Wow, I am adding chapter 3...its nearly Midnight. Meh. Here we go again....

"I'm sorry, Master. I can handle things too."

The words left a dent in Seras mind, she knew she was in for it. But why? Why did she do it? She yearned for him yelling at her and finally coming to see her. Seras quietly sat on her bed, folding her hands on her lap, waiting for his angry self to appear to her.

But later in the evening, she was congratuated by McDougall, Sir Integra, and the rest of the troops for handling everything so efficeintly.

"Oh, I need to protect my comrades!" She smiled puting her head behind her head in a modest state. "I would never let anything happen to them! Not after Chedders!"

"I suppose your growing then, Victoria." McDougall noded in apporval.

But never in her master's eyes. She was dead weight to him. But she cared for him in reasons known to her. Perhaps it was his hidden rage and anger from long ago she never knew. Like he would tell her. But long time had passed where nothing had happened and no one burst in to call her a "failor".

She looked towards the door...yearning.

Nothing.
Silence.

Seras sighed heavely and choked up her tears.
"Why...would I cry?" She said softly. I did a good thing!" She said trying to affirm herself. "I'm so stupid.." She choked again and another tear finally came down her cheek. "Why do I feel this way?" She said holding her bare hands to her face wondering where was the answer in herself...

But why did she care so much? What was the vague importance. The need for the mysterious figure to guide her threw her trials and errors, But it wasn't there. As long as she had been embraced, Seras knew nothing about Alucard...

What was that order of the dragon, anyway too? Why was Seras so lost in a sea of love?

Alucard sat there quietly gazzing at the ceiling, complating what words to say to his rebelious little vampire. He scoffed for a moment and the damage to his pride for her taking the shot at the vampire...

"Lord Alucard?" Walter emerged to him carrying the usual meal.

"Walter." He said quietly acknoweldging him.

"You seem upset with Miss Seras accomplishment." He said carefully placing the tray on the table.

"Walter, you remeber Integra ever being rebelious to her father by buying that provocitve doll, right?" He said humoring himself as well as Walter who chuckled for a few seconds.

"Its nothing more than a cry for attention, Lord Alucard." He said to him with his hands clasped.

"Morever, Walter." He smiled "For we are connected and she pulled that stunt just to have me talk to her." He smiled as he lifted his boots from the table and walked over to the blood.

"Oh, really then?" Walter said looking at him in puzzlement. "Then may I ask you a question?"

"What then, Walter?" Alucard looked up from the blood.

"Why did you turn that girl into a vampire?"

Alucard paused and his mind somehow wandered to her bright blue eyes once again and now they were red and she was pale as the snow on winter's new day...

"I have my reasons for keeping her." He said not in a mailicous grin, but in a quiet, mournful voice."

0__O NOO! Cliffhanger...yuuup. ^^ Sowwy, peeps. I'm trying to bulid up to the fluff soon and hopefully some more junk...yeah..But for now, I will wait untill something hits me and says: "WRITE MAH!" =P I bet none of you thought I could pull it off...Anyway...See ya again..^^

Natalie...P.S. Im sorry for the cliffhanger but its my way of getting back about the antagonizing cliffhangers.