Sami-Thanks for your review, I don't know what will happen yet between
Raven and Spot. Anything could happen but I appreciate your view. Rnrn
Anastas-Another review. *happy smile* I know all the good stuff happens to Spot. Not fair. If I got mad at someone and threw a paperweight at them, they'd at least fight back, probably because they don't love me.lol.
FieryIce-Thanks for your review. I like how you hate Spot, yet kind of love him at the same time. I don't think he's going to be quite as mean, but I never know, my stories have a way of getting away from me and then its anyone's guess as to what is going to happen.
Aurora Conlon-Well you're about to find out what he said so I'll keep this short. Thanks.
Angel Fish7-I'm happy you're still reviewing. I hope you had a great time on vacation. Thanks for your review.
Anglachel-It is going to be kind of funny, hmmm what could Spot possibly say...??
Chapter 21
All the things he had thought about while he was out, came pouring out. "I can't believe dat I t'rew dat paperweight at ya. I can't believe I did dat. Just you had made me so mad when you had came ta da docks and I wouldn't talk ta anyone bout dat. Did Slip tell ya bout what I tried ta do ta him?" Spot paused and stared long and hard into her face.
"I tried to strangle him, lucky me boys were dere. I was so mad at ya and I wanted ya ta die." He swallowed audibly. "I was raging and screaming afta I came up heah. None of da boys even came near da room 'cept Slip. He's one a da best second in command dat I'se had. I don't know what came ova me. It was like I was calm one second and den da next I had lost it. Ya know dat I'se has a horrible temper. I didn't want Slip back in here trying to talk ta me. I jus had ta sort t'ings out. I thought that ya finally started likin me right dere before ya left."
His eyes kind of glazed over. "Dat night at Medda's. I didn't know ta help ya. Jack is betta at dat sort of t'ing. Just pulling ya inta my lap felt like da right t'ing ta do at da time. I didn't mean ta insult ya. I didn't t'ink dat youse was goin ta keep talkin. I guess I do interrupt people a lot but everyone always snaps ta obey me. I mean my boys respect me and I don't want ta lose dat. I guess dats my problem. I have too much pride not dat I'd ever admit it ta anyone. Specially not my boys." Raven squirmed uncomfortably, starting to feel a little guilty not telling Spot that she was awake.
'Think what he did ta ya.' She scolded herself and then laid still.
Spot continued, oblivious to her movements. "I was hoit when ya ran off. I t'ought dat ya never wanted ta see me again. When ya left New York I blamed myself because I t'ought dat ya hated me fer what happened. I was lookin fer Jack t'inkin dat he could help me get rid of dose guys. I'se a tough fighter but I can't take on five at a time."
He looked out the window for a minute and then kept talking to her. "I didn't mean ta always be around just ya interested me. I woulda saved probably anyone from dying on da track but ya just insulted me fer it. I couldn't believe dat youse was a goil newsie either. I was wrong bout dat. No one eva stands up ta me but you and Jack. Dat surprised me dat ya would do dat t'ough."
"Why didn't ya eva come and see how I was? What did Jack tell ya? Dat part just doesn't make sense. Ya left and I wouldn't speak ta anyone except Jack fer days. I couldn't believe dat ya had left and I had neva gotten ta tell ya dat I liked ya.no that I loved ya." Raven almost passed out from the shock of hearing those words. She was getting ready to sit up when he kept on talking. "I was angry for days, and I couldn't understand why you leavin made me so mad."
"When ya came in heah and Jack was the only reason dat I was really hangin in dere, and ya told me dat Jack had lied I couldn't believe it. He had been dere t'rough everythin. Den I t'rew ya inta da wall, I didn't mean ta hoit ya like dat. As I did it, I t'ought I heard a funny noise, but I blew it aside. While I was holding ya dere up against da wall how's come ya didn't fight me. Dat surprised me, ya looked at me like ya had all da trust in da woild in me. Look what I go and do ta ya. I didn't care at the time."
"I had built a concrete wall around my heart in the time that you were gone. Ya came back and it shattered and I had worked so hard for dat not ta happen. It made me so mad and ya looked so innocent an all an it was like ya had no idea an ya probably didn't."
"I was jealous of Jack because from da moment I saw ya I liked ya, but ya always hated me because of what I'se did and said. Ya always seemed ta go ta him wit ya problems, and ya always insulted me. Jack had a betta relationship wit youse, hell Race had a betta relationship wit youse."
"Den when ya said dat I was 'your Spot' after I got stabbed, dat was da only t'ing dat kept me from passing out. I nearly did or maybe I did fer a little bit but when I had opened my eyes dey were gone. I dragged meself outta da alley and Mouth was walking along. He was like 'oh shit' and told me to wait while he went to go get Jack and I crawled back tad a alley and I sat dere wit ya in my lap fer da longest time and den da next t'ing I knew was dat Jack was tellin me dat ya had left because ya blamed me fer youse gettin soaked. I didn't believe him at foist but he finally convinced me an den I just changed."
"And den ya came and told me dat ya did care and den ya said dat ya loved me an I jus couldn't believe it."
Raven sat up and looked him straight in the eyes. "Well why the hell not?"
A/N: What do you think? Review.
Anastas-Another review. *happy smile* I know all the good stuff happens to Spot. Not fair. If I got mad at someone and threw a paperweight at them, they'd at least fight back, probably because they don't love me.lol.
FieryIce-Thanks for your review. I like how you hate Spot, yet kind of love him at the same time. I don't think he's going to be quite as mean, but I never know, my stories have a way of getting away from me and then its anyone's guess as to what is going to happen.
Aurora Conlon-Well you're about to find out what he said so I'll keep this short. Thanks.
Angel Fish7-I'm happy you're still reviewing. I hope you had a great time on vacation. Thanks for your review.
Anglachel-It is going to be kind of funny, hmmm what could Spot possibly say...??
Chapter 21
All the things he had thought about while he was out, came pouring out. "I can't believe dat I t'rew dat paperweight at ya. I can't believe I did dat. Just you had made me so mad when you had came ta da docks and I wouldn't talk ta anyone bout dat. Did Slip tell ya bout what I tried ta do ta him?" Spot paused and stared long and hard into her face.
"I tried to strangle him, lucky me boys were dere. I was so mad at ya and I wanted ya ta die." He swallowed audibly. "I was raging and screaming afta I came up heah. None of da boys even came near da room 'cept Slip. He's one a da best second in command dat I'se had. I don't know what came ova me. It was like I was calm one second and den da next I had lost it. Ya know dat I'se has a horrible temper. I didn't want Slip back in here trying to talk ta me. I jus had ta sort t'ings out. I thought that ya finally started likin me right dere before ya left."
His eyes kind of glazed over. "Dat night at Medda's. I didn't know ta help ya. Jack is betta at dat sort of t'ing. Just pulling ya inta my lap felt like da right t'ing ta do at da time. I didn't mean ta insult ya. I didn't t'ink dat youse was goin ta keep talkin. I guess I do interrupt people a lot but everyone always snaps ta obey me. I mean my boys respect me and I don't want ta lose dat. I guess dats my problem. I have too much pride not dat I'd ever admit it ta anyone. Specially not my boys." Raven squirmed uncomfortably, starting to feel a little guilty not telling Spot that she was awake.
'Think what he did ta ya.' She scolded herself and then laid still.
Spot continued, oblivious to her movements. "I was hoit when ya ran off. I t'ought dat ya never wanted ta see me again. When ya left New York I blamed myself because I t'ought dat ya hated me fer what happened. I was lookin fer Jack t'inkin dat he could help me get rid of dose guys. I'se a tough fighter but I can't take on five at a time."
He looked out the window for a minute and then kept talking to her. "I didn't mean ta always be around just ya interested me. I woulda saved probably anyone from dying on da track but ya just insulted me fer it. I couldn't believe dat youse was a goil newsie either. I was wrong bout dat. No one eva stands up ta me but you and Jack. Dat surprised me dat ya would do dat t'ough."
"Why didn't ya eva come and see how I was? What did Jack tell ya? Dat part just doesn't make sense. Ya left and I wouldn't speak ta anyone except Jack fer days. I couldn't believe dat ya had left and I had neva gotten ta tell ya dat I liked ya.no that I loved ya." Raven almost passed out from the shock of hearing those words. She was getting ready to sit up when he kept on talking. "I was angry for days, and I couldn't understand why you leavin made me so mad."
"When ya came in heah and Jack was the only reason dat I was really hangin in dere, and ya told me dat Jack had lied I couldn't believe it. He had been dere t'rough everythin. Den I t'rew ya inta da wall, I didn't mean ta hoit ya like dat. As I did it, I t'ought I heard a funny noise, but I blew it aside. While I was holding ya dere up against da wall how's come ya didn't fight me. Dat surprised me, ya looked at me like ya had all da trust in da woild in me. Look what I go and do ta ya. I didn't care at the time."
"I had built a concrete wall around my heart in the time that you were gone. Ya came back and it shattered and I had worked so hard for dat not ta happen. It made me so mad and ya looked so innocent an all an it was like ya had no idea an ya probably didn't."
"I was jealous of Jack because from da moment I saw ya I liked ya, but ya always hated me because of what I'se did and said. Ya always seemed ta go ta him wit ya problems, and ya always insulted me. Jack had a betta relationship wit youse, hell Race had a betta relationship wit youse."
"Den when ya said dat I was 'your Spot' after I got stabbed, dat was da only t'ing dat kept me from passing out. I nearly did or maybe I did fer a little bit but when I had opened my eyes dey were gone. I dragged meself outta da alley and Mouth was walking along. He was like 'oh shit' and told me to wait while he went to go get Jack and I crawled back tad a alley and I sat dere wit ya in my lap fer da longest time and den da next t'ing I knew was dat Jack was tellin me dat ya had left because ya blamed me fer youse gettin soaked. I didn't believe him at foist but he finally convinced me an den I just changed."
"And den ya came and told me dat ya did care and den ya said dat ya loved me an I jus couldn't believe it."
Raven sat up and looked him straight in the eyes. "Well why the hell not?"
A/N: What do you think? Review.