Dreams of Reality
(OMG! I'm "reallyreallyreallyreally" sorry that I didn't update sooner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Disclaimer: Okay, if I owned Kingdom Hearts, you think I'd be sitting here writing about it.
NO! I'd be Tetsuya Nomura…-_- Okay…I think that's about it.
****
Answering reviews:
(sorry if I had missed yours)
--RikkuFF10: Sorry that I didn't put any Japanese in the last chapter! I'll make it up to you by adding some
in this chapter!
--Koorino Megumi: Sorry I said that so harshly. ANYWAY! Here's the answer to you question about
Sora…Ch.5!
-- nobinoir(): Hey! Thanx for reading this story and making comments. It helps me lotz.
****
Note: Everyone is three years older (Sora=17, Kairi=17, Riku=18, etc…)
Ch.5
Key***
"blahblah" – talk
blahblah – thoughts
//blahblah// -- Evil person talk
/blahblah/ -- Sora talk (you'll see why)
Even the struggle can be nice Tataku no mo ii kedo
But I've grown tired Tsukarechatta yo
And when I shut my eyes, Yume no genjitsu mo me wo tojireba
Dreams and Reality are the same Onaji
That's why I'm dreaming of you Da kara dreaming of you
I escape into my dreams in my room Yume ni esukeepu in my room
When I close my mouth, both lies and truth Uso mo hontou mo kuchi wo tojireba
Are exactly the same Onaji
--Utada Hikaru "In My Room" 1st Chorus
**(this is the main song for the Fic! =^_^= I'll keep writing the rest)
(Sora POV) **I'll be switching a lot. Sorry, it's for the good of the story!**
She looks at me for a long time.
She cups her cheek, where I touched her.
And she begins to back away toward the rock she was leaning against.
"A-are you a Heartless?" she mutters in fear.
Fear?
…Does she fear me?
Do these "Heartless" scare her?
/What's a Heartless?/ I ask. Not knowing what answer she could give me.
She looks surprised "Beings without hearts…"
"Isn't that wh…what you are? You speak like one…"
This took me by surprise.
I didn't know who or "what" I was.
Could I be one of these "Heartless?"
/I…don't know. I don't know who I am…or what I am/ I answered.
The girl now takes a good look at me.
I think she's not afraid of me anymore…
--
(Kairi POV)
I don't know if he was a Heartless, really.
But, he seemed different.
I think he still had a soul in there somewhere.
I took a good look at him in the light—
I held my breath for awhile.
He…he looks like Sora.
Only that he was all black and has yellow eyes.
(A/N: (sorry) he looks like Anti-Sora; from Neverland)
Could he…?
Did he…?
Was he…?
"Sora?"
He perks up at the name.
/Do you know Sora?/
Oh…I let my anxiety take over.
If he "was" Sora, he wouldn't be asking about himself.
"Yeah…he was someone I knew"
/Knew?/
"Well, he's away. You see; he's on a mission to open a door…or something. I haven't seen him for three years. But, he said he would come back…he promised."
---
(Sora POV)
//This girl knows Sora// the voice tells me
/yea…but she seems so familiar to me./
//Do you feel it?//
I wonder when he asks me this. But…
/Nani…feel what?/
//Warmth…like Sora//
Warmth?
I ignore the voice for awhile. The girl is looking at me strangely.
"Do you have a name?" she asks innocently.
I ponder that. /No…not that I can remember of./
"Oh…I'm sorry. My name's Kairi."
/Kairi?/
"Souyo!" She smiles at me. "Would you like a name?"
/Name?/
"Yeah…don't you want one?"
/Oh, all right./
She puts a finger on her chin. "Hm…"
"Something that suits you…"
/Like what?/
"Kage? Tenshi? Yoake..?
/Yoake?/
"Okay…let's try a different language."
She suddenly stands up and smiles
"I know! How about Mono! Mono menas "doll" in spanish! It suits you."
/Mono? O-okay. I like it if you like it/
"Mono! Oh, it's so cute!"
I sit there and watch her praise herself.
The name she has given me…Mono, I really do like—
Kairi…she was hugging me. I stood there frozen stiff.
I never expected this.
//You like it don't you?// he asks with pleasure in his breath.
/What do you want?/ I ask. He seems like he's up to something.
//This girl…what you're feeling now. She has the warmth you're seeking/
Kairi?
It was true. I did want this warmth.
//Take it//
/What!/
//Why not? She's right in your grasp. Take her heart and you take her warmth.
You can be happy with it forever//
/ I…I can't do that!/
//Why not…you "are" a Heartless, are you not? //
What? I…
I'm a Heartless…?
/That can't be…/ I whisper in shock
Kairi looks at me. "Mono…it something wrong?"
//TAKE IT! //
/No! Who are you!! /
//DON'T YOU WANT IT?! //
/No! Not if it means killing her!/
"Mono…are you okay?"
/Leave me alone! Who are you!/
"It's Kairi. Mono, what's going on?"
//Oh. You have feeling for her? This will be most exciting…as for who I am, that'll come in due time…//
---
(Kairi POV)
"Mono, what's going on?"
I shook his shoulders. He seemed really out of it.
He was just staring into space, and I guess yelling to himself.
"Mono!" I scream.
I guess that got his attention because he snapped back into reality.
/Kairi…I, i…/ He hesitantly began stepping away from me.
"Mono…" I went to grab his hand and comfort him.
/Don't touch me!/ He yells and pulls his hand away. He runs into the shadows.
"Wait! Come back, Mono!" I run after him…but it's hopeless. I couldn't find him.
"Did I do something wrong?" I didn't know what I did. Maybe I scared him when I gave him a hug.
I began to walk back toward the dock when I step on something hard.
"Ow…" I whine as I move my foot.
"Hey, what's this?" I pick up a familiar charm that I had given.
Oathkeeper?
"Sora…?"
TBC
****
FINALLY! Cliffhanger sucks though.
Sorry for any little errors, I typed this in one hour.
After awhile of homework-pack days, I've managed to finish another chappie!
If something is confusing, please let me know! I'll change it.
a/N: Went to LA to check out the X games IX at the staples center. The bad thing, a lot of the games were outside in the 90-degree sun. I liked it, but it was too hot and too crowded. So I guess I didn't see much except a lot of merchandise. BUT! I saw Tony Hawk. KEWLIO!
A/n2: I think I've been listening too much of Utada Hikaru's "First Love" album. I'm driving my family nuts because they don't understand a word I'm singing. It's Automatic! =^_^=
Oh well…Review please!!! Gimme ideas and I'll keep writing!
Japanese Dictionary:
-Nani- What!?
-Souyo- That's right
-Kage- Shadow
-Tenshi- angel
-Yoake- dawn