Chapter 14: True Friendship and A Discovery

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It wasn't important she thought again. Or so she thought.

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Remus had seen this look of confusion on Lily's face. He defiantly knew something was bothering her because of his werewolf senses were a lot keener than regular humane senses. He had to talk to her and quickly if his senses were telling the truth then something horrible had happened and he wanted to know.

"Hey Lily," said Remus, "Can I talk to you for a moment?"

"Sure Remus," said a quizzical Lily, " We'll meet you all in the common room." Said Lily as her and Remus left to walk down the halls to go to the lake.

"Lily is something bothering you?" asked Remus.

"Well… is there something you would like to tell me?" asked Lily.

"What… w what are you talking about?" asked Remus starting to look fearful.

"Remus you have been keeping something from me and the others for a while and I want to know," said Lily looking seriously.

'I… well… I… well I well oh Lily the other guys already know," said Remus, "You see Lily I am a a a we."

"Remus I already know you are a werewolf," said Lily not looking at all fearful.

"Yo yo you know," said a surprised Remus.

"Yes of course I do I figured it out the second time you were gone," said Lily.

"But how?"

"Well I noticed you left the day of the full moon but came back the next. Also I remember saying to you how much I loved the full moon and you just got this look of fear in your eyes from saying it. So I did research in the Library and found you were a werewolf, but I wanted to make sure so I owled your mom and said for her to feel better. Well she owled my back saying that she wasn't sick at all and was just fine."

"So how long have you known?"

"Since your 3rd disappearance."

"But you never said anything to anyone," said Remus, "Not even the other guys.

"Well Remus it wasn't my secret"

"But you aren't scared?"

"How can I be scared you are one of my best friends and I know you are not really a vicious monster."

"Thanks Lil now since you know my secret you also know that all my senses are mush stronger than a normal humans and that means I know something is wrong." He said looking very serious now.

Lily looked at Remus serious yet still kind face and brokedown. She told Remus everything that had happened to her. From the deatheater attack to the whole Mark thing to how she was scared to tell James to how she didn't want all this how she didn't know what to do with all the pressure and how she so did not want to make love or give birth to the dark lords baby. Remus just sat there in shock while absentmindedly stroking her hair.

"Oh Lily how could you think this was not important," said Remus

"I guess I just didn't want to have to deal with it," she said while still crying and sniffling.

All Remus wanted to do was comfort her and make it all go away but he knew James was better at calming her down and make her better.

"Lily," said Remus, "You really need to James and the sooner the better you and I both know that the later you wait to tell him the more he will hurt and be angry you didn't."

"I know but after the loss of Mark I just don't want to bring him down again."

"I know lily but he is going to want you to tell him not some Slytherin deatheaters son or daughter and they are bound to know."

"Ok… ok I'll tell him."

They walked back to Gryffindore tower together talking like normal teenagers. They got to the Fat Lady portrait and said the password "Lion's Den" and Lily froze.

"Lily, its ok you need to tell him he will understand," said Remus comforting.

"Alright let's go then," she said.

"Hey Lils what's wrong?" asked James seeing the pale look of his girlfriend.

"James I need to tell you something…"

"Yes my Lily flower."

"Well I need to tell all of you." She said to all her friends around her.

She told once again about the terrible thing that had happened to her over the summer. Why she was really here in Hogwarts with James. They all looked at her stunned and in complete shock. James was the first one to talk.

"Lily… I I had no idea," said James. Everyone talked about it a little longer and went to bed.

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2 months later

Lily was coming from Ancient Runes and was looking forward to seeing James. She heard a girl's giggle coming from the stairway that goes to the Divination Tower. Where James' last class was while she was in Ancient Runes. She thought nothing of it thinking it was just a girl flirting with James trying to get his attention. But, she knew James would never cheat on her never so it was probably Sirius the girl was flirting with because the giggling had stopped and she couldn't here anything else. She knew they were kissing now. So she turned the corner and was about to say hi to James and Sirius. But, what she saw she couldn't believe.

"James how… how could you," said Lily. She never thought she would ever see James cheating on her. She couldn't believe he was kissing and feeling up some dumb blonde bimbo (nothing against blondes) from Hufflepuff.

James just looked surprised at first but then recovered. The blonde got all pouty and sulky that James had stopped kissing her.

"Lily it is not what it looks like," he said hoping to recover and keep Lily.

"Oh it's not what it looks like IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE," she screamed, "FUCK YOU JAMES POTTER HOW CAN IT BE NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU, YOU OF ALL PEOPLE JAMES I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE? YOU ARE A FUCKIN BACKSTABBING BASTARD. WE ARE LIKE SOOOOOO OVER.

"Well," said the blonde, "Obviously you are not good enough you ugly fat stupid filthy little mudblood."

"How dare you … you slut you frickin hore (forgot how to spell it) you hoe. You can't get your own boyfriend so you have to steel others," said Lily now redder that her hair and mad as hell. A group of people were watching this. Most of them boys who had wanted to date Lily since first year.

"Lily stop it. Stop making a scene and that was a little harsh don't you think," said James in a defense.

"Oh so it is harsh for me to say that to her but it is ok that she can call me an ugly fat stupid filthy mudblood," said Lily now totally outraged and pissed off to no point. Remus, Sirius, and Abby all came to see what was going on and saw that James still had his hand up the blonde's shirt, lipstick marks on his face and neck, and a close to crying Lily who was as red as her hair. They asked people around them what happened and almost couldn't believe it.

"No that is not what I meant…" said James trying to cover up but was cut off by Lily.

"No you know what James like I said before we are so over that way you can go and have fun with your stupid blonde bimbo," said and with that she turned and started her way through the crowd now crying. She ran and ran and ran she just wanted to escape this place and never have to deal with it again. Never have to face James. Never get her heart broken again. Never have to worry about the stupid prophecy. She just wanted to get away. She started to slow down and couldn't run anymore (she had been running for at least an hour) \. She looked around to see if she knew where she was. What she saw was a place she had never been. She didn't know where she was. She sat down on something. Then after 5 minutes or so she stood and started to walk hoping to find a way back to Gryffindor tower. That was when trouble began….

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Here is the rest of the chapter!

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As she started to walk she heard a bunch of popping noises. She turned in a complete circle to see herself surrounded by deatheaters.(a/n: this was the cause of not being able to apparate or dissaperate on school grounds)

"Well well look what we have here." Said one of them.

"It's the mudblood," said another.

"Oh great just what I need some stupid deatheaters that can't think for themselves so they go and join some lunatic who wants to take over the world," said Lily sarcastically yet still pissed off.

"What did you say you filthy mudblood," said another one.

"You heard me or are you to stupid to understand," she said, " Oh and did you know by saying mudblood that it is completely stupid too because you only say it to make yourself feel superior. But it only make you look and sound stupider than you already are." She finished. They all looked stunned. They all raised their wand ready to do something to her for insulting them. When he came.

"Don't you dare touch her," came a voice.

"We are so sorry my lord," said yet another deatheater.

"You prats you took a verbal beating from a girl of the mere age of 13 how stupid are you all. All you had to do was put a sleeping charm on her and dissaperate from here," said Voldemort.

"Yes master."

A deatheater was about to put the charm on Lily, but, she had had enough she was already pissed off from earlier and was still crying some. There was an enormous amount of energy in the air and then all the deatheaters were on the ground unconscious. Lily was also on the ground slipping in and out of consciousness. Voldemort laughed at looked down at his soon to be bride.

Yes she is a powerful one. But I will have to build up her strength before she had his child. He thought as he picked her up. He made a portkey and made sure all his deatheaters were touching some part of it before he set it off to Slytherin manor. Now that his deatheaters were gone he held Lily princess style and apparated to Slytherin manor. What he didn't know was that someone had seen and heard him tell the portkey to go to Slytherin manor. What he didn't know was that that someone was close to Lily had been the one to see. What he didn't know was that person was on their way to the headmaster's office at that moment.

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There it is L

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