Chapter 57
Jon Snow Stark POV
I've been dating Daenerys for almost a month, it's now mid April. Ygritte doesn't talk to me at all anymore, Sam said that Gilly told him she was pretty shocked when she found out. Daenerys and I haven't slept together yet, but we've made out a lot. I'm afraid to bring it up, I don't want her to think that's all I want from her and I know she has more experience than I do.
She's driving us back after a date, we went to a street event and it was easier for us to take one car. I feel like conversations are so much easier with her than they were with Ygritte. With Dany, things just flow so well. Ygritte took much more initiative and control in each conversation, it didn't feel like a two way street.
"Do you want to come in and chill for a bit?" Dany asks me while driving. "My dad isn't staying with me at the moment.
"Yeah, sure," I respond. "It's Friday so I can stay for a bit."
We go inside and start watching TV. She lays her legs over my lap, it's really cute. I'm rubbing her legs while we're watching the show. I really like this. Eventually she sits up and kisses me. I kiss her back, and before I know it I'm on top of her.
"Would you like to go to the bedroom?" She says in between kisses.
"Sure," I say, stopping. "But you should know something: I don't have a lot of experience in that department. My ex girlfriend was my first."
"Really? I didn't expect you to say that."
I just chuckle. "Yeah, people tend to be surprised at my lack of experience. I just wanted you to know."
"I have no problem with it," she responds. "I don't think sex should be about impressing someone, just about enjoying each other's company." That really means a lot that she said that to me.
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After we finish up, we lay in bed for a bit until I feel like I should get ready to go.
"I should head out," I say to Dany, getting up to get dressed. "Trust me, I want to stay. But my family will start to wonder where I am."
"No worries," Daenerys replies. "I hope that was okay."
"That was more than okay." I walk over and kiss her.
"Call me?"
"Of course. I'm not just going to hook up and leave, I like you a lot." Dany smiles at me.
When I get home, my dad is reading on the couch. "Where were you?" He asks me when I walk in.
"I was with Daenerys," I reply. I don't care what he thinks anymore. "Now I have to do homework."
"Jon, come sit down." I pause and sit next to him on the couch.
"Look," he continues. "I understand that I can't stop you from dating Daenerys, she just wouldn't be my first choice for you. You know you can still talk to me about her, right?"
"It doesn't feel like it."
My dad sighs. "Well you can," he says. "I was just looking out for you." I just nod and walk up to my room.
This whole thing still doesn't make any sense. I literally couldn't have designed a better girl to date, I picked the one everyone wants. I picked the one whose beauty and personality captivated our entire school so that no one would dare cross her or mention her family's reputation. Yet she still wasn't good enough for my dad. I guess this proves people will always find something wrong with you, even if you're Daenerys Targaryen.
Daenerys Targaryen POV
After Jon leaves, I give Cersei a call. "Hey girl," she says when she picks up. "What's up?"
"I finally had sex with Jon Snow," I say. "He just left."
"Wow, how was it?" She doesn't seem impressed. "Did he live up to the hype?"
"It was good, apparently I was only his second."
"That was a line."
"No it wasn't, Cersei. I believe him."
"Well, suit yourself." There's a long pause.
"How are things with baby?" I ask. "I wish you hadn't drank on the camping trip."
"It was one beer," she replies. "I finally told my dad, he said I have to do adoption."
"Do you want that?"
"Of course not," she replies. "I'm going to find a way out of it."
"Let me know if you need anything," I say. "You know I'm always here for you."
"I know, but I have to go. I need a nap."
"Bye." We hang up and I lay in bed, trying to fall asleep. I wish Jon was next to me. I'm worried about Cersei and the baby, I would let them live with me after graduation if she would accept the help. There's no convincing that girl of anything she doesn't want to do. I wish she wasn't so stubborn.
Sansa Stark POV
Since my breakup with Ramsay, I've been trying to focus on cheer and being with my friends. Sometimes I see Ramsay in the hallway, and he glares at me. Dany told me she wasn't ever going to let him near me again. I appreciate her sticking up for me, but I feel like Margaery is just proud of herself that she was right about him.
Margaery is driving me home after cheer one day, and it's still a little awkward between us. I feel like our friendship really became fractured while I was dating Ramsay.
"So how are you doing?" She asks me. "I know things got rough on the camping trip."
"I'm okay," I respond. "I'm really glad Jon was there to help me get out of that situation."
"He really is a great older brother. You know I tried to warn you, Sansa."
"I know, Margaery. And I honestly don't want the 'I told you so' speech. You were right, let's leave it at that."
There's a long pause. I feel kind of bad for saying that, but I'm already feeling crappy enough. I don't want to hear it from her.
"Can I tell you something?" She asks.
"Of course," I respond. "Sorry, I've just been feeling really crappy about this whole thing."
"I understand. I also lost my virginity to Ramsay."
I'm in shock. I pause, not knowing what to say. "What?" I ask. "You can't be serious. How come you never told me that?"
"I didn't think you'd believe me," she replies. "It was my freshman year, and I thought he really liked me. He said we'd be together and be Winterfell's power couple, but when I didn't give him as much sex as he wanted he left me."
"Then why do you still hang out with him?"
"It's something you have to deal with sometimes, Sansa. When you're popular you do what you can to keep that up. No one knows, except maybe a couple of the guys that Ramsay told. It just is what it is."
"I'm sorry, Marg," I say after a pause. "I wish you had said something."
"Well, it was a lesson you needed to learn on your own," she replies. "I don't think I could've convinced you. We don't need him."
She's right, and I'm glad she shared that information with me. But I disagree, maybe it would've convinced me. Maybe not, but I would've felt like she was at least looking out for me. I don't think I needed to learn this lesson, but regardless I've learned it and now I have to live with it.
A/N: This school year is coming to an end for this fic, which is hard to believe that I made it this far! I can't thank you all enough for reading and giving me such positive feedback. Would you guys be interested in a part 2 for this fic for the next school year? I want to write it, but I want to know that people will actually read it. Let me know :)
