Authors Note: So this is Chapter two and in my opinion its moving kind of slow, so the next chapter I'm going to try to pick it up. But I just want to make sure I'm not leaving anything out. If you are unsure about something (eg; how Susan knew where Abby was and her phone number. But didn't know she had kids,( you'll eventually find it all out.
Chapter 2-
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You can complain because
roses have thorns, or you
can rejoice because thorns
have roses.
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I took a deep breathe as a small smile crossed my lips. I was beginning to get rather excited about the wedding, yet very nervous at the same time. I knew there was a good chance I would have to see Carter, not only would I have to tell him about our kids. I would have to face him about all the past problem. I told Susan about Logan and Jeremy, she was shocked, very shocked. Especially when I told her they were Carters, she even dropped the phone. She told me she wouldn't tell Carter figuring it was best coming from me. I walked over to the couch and grabbed my book. I decided I would go to bed and contemplate my options of the best time to tell Carter. Should I phone him? Or just tell him when I get there. Maybe in person was better that way I could make sure he gets to the hospital okay after he faints and hits head. I lay down in bed, wondering if I'd be able to sleep tonight. I was scared that maybe Carter had met someone new, as much as I hated Carter for what he did to me, leaving me, screaming at me, being rude, breaking up with via letter. I didn't want him to be with anyone else. I didn't care how selfish that was. It turns out that he was just as single as me. He did date a women from Africa briefly but Susan said it was nothing serious. I decided it was best for me if I just stayed single and worked on being a little more independent. It seems for as long as I could remember I was in a relationship first with Richard, then Luka and then carter. I suddenly was getting angry thinking about Carter and the letter, the WHOLE ER had seen that letter. Even patients. Why would he do that to me? Couldn't he have called. I thought that was very selfish, he was doing what was easiest on him, over what was right. How he spoke to me at his Grandmothers funeral was wrong too. I understand how he was mourning but I was just trying to do what was best, and I know I screwed up but I really wanted to be there for Carter and Eric. I guess running away is what we both do best, because in the end that's what ended up happening with both of us.
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Instead of shoving
weeds in my face
try roses!
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"Mommy. I'm hungry." Logan said with a pout.
"Logan, hold on a second, I have to finish cleaning your brother up." I said carrying tiny Jeremy on my hip and taking him into the kitchen to dispose of the diaper. they'd be 3 in two weeks and Jeremy, was still using diapers, while Logan was potty training.
We walked out to the kitchen Logan on my heels. The phone started to ring and logan grabbed it of the side table to answer it. "Hi." he said grinning, he loved answering the phone. I could see it wasn't Grandma or Eric, so I walked over to get the phone from him, setting Jeremy down on the floor. "Yeah, I'm Logan." Logan said cheekily.
"Logan, go play with Jeremy and I'll get you, your cereal." Logan ran off to play with the cars scattered all over are little living room in our tiny apartment. "Hello."
"Hey, Abby. It's Susan."
"Hey, Susan. How are you?" I asked walking over to the kitchen to make Kraft dinner.
"Good. You kids sound so cute." I laughed. Trying living with them.
"Yeah they are. They play well together its nice."
"So are you excited for the wedding?" I was very.
"Yes I'm excited about getting to see everyone."
"Yeah, Pratt, Gallant, Chen are going so many people are."
"Really. I'm very excited and maybe I can avoid Carter." I laughed.
"He's going." Oh no this wasn't good. I knew there was a small chance in seeing him just being in Chicago but I didn't think he'd actually be at the wedding. I didn't think he and Luka got along at all. "what?"
"Yeah Luka, and he, well they aren't best friends, but they get along, and Carter and Sam get along well. So they invited him. I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner. I know the weddings in 2 1/2 weeks and your coming soon."
"No it's okay." I said shaking. "I don't mind. We'll both going to have to grow up and be mature I guess." I took a deep breathe. Bending down to pick up the Kraft dinner I spilt when I found out. "I guess then I actually have to tell him about Jeremy and Logan."
"Yeah that would be a good idea."
"It's their birthday in 2 weeks two days after we get to Chicago. So at least he can be with them on their third birthday."
"I can't believe it's been over 3 years since you left here." Susan said shocked.
"Yeah I know. I miss it there."
"You should move back." I laughed, thinking this probably wasn't a very good idea.
"That might not be a good idea. I think Carter will hate me."
"Well he's acted like you never existed. I can tell he misses you a lot though." I sighed, I missed him too. I didn't think we would ever work though. We couldn't deal with every thing that came our way. At least we couldn't as a couple. We were both learning too indivualy though. "Well Susan I have to go, the twins are starving." I said
"Wait does Carter know I'm coming?" I asked half hoping he did half hoping he didn't.
"Nope, I didn't tell him and I don't think Luka did and Sam doesn't know about you two so I don't think she would." I smiled and then proceeded to get off the phone and tend to my two sons.
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I really want to love some
body. I do.
I just don't know if it's
possible forever and ever!
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Chapter 2-
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You can complain because
roses have thorns, or you
can rejoice because thorns
have roses.
---------------------------------
I took a deep breathe as a small smile crossed my lips. I was beginning to get rather excited about the wedding, yet very nervous at the same time. I knew there was a good chance I would have to see Carter, not only would I have to tell him about our kids. I would have to face him about all the past problem. I told Susan about Logan and Jeremy, she was shocked, very shocked. Especially when I told her they were Carters, she even dropped the phone. She told me she wouldn't tell Carter figuring it was best coming from me. I walked over to the couch and grabbed my book. I decided I would go to bed and contemplate my options of the best time to tell Carter. Should I phone him? Or just tell him when I get there. Maybe in person was better that way I could make sure he gets to the hospital okay after he faints and hits head. I lay down in bed, wondering if I'd be able to sleep tonight. I was scared that maybe Carter had met someone new, as much as I hated Carter for what he did to me, leaving me, screaming at me, being rude, breaking up with via letter. I didn't want him to be with anyone else. I didn't care how selfish that was. It turns out that he was just as single as me. He did date a women from Africa briefly but Susan said it was nothing serious. I decided it was best for me if I just stayed single and worked on being a little more independent. It seems for as long as I could remember I was in a relationship first with Richard, then Luka and then carter. I suddenly was getting angry thinking about Carter and the letter, the WHOLE ER had seen that letter. Even patients. Why would he do that to me? Couldn't he have called. I thought that was very selfish, he was doing what was easiest on him, over what was right. How he spoke to me at his Grandmothers funeral was wrong too. I understand how he was mourning but I was just trying to do what was best, and I know I screwed up but I really wanted to be there for Carter and Eric. I guess running away is what we both do best, because in the end that's what ended up happening with both of us.
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Instead of shoving
weeds in my face
try roses!
-----------------------
"Mommy. I'm hungry." Logan said with a pout.
"Logan, hold on a second, I have to finish cleaning your brother up." I said carrying tiny Jeremy on my hip and taking him into the kitchen to dispose of the diaper. they'd be 3 in two weeks and Jeremy, was still using diapers, while Logan was potty training.
We walked out to the kitchen Logan on my heels. The phone started to ring and logan grabbed it of the side table to answer it. "Hi." he said grinning, he loved answering the phone. I could see it wasn't Grandma or Eric, so I walked over to get the phone from him, setting Jeremy down on the floor. "Yeah, I'm Logan." Logan said cheekily.
"Logan, go play with Jeremy and I'll get you, your cereal." Logan ran off to play with the cars scattered all over are little living room in our tiny apartment. "Hello."
"Hey, Abby. It's Susan."
"Hey, Susan. How are you?" I asked walking over to the kitchen to make Kraft dinner.
"Good. You kids sound so cute." I laughed. Trying living with them.
"Yeah they are. They play well together its nice."
"So are you excited for the wedding?" I was very.
"Yes I'm excited about getting to see everyone."
"Yeah, Pratt, Gallant, Chen are going so many people are."
"Really. I'm very excited and maybe I can avoid Carter." I laughed.
"He's going." Oh no this wasn't good. I knew there was a small chance in seeing him just being in Chicago but I didn't think he'd actually be at the wedding. I didn't think he and Luka got along at all. "what?"
"Yeah Luka, and he, well they aren't best friends, but they get along, and Carter and Sam get along well. So they invited him. I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner. I know the weddings in 2 1/2 weeks and your coming soon."
"No it's okay." I said shaking. "I don't mind. We'll both going to have to grow up and be mature I guess." I took a deep breathe. Bending down to pick up the Kraft dinner I spilt when I found out. "I guess then I actually have to tell him about Jeremy and Logan."
"Yeah that would be a good idea."
"It's their birthday in 2 weeks two days after we get to Chicago. So at least he can be with them on their third birthday."
"I can't believe it's been over 3 years since you left here." Susan said shocked.
"Yeah I know. I miss it there."
"You should move back." I laughed, thinking this probably wasn't a very good idea.
"That might not be a good idea. I think Carter will hate me."
"Well he's acted like you never existed. I can tell he misses you a lot though." I sighed, I missed him too. I didn't think we would ever work though. We couldn't deal with every thing that came our way. At least we couldn't as a couple. We were both learning too indivualy though. "Well Susan I have to go, the twins are starving." I said
"Wait does Carter know I'm coming?" I asked half hoping he did half hoping he didn't.
"Nope, I didn't tell him and I don't think Luka did and Sam doesn't know about you two so I don't think she would." I smiled and then proceeded to get off the phone and tend to my two sons.
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I really want to love some
body. I do.
I just don't know if it's
possible forever and ever!
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