TITLE:                       How could he do this to me?

RATING:                   PG

DISCLAIMER:         I don't own a thing, except for the computer I am on, and since I live at home I don't even think I own that.

SPOILERS:                IOTH I think that is all.

SUMMARY:              My response to Mickey's If You Love Me Letter Challenge. Does she show and what happens. Parkers POV. First shot at pretender fanfic. Let me know if I suck and should stick to Stargate fan fiction.  

Tuesday 8:47am

What the hell was he thinking?

This is the same thought that has been going over in my mind since I got the mail this morning. Why does he always play games? He knows this can't happen I told him on the phone after the whole island fiasco, he runs I chase. Some bloody genius if he can't understand a simple phrase like that. Maybe there is a clue in the letter something I missed.

Dear Mirandia,
I know I'm probably violating several rules of the whole you run I chase game by telling you what I'm about to tell you, but then again I have never been fond of the game anyway. The first thing I wanted to tell you that I found my Mom. I of course can't tell you anymore than that right now. Maybe sometime in the future.
The second thing I wanted to tell you is that I have feelings, very strong feelings for you. I want to be with you. I want to wipe away your tears, and help rid you of the pain you have long suffered. I need to know if you feel the same way, and if I have any chance on any kind at all with you. If you love me, meet me at Remo's onFront Street west in New York as soon as you get this. If you're not there by seven Wednesday evening I'll know your answer is no.

Love Always,
Jarod

I am glad he found his Mom but my pain, Jesus wonder-boy you are the cause of virtually all my pain. Torn between my heart and my head, my heart belongs to a girl, which perished the day she saw her Mama lying in an elevator with all that blood. Only my head, my mind stayed and then it only became another thing for the centre to twist and manipulate. I love him but I will not go. I can't send the sweepers for the same reason. I LOVE HIM.

I Know what to do maybe he will get the message. This time. Ok It is Tuesday I will sort things out at work then drop this into Remo's if he is such a genius he will go in. Old Wheezy can go suck a helium tank cause I am not going to the damn centre tomorrow that way I can go and make sure he gets this.

Dear Jarod.

            First how dare you use my name? ……

Wednesday 7pm

I can't believe I ended up here. Why did I come? Did I really want to see this? Oh god he was in there I wonder if he has the n…. wait he is reading something it must be it I can't see anything. I am just going to leave I know he has the note. So I am just going to walk away. Sorry Jarod.

Wanna know what she wrote and what happens with Jarod. If I don't overly suck I will continue it. Let me know please.

Selyn.

Selyn_uk@yahoo.com