TITLE: How could he do this to me? Part 5

RATING: PG

DISCLAIMER: I don't own a thing, except for the computer I am on, and since I live at home I don't even think I own that.

Sunday 4:47pm

I am only a few ok just over 10 minutes early, I wonder if she will show up. I hope she does I need to talk to her. To...to god i don't even know what i am going to say to her if she comes. Well she isn't here yet but I am early, the waitress comes over.

"Hello Jared, if your waiting for your lady friend she has already called in, she did leave this for you though."

All i could do was stare at the white envelope in her hand, and nod in thanks as i took it. I should have camped here all night and ambushed her, this was always a possibility, I mean when I Simmed this, it was a chance, ok a very big chance and I couldn't ambush her. she would hate me for forcing something she isn't ready to do.

"here Jared you look like you could use a coffee." the waitress said handing him the steaming drink.

"Thank you. you couldn't tell me whe this letter was brought in could you."

" Oh yes she must have left it here around 3pm Jared."

"Thank you again"

There is no point in staying but i should at least drink some off the coffee. I stare at the letter. I can't wait any longer. I start reading it as i head for the entrance/exit.,

Listen LAB-RAT and listen good.

I will not play these games any longer. You are correct when you said that i don't hate you but that has nothing, absolutely nothing to do with my feelings for you. Ethan would hate me, if i harmed you and brought you back to the centre and he is one of the few people I DO care for. Another reason is that if my mother is watching me i don't think she would be pleased if I returned you home when she wanted to set you free. So what ever you think my feelings on this matter are not about you but about other people. So you can let the ego deflate.

Now this is the bit YOU need to listen to and take notice of. I what nothing more to do with you. if you send me anymore letters I will not even open them they will be burnt. i don't hate you but I don't feel for you what you feel for me. So move on. besides i think that one of your conquests will help you move on.

Miss Parker.

P.s don't use my name again she died years ago and i will never acknowledge it ever again.

OH Mirandia. I love you and if you wanted me to believe this you should have made sure that you were not crying when you wrote it or at least checked the ink on the paper to make sure it hadn't smudged. I will do as you ask at least for now as you are trying so hard to make me. But I will never give you up.

I will have to write and tell her I will........Nope can't do that she said she would burn the letters. Fine

I pull my mobile out of my pocket and dial her number........ answer machine. damn i can't say something this important to her machine. I will just have to try her mobile. she always has that thing on. Even in bed I swear that woman will want to be buried with it.

Ok Parker I just hope you are not at the centre cause that wouldn't be good. here goes nothing.

RING RING RING RING RING.

God it sounds like my phone is plugged into an amp because it sounds like the people over the street could here it. As I look in the direction Iwas just thinking about, I don't notice a thing. wait a second that was Mirandia but she is gone. maybe it was wishful thinking.

I realise the phone has stopped ringing. She just cut me off why. wait if that was her and she didn't want to be seen then, the logical thing would to be to stop the clue to her whereabouts.

It had to be her, this just proves I was right she does care for me. Well at least now i know she feels something for me. i better go home and tell Ethan to contact her and sort things out, that he wanted to. He can also tell her I will leave her be, for at least a little while.

End of part 5 hope you liked.

Selyn.

Selyn_uk@yahoo.com