I woke up the next morning to an empty lodging house. I was actually glad
because I wanted to keep to myself. I was very frustrated because I didn't
have my journal to log everything that going on into it. I was really
having an etching to write in it. It's almost like it was an addiction.
I was thinking about all that was going on and I couldn't help but scream. "Why now? Why does this have to happen now?!" I thought letting Spot into my heart would do me good but it did not. It brought me pain and heartache. He shattered it into a thousand pieces with one simple gesture.
I whispered quietly to myself. "Why was it Spot that had to betray me? Why not Cigar or Tweak or someone else?"
"Because Spot cared about ya just as much as youse did him."
I jumped and turned around to see who made the comment. My eyes were greeted by Racetrack standing in the doorway of the bunk room.
"What are you doing here Race?" I asked him outraged that he heard what I said. It is embarrassing have people walking in on you in the middle of the beginning of a mental breakdown.
"Ise came ta see if youse was awake yet," Race said in answer to my question. He smiled and walked over to my bed; he sat next to me on my bunk.
"Well I think I'm awaked."
"No, Ise tink youse still sleeping cuz yer still tinkin bout Spot. Just get him off yer mind and try ta have fun." Race said standing up and offering me his hand to help me up. "I'll take ya ta Tibby's sose you can get reacquainted wit da boys."
I took his hand and stood up. "Okay, Race. I'll try and have some fun."
Race smiled and dragged me to the door. "Den let's go!"
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ A/N- I know this chapter is short, but I already know what I am putting in my next chapie and I promise it will be much longer. Special thanks to: anUNDERCOVERnewsie- You know I ALWAYS win. And Spot's right, I ain't no scabber!!! LOVE YOU SWEETIE!! Merp- Please don't send the Mafia on me!!! I am afraid of big scarey Italian men that want to kill me!!! Race is the best. *dreamy eyes* BrooklynzGurl- Glad you like it. Patients is a virtue... Katie- I love stories that get you sucked into them. They are the best! I am glad you are enjoying my story and I hope you like this chapie! I dedicate this chapie to all my loyal readers and reviewers. I'd just like to say I LOVE reviews. Yes well, until next time. THAT'S ALL FOLKS!
I was thinking about all that was going on and I couldn't help but scream. "Why now? Why does this have to happen now?!" I thought letting Spot into my heart would do me good but it did not. It brought me pain and heartache. He shattered it into a thousand pieces with one simple gesture.
I whispered quietly to myself. "Why was it Spot that had to betray me? Why not Cigar or Tweak or someone else?"
"Because Spot cared about ya just as much as youse did him."
I jumped and turned around to see who made the comment. My eyes were greeted by Racetrack standing in the doorway of the bunk room.
"What are you doing here Race?" I asked him outraged that he heard what I said. It is embarrassing have people walking in on you in the middle of the beginning of a mental breakdown.
"Ise came ta see if youse was awake yet," Race said in answer to my question. He smiled and walked over to my bed; he sat next to me on my bunk.
"Well I think I'm awaked."
"No, Ise tink youse still sleeping cuz yer still tinkin bout Spot. Just get him off yer mind and try ta have fun." Race said standing up and offering me his hand to help me up. "I'll take ya ta Tibby's sose you can get reacquainted wit da boys."
I took his hand and stood up. "Okay, Race. I'll try and have some fun."
Race smiled and dragged me to the door. "Den let's go!"
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ A/N- I know this chapter is short, but I already know what I am putting in my next chapie and I promise it will be much longer. Special thanks to: anUNDERCOVERnewsie- You know I ALWAYS win. And Spot's right, I ain't no scabber!!! LOVE YOU SWEETIE!! Merp- Please don't send the Mafia on me!!! I am afraid of big scarey Italian men that want to kill me!!! Race is the best. *dreamy eyes* BrooklynzGurl- Glad you like it. Patients is a virtue... Katie- I love stories that get you sucked into them. They are the best! I am glad you are enjoying my story and I hope you like this chapie! I dedicate this chapie to all my loyal readers and reviewers. I'd just like to say I LOVE reviews. Yes well, until next time. THAT'S ALL FOLKS!