Yey, I updated sooner!! *pats self* me a good girl!! Thank you for all the reviews, they made me feel really good after going to a crappy holiday, tch, stupid London. Anyway, I don't like what ff.net have done with my name, I AM DARKNESS DAMN IT!! Soo… yeah, I've changed it darkness-sama, I don't like being a number, it's so degrading!!

Anyway, here you go, have fun!!

It's a live with the beating of young hearts

Cold droplets of water rushed down upon Kai's lean form as he washed his hands over his body. He had already cleaned himself up and now he was just reminiscing in the past few days of his new life. It wasn't much, a little orphanage to run in a quiet part of the city and a boyfriend to keep him company and to love. Kai had to admit that it felt wrong to have such a simple and relaxed life, as if he had once had a life full of adventure and excitement, but he supposed he'd have to let that life go now. He was used to this now and was very happy like this, but there was just something not right with this.

FLASHBACK

Bodies moved together in unison as silk covers curled around their sweat covered limbs. They panted heavily; breathing in the others' essence while their hands held the other close. Raven strands fell from the figure above and onto the paler body below, as his movements became more desperate. Their soft and moist lips met in a searing kiss as they reach their climax, falling limp against one another, using each other for support. Moments past as they lay catching their breath, until the raven-haired lover picked himself up and golden eyes flashed with the love he had just expressed.

"I love you, Kai." His velvet voice whispered, huskily.

END FLASHBACK

Kai held his head, groaning. These memories were getting very annoying now, always he saw the same person, but never could he put a name or other memories to this person. It was obvious that this person had meant a lot to him so why couldn't he remember! Frustrated Kai hit is fist against the wall before sighing, closing his eyes as he let the cold droplets splash around him, trying to calm him down.

Warm arms wrapped around his waist while hands wrapped around his member. Jolting his head back onto the shoulder of his lover, Kai gasped. A smirk was fixed upon Tala's lips as he kissed Kai's neck tenderly.

"You're pretty hard, Kai, been thinking naughty thoughts have we?" Tala mocked, stroking him with whisper finger.

"Please." Kai whispered; a jolt ran through his body… why did it seem wrong for him to beg?

"As you wish."

Spinning Kai round Tala captured his lips in his, thrusting his tongue into his caverns, dominating immediately while his hands pumped Kai roughly, enjoying the muffled screams of pleasure that were elicited from his tender throat. Kai soon spilled his essence into Tala's awaiting hands with a muffled gasp before relaxing into Tala's arms for a light embrace, the cold water feeling comfortable against his flushed form.

It didn't feel the same; the memories that plagued his mind and these moments with Tala… something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what. In his memories they had moved as if they were one, knowing each others' bodies as if they were their own, with every second having its special climax… but with Tala it was different… yes, it was special and he enjoyed it, but he didn't have that bond that his memories held… it was as if the love was coming from Tala more than himself, as if he was holding back for some reason… or someone…

With a sigh Kai pulled away from Tala and stepped out the shower, where he dried himself off and got dressed all the while having Tala watch him with lustful eyes.

"I'm hungry, I'll see you down there." Kai confirmed, smiling slightly.

With that Kai walked downstairs, but didn't go to the dining room, instead he found a bench, wiped the snow off and sat down with a heavy sigh. With everyday that past this existence was becoming more confusing and more uncomfortable. Kai felt like crying, but a part of him told him that he shouldn't, that he never cried, that it was childish and that he would be punished for showing such a weakness. That was something else Kai was confused about, a part of him wanted him to put on the cold, emotionless face and stand stern, mocking anyone who tried to approach him. It felt odd to want such a thing, but he guessed that that may have been how he acted before this all happened and maybe after he got more of his memory back he would fall into that role again… but it felt uncomfortable, especially now that he had spent most of his time being open, smiling and being a loving brother to the orphans and lover to Tala.

Snow collapsed from above the door, as someone knocked angrily upon the old wood. Muffled voices came through, but none of their words could be made out. The orphan children, who had been playing in the snow stopped and stared at the door, slightly worried by the anger that was evident from those muffled voices. Standing, Kai walked to the door and opened it ready to yell at who ever was there, but instead froze as his eyes meet the forms of four boys that brought back a whole range of memories.

Tyson, Max and Kenny smiles brightly as they saw that Kai was alive and looked well. Rei had tears in his eyes and jumped at Kai, wrapping his arms around his neck, causing them to fall to the floor, Rei on top of Kai. Rei hid his head in Kai's shoulder, crying softly. Kai couldn't move, he was in shock, this was the guy from his memories, the one he had slept with, the one that had brought him such love.

Worried by Kai's lack of response to their hug, Rei leaned on his arms to look down on Kai, tears staining his face.

"Kai?… What's wrong?… Don't you remember me?… It's Rei." Rei whispered through whimpers.

Kai blinked, "…Rei…"

FLASHBACK

The sleepy rays of the morning light peeked through the ruby curtains of the small bedroom to awaken any life that may be hiding within. The rays stretch onto the wooden floor and onto the bed, where there now only remains the silk undercover that covers the small bodies of its capture. A pale yet toned arm reaches out onto the bedside table from underneath the cover and places its pale hand on the alarm clock. Crimson eyes watched as the thin black third hand moved around that in turn caused the second hand to roughly be pushed onto the twelve, which signalled the alarm to sound.

A slight tap from the pale index finger hinders this immediately allow him to rest in the comforting arms of him lover after another night of proclaiming their love for each other. That same pale hand came down to pull the silk covers further up his lover to keep him warm before shifting in the bed to allow him to watch his love as he sleeps. He reached out and moved some of the soft ebony strands out of the sculptured face of his love.

Those fallen strands tickled the neck of his love and he stirred, his golden eyes welcoming the world with a yawn. Gold soon met crimson as he heard a laugh come from the petit lips of his love. Crimson eyes closed and golden eyes followed suit as they leaned into each other and greeted the other with a soft and light, yet passionate and loving kiss. Tanned arms began to roam the toned chest of the pale form, as he became lost in the moment that had been shared last night.

END FLASHBACK

Kai blinked at Rei, more memories coming to him, they scared him and yet, they made sense, but yet… Tala… Kai closed his eyes, he didn't feel too well. Rei growled,

"Yeah, Rei…" He held up the letter, "What is this? You can remember your last name but you can't remember the guy you've been going out with for over a year!"

Kai gasped, 'a year?' An image of a leather coat with a dove on the back came to his mind. Kai groaned, he was getting a severe headache and he was getting very tired.

"REI!!"

Rei looked up to see Tala running towards them. Standing Rei went to attack Tala, but was held back by Tyson and Max.

"You bastard!! You told me Kai wasn't here!! You piece of shit!! How dare you!! What do you think you were doing?!" Rei yelled, Tyson and Max having a heard time holding him back.

Tala kneeled next to Kai and took him in his arms, Kai immediately huddled into Tala's embrace, quivering. Rei felt his heart ache as he watched Kai hug Tala after he had refused to hug him.

"You have no right barging in here and saying those sorts of things! Kai has amnesia and I was helping him out, he didn't need your presence making it any worse!" Tala yelled.

"I'm his boyfriend you fuck!! I deserve to be with him and I can help him a damn sight better than you can!" Rei yelled.

"You know nothing about Kai's past, how were you suppose to tell him about all that happened in the abbey!!" Tala yelled back.

"SHUT UP!!!!!" Kai yelled, tears running down his cheeks.

Rei gasped, Kai was crying… crying… Tala held Kai tightly, "I'm sorry." Tala leaned down and kissed Kai lightly. Rei whimpered, that hurt, that hurt most of all.

"I think you should leave." Tala warned.

"I'm staying, I want to be here for Kai." Rei said in a calm voice.

"Let him stay." Kai mumbled, looking at Rei, puzzled and confused.

Rei smiled brightly, his fangs showing, which made Kai wince as more memories flooded his mind. Those fangs, those fangs were so familiar. Kai's hand went to his neck and rubbed it slightly, as if he had been bitten…

Lifting Kai into his arms, Tala glared at Rei, "I'm taking him to his room, he needs to rest, you've put a lot on him just being here you selfish bastard."

With that Tala turned and led Kai inside. Rei grinned, Kai was alive and though he didn't remember him, he knew that Kai was remembering and he knew he would soon have him back… but it had still hurt to see Kai kiss Tala… and he was being to wonder how deeply Kai felt for Tala, now that his memories on him were hazy.

Hahaha, there you go, now Rei's in the picture what will Kai do and what will happen?? Who knows?

Jin: You're suppose to know.

Darkness: Oh be quiet, you really think I know what happens next?

Jin: You're suppose to.

Darkness:…

Jin: You don't know, do you?

Darkness:… Jin…

Jin: Tch, okay, I'll write the plot out again!

Darkness: Good boy!! Hehehe, where would I be without you!!

Jin: Nowhere.

Darkness: Watch it, I am your master and I can do what I want to you!!

Jin: Whatever.

Darkness: XP!! Why don't my ocs obey me!!! See you all soon!! Review!!

Bye de bye