She drove back to the Mansion, her family was getting ready for dinner but she complained of a headache and went to her bed. She kept seeing Sorel's face and for a moment she wished she had held on longer, watching him struggle to breathe, making him pay for killing Zander, the electric chair was too good for him, he needed to be hurt, he had to feel the same pain she did, the same horrible heart-wrenching pain that engulfed her soul every moment of everyday. Emily threw herself on her bed sobbing, utterly ashamed of herself and what would Zander have thought.

An hour later she was looking up at the ceiling thinking of Mexico and how they were supposed to go there together when she heard her door open and slam. "What were you thinking, Emily?" asked Jason, "Do you want to get yourself killed, well do you?!"
"I don't think you'd be happy with that answer," She said her gaze moving back to the ceiling.
"You have no idea how dangerous what you did was."
"I'm sorry, I didn't really know what I was doing at the time," She said figuring that guard had blown the whistle on her.
"Emily, you almost killed him, it wasn't a smart move, he'll retaliate."
"I don't care anymore, he killed Zander, Jason. You can't tell me that he deserves to live, I have never hated someone so much and if it wasn't for Zander I'd be in jail right now, facing a murder charge."
"Why didn't you ask for help? Me and Sonny could have done something, what would you have done if that guard wasn't on Sonny's payroll?"
"I don't know Jason, I just don't know. But since we're playing twenty questions answer me this, what would you do if you had watched Elizabeth being blown up knowing that if you would have done one tiny thing different it wouldn't have happened. Zander understands-understood me. Sorel should pay," She said wiping at the tears.
"Emily, I'm sorry," Said Jason putting an arm around her. "But don't do anything like that again."
"I won't, I promise."

The next day Emily went back to Alexis'. No one was there so she let herself in. She walked up to the familiar room and sat down on the bed. She had been there a few minutes when the phone beside his bed rang. She picked up the receiver and put it to her ear.
"Hello?" asked Emily.
"Is Zander there?" asked a woman's voice.
Tears entered Emily's eyes. "Umm, he's gone, and he won't be back."
"Damn, he was supposed to meet me today."
"Meet you?" asked Emily surprised.
"Yeah, we had an arrangement."
"What kind of arrangement?" asked Emily perplexed.
"He ordered something from my shop and he was supposed to come pay on them today." Emily let out a quiet sigh of relief, not that Zander would ever do anything to hurt her, she knew that. "I-I can come down and pay for what ever her ordered."
"Okay, Darla's Jewelry on Elm street."
"Oh, alright, I'll be there soon."