first moved here.
"Hi Luka what's up, how have you been?" I asked curious as to why I was getting this late night call, from my ex. "I've been good. Actually I'm calling because, I'm getting married." I was speechless, I didn't know what to say or how I felt so I just didn't say anything. "I was wondering if you wanted to come to the wedding, I know you must be busy with your new life, but you were a good friend to me and I would really like it if you would come." I was stunned, yet happy for Luka.
"Married, too whom?" I asked a smile slowly crossing my face.
"Sam. She's a nurse at County, she came to county just after you left."
"Oh that's great I'm so happy for you. When is it?" I asked anxiously. I hoped I could make it. "Uh- about 3 weeks." I quickly walked over to purse and got out my schedule, I was off for 5 days and I mite be able to get a couple of the girls to cover my shift for me.
"Yes that could deffintly work." until I thought of something. "Shit the kids." I said allowed not realizing I had. "Kids?" I hadn't told anyone back in Chicago about Jeremy, and Logan in fear of Carter finding out. I guess, I shouldn't hide from things anymore.
"Yes, I have 2 son. Logan and Jeremy." I said nervously. Luka was the one who was speechless now.
"Whose, are they." He asked slowly.
"Carters." I said quickly.
"Does he know?" Luka questioned.
"No, no he doesn't. They're two now and they're beautiful" I said smiling. I always choked up a bit when I talked about my children.
"I'm happy for you. You know the kids could probably come to the wedding, if you wanted and Susan said you could stay with her. But to call her." Luka said with a smile, I could always tell when people were smiling while talking on the phone.
"Okay thanks Luka. I'll be there." I said as I hung up the phone. I took a deep breathe in knowing now I had to tell Susan and hope she wouldn't tell Carter. I knew Luka wouldn't do that too me. Neither would Susan I hope. I picked up the phone and started dialling her number. "Hello." I hear a tired voice answer.
"Susan?" I say the same way Luka did to me.
"ABBY?" she asks suddenly very perky. I am suddenly very happy and excited about this wedding even if it does mean Carter chasing me with a butcher knife.
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you never understood me
you didn't even try.
I don't want this to be
so I'm saying goodbye
put the key on my table
don't think about coming
back u aren't able
to ever win me back
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