Finding Each Other
Chapter 7: Why Me?!
As Nikkie sat nervously hands laced with Jimmy's her mother let out the words of shock to Nikkie.
" Honey you have to understand that I will always be there for you" Kayla said stuttering
" What are you trying to say" Nikkie said
" Nikkie its not easy to say, but..but.." Kayla stuttered
" What mom" Nikkie said raising her voice at her making her mother feeling worse
Her mother broke down into tears. Nikkie looked at Jimmy. Her sister Raylese who was standing there took her to the side of the room leaving Jimmy at the opposite side.
"Raylese whats going on" Nikkie said still with a stern voice
Raylese looked at Alexa who was hugging her mom. Then she looked back at Nikkie.
"Nikkie" Raylese said looking down at her toes. She looked back up and leaned in and whispered very softly
"Dad's..dad's....heart attack...it...it took his...life" Raylese said with tears swelling up in her eyes.
"Whats that supposed to mean" Nikkie said. She knew what it meant she just wanted to here it from Raylese.
"Nikkie....he's gone, dad's gone" Raylese said
Nikkie held back the tears and tried to make it look like it was ok, but the anger and hurt and sadness that was locked up inside of her seemed to have found its way out of her.
"He's gone No..he's not gone" Nikkie yelled
"He's Gone Nikkie" Raylese said trying to calm her down Raylese put her hand on Nikkie's shoulder and Nikkie smacked it off.
"Noooooooo...dad. .no he's not" Nikkie cried out
She tried to run out of room until Jimmy caught her. She spun around and tried to run but she was bent over and Jimmy was trying to pull her back with his hands on her stomach. She was pulling him with so much force, just trying to get out. But Jimmy spun her around and brought her into the hallway still hugging her. Her mom was looking at her still watery eyed and sad.
Jimmy turned her around and tried to get her to look at him. She was punching her fists into his chest but it didn't hurt him. He was calming her down. She finally laid her head on his shoulder. She was still crying but at the same time asking out loud.
"Why ..why did my dad have to die..why him.. out of all people in the world my dad's life just had to be taken" Nikkie said sniffling and still feeling the tears come down.
He backed up into a wall and pulled her along with him. He bent down bringing her down. She sat in between his legs still with her head in his shoulders.
"Why Jimmy why..why him........why not me" Nikkie said
Jimmy was stunned with her words.
"Jimmy I should've died during that car accident" Nikkie said
"No, I'm glad you didn't, because if you did we wouldn't have had that moment". Jimmy said
"But..I wouldn't be in the pain I'm in" Nikkie stuttered
"But I....." Jimmy said
"What" Nikkie said looking at him
"I finally got to you" Jimmy said
Nikkie smiled and dug her head back into his chest. He hugged her tighter and held her close.
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Later that day Jimmy was at Nikkie's house talking with her in her bedroom. Her mom was still crying and Raylese and Alexa were downstairs helping her next door neighbor ( who was there helping) call relatives.
"Jimmy did you really mean what you said back in the hospital" Nikkie said squinting her eyes
"Of course I did" Jimmy said smiling. He went up to her and started kissing her. But then her mom interrupted when she yelled out to Nikkie.
"Nikkie.honey, I'm gonna take Alexa and Raylese to go pick up your aunt from the airport.wanna come with"
"No mom.I'll wait here" Nikkie yelled back
After she walked away from the door she came back in front of Jimmy. He grabbed her hips and sat her his lap. She put her arm around his neck and the other playing with his chain. He then told her
"Nikkie I'm sorry" he said
"About what" she said in a confused tone
"About everything" Jimmy said
"But you didn't..." Jimmy interrupted Nikkie with a passionate kiss.
"Jimmy I hope you know that your not gonna get away with everything with kisses and hu...." Jimmy interrupted her again with another kiss.
He turned her around onto the bed. She was trying to fool around with him saying that he wasn't going to kiss her when he made mistakes. But she also kept laughing and s o did he as he kissed her neck. He was now on top of her kissing every inch of her neck. She was still laughing and giggling. He was caressing her skin and touching her softly. Running his finger through her hair. She began kissing him again on the lips. She had he hands crossed around his neck just letting the moment flow. He began smoothly tickling her with his fingers. Running them down from her cheek, past her chest down her stomach and touching her thigh. When she felt his hand coming closer to her inner thigh she pushed him back softly. He backed away and sat up then Nikkie did the same.
Jimmy stared at her.
"Nikkie are you ok" Jimmy asked in concerned voice
"I'm sorry, I just.can't right now..I can't I'm sorry" Nikkie said with tears coming down her face. She was being a tiny bit hysterical.
" Nikkie..Nikkie..its ok" he said calming her down and hugging her
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Later that day Nikkie and Jimmy went to the park. Nikkie was walking hand in hand with Jimmy. They were both looking at the ground. When Nikkie looked up she was surprised to see Craig playing with Angela.
Nikkie looked at Jimmy and let go of his hand. She ran up behind Craig and stood behind him. She tapped him on the shoulder. When he turned around, she immediately gave him a big hug. He was surprised to see her. It hadn't been since that day of the accident that he saw her.
" How are you feeling" Craig asked with so much shock that she was so hyper after what had happened.
"I'm good...but, things happened" Nikkie said
"Like what" Craig asked
Nikkie crossed her arms, rubbed her arms coz of the little breeze and looked at her feet. Then back up.
"My dad..he died" Nikkie said rubbing her arm again
"Oh man...I'm sorry..Nikkie I had no clue" Craig said
Nikkie said "Yeah well I guess that's all people can say"
Craig hugged Nikkie and she began to tear.
"Look Craig I'll see you next week, I mean if you want you can come to the funeral on Saturday, then I'll see you there" Nikkie said
"Sure of course I will" Craig said. He gave her a last big hug until he saw her on Saturday. As she turned around to walk towards Jimmy, Craig called her back to him. She walked towards him and he pulled he towards him to the side
" Are you and Jimmy....you know.....together" Craig asked her
Nikkie looked back at Jimmy who had his hands in his pocket and he was rocking his knees back and forth because e of the cold. Then looked at her feet then at Craig.
"Well yeah.I mean...Yeah" Nikkie said. Her nose was getting cold and her cheeks were getting red. But you couldn't tell if she was blushing.
"Oh...Ok" Craig said
Nikkie turned around and walked away. As she walked towards Jimmy he looked at her with his nose looking a little red. She came closer and said
"Lets go"
Jimmy grabbed her hand and began walking. Then a car pulled up in front of them. The person rolled down the window. It was her mom and her aunt Casey. When Nikkie saw her tears came to her eyes. Casey opened the car and stood in front of Nikkie. She then hugged her.
"My poor child..its gonna be ok" Casey said comforting her.
"Hhhmmm" Jimmy said clearing his throat
Nikkie turned around and looked at him.
"Oh.auntie this is Jimmy..he's my.boyfriend" Nikkie said nervously
"Oh.well nice to meet you Jimmy" Casey said
Casey got back inside and Jimmy and Nikkie went into the back seat with Raylese and Alexa. When they got home Jimmy helped Nikkie with some cleaning in the living room. Afterwards Nikkie walked Jimmy home. On their walk they talked seriously to each other. He told her she had to get on with life but she would still be able to miss him the same way she still missed her mom.
"So Nikkie I'll see you tomorrow" Jimmy said one hand in one pocket and the other holding hers.
"Yeah.I'll see you" Nikkie said
Nikkie kissed him and turned around and walked. It was getting late but she wanted to make a pit stop before she went home.
Authors Note: Come on I know there's people out there reading. Come on review.review! LoL. But I'll be updating in about a week. Ok.
1 Much Love
XOXO Freeky00 OXOX
Chapter 7: Why Me?!
As Nikkie sat nervously hands laced with Jimmy's her mother let out the words of shock to Nikkie.
" Honey you have to understand that I will always be there for you" Kayla said stuttering
" What are you trying to say" Nikkie said
" Nikkie its not easy to say, but..but.." Kayla stuttered
" What mom" Nikkie said raising her voice at her making her mother feeling worse
Her mother broke down into tears. Nikkie looked at Jimmy. Her sister Raylese who was standing there took her to the side of the room leaving Jimmy at the opposite side.
"Raylese whats going on" Nikkie said still with a stern voice
Raylese looked at Alexa who was hugging her mom. Then she looked back at Nikkie.
"Nikkie" Raylese said looking down at her toes. She looked back up and leaned in and whispered very softly
"Dad's..dad's....heart attack...it...it took his...life" Raylese said with tears swelling up in her eyes.
"Whats that supposed to mean" Nikkie said. She knew what it meant she just wanted to here it from Raylese.
"Nikkie....he's gone, dad's gone" Raylese said
Nikkie held back the tears and tried to make it look like it was ok, but the anger and hurt and sadness that was locked up inside of her seemed to have found its way out of her.
"He's gone No..he's not gone" Nikkie yelled
"He's Gone Nikkie" Raylese said trying to calm her down Raylese put her hand on Nikkie's shoulder and Nikkie smacked it off.
"Noooooooo...dad. .no he's not" Nikkie cried out
She tried to run out of room until Jimmy caught her. She spun around and tried to run but she was bent over and Jimmy was trying to pull her back with his hands on her stomach. She was pulling him with so much force, just trying to get out. But Jimmy spun her around and brought her into the hallway still hugging her. Her mom was looking at her still watery eyed and sad.
Jimmy turned her around and tried to get her to look at him. She was punching her fists into his chest but it didn't hurt him. He was calming her down. She finally laid her head on his shoulder. She was still crying but at the same time asking out loud.
"Why ..why did my dad have to die..why him.. out of all people in the world my dad's life just had to be taken" Nikkie said sniffling and still feeling the tears come down.
He backed up into a wall and pulled her along with him. He bent down bringing her down. She sat in between his legs still with her head in his shoulders.
"Why Jimmy why..why him........why not me" Nikkie said
Jimmy was stunned with her words.
"Jimmy I should've died during that car accident" Nikkie said
"No, I'm glad you didn't, because if you did we wouldn't have had that moment". Jimmy said
"But..I wouldn't be in the pain I'm in" Nikkie stuttered
"But I....." Jimmy said
"What" Nikkie said looking at him
"I finally got to you" Jimmy said
Nikkie smiled and dug her head back into his chest. He hugged her tighter and held her close.
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Later that day Jimmy was at Nikkie's house talking with her in her bedroom. Her mom was still crying and Raylese and Alexa were downstairs helping her next door neighbor ( who was there helping) call relatives.
"Jimmy did you really mean what you said back in the hospital" Nikkie said squinting her eyes
"Of course I did" Jimmy said smiling. He went up to her and started kissing her. But then her mom interrupted when she yelled out to Nikkie.
"Nikkie.honey, I'm gonna take Alexa and Raylese to go pick up your aunt from the airport.wanna come with"
"No mom.I'll wait here" Nikkie yelled back
After she walked away from the door she came back in front of Jimmy. He grabbed her hips and sat her his lap. She put her arm around his neck and the other playing with his chain. He then told her
"Nikkie I'm sorry" he said
"About what" she said in a confused tone
"About everything" Jimmy said
"But you didn't..." Jimmy interrupted Nikkie with a passionate kiss.
"Jimmy I hope you know that your not gonna get away with everything with kisses and hu...." Jimmy interrupted her again with another kiss.
He turned her around onto the bed. She was trying to fool around with him saying that he wasn't going to kiss her when he made mistakes. But she also kept laughing and s o did he as he kissed her neck. He was now on top of her kissing every inch of her neck. She was still laughing and giggling. He was caressing her skin and touching her softly. Running his finger through her hair. She began kissing him again on the lips. She had he hands crossed around his neck just letting the moment flow. He began smoothly tickling her with his fingers. Running them down from her cheek, past her chest down her stomach and touching her thigh. When she felt his hand coming closer to her inner thigh she pushed him back softly. He backed away and sat up then Nikkie did the same.
Jimmy stared at her.
"Nikkie are you ok" Jimmy asked in concerned voice
"I'm sorry, I just.can't right now..I can't I'm sorry" Nikkie said with tears coming down her face. She was being a tiny bit hysterical.
" Nikkie..Nikkie..its ok" he said calming her down and hugging her
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Later that day Nikkie and Jimmy went to the park. Nikkie was walking hand in hand with Jimmy. They were both looking at the ground. When Nikkie looked up she was surprised to see Craig playing with Angela.
Nikkie looked at Jimmy and let go of his hand. She ran up behind Craig and stood behind him. She tapped him on the shoulder. When he turned around, she immediately gave him a big hug. He was surprised to see her. It hadn't been since that day of the accident that he saw her.
" How are you feeling" Craig asked with so much shock that she was so hyper after what had happened.
"I'm good...but, things happened" Nikkie said
"Like what" Craig asked
Nikkie crossed her arms, rubbed her arms coz of the little breeze and looked at her feet. Then back up.
"My dad..he died" Nikkie said rubbing her arm again
"Oh man...I'm sorry..Nikkie I had no clue" Craig said
Nikkie said "Yeah well I guess that's all people can say"
Craig hugged Nikkie and she began to tear.
"Look Craig I'll see you next week, I mean if you want you can come to the funeral on Saturday, then I'll see you there" Nikkie said
"Sure of course I will" Craig said. He gave her a last big hug until he saw her on Saturday. As she turned around to walk towards Jimmy, Craig called her back to him. She walked towards him and he pulled he towards him to the side
" Are you and Jimmy....you know.....together" Craig asked her
Nikkie looked back at Jimmy who had his hands in his pocket and he was rocking his knees back and forth because e of the cold. Then looked at her feet then at Craig.
"Well yeah.I mean...Yeah" Nikkie said. Her nose was getting cold and her cheeks were getting red. But you couldn't tell if she was blushing.
"Oh...Ok" Craig said
Nikkie turned around and walked away. As she walked towards Jimmy he looked at her with his nose looking a little red. She came closer and said
"Lets go"
Jimmy grabbed her hand and began walking. Then a car pulled up in front of them. The person rolled down the window. It was her mom and her aunt Casey. When Nikkie saw her tears came to her eyes. Casey opened the car and stood in front of Nikkie. She then hugged her.
"My poor child..its gonna be ok" Casey said comforting her.
"Hhhmmm" Jimmy said clearing his throat
Nikkie turned around and looked at him.
"Oh.auntie this is Jimmy..he's my.boyfriend" Nikkie said nervously
"Oh.well nice to meet you Jimmy" Casey said
Casey got back inside and Jimmy and Nikkie went into the back seat with Raylese and Alexa. When they got home Jimmy helped Nikkie with some cleaning in the living room. Afterwards Nikkie walked Jimmy home. On their walk they talked seriously to each other. He told her she had to get on with life but she would still be able to miss him the same way she still missed her mom.
"So Nikkie I'll see you tomorrow" Jimmy said one hand in one pocket and the other holding hers.
"Yeah.I'll see you" Nikkie said
Nikkie kissed him and turned around and walked. It was getting late but she wanted to make a pit stop before she went home.
Authors Note: Come on I know there's people out there reading. Come on review.review! LoL. But I'll be updating in about a week. Ok.
1 Much Love
XOXO Freeky00 OXOX