Authors Note: Okay so Chapter 14, I hope this is okay...This is part one of the wedding...I hope you enjoy it. I've pretty much got this story planned out in my head, but it could change.
Chapter 14
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Inside a mind..... Inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cant be described. Inside a mind there are thousands of memories, memories that are ancient, magical. Inside a mind there are screams of anger from the pain of a break up. Inside a mind there are favourites, enemies and love.
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"Jeremy... Jeremy come here." I said grabbing the fleeing boy. He laughed, he was already dressed in his nice suit, I couldn't have it getting dirty. "Mommy, I like my hair like this." He said pointing out the flat hair that lay straight. I grabbed the gel and went into the washroom, preparing to fix his hair up a bit. "Abby, let me do it." Carter said grabbing Jeremy from me. "Okay, but don't let him talk you into making him look like Frankenstein okay?" Carter laughed picking up the small boy and taking him out of the bathroom.
"Carter, you have to finish getting dressed too!" I hollered, he walked around with his pants on and no shirt, not that I was complaining. He waved his hand in my face to signal he knew that. I finished applying my make up hoping Carter was doing an okay job getting the boys dressed. I walked out of the bathroom, to find all three of them dressed in their suits. Carter had his hair puffed up, kind of spiky but not too spiky, it suits him well. While Logan had his curls under control, well sort of, we took the boys to get their hair cut yesterday, so the curls, were a little more tame. Jeremy had his hair spiked and all three of them looked very handsome. I smiled as I saw them sitting their, one on each leg of Carters. "You look pretty." They said in unison, like that had rehearsed it, which they probably had. "Thank you. So do you." I said to all of them
"No! Boy's look handsome not pretty." Jeremy pointed out. I was surprised he was so cuddly with Carter the last couple of days he had been stand offish towards him. Jeremy proved my point of his distance with Carter by getting up and walking towards me, and following me like a lost puppy into the kitchen. "Hey Jeremy why don't you sit with Carter?" I offered. He shook his head. Carter heaved a deep sigh.
"Why not, he's our dad and I love him." Logan said putting his head on Carters shoulder.
"He doesn't love mommy." Jeremy said latching onto my leg. Logan was appalled by this comment. "Yes he does." Logan argued. I could tell this was not going to end well.
"Okay guys, lets not fight." I intervened.
"No," Jeremy continued. "I saw him kissing another girl, just like the beauty and the beast kiss." Jeremy said pounding his foot down. Logan was now also upset.
"Guys, daddy and I are not together, he can kiss who ever he pleases." I said leaning down to pick Jeremy up and set him back on Carters lap, while I went hunting for the purse that went with my revealing red dress.
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Cry your heart out,
let it all go.
Cause remember,
after every tear,
comes a rainbow!
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"Hey, you guys look so nice." I said bending down to straighten the boys ties out.
"Do you have the camera?" I asked Carter.
"Yes, of course! You asked at least 20 times, on the way here, and 20 times before we left." He joked. I smiled up at him, he bent down, looking at our boys and playing with Logan's hair until I shooed, his hand away. He smiled, each boy looked tired, from the long day they had already endured. Jeremy wiped at his eyes. "Hey guys." Alex's said, walking into the back of the church. "ALEX!" Logan beamed. Alex sauntered over to Logan and started tickling, him.
"Okay, we're ready for you." Luka said sticking his head in. Alex picked up Logan while Carter bent down and tried to grab Jeremy, after much fighting with Carter, Jeremy reluctantly went with him. We put the boys at the beginning of the isle, and left for our seats, I saw Tanya sitting about 4 rows behind us, Carter didn't even glance her way which made me suspicious. I nudged him, to try and get his attention, I wanted the scoop as to what was going on. Did he break up with her? Did she break up with him? So many questions. Carter turned to look at me and smiled. "What's with Tanya?" I whispered hoping that they did in fact break up. I knew that was mean and cruel, but I didn't want Carter to be with her. "Nothing." He whispered back turning to face the front again.
"What do you mean nothing, we just walked past her and you didn't so much as give her a look." I was almost talking now, to curios to try and whisper.
"I know." This is was bugging me couldn't he just fill me in instead of sending me on the goose hunt. "Well..." I pushed.
"Look Abby, if you MUST know, we have decided to be platonic when the twins are around okay?" He said now turning to look at me.
"So you're going to lie to them?" I said a little more forward. He sighed.
"Well, what else would you have me do?" He said now a little annoyed.
"Not lie to your children." I whipped back coldly.
"Look! I don't know what to do. So I am doing all I can at the moment so cut me some slack." He fired back, now with rage in his eyes. I nodded, deciding it was probably best just to drop the subject then and there. "Abby." Susan said walking up beside me and sitting down. "Hey." I said turning to her, glad someone was here to ease the tension.
"I saw the boys they look very cute." Susan said with a huge grin.
"Yeah I know, Carter did their hair." I laughed. Carter didn't even turn at this he just stared straight ahead coldly. Susan pointed to him mouthing the words 'what's with him' I shook my head, not wanting to get into it. At least not in front of him.
Suddenly the music played signalling us to stand, and wait for the oncoming bride. Luka quickly made his way to the front through the packed church. It was a pleasant church medium in size. Everyone looked very nice, and here came my beautiful boys each one carrying a red velvet pillow nothing on top of it though, they were holding hands, we sat near the front of the church so when they got to the front they could just come sit with us. When they passed our pew Jeremy tried to come sit with us but between Logan tugging on his shirt and Carter and I waving him to the front he made it there okay. As soon as they were up there for 5 minutes they were allowed to come sit with us, Logan hoping onto Carters lap and Jeremy onto mine. Susan and Chuck still sat next to us, Chuck was a little late, due to work, but made it okay. The ceremony was beautiful, they wrote their own vows, which is something I have always wanted to do, though Richard did not like the idea at ALL! He said we should just use the traditional vows, sticking true to weddings, or some load of crap like that. The ceremony ended and the bride and groom left the church in smiles holding tightly onto one another's hands. Alex's as the Best man was close behind. We waited until most people had left before leaving the church. Carter held onto Logan and Jeremy's hand tightly, fearing they may get lost in the crowd.
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I like you because of who you are to me I hate you because of what you did to me I miss you because you got her, not me I love you and that's how it will always be
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Chapter 14
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Inside a mind..... Inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cant be described. Inside a mind there are thousands of memories, memories that are ancient, magical. Inside a mind there are screams of anger from the pain of a break up. Inside a mind there are favourites, enemies and love.
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"Jeremy... Jeremy come here." I said grabbing the fleeing boy. He laughed, he was already dressed in his nice suit, I couldn't have it getting dirty. "Mommy, I like my hair like this." He said pointing out the flat hair that lay straight. I grabbed the gel and went into the washroom, preparing to fix his hair up a bit. "Abby, let me do it." Carter said grabbing Jeremy from me. "Okay, but don't let him talk you into making him look like Frankenstein okay?" Carter laughed picking up the small boy and taking him out of the bathroom.
"Carter, you have to finish getting dressed too!" I hollered, he walked around with his pants on and no shirt, not that I was complaining. He waved his hand in my face to signal he knew that. I finished applying my make up hoping Carter was doing an okay job getting the boys dressed. I walked out of the bathroom, to find all three of them dressed in their suits. Carter had his hair puffed up, kind of spiky but not too spiky, it suits him well. While Logan had his curls under control, well sort of, we took the boys to get their hair cut yesterday, so the curls, were a little more tame. Jeremy had his hair spiked and all three of them looked very handsome. I smiled as I saw them sitting their, one on each leg of Carters. "You look pretty." They said in unison, like that had rehearsed it, which they probably had. "Thank you. So do you." I said to all of them
"No! Boy's look handsome not pretty." Jeremy pointed out. I was surprised he was so cuddly with Carter the last couple of days he had been stand offish towards him. Jeremy proved my point of his distance with Carter by getting up and walking towards me, and following me like a lost puppy into the kitchen. "Hey Jeremy why don't you sit with Carter?" I offered. He shook his head. Carter heaved a deep sigh.
"Why not, he's our dad and I love him." Logan said putting his head on Carters shoulder.
"He doesn't love mommy." Jeremy said latching onto my leg. Logan was appalled by this comment. "Yes he does." Logan argued. I could tell this was not going to end well.
"Okay guys, lets not fight." I intervened.
"No," Jeremy continued. "I saw him kissing another girl, just like the beauty and the beast kiss." Jeremy said pounding his foot down. Logan was now also upset.
"Guys, daddy and I are not together, he can kiss who ever he pleases." I said leaning down to pick Jeremy up and set him back on Carters lap, while I went hunting for the purse that went with my revealing red dress.
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Cry your heart out,
let it all go.
Cause remember,
after every tear,
comes a rainbow!
-----------------------
"Hey, you guys look so nice." I said bending down to straighten the boys ties out.
"Do you have the camera?" I asked Carter.
"Yes, of course! You asked at least 20 times, on the way here, and 20 times before we left." He joked. I smiled up at him, he bent down, looking at our boys and playing with Logan's hair until I shooed, his hand away. He smiled, each boy looked tired, from the long day they had already endured. Jeremy wiped at his eyes. "Hey guys." Alex's said, walking into the back of the church. "ALEX!" Logan beamed. Alex sauntered over to Logan and started tickling, him.
"Okay, we're ready for you." Luka said sticking his head in. Alex picked up Logan while Carter bent down and tried to grab Jeremy, after much fighting with Carter, Jeremy reluctantly went with him. We put the boys at the beginning of the isle, and left for our seats, I saw Tanya sitting about 4 rows behind us, Carter didn't even glance her way which made me suspicious. I nudged him, to try and get his attention, I wanted the scoop as to what was going on. Did he break up with her? Did she break up with him? So many questions. Carter turned to look at me and smiled. "What's with Tanya?" I whispered hoping that they did in fact break up. I knew that was mean and cruel, but I didn't want Carter to be with her. "Nothing." He whispered back turning to face the front again.
"What do you mean nothing, we just walked past her and you didn't so much as give her a look." I was almost talking now, to curios to try and whisper.
"I know." This is was bugging me couldn't he just fill me in instead of sending me on the goose hunt. "Well..." I pushed.
"Look Abby, if you MUST know, we have decided to be platonic when the twins are around okay?" He said now turning to look at me.
"So you're going to lie to them?" I said a little more forward. He sighed.
"Well, what else would you have me do?" He said now a little annoyed.
"Not lie to your children." I whipped back coldly.
"Look! I don't know what to do. So I am doing all I can at the moment so cut me some slack." He fired back, now with rage in his eyes. I nodded, deciding it was probably best just to drop the subject then and there. "Abby." Susan said walking up beside me and sitting down. "Hey." I said turning to her, glad someone was here to ease the tension.
"I saw the boys they look very cute." Susan said with a huge grin.
"Yeah I know, Carter did their hair." I laughed. Carter didn't even turn at this he just stared straight ahead coldly. Susan pointed to him mouthing the words 'what's with him' I shook my head, not wanting to get into it. At least not in front of him.
Suddenly the music played signalling us to stand, and wait for the oncoming bride. Luka quickly made his way to the front through the packed church. It was a pleasant church medium in size. Everyone looked very nice, and here came my beautiful boys each one carrying a red velvet pillow nothing on top of it though, they were holding hands, we sat near the front of the church so when they got to the front they could just come sit with us. When they passed our pew Jeremy tried to come sit with us but between Logan tugging on his shirt and Carter and I waving him to the front he made it there okay. As soon as they were up there for 5 minutes they were allowed to come sit with us, Logan hoping onto Carters lap and Jeremy onto mine. Susan and Chuck still sat next to us, Chuck was a little late, due to work, but made it okay. The ceremony was beautiful, they wrote their own vows, which is something I have always wanted to do, though Richard did not like the idea at ALL! He said we should just use the traditional vows, sticking true to weddings, or some load of crap like that. The ceremony ended and the bride and groom left the church in smiles holding tightly onto one another's hands. Alex's as the Best man was close behind. We waited until most people had left before leaving the church. Carter held onto Logan and Jeremy's hand tightly, fearing they may get lost in the crowd.
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I like you because of who you are to me I hate you because of what you did to me I miss you because you got her, not me I love you and that's how it will always be
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