I apologize if the chapter is short, I have a massive burn out but I am trying to write back and update again .

- Chapter 3 -

Something was wrong ..

Something was wrong ..

Something was very wrong ..

Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong ..

"Dazai !" Kunikida snaps him out of his thoughts, but yet he could not help but fall back into it ."Dazai focus we are doing a job here !" Steam could almost been seem coming out of Kunikida's ears .

Wrongwrongwrongwrong ..

The feeling is pulling back ..

"Kunikida .. We have to turn back ." This catches Kunikida's attention as he frowns, normally Dazai would tease or annoy ( or both ) the hell out of him . But now he feels all wrong, all twitchy as something was leaning on his back . Making his mind go all directions as he just turns around without waiting for Kunikida .

"Oi ! Dazai ! Stop it right now where are you going ?" But Dazai ignores him as he goes back, he doesn't realize that he starts to run .

He doesn't realize Kunkida follows him, he doesn't realize how people avoid him ..

He doesn't realize he doesn't resemble a human being ..

He doesn't feel like a human being as he runs, teeth ready to snap as he feels like something black was spreading in his chest .

Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong ..

Something is wrong ..

Where ? Where is ..

He throws the door open that hits the wall behind it, Yosano was there she looked like she saw a ghost, Ranpo's lips thin with a frown on his face he looks away from him . Kenji and Tanizaki were not present .. Kyouka sat next to Naomi who was comforting the young girl .

Something happend ..

Nothing is right ..

Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong ..

But that was not important to Dazai for the moment as he takes big steps to Ranpo, Yosano steps back like she would be burned but Dazai pays her no mind ( not yet )

"Where is Atsushi ."

But no one answered him ..

Not when he begs them, not when he starts to have a laughing fit, not when anger starts to bleed out .

Not when he starts to break things, or to slam Kunikida to the other side of the room ..

Not when he goes all silent .

Oh but those fools forget he was a master in torture .. And they seem to forgot the moment he does have one person in sight, that must have seen what happend to Atsushi .

( They should have kept an eye on him )

And she talked ..

Begging for her life ( not that it was worth something ) crying when he broke her fingers first, snapping the bones like they were twigs . Cutting her nails shorter and shorter, as blood drops dripped on the ground, he was only around the third finger peeling the skin off like a rotten potato .

She talked ..

Trembling lips, gapsing and shaking from the pain .

But Dazai heard it loud and clear .

And then he goes .

And he kills, and kills, and kills over and over again, and again, and again .

He was soaked in blood but he doesn't care ..

Not when he cracks Akutagawa's jaw, not when he kills all those ( young, very young ) members of the mafia .

No all he cares about now is he has Atsushi .

Dazai wakes up as he feels the train stop for the moment, he looks outside and smiles knowing he is almost there . He looks at Atsushi who is still asleep, the boy laying down with his head on Dazai's lap . Making the other smile like he was on a date .. But first things first of course, he needs to do a few things before they go on their dates .

He feels guilty he wants to go with Atsushi on a date, living in their own world, there are so many spots they can decide on ..

Well they could have their date later, Dazai is sure Atsushi would like it where they were going . For the moment even when Dazai doesn't care about them, he was still a good son and it's time his parents meet his beloved Atsushi .

"Almost there Atsushi-kun .." Dazai whispers as he holds Atsushi's hand while the boy slept on .