Disclaimer: I don't own charmed, I wish I did

Authors notes: - hi its me, I just had to get this out of my head, Leo and Dan, Piper, when she was dying of Aurora fever, what was she thinking.

Summary: - what Piper might have been thinking when she was dying of Aurora fever.

I lay here thinking.
Thinking about who,
My mind racing about who is in my heart,
My sisters, they always will
But what about the hole they can't ever fill
Love has always eluded me.
I lay here dying, thinking
Why is love so difficult?
Why is love hard?
Love is meant to be an endless relationship between two people
Not three.
But where is he?
He is not the one beside me while I am dying
But he is.
In spirit I feel him
In my soul he will always be there
In my heart he will forever be.
But I cannot tell him
I love the other
Who is it, the one love?
As this menace spreads through my body
Killing me, it doesn't hurt as much as my heart
I should listen to my heart scream,
Listen to the name it continually yells
If only I could just tell him what I feel
To see him once again before I am free
That it is he who I love,
And always will,
Forever and a day.
Why is love so difficult?
And why is it so hard?

Please review and be mean if you have to, but I really don't care, I just had to write something like this because I had it in my head and I just needed to get out. Thank you.