LILY pov
I feel your blood melted in mine: in my womb I carry James' son and I've always knew that in the blood of the man I love is fused your own blood.
You are inside of me as much as inside of him, you are my brother as you are his.
The pure-blood of the heirs of two of the oldest wizards family mixed inside my small body. your strong souls in my small hands.
I love you Sirius: I love the sadness in your eyes, the sorrow you hide inside, the way you are the only one who doesn't like Sirius Black.
I love your cruelty. because I know the reasons of your soul.
I love you as if you was born from me. I still can feel the pain of the moment I gave you life, I still can feel the emptiness you let there.
I feel you inside myself more than when you made love to me, touching my body like the most precious thing you knew. I was so small in your arms, so vulnerable... You began caressing my hair.( You've always been charmed by it)
You are a great lover, you were it even when you were a young boy. you have the skill of being everything your partner need. Everyone knows you are the best one can ask for a night of unforgettable sex so I wasn't surprised about what you made me feel.
The real surprise was when I found you cuddled up to me the morning after. You looked like a defenceless child in your sleep.
That day, you showed me the true you.and from than, you have always let me see what everyone else couldn't see of you. I was young but I immediately understood it was the best love gift you could give to me.
I know you don't like people, most of all women (. And who can blame you, with relatives like yours? With that slut of your mother?). Yes, you give your lovers pleasure, but outside your bed you are always the foul bastard of ever. you don't really give anything of you to anyone of them.
That morning you gave all your life to me only because I let you touch me.
I will never understand why you chose me, but I'm glad you did it. my life would be empty without the bundle you remitted on me.
Since that day I am your mother. My son is you. I carry the weight of your lonely soul. I'm the woman who loves you.only for what you really are. Precious.
Since that day I've always knew that my son would have had a part of your soul. a part of your blood. This weight I carry is you, my son.
A/N After this, I'm sure I should really go to cure my mind.
I feel your blood melted in mine: in my womb I carry James' son and I've always knew that in the blood of the man I love is fused your own blood.
You are inside of me as much as inside of him, you are my brother as you are his.
The pure-blood of the heirs of two of the oldest wizards family mixed inside my small body. your strong souls in my small hands.
I love you Sirius: I love the sadness in your eyes, the sorrow you hide inside, the way you are the only one who doesn't like Sirius Black.
I love your cruelty. because I know the reasons of your soul.
I love you as if you was born from me. I still can feel the pain of the moment I gave you life, I still can feel the emptiness you let there.
I feel you inside myself more than when you made love to me, touching my body like the most precious thing you knew. I was so small in your arms, so vulnerable... You began caressing my hair.( You've always been charmed by it)
You are a great lover, you were it even when you were a young boy. you have the skill of being everything your partner need. Everyone knows you are the best one can ask for a night of unforgettable sex so I wasn't surprised about what you made me feel.
The real surprise was when I found you cuddled up to me the morning after. You looked like a defenceless child in your sleep.
That day, you showed me the true you.and from than, you have always let me see what everyone else couldn't see of you. I was young but I immediately understood it was the best love gift you could give to me.
I know you don't like people, most of all women (. And who can blame you, with relatives like yours? With that slut of your mother?). Yes, you give your lovers pleasure, but outside your bed you are always the foul bastard of ever. you don't really give anything of you to anyone of them.
That morning you gave all your life to me only because I let you touch me.
I will never understand why you chose me, but I'm glad you did it. my life would be empty without the bundle you remitted on me.
Since that day I am your mother. My son is you. I carry the weight of your lonely soul. I'm the woman who loves you.only for what you really are. Precious.
Since that day I've always knew that my son would have had a part of your soul. a part of your blood. This weight I carry is you, my son.
A/N After this, I'm sure I should really go to cure my mind.