Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hak... blah blah blah. If you don't know this then your stupid. And I know this is insulting a lot of you. Sorry, a little mean today.

Maya: Ok. More Hiei. More Maya. We all know the story. But this time Maya dies.

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Maya.

The wind blew lightly and my hair went into my face. I was wearing it down for once. I reached inside my pocket because I felt something in it. It was something that was small and round. I pulled it out to find Hina's tear gem. The tear gem Hiei treasured.

I would have to give it back to him. It was important. I was on a mission alone. I was in the Nigenkai. For some reason it wasn't Yusuke's mission. Koenma is getting weirder every day. Though I really can't talk can I. I glanced back at the direction I came.

I didn't tell Hiei I was leaving or where I was going. I had something to give him though. A sword. A katana. It was made with my sweat and I even put my blood and tears in it. The handle was made of gold. It had a silvery tint from my tears and I collected Hiei's tear gems and put them in a ring around the top of the handle.

It was a work of art. Nothing ever could be more beautiful, or at least anything that I made. It would only work right for Hiei and me, since my tears and blood were in it and his tears were on it. Its name was stagger- blood.

I was planning to give Stagger-blood to Hiei on the day we "decided" was his birthday. Christmas. Fifth-teen days away. He would be twenty. Next birthday I would be nineteen.

Oh how he had grown. He now was up to my nose and I am five foot seven. I think that is an improvement. He still was the stubborn idiot I fell in love with. Good. I didn't want him to change.

The air was cold when I breathed it in. The snow was white as pearls and again I thought of my friends, my only family. The last friend of mine was killed when I was seven. I never had another until fifteen. Heck, I knew no one through that period. All I did WAS kill. Not to say I'm disappointed. Everything takes time, and I waited long for the best thing in the world.

When I was a baby, I was switched with a human child. I was a changeling. I learned to ALMOST love there. When I was three, we were driving down the road. It was a wide-open place and no one was around. Perfect for an accident.

Actually, now that I think about it, it was around this time of year. Anyway, we crashed and broke through the line between the nigenkai and the makai. My changeling sister showed. Explained everything and then killed my human foster parents. I fought back and was knocked out. Thankfully she thought I was dead.

For three years I wandered around doing anything to stay alive. Though it was only three years, it felt like a nightmare. I remembered falling asleep every night to the thought that I would die the next morning of starvation or of misery. One day I meet a boy wandering around. He was a year younger than I and was born in the wild.

His parents, which were demons, left him to starve. He never talked much of it. But we could relate. He ended up following me around. We became close and in a couple years, though I was only seven, I loved him. Soon I discovered my powers and started training.

One day I went to get wood for a fire. I came back to the scene of my friend being beaten to death by three drunk fools. I killed one of them and the other two ran leaving their friend to my wrath. I almost feel bad for him. ALMOST.

As soon as I killed him, I came to my friend. His last words were, "I love you..." A tear rolled down my cheek as I remembered this.

I trained for a while in solitude. Two years to be exact. I was ten. The pain never died. Soon I meet a group that took me in. They killed for a man. I stayed with them for four years. They kicked me out when I killed half of them with anger. I killed more than two thousand demons and humans in a year. Sad and pathetic.

I trained in solitude for one more year until I meet Yusuke, Kuwbaka, Kurama, and... Hiei. All of my life had been hunted by death. Now I fear Hiei will die. Would God be so mean?

Would he make us suffer when I found happiness? Still, I won't and can't wash the blood from my hands no matter what I do.

I kneeled down and wiped the tears from my eyes.

Maya........? Is... ...that... ...you....?

"What? Who's there?" I asked the atmosphere. The voice was raspy and shaking. It was a girl's voice but deformed and high pitched. It hurt my mind.

...I knewww.......... ...That... ...was..
you.....

"Who are you?" I questioned. It was more like the voice was in my head.

...Revenge........

...YOU!!!.... ...YOU DID THIS!.....

...........IT IS YOUR FAULT!!!!!!............

"Stop!" I said loudly. The voice was joined by thousands just like it but not as high pitched. They were shouting at me.

.... You!!!!.... ...YOU!!!!....

......DEATH!....... ...YOU MUST DIE!!.......

"STOP! STOP! STOP TALKING TO ME! STOP! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I screamed. Strangely enough it hurt. It hurt more than any mortal wound could. "WHO ARE YOU?!"

...WE! Who are you to do this!?....

...You!! ...You must suffer!....

...We are the voices, the spirits... ...Yo..u. ...k...ii ...ll.e..d. .u..s.....

"WHAT?" I SCREAMED. "GET OUT OF MY HEAD! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!" Tears were coming out of my eyes fast. I didn't even know I could cry that much. I shrieked with pain. The last thing I saw was a net going over my head. I couldn't breathe. Everything went black...

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Maya: I know, getting interesting and I stopped it. Not that I wanted to. My mom is making me go to bed because it's a school night. Don't you think I should be able to go to bed anytime I want? I mean, I'm staying awake till eleven anyway. Oh well, not that I can argue. Maya dies in the next chapter, wait......

Dragon Child: What?

Maya: BUT THAT MEANS I DIE!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T DIE!!!!! TO YOUNG!!!!!!!!

Dragon Child: -_-Please review.