gg: Er.. Hello.. *waves nervously* I'm back.. And I hope you like the songfic..

YGG: *crosses arms* You need to get started on your other fics..

gg: I know! *looks at the glaring fans*backs away* I'll get started on it! I swear!

YGG: liar..

gg: Shut up! *glances at the angry fans again* Um.. I'll get started on it right now.. *runs out to work on the next chapters*

YGG: *smirk*

Disclaimers: Oh c'mon people. If I owned the show, would I be writing fanfics? If I had my way, Kai, Ray, and Tyson would be together and having their first born son. ^_~

Warnings: Yaoi!! Yaoiyaoiyaoi! Shonen Ai, slash, whatever you call it, it's in this story! So if you don't like, DON'T READ!!

"speaking"

'thoughts'

*past sayings*

~song lyrics~

(me! ^^)

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~Please come now I think I'm falling

I'm holding on to all I think is safe

It seems I found the road to nowhere~

The streets of Moscow were clear. Gone was the busy are of the day, now a calm, peaceful serenity of the night. Snowflakes danced in the air, and the stars twinkled in the sky. The moon shone high above, like a protective, watchful eye.

A lone figure walked the streets. He did not see the stars, or even notice the snowflakes. His usual mask of happiness was gone, replaced with a deep sorrow. Hands in his pockets, hair shelding his eyes, he walked on. No destination was in mind. Just trying to get away from the pressures of life..

~And I'm trying to escape

I yelled back when I heard thunder

But I'm down to one last breath~

The boy sighed softly. 'Why am I here..?' He thought to himself. His eyes reflected a deep sadness. 'Why don't I just give up..? It's not like anyone wants me..' He surpressed his tears and walked in the cold, heartless forest.

~Let me say

Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking~

The air around him seem to become colder, as if the forest was trying to force him out. 'Yeah.. Even the forest doesn't want me..' He thought miserably. He pushed his bangs out of his eyes, revealing two midnight blue orbs. (~ Hint! Right there!)

~That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down~

"Don't worry.. I wont be here for very long.. I'll be leaving soon.." He said softly, barely holding back a sob. He found a ice-covered lake and sat on the edge, looking over the frozen water.

~I'm looking down now that it's over

Reflecting on all of my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere~

He knew what everyone thought of him. He knew that they thought he was nothing more than an annoying little boy. How everyting he did disgusted them. How nobody wanted him..

~Somewhere in His grace

I cried out 'heavan save me'

But I'm down to one last breath~

*God, you're annoying!* *Why don't you go away?* *Geez you're disgusting!* *How can you eat like that? You're a pig!* (~ Hint!! C'mon people, havent you figured it out by now?) And even.. *I hate you!!*

~And with it let me say

Let me say~

This time, he let the tears fall. Yes, he knew what everyone thought about him. They've said it a thousand times before. And even if they didn't say anything, he knew by their looks. Always the same kinds.. Cold.. Hateful.. Disgusted.. And the one he hated most of all... Blank.. Emotionless..

~Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking~

He took out the item in his pocket. It glittered innocently in the moonlight, reflecting the sharp edge it had. The boy looked out it, thinking about the pros and cons. Right now, there seemed to be more pros..

~That maybe six feet

Ain't so far down~

'No more pain.. No more suffering..' He thought, a bit of sad happiness glinting in his eyes. He took off his gloves, placing the razor over one, slender wrist. 'No more living..'

~Sad eyes follow me

But I still believe there's something left for you and me

So please come stay with me~

"Goodbye.." He whispered. Tears fell from his eyes, looking like liquid crystals in the light. He placed the item on his wrist and gently applied pressure.

~'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me

For you and me

For you and me~

A hand shot out and grabbed the blade before it did it's job. The boy fell back on his arms, eyes widening. He looked up at the figure, painful fear, and a bit of sorrow, appearing in his eyes.

"What do you think you're doing Tyson?" The figure asked harshly, their eyes burning into the smaller boy.

~Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking...~

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gg: Um.. There it is..

YGG: Shouldn't you be working on the next chapters?

gg: Shut up! Anyway, who should the person be? Kai, Ray, or Tala?

Niku: Please review

YGG: Gah! Where'd you come from cat?!

Niku: *smirk*

gg: *goes to get started on the next chapter*