Topazia: Back with another chapie! Isn't it wonderful? Lol...Thanks for
reviewing! I love reading them. ^^
Emme: You wouldn't hurt the nice author person would you?
Jupiter's light: Thanks for the compliment! I'll try to update every three to four days.
XBM-903: Thanks for telling me about my errors, and you're right. I do stay up late. (Which is why I don't have a life now...) But I will definitely try to catch them!
Strawberry Shortcake: I wouldn't let the two Sesshies kill each other! That wouldn't be fun. Besides, I have other plans for him. ^^ And I will keep my promise. Scout's Honor! Lol...
Mar: Lol... Three weeks? Does it really feel that way? Sorry! Something came up.
Atashi-wa-Yume: Hm...a lot of people seemed to think Naraku is the demon causing all the trouble. Do you really think so? It could be him, but then maybe not...things aren't always what they seem. This chapter should prove that. ^^
Chapter Twelve: New Development.
"I can't believe I believed you!" Kagome yelled. "Stay on your lands...ha!" He'd pay for doing this to her...he'd pay dearly, she'd make sure of it.
Sesshoumaru backed up a little. A genuine look of surprise covered his face. What had caused this sudden change? He had come to check on her when he smelled the scent of her blood but she was obviously fine.
"You wanted me to think you cared didn't you?" she ranted. She threw her hands in the air in frustration. "I should have known I couldn't trust you, betrayal seems to run in the freaking family!"
He reached out to her, maybe if she'd calm down first he'd be able to get to the bottom of this. Sadly that didn't go as planed and Kagome's fists met with the youkai's face. A small wave of anger washed over him but it soon faded. He couldn't find it in her heart to stay angry at her. He cared for her too much...did he love her? He suddenly had the urge to hold her, not a huge, but actually hold her and tell her how much he cared. He craved more of her, a hug wasn't enough and it took a lot of strength to keep from stealing her lips in a kiss the last time he embraced her. How disgraceful...was he of all people falling for a human? But then was she really human, he'd often sense traces of demon within her.
"I hate you!" she rushed forwards, swiping at him with her nails, it was then that he noticed the change. Since when had her hair been that long? How unusual...humans didn't normally grow hair that fast. She seemed to change in height too, right before his eyes Kagome's height seemed to increase ever so slowly.
She rushed at him again aiming for his neck. He gracefully dodged, leaping out of the way to avoid her attempt. Sesshoumaru chuckled to himself as he watched her, Kagome's face was set full of determination, determination that masked most of her anger.
"Stop laughing bastard!" She jumped forwards again, catching him off guard and scratched his neck. How dare he laugh at her! That arrogant, stupid, jackass... He stared at her in shock before bringing his hand up to brush the new scar on his neck. It stung slightly and even as he reached to touch it the warm crimson liquid started flowing from it. The youkai reached up casually, letting the blood trickle onto his waiting hands before licking them clean. He didn't know why but there was something seductive about her anger towards him. No one ever challenged him in this way, except for that idiot brother of his but no one else, especially not a woman.
Kagome narrowed her eyes and clenched her teeth. Once again, he was playing with her as if she were a toy and it made her want to wring his neck. He may not have cared for her but that was no reason to bring Shippo and Rin into the matter. That's what pissed her off. He had gone too far... Kagome readied herself for another attack but stopped, dropping to one knee. Her breathing became short and her hand once again reached up to caress her side. A soft groan escaped her lips and soon she was doubled over in pain.
Kagome couldn't describe what she was feeling. One moment it felt as if her whole body was on fire then the next minuet she felt as if thousands of pin needles had been impaled deep within her skin, piercing the bone. At times it would be a nauseating feeling and she had to fight the urge to throw up and other times it felt as if something was trying to rip her apart from the inside. It hurt worse when the feelings combined... Kagome couldn't take it anymore and grabbed her hair, throwing her head back in an ear- piercing scream.
Sesshoumaru watched in horror. He walked to her and knelt by her side. He longed to reach out for her, to touch her to make the pain to go away but every time he tried it seemed that her body would writhe in pain and move away from him. "Kagome..." he whispered softly. Whatever was happening with her it felt familiar, as if he knew it from somewhere or read about it in one of his books. The girl didn't answer but instead curled herself into a fetal position and sobbed uncontrollably, a yelp of pain escaping her lips every now and then. "Fight it Kagome..." the youkai lord reached out and stroke her hair gently. "I know you can do it fight it."
Kagome's body shook from pain and her sobbing. She made a silent wish for death, a quick one to end her misery. The pain was too much and it was tearing her apart inside, literally. "I...I can't." she managed to choke. The pain was so intense that even Sesshoumaru's kind and gentle strokes couldn't reach her.
"Listen to me Kagome...you have to fight it. Don't let it take control." The demon cooed softly. "You can do it." He continued his strokes, watching her intently. He wouldn't give up on her, no not now.
Kagome nodded concentrating the little bit of strength she had left. A soft pink light surrounded her and the demon lord backed away suddenly. She could do this...she could...the pain shot through her again and the pink light faltered then died. "I can't...I can't do it!" she sobbed, cringing in pain.
Sesshoumaru frowned. He would not leave her; he loved her and couldn't bear losing her. He would see her through this to the very end; they would get through it together. "Yes you can." He reached for her hand and squeezed to slightly.
That same unbearable mixture of pain racked her body again and she fell into another fit of tears. Why her? What had she done? "Kill me please...just kill me." She pleaded softly. It was all too much, the random pains in her stomach and now this. It was almost as if something was trying to rip her apart in the inside and it was driving her crazy.
Sesshoumaru shook his head gravely, never releasing his hold on her. "No, I can't do it. You can make it through this." He knew she was a strong girl she had to pull through.
Kagome tried again, the same peaceful light surrounding her body and she welcomed it as if it were a long lost friend. The more she concentrated the more her pain seemed to fade away. After what seemed like forever the light faded and she slowly sat up, her long black tresses spilling over and her shoulders and covering her face. The pain was gone with only a slight throbbing sensation from her side as proof that it ever happened. She felt different somehow...but she didn't know why. "Kagome?" a smooth voice whispered softly. Kagome blinked and brought her hand up to her chest. She was alive! And did she just hear Sesshoumaru call her by her name? Was she dreaming? Sure he would talk to her but he never mentioned her name, not even once.
The demon watched her warily, as if almost expecting her to collapse again or as if she was some fragile piece of glass. Slowly Kagome raised her head and met his gaze. A look of shock instantly replaced his usual indifferent one. This wasn't Kagome...the scent was the same but the face... "Oh Gods..." The miko sat on her knees staring back at him with cold, blank eyes.
Her once large innocent eyes had been replaced with those that shone of pure hatred. It was a look that didn't suit Kagome, but now... She had changed so much. Her body had grown taller and more mature. Her new curves shown clearly through her dirty kimono and it looked as if it had shrunk. The thickness of her hair he had once known and loved had faded, only to be replaced by long silk, straight like tresses that just barely past her behind. She looked so much...he dared not to say it...he wouldn't.
"What?" she cocked her head to the side and stared at him curiously, her flowing hair following her movements. The look of innocence seemed out of place with the body she now sported. "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me like that? The demon looked as if he had seen a ghost. She instantly sensed something wrong and slowly staggered to her feet, walking to the nearby lake peering at her reflection. The person that stared back at her startled her and she let out a small yelp. She tried again, hoping that maybe she was just tired and wasn't seeing well but the same cold expression stared back. When Kagome touched her face the woman in the water touched hers, when Kagome blinked so did the woman. Her eyes widening she turned to Sesshoumaru and covered her mouth with her hand. The woman that stared back at her, her reflection was Kikiyo. "But...how...why?" the girl stammered. What the hell was going on?
Sesshoumaru grimaced. "Who ever attacked you had this planned, they knew what you would transform into." The bastards...what was the purpose of transforming her into a dead miko? It made no sense.
Kagome lowered her head and turned away from the clear lake. "I'm sorry...I should just go, I've caused you so much trouble already." There was something weird going on and she suddenly felt a blanket of guilt settle over her heart. Sesshoumaru hadn't attacked her; it was someone else...but why? Why was she always getting attacked?
Sesshoumaru released a soft sigh and turned to her. "I don't care what you've done or what you're turning into, I can't let you leave no matter what." He meant every word.
Kagome narrowed her cold eyes at him, and glared menacingly, which was scary seeing as she now possessed the body of Kikiyo. "There you go again trying to rule my life! What do you mean I can't leave? I'll leave when I damn ready and nobody will stop me!" her mind was made up and she finally had decided to go, despite the fact that she vowed never to leave Rin and Shippo. She turned to leave back into the house, all she needed was the Tetsusaiga and she'd be well on her way. She pushed past the silent demon in front of her and stalked towards the house, but stopped when his hand reached out and grabbed her arm. Kagome rolled her eyes. If he was still trying to prove his innocence she was willing to leave and believe him, she didn't want to fight about it, besides, she believed him. "Sesshoumaru...Let. Me. Go." she hissed dangerously.
His hand never left her arm, but instead pulled her closer to him, his golden eyes staring into her, making her shift uncomfortably. "The reason I can't let you leave is..." he paused for a moment, as if trying to word what he wanted to say. Finding nothing he decided to let his feelings do the talking instead. Kagome was about to retaliate with a smart comment but was silenced when Sesshoumaru's lips pressed against hers. Kagome instinctively responded by letting her eyes flutter close and wrapped her arms around his neck and he responded by snaking his arms (Topazia: I know Inuyasha chopped one of his arms off but for the sake of the moment lets say the hell with that scene! ^^) around her waist and pulling her closely.
It felt so right and Kagome couldn't help but melt in his strong embrace. He nibbled on her bottom lip, softly nipping and sucking until she opened her mouth to grant him better access. Kagome released a small moan from her lips as Sesshoumaru's tongue intertwined with hers and reached up to run her hands threw the thick mass of silver. Kagome was his and nothing would change that, not any demon or transformation. She was his and no one else's. She shivered slightly, another moan escaping her as the demon trailed his fingers up and down her back.
Meanwhile Rin bounced around like an over hyper bunny on speed, a grin plastered to her face as she watched from the doorway that led to the garden. "I told you they liked each other!" she giggled, clapping. She'd get a new mommy after all! And best of all, that new mommy was Kagome!
Shippo smiled as well. "Anybody can tell that Rin." But the small raven- haired child ignored him and continued bouncing around in her own innocent world, oblivious to the things around her. Sometimes Rin scared him and this was definitely one of those times...definitely.
"They're gonna have lost of babies and Rin will get to play with them all!" she squealed, glomping poor Shippo in the process. The poor Kitsune didn't know which one was worse, Rin's scary behavior or Sesshoumaru and Kagome with lots of children, didn't Rin make up at least three by herself? Yet he had to admit, it was about time that stubborn demon and Kagome got together, they were so perfect for each other!
Topazia: How'd I do? Good? Bad? Did it suck? Are you confused? Don't worry! It will clear up soon...
Next Chapter! Thirst For Vengeance.
This chapter will be pretty much about Inuyasha. The true meaning behind Miroku's words, 'Oh I don't know Inuyasha...I think it's a perfect reason to leave...just ask Kikiyo.' Will be explained! And we'll finally know why Kagome left.
Emme: You wouldn't hurt the nice author person would you?
Jupiter's light: Thanks for the compliment! I'll try to update every three to four days.
XBM-903: Thanks for telling me about my errors, and you're right. I do stay up late. (Which is why I don't have a life now...) But I will definitely try to catch them!
Strawberry Shortcake: I wouldn't let the two Sesshies kill each other! That wouldn't be fun. Besides, I have other plans for him. ^^ And I will keep my promise. Scout's Honor! Lol...
Mar: Lol... Three weeks? Does it really feel that way? Sorry! Something came up.
Atashi-wa-Yume: Hm...a lot of people seemed to think Naraku is the demon causing all the trouble. Do you really think so? It could be him, but then maybe not...things aren't always what they seem. This chapter should prove that. ^^
Chapter Twelve: New Development.
"I can't believe I believed you!" Kagome yelled. "Stay on your lands...ha!" He'd pay for doing this to her...he'd pay dearly, she'd make sure of it.
Sesshoumaru backed up a little. A genuine look of surprise covered his face. What had caused this sudden change? He had come to check on her when he smelled the scent of her blood but she was obviously fine.
"You wanted me to think you cared didn't you?" she ranted. She threw her hands in the air in frustration. "I should have known I couldn't trust you, betrayal seems to run in the freaking family!"
He reached out to her, maybe if she'd calm down first he'd be able to get to the bottom of this. Sadly that didn't go as planed and Kagome's fists met with the youkai's face. A small wave of anger washed over him but it soon faded. He couldn't find it in her heart to stay angry at her. He cared for her too much...did he love her? He suddenly had the urge to hold her, not a huge, but actually hold her and tell her how much he cared. He craved more of her, a hug wasn't enough and it took a lot of strength to keep from stealing her lips in a kiss the last time he embraced her. How disgraceful...was he of all people falling for a human? But then was she really human, he'd often sense traces of demon within her.
"I hate you!" she rushed forwards, swiping at him with her nails, it was then that he noticed the change. Since when had her hair been that long? How unusual...humans didn't normally grow hair that fast. She seemed to change in height too, right before his eyes Kagome's height seemed to increase ever so slowly.
She rushed at him again aiming for his neck. He gracefully dodged, leaping out of the way to avoid her attempt. Sesshoumaru chuckled to himself as he watched her, Kagome's face was set full of determination, determination that masked most of her anger.
"Stop laughing bastard!" She jumped forwards again, catching him off guard and scratched his neck. How dare he laugh at her! That arrogant, stupid, jackass... He stared at her in shock before bringing his hand up to brush the new scar on his neck. It stung slightly and even as he reached to touch it the warm crimson liquid started flowing from it. The youkai reached up casually, letting the blood trickle onto his waiting hands before licking them clean. He didn't know why but there was something seductive about her anger towards him. No one ever challenged him in this way, except for that idiot brother of his but no one else, especially not a woman.
Kagome narrowed her eyes and clenched her teeth. Once again, he was playing with her as if she were a toy and it made her want to wring his neck. He may not have cared for her but that was no reason to bring Shippo and Rin into the matter. That's what pissed her off. He had gone too far... Kagome readied herself for another attack but stopped, dropping to one knee. Her breathing became short and her hand once again reached up to caress her side. A soft groan escaped her lips and soon she was doubled over in pain.
Kagome couldn't describe what she was feeling. One moment it felt as if her whole body was on fire then the next minuet she felt as if thousands of pin needles had been impaled deep within her skin, piercing the bone. At times it would be a nauseating feeling and she had to fight the urge to throw up and other times it felt as if something was trying to rip her apart from the inside. It hurt worse when the feelings combined... Kagome couldn't take it anymore and grabbed her hair, throwing her head back in an ear- piercing scream.
Sesshoumaru watched in horror. He walked to her and knelt by her side. He longed to reach out for her, to touch her to make the pain to go away but every time he tried it seemed that her body would writhe in pain and move away from him. "Kagome..." he whispered softly. Whatever was happening with her it felt familiar, as if he knew it from somewhere or read about it in one of his books. The girl didn't answer but instead curled herself into a fetal position and sobbed uncontrollably, a yelp of pain escaping her lips every now and then. "Fight it Kagome..." the youkai lord reached out and stroke her hair gently. "I know you can do it fight it."
Kagome's body shook from pain and her sobbing. She made a silent wish for death, a quick one to end her misery. The pain was too much and it was tearing her apart inside, literally. "I...I can't." she managed to choke. The pain was so intense that even Sesshoumaru's kind and gentle strokes couldn't reach her.
"Listen to me Kagome...you have to fight it. Don't let it take control." The demon cooed softly. "You can do it." He continued his strokes, watching her intently. He wouldn't give up on her, no not now.
Kagome nodded concentrating the little bit of strength she had left. A soft pink light surrounded her and the demon lord backed away suddenly. She could do this...she could...the pain shot through her again and the pink light faltered then died. "I can't...I can't do it!" she sobbed, cringing in pain.
Sesshoumaru frowned. He would not leave her; he loved her and couldn't bear losing her. He would see her through this to the very end; they would get through it together. "Yes you can." He reached for her hand and squeezed to slightly.
That same unbearable mixture of pain racked her body again and she fell into another fit of tears. Why her? What had she done? "Kill me please...just kill me." She pleaded softly. It was all too much, the random pains in her stomach and now this. It was almost as if something was trying to rip her apart in the inside and it was driving her crazy.
Sesshoumaru shook his head gravely, never releasing his hold on her. "No, I can't do it. You can make it through this." He knew she was a strong girl she had to pull through.
Kagome tried again, the same peaceful light surrounding her body and she welcomed it as if it were a long lost friend. The more she concentrated the more her pain seemed to fade away. After what seemed like forever the light faded and she slowly sat up, her long black tresses spilling over and her shoulders and covering her face. The pain was gone with only a slight throbbing sensation from her side as proof that it ever happened. She felt different somehow...but she didn't know why. "Kagome?" a smooth voice whispered softly. Kagome blinked and brought her hand up to her chest. She was alive! And did she just hear Sesshoumaru call her by her name? Was she dreaming? Sure he would talk to her but he never mentioned her name, not even once.
The demon watched her warily, as if almost expecting her to collapse again or as if she was some fragile piece of glass. Slowly Kagome raised her head and met his gaze. A look of shock instantly replaced his usual indifferent one. This wasn't Kagome...the scent was the same but the face... "Oh Gods..." The miko sat on her knees staring back at him with cold, blank eyes.
Her once large innocent eyes had been replaced with those that shone of pure hatred. It was a look that didn't suit Kagome, but now... She had changed so much. Her body had grown taller and more mature. Her new curves shown clearly through her dirty kimono and it looked as if it had shrunk. The thickness of her hair he had once known and loved had faded, only to be replaced by long silk, straight like tresses that just barely past her behind. She looked so much...he dared not to say it...he wouldn't.
"What?" she cocked her head to the side and stared at him curiously, her flowing hair following her movements. The look of innocence seemed out of place with the body she now sported. "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me like that? The demon looked as if he had seen a ghost. She instantly sensed something wrong and slowly staggered to her feet, walking to the nearby lake peering at her reflection. The person that stared back at her startled her and she let out a small yelp. She tried again, hoping that maybe she was just tired and wasn't seeing well but the same cold expression stared back. When Kagome touched her face the woman in the water touched hers, when Kagome blinked so did the woman. Her eyes widening she turned to Sesshoumaru and covered her mouth with her hand. The woman that stared back at her, her reflection was Kikiyo. "But...how...why?" the girl stammered. What the hell was going on?
Sesshoumaru grimaced. "Who ever attacked you had this planned, they knew what you would transform into." The bastards...what was the purpose of transforming her into a dead miko? It made no sense.
Kagome lowered her head and turned away from the clear lake. "I'm sorry...I should just go, I've caused you so much trouble already." There was something weird going on and she suddenly felt a blanket of guilt settle over her heart. Sesshoumaru hadn't attacked her; it was someone else...but why? Why was she always getting attacked?
Sesshoumaru released a soft sigh and turned to her. "I don't care what you've done or what you're turning into, I can't let you leave no matter what." He meant every word.
Kagome narrowed her cold eyes at him, and glared menacingly, which was scary seeing as she now possessed the body of Kikiyo. "There you go again trying to rule my life! What do you mean I can't leave? I'll leave when I damn ready and nobody will stop me!" her mind was made up and she finally had decided to go, despite the fact that she vowed never to leave Rin and Shippo. She turned to leave back into the house, all she needed was the Tetsusaiga and she'd be well on her way. She pushed past the silent demon in front of her and stalked towards the house, but stopped when his hand reached out and grabbed her arm. Kagome rolled her eyes. If he was still trying to prove his innocence she was willing to leave and believe him, she didn't want to fight about it, besides, she believed him. "Sesshoumaru...Let. Me. Go." she hissed dangerously.
His hand never left her arm, but instead pulled her closer to him, his golden eyes staring into her, making her shift uncomfortably. "The reason I can't let you leave is..." he paused for a moment, as if trying to word what he wanted to say. Finding nothing he decided to let his feelings do the talking instead. Kagome was about to retaliate with a smart comment but was silenced when Sesshoumaru's lips pressed against hers. Kagome instinctively responded by letting her eyes flutter close and wrapped her arms around his neck and he responded by snaking his arms (Topazia: I know Inuyasha chopped one of his arms off but for the sake of the moment lets say the hell with that scene! ^^) around her waist and pulling her closely.
It felt so right and Kagome couldn't help but melt in his strong embrace. He nibbled on her bottom lip, softly nipping and sucking until she opened her mouth to grant him better access. Kagome released a small moan from her lips as Sesshoumaru's tongue intertwined with hers and reached up to run her hands threw the thick mass of silver. Kagome was his and nothing would change that, not any demon or transformation. She was his and no one else's. She shivered slightly, another moan escaping her as the demon trailed his fingers up and down her back.
Meanwhile Rin bounced around like an over hyper bunny on speed, a grin plastered to her face as she watched from the doorway that led to the garden. "I told you they liked each other!" she giggled, clapping. She'd get a new mommy after all! And best of all, that new mommy was Kagome!
Shippo smiled as well. "Anybody can tell that Rin." But the small raven- haired child ignored him and continued bouncing around in her own innocent world, oblivious to the things around her. Sometimes Rin scared him and this was definitely one of those times...definitely.
"They're gonna have lost of babies and Rin will get to play with them all!" she squealed, glomping poor Shippo in the process. The poor Kitsune didn't know which one was worse, Rin's scary behavior or Sesshoumaru and Kagome with lots of children, didn't Rin make up at least three by herself? Yet he had to admit, it was about time that stubborn demon and Kagome got together, they were so perfect for each other!
Topazia: How'd I do? Good? Bad? Did it suck? Are you confused? Don't worry! It will clear up soon...
Next Chapter! Thirst For Vengeance.
This chapter will be pretty much about Inuyasha. The true meaning behind Miroku's words, 'Oh I don't know Inuyasha...I think it's a perfect reason to leave...just ask Kikiyo.' Will be explained! And we'll finally know why Kagome left.