Not Meant To Be
Chapter 1
Hey people! This is my second Harry Potter fic. I've read a few stories about Narcissa and Sirius and decided to write one of mine own. In a way, it's connected to my other story. I know it's kind of crappy, but it's just the first chapter. I know it will get better. To anyone of you reading WWLWWL I'm still working on it. By the way, I do not own any of these characters. If I did, I would not be on this site.I would be in a mansion! =)
Narcissa was a beautiful girl. She had silvery blonde hair and pale gray eyes. She was also very sweet, kind, intelligent, and timid. Although she was beautiful inside and out, she had no friends. Narcissa was an only child. The Holden Manor, her home, was like a prison. She was rarely allowed to leave it, and no one was ever allowed to come see her. She knew little of the world around her. It was like she was a muggle born instead of a pure blood.
The day she had received her letter from Hogwarts was the happiest in her life to that date. Soon after receiving her letter, her mother had taken her to Diagon Alley. There she got robes, a wand, and the books she needed for the school.
The night before her first day of school, her mother had a long talk with her. Telling her how to behave and how not to, and the consequences of embarrassing her family. Narcissa listen intently. Once her mother was through, she swore she would not cause any shame to her family whilst at Hogwarts.
"Good," was all her mother said as she walked out of Narcissa's room. Her mother had never been affection with anyone, let alone her. She didn't expect a hug or a kiss or anything of that nbature, because she had never received one before in her life. Narcissa did go to sleep crying, though. She couldn't help shake the feeling that her mother didn't love her. The feeling that no loved her, and more importantly, that no one ever would.
A servant escorted Nacrissa to the platform. Even though they had never been affectionate towards her, she messed her parents. Slowly, she pulled her cart towards 9 3/4s. Once on the opposite side, she felt very nervous. She didn't know a single a person there and wanted to go home badly. Her eyes widened as she saw all of the people there.
"Hello," a girl with red hair said to her. Narcissa knew she was talking to someone else and just ignored her.
"Hello," the girl louder this time to Narcissa. Thinking Narcissa had not heard her.
She looked around and said to the girl, "Are you talking to me?" Her voice was soft and timid.
"Yes," the girl said and smiled.
"Why? You don't know me." Narcissa said coldly.
"Well, I don't know anyone else, either and felt kind of overwhelmed and out of place. You looked like you felt the same. I just wanted to make friends." the girl said timidly.
Narcissa looked her over. "Well, she does seem friendly," she thought.
"You were right. I don't know anyone here. I want to make friends, too. If I can. I don't have any friends at home." Narcissa said looking down.
"None at all?" the girl asked shocked.
"None at all." Narcissa said embarrassed.
"Well, I'll be your friend. If you want me to." the girl offered.
"Really?" Narcissa asked.
"Yeah, if you'll be mine, too." She replied.
"Ok, I'll be your friend." Narcissa said with a small smile. It was her first smile since she was a baby.
"My name is Lily Evans. What's yours?" the girl asked.
"My name is Narcissa," she said.
"Cool! We're both named after flowers." Lily said.
Narcissa noticed a lot of people heading on to the train. "I think we best get on. There not be many seats left if we wait." she said.
"I think you're right." Lily said noticing a lot of students getting on.
They heads towards the back of the train. Getting on to the last compartment. "It's nice in here." Lily commented.
"Sure is." Narcissa agreed.
"Are you a muggle like me?" Lily asked.
"What's a muggle?" Narcissa asked her.
"Oh, you probably are then. Me and my dad heard it at Gringots. It means my mom and dad are normal people, but I'm a witch." Lily explained. "No, I'm not a muggle. My parents say I come from a long line of witches and wizards." Narcissa replied.
"Oh, do you still want to be my friend?" Lily asked her nervously.
"Of course. You're really nice. What does it matter whether you're muggle or not?" Narcissa said honestly.
Lily smiled and said, "I think we're going to be good friends."
"Me, too!" Narcissa replied happy to have a friend.
Suddenly, the door of the compartment flew open. In walked three boys. One was tall and lean with black hair and gray eyes. The other had messy brown hair and brown eyes that had glasses over them. The last one was shorter than the other two and had light brown hair and deep blue eyes.
"Hello!" Lily said in a warm friendly voice to them.
"Hello!" all three chimed back.
"I'm Lily Evans," she introduced herself as Narcissa sat there timidly.
The tall one with black hair and gray eyes stepped out in the front of them. "I'm Sirius Black. Hello to you," he said looking over at Narcissa.
She meekly waved at him.
"Wow! You're shyer than Remus," Sirius joked. This made Narcissa blush.
"That's not nice." Lily said defending her new friend. It just made Narcissa blush deeper.
"Yeah, that wasn't nice, Padfoot," the boy with the messy hair joked.
"I thought your name was Sirius." Narcissa said softly.
"Yeah, it is, but Padfoot is my nickname. What's your name?" he asked her.
"My name is Narcissa Holden," she said softly.
"Are you a muggle born?" he asked her.
"No, she isn't, but I am. Do you have a problem with that?" Lily said.
"Nope! I'm a half blood. Dad's a wizard. My mum's a muggle." Sirius said.
"Incase anyone would like to know, I am whole wizard. Obviously since Sirius is my bestfriend, I don't care what anyone is. As long as they're nice." the boy with the messy hair said.
"What's your name? Remus?" Lily asked.
"Nope, I am, the one and only, James Potter. That over there is Remus." James said pointing to the boy with light brown hair and blue eyes.
"Hello James. Hello Remus." Lily said. Narcissa waved to the both of them.
Remus walked over to Narcissa and said, "Knock it off! I'm shyer!"
Narcissa laughed at his joke and said, "You're funny."
Remus sat next to her and said, "Thank you."
They were smiling at each other. Sirius looked over at them. He glared at Remus jealously.
"You guys should take a seat before the train starts off," Lily suggested.
"Yeah, wouldn't want to fall or something." Narcissa said thoughtfully.
James took the empty seat next to Lily. On that side there were no more seats left. Only seats lefts were on the other bench facing it. Sirius sat down on an empty seat and said, "I don't want to seat by myelf."
"I'll sit by you. If you want." Narcissa said.
"That'd be great." Sirius said with a huge grin on his face.
Narcissa got up from her seat next to Remus and Lily and walked over to the other bench. She sat down next to Sirius and smiled at him. Sirius smiled at back.
"Hey Padfoot! You stole my girlfriend!" Remus yelled jokingly at him.
"Oh shut up, Moony!" Sirius quipped. "Still think he's funny?" he asked looking into Narcissa's eyes.
"Yes, you'd have to have a great sense of humor to think I was his girlfriend.", Narcissa joked.
"Good one, Cissa. I'm glad to see you can talk." James said smiling at her.
She smiled back and looked over down to see James and Lily holding hands. "Well, I was kind of shy before, because I'm not used to being around so many people." she said softly.
"What about when you're around your friends?" Sirius asked wanting to be more than her friend.
"Well, Lily's my only friend. Before a few minutes ago, I had no friends." she said blushing.
"Really? You're so nice. I'd think a girl like you would have a million friends. Just like me." Sirius said smiling.
"Well, my parents never let me play with other children." Narcissa said sadly.
"That was so mean of them. I would go nuts if I had no friends." James said looking over.
"Me, too, but now she has us." Lily added cheerfully.
"Yeah." Narcissa said with a smile on her face.
The train began to take off. A few minutes later there was a knock on the door. James opened the door. An old lady with a cart of food was standing outside of the door. "Would any of you children like something to eat?" she asked them in a friendly voice.
"Yeah!" James said said pulling out a bag of money.
The older woman pulled the cart into the compartment. 'What will you have?" she asked.
"Hmmm. Every flavor beans and a pumpkin pastry please," he said politely.
"Ten sickles, please." she said.
James handed her the money. She handed him a bag of every flavor beans and a napkin with a pumpkin pastry on it.
"I'll have 2 galleons worth of chocolate frogs." Sirius said handing her the money.
"Here you go, honey." she said handing him 25 chocolate frogs.
Remus began to order and Narcissa tapped Sirius' shoulder. "What?" he asked her.
"Do I have enough to get something?" she asked softly handing him a bag of money her mother had give her to spend on whatever she liked.
Sirius looked at the bad wide-eyed. There were over 300 galleons in the bag. "You have more than enough to buy four carts full of food!" Sirius said.
Nacrissa blushed. She felt so stupid. She called over to the lady and said, "I'll have five bags of every flavored beans, five pumpkin pastries, 4 galleons worth of chocolate frogs, and 5 pieces of silly taffy."
"Wow, some has a big appetite." James said.
Nacrissa blushed. "That'll be 10 galloens please." The lady said.
She handed her ten galleons and the woman set up a stand to place all of the food on. "Would you like anything, honey?" she asked look at Lily.
"No, thank you." Lily said embarrassed she had no money.
The lady left and closed the door.
Narcissa started to divide the food into five piles. "You know they serve food there." James joke.
"Yeah because I said you could buy the whole cart, didn't mean you should." Sirius joked.
"It's not all for me. I bought enough for everyone." Narcissa said sitting down.
Lily smiled and said, "Thank you very much. That was very kind of you."
"Yeah, thanks." Remus said eating his pumpkin pastry.
"You're very nice." James said taking his pile.
Sirius smiled at her and said, "If you're parents let you, I'm sure you would have had hundreds of friends by now." Narcissa blushed.
The rest of the train ride was uneventful. Just the bunch of them getting to know each other and joking around. They were all dumb struck when they arrived at Hogwarts. The enchanted ceiling amazed them. The first years were sorted into four houses. Huffle Puff, Raven Claw, Slytherin, and Gryfindor. Lily, James, Remus, and Sirius had all been sorted into Gryfindor.
It was now Nacrissa turn. A old woman placed the hat on her head. "Please put me in Grfyindor like my friends. Please." she thought with the hat on her head.
"Hmmm. smart I see." the hat said.
"Kind. Yes."
"Brave? No. I see you in. Slytherin!" the hat cried.
Narcissa began to cry. Her friends were all upset she would not be in there house. "I don't want to be in Slytherin. I want to be with my friends." she said softly.
"Hmmm. Maybe we can do it, again." A professor with twinkling blue eyes said.
"No! Only one try! Go sit at the Slytherin table." the old woman said.
Narcissa nodded and walked over to the Slytherin table. "Sit by me." a boy with silver blonde hair much like her own said.
Hey people! This is my second Harry Potter fic. I've read a few stories about Narcissa and Sirius and decided to write one of mine own. In a way, it's connected to my other story. I know it's kind of crappy, but it's just the first chapter. I know it will get better. To anyone of you reading WWLWWL I'm still working on it. By the way, I do not own any of these characters. If I did, I would not be on this site.I would be in a mansion! =)
Narcissa was a beautiful girl. She had silvery blonde hair and pale gray eyes. She was also very sweet, kind, intelligent, and timid. Although she was beautiful inside and out, she had no friends. Narcissa was an only child. The Holden Manor, her home, was like a prison. She was rarely allowed to leave it, and no one was ever allowed to come see her. She knew little of the world around her. It was like she was a muggle born instead of a pure blood.
The day she had received her letter from Hogwarts was the happiest in her life to that date. Soon after receiving her letter, her mother had taken her to Diagon Alley. There she got robes, a wand, and the books she needed for the school.
The night before her first day of school, her mother had a long talk with her. Telling her how to behave and how not to, and the consequences of embarrassing her family. Narcissa listen intently. Once her mother was through, she swore she would not cause any shame to her family whilst at Hogwarts.
"Good," was all her mother said as she walked out of Narcissa's room. Her mother had never been affection with anyone, let alone her. She didn't expect a hug or a kiss or anything of that nbature, because she had never received one before in her life. Narcissa did go to sleep crying, though. She couldn't help shake the feeling that her mother didn't love her. The feeling that no loved her, and more importantly, that no one ever would.
A servant escorted Nacrissa to the platform. Even though they had never been affectionate towards her, she messed her parents. Slowly, she pulled her cart towards 9 3/4s. Once on the opposite side, she felt very nervous. She didn't know a single a person there and wanted to go home badly. Her eyes widened as she saw all of the people there.
"Hello," a girl with red hair said to her. Narcissa knew she was talking to someone else and just ignored her.
"Hello," the girl louder this time to Narcissa. Thinking Narcissa had not heard her.
She looked around and said to the girl, "Are you talking to me?" Her voice was soft and timid.
"Yes," the girl said and smiled.
"Why? You don't know me." Narcissa said coldly.
"Well, I don't know anyone else, either and felt kind of overwhelmed and out of place. You looked like you felt the same. I just wanted to make friends." the girl said timidly.
Narcissa looked her over. "Well, she does seem friendly," she thought.
"You were right. I don't know anyone here. I want to make friends, too. If I can. I don't have any friends at home." Narcissa said looking down.
"None at all?" the girl asked shocked.
"None at all." Narcissa said embarrassed.
"Well, I'll be your friend. If you want me to." the girl offered.
"Really?" Narcissa asked.
"Yeah, if you'll be mine, too." She replied.
"Ok, I'll be your friend." Narcissa said with a small smile. It was her first smile since she was a baby.
"My name is Lily Evans. What's yours?" the girl asked.
"My name is Narcissa," she said.
"Cool! We're both named after flowers." Lily said.
Narcissa noticed a lot of people heading on to the train. "I think we best get on. There not be many seats left if we wait." she said.
"I think you're right." Lily said noticing a lot of students getting on.
They heads towards the back of the train. Getting on to the last compartment. "It's nice in here." Lily commented.
"Sure is." Narcissa agreed.
"Are you a muggle like me?" Lily asked.
"What's a muggle?" Narcissa asked her.
"Oh, you probably are then. Me and my dad heard it at Gringots. It means my mom and dad are normal people, but I'm a witch." Lily explained. "No, I'm not a muggle. My parents say I come from a long line of witches and wizards." Narcissa replied.
"Oh, do you still want to be my friend?" Lily asked her nervously.
"Of course. You're really nice. What does it matter whether you're muggle or not?" Narcissa said honestly.
Lily smiled and said, "I think we're going to be good friends."
"Me, too!" Narcissa replied happy to have a friend.
Suddenly, the door of the compartment flew open. In walked three boys. One was tall and lean with black hair and gray eyes. The other had messy brown hair and brown eyes that had glasses over them. The last one was shorter than the other two and had light brown hair and deep blue eyes.
"Hello!" Lily said in a warm friendly voice to them.
"Hello!" all three chimed back.
"I'm Lily Evans," she introduced herself as Narcissa sat there timidly.
The tall one with black hair and gray eyes stepped out in the front of them. "I'm Sirius Black. Hello to you," he said looking over at Narcissa.
She meekly waved at him.
"Wow! You're shyer than Remus," Sirius joked. This made Narcissa blush.
"That's not nice." Lily said defending her new friend. It just made Narcissa blush deeper.
"Yeah, that wasn't nice, Padfoot," the boy with the messy hair joked.
"I thought your name was Sirius." Narcissa said softly.
"Yeah, it is, but Padfoot is my nickname. What's your name?" he asked her.
"My name is Narcissa Holden," she said softly.
"Are you a muggle born?" he asked her.
"No, she isn't, but I am. Do you have a problem with that?" Lily said.
"Nope! I'm a half blood. Dad's a wizard. My mum's a muggle." Sirius said.
"Incase anyone would like to know, I am whole wizard. Obviously since Sirius is my bestfriend, I don't care what anyone is. As long as they're nice." the boy with the messy hair said.
"What's your name? Remus?" Lily asked.
"Nope, I am, the one and only, James Potter. That over there is Remus." James said pointing to the boy with light brown hair and blue eyes.
"Hello James. Hello Remus." Lily said. Narcissa waved to the both of them.
Remus walked over to Narcissa and said, "Knock it off! I'm shyer!"
Narcissa laughed at his joke and said, "You're funny."
Remus sat next to her and said, "Thank you."
They were smiling at each other. Sirius looked over at them. He glared at Remus jealously.
"You guys should take a seat before the train starts off," Lily suggested.
"Yeah, wouldn't want to fall or something." Narcissa said thoughtfully.
James took the empty seat next to Lily. On that side there were no more seats left. Only seats lefts were on the other bench facing it. Sirius sat down on an empty seat and said, "I don't want to seat by myelf."
"I'll sit by you. If you want." Narcissa said.
"That'd be great." Sirius said with a huge grin on his face.
Narcissa got up from her seat next to Remus and Lily and walked over to the other bench. She sat down next to Sirius and smiled at him. Sirius smiled at back.
"Hey Padfoot! You stole my girlfriend!" Remus yelled jokingly at him.
"Oh shut up, Moony!" Sirius quipped. "Still think he's funny?" he asked looking into Narcissa's eyes.
"Yes, you'd have to have a great sense of humor to think I was his girlfriend.", Narcissa joked.
"Good one, Cissa. I'm glad to see you can talk." James said smiling at her.
She smiled back and looked over down to see James and Lily holding hands. "Well, I was kind of shy before, because I'm not used to being around so many people." she said softly.
"What about when you're around your friends?" Sirius asked wanting to be more than her friend.
"Well, Lily's my only friend. Before a few minutes ago, I had no friends." she said blushing.
"Really? You're so nice. I'd think a girl like you would have a million friends. Just like me." Sirius said smiling.
"Well, my parents never let me play with other children." Narcissa said sadly.
"That was so mean of them. I would go nuts if I had no friends." James said looking over.
"Me, too, but now she has us." Lily added cheerfully.
"Yeah." Narcissa said with a smile on her face.
The train began to take off. A few minutes later there was a knock on the door. James opened the door. An old lady with a cart of food was standing outside of the door. "Would any of you children like something to eat?" she asked them in a friendly voice.
"Yeah!" James said said pulling out a bag of money.
The older woman pulled the cart into the compartment. 'What will you have?" she asked.
"Hmmm. Every flavor beans and a pumpkin pastry please," he said politely.
"Ten sickles, please." she said.
James handed her the money. She handed him a bag of every flavor beans and a napkin with a pumpkin pastry on it.
"I'll have 2 galleons worth of chocolate frogs." Sirius said handing her the money.
"Here you go, honey." she said handing him 25 chocolate frogs.
Remus began to order and Narcissa tapped Sirius' shoulder. "What?" he asked her.
"Do I have enough to get something?" she asked softly handing him a bag of money her mother had give her to spend on whatever she liked.
Sirius looked at the bad wide-eyed. There were over 300 galleons in the bag. "You have more than enough to buy four carts full of food!" Sirius said.
Nacrissa blushed. She felt so stupid. She called over to the lady and said, "I'll have five bags of every flavored beans, five pumpkin pastries, 4 galleons worth of chocolate frogs, and 5 pieces of silly taffy."
"Wow, some has a big appetite." James said.
Nacrissa blushed. "That'll be 10 galloens please." The lady said.
She handed her ten galleons and the woman set up a stand to place all of the food on. "Would you like anything, honey?" she asked look at Lily.
"No, thank you." Lily said embarrassed she had no money.
The lady left and closed the door.
Narcissa started to divide the food into five piles. "You know they serve food there." James joke.
"Yeah because I said you could buy the whole cart, didn't mean you should." Sirius joked.
"It's not all for me. I bought enough for everyone." Narcissa said sitting down.
Lily smiled and said, "Thank you very much. That was very kind of you."
"Yeah, thanks." Remus said eating his pumpkin pastry.
"You're very nice." James said taking his pile.
Sirius smiled at her and said, "If you're parents let you, I'm sure you would have had hundreds of friends by now." Narcissa blushed.
The rest of the train ride was uneventful. Just the bunch of them getting to know each other and joking around. They were all dumb struck when they arrived at Hogwarts. The enchanted ceiling amazed them. The first years were sorted into four houses. Huffle Puff, Raven Claw, Slytherin, and Gryfindor. Lily, James, Remus, and Sirius had all been sorted into Gryfindor.
It was now Nacrissa turn. A old woman placed the hat on her head. "Please put me in Grfyindor like my friends. Please." she thought with the hat on her head.
"Hmmm. smart I see." the hat said.
"Kind. Yes."
"Brave? No. I see you in. Slytherin!" the hat cried.
Narcissa began to cry. Her friends were all upset she would not be in there house. "I don't want to be in Slytherin. I want to be with my friends." she said softly.
"Hmmm. Maybe we can do it, again." A professor with twinkling blue eyes said.
"No! Only one try! Go sit at the Slytherin table." the old woman said.
Narcissa nodded and walked over to the Slytherin table. "Sit by me." a boy with silver blonde hair much like her own said.