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Title: Cinderella story
Summary: it's not what you think, I just needed a title.
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Johnny's POV:
We're in the hospital waiting room. Me and Ray. Both of us are being silent, we've cried a few times as well. It's been an hour since the accident....and it's my entire fault!
Ray's tried telling me that it isn't and promising me that Kim'll be o.k., but even he has his doubts, I can tell it when he speaks that he thinks that Kim's done for.
Oliver and Robert have showed up now, Oliver's all red eyed and white faced, Robert has gone slightly white but he hasn't gone red eyed. Enrique went out after me and they can't reach him, but we've left a message.
"Johnny? Are you gonna be alright?" Oliver keeps asking me that question, but I don't reply, I can't talk, I'm afraid that I'll start crying again.
"I'm going to go get a soda's" Oliver says after about 15 minutes "anyone want one?"
Ray and Robert nod, I don't say anything, but he gets me one anyway. I know they are only trying to take my mind of things, and I appreciate it, but I can't I keep hearing the scream, then the screech of the brakes and then I see the blood....it's almost unbearable, and it's my fault, I pushed her back, into the road. It will be my fault if she...she....I can't even say it.
"Johnny, come on, lets go home, we'll come back in the morning" Oliver suggests, the nerve!
"NO! What if something happens and I'm not here!" I yell.
"The hospital will phone, but you can't sit here all night!" Oliver insists, not raising his voice.
"You can go home! But I'm staying!" I yell again, but this time Ray is standing beside me.
"me and Johnny are staying, we'll call you if anything happens" he says calmly. I can't believe what I'm hearing; Ray's standing up for me, he's on my side, even after all I've done, I guess he realises that I care about Kim as much as him.
It's been an hour since Oliver and Robert left, we got a call from Enrique, he was sorry that he wasn't there, and he hopes that she'll be o.k.
Me and Ray have talked a bit, mainly me apologising for that I've done in the past.
That's it, it's morning and there's still no news of Kim, Ray's fallen asleep in his chair, I can't sleep, guilt is keeping me awake. I hear the scream again and then the screeching of the brakes, then I see the blood...it all keeps repeating, it's like a curse.
I swear I'm going to go crazy if I don't hear anything. The phones ringing, but I don't answer it, so a message is taken, there's about three on there now, I don't want the others to talk to me, I'm not sure what they'll say.
I know it sounds stupid, but I think Oliver will kill me if Kim dies, he's liked her for years, but she's never liked him. And now she's near.....well you know, and he's bearing through it better than I am.
I dunno what else to do, I mean, I've never believed in God, I've never really known what to believe in, but I'm going to Pray, I hope it will help, I put my hands together, I bow my head slightly, as I used to do in school, and I close my eyes and pray.
Please Lord, my sister is....near d...d death. Please, too many people care for her, don't let her die, please. It's all I ask.....
I trail off, as I begin to cry again, I wish I'd never treated her like that, I wish I could turn back time and re-do the last 8 years, but even I know that I could wish till I was blue in the face. Kim's at deaths door, and I have no idea what's happening!
You don't know what that's like, I've been sitting here for hours, worrying myself stupid, crying, re-living what happened, and I don't have any idea what's going on. I'll even be content if they tell me that she's at deaths door, and then at least I'll know what's happening.
I'm all alone.....or at least the only one, who's awake. The silence is killing me, I need something to keep my mind off of my thoughts, I would go for a walk, but my legs are too weak, I would ring up Enrique, Oliver or Robert, but I don't want to bother them.
I sear, if Kimberly gets out of this alive, I'll never be mean to her again.
Please Kim, I hope you're o.k.
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Yeah I know it's a short chapter, but how emotional is it? Review please
~*~Phoenix147~*~
Title: Cinderella story
Summary: it's not what you think, I just needed a title.
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Johnny's POV:
We're in the hospital waiting room. Me and Ray. Both of us are being silent, we've cried a few times as well. It's been an hour since the accident....and it's my entire fault!
Ray's tried telling me that it isn't and promising me that Kim'll be o.k., but even he has his doubts, I can tell it when he speaks that he thinks that Kim's done for.
Oliver and Robert have showed up now, Oliver's all red eyed and white faced, Robert has gone slightly white but he hasn't gone red eyed. Enrique went out after me and they can't reach him, but we've left a message.
"Johnny? Are you gonna be alright?" Oliver keeps asking me that question, but I don't reply, I can't talk, I'm afraid that I'll start crying again.
"I'm going to go get a soda's" Oliver says after about 15 minutes "anyone want one?"
Ray and Robert nod, I don't say anything, but he gets me one anyway. I know they are only trying to take my mind of things, and I appreciate it, but I can't I keep hearing the scream, then the screech of the brakes and then I see the blood....it's almost unbearable, and it's my fault, I pushed her back, into the road. It will be my fault if she...she....I can't even say it.
"Johnny, come on, lets go home, we'll come back in the morning" Oliver suggests, the nerve!
"NO! What if something happens and I'm not here!" I yell.
"The hospital will phone, but you can't sit here all night!" Oliver insists, not raising his voice.
"You can go home! But I'm staying!" I yell again, but this time Ray is standing beside me.
"me and Johnny are staying, we'll call you if anything happens" he says calmly. I can't believe what I'm hearing; Ray's standing up for me, he's on my side, even after all I've done, I guess he realises that I care about Kim as much as him.
It's been an hour since Oliver and Robert left, we got a call from Enrique, he was sorry that he wasn't there, and he hopes that she'll be o.k.
Me and Ray have talked a bit, mainly me apologising for that I've done in the past.
That's it, it's morning and there's still no news of Kim, Ray's fallen asleep in his chair, I can't sleep, guilt is keeping me awake. I hear the scream again and then the screeching of the brakes, then I see the blood...it all keeps repeating, it's like a curse.
I swear I'm going to go crazy if I don't hear anything. The phones ringing, but I don't answer it, so a message is taken, there's about three on there now, I don't want the others to talk to me, I'm not sure what they'll say.
I know it sounds stupid, but I think Oliver will kill me if Kim dies, he's liked her for years, but she's never liked him. And now she's near.....well you know, and he's bearing through it better than I am.
I dunno what else to do, I mean, I've never believed in God, I've never really known what to believe in, but I'm going to Pray, I hope it will help, I put my hands together, I bow my head slightly, as I used to do in school, and I close my eyes and pray.
Please Lord, my sister is....near d...d death. Please, too many people care for her, don't let her die, please. It's all I ask.....
I trail off, as I begin to cry again, I wish I'd never treated her like that, I wish I could turn back time and re-do the last 8 years, but even I know that I could wish till I was blue in the face. Kim's at deaths door, and I have no idea what's happening!
You don't know what that's like, I've been sitting here for hours, worrying myself stupid, crying, re-living what happened, and I don't have any idea what's going on. I'll even be content if they tell me that she's at deaths door, and then at least I'll know what's happening.
I'm all alone.....or at least the only one, who's awake. The silence is killing me, I need something to keep my mind off of my thoughts, I would go for a walk, but my legs are too weak, I would ring up Enrique, Oliver or Robert, but I don't want to bother them.
I sear, if Kimberly gets out of this alive, I'll never be mean to her again.
Please Kim, I hope you're o.k.
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Yeah I know it's a short chapter, but how emotional is it? Review please
~*~Phoenix147~*~