"Katan, Katan are you there?" a voice came. It was a sweet, familiar voice
that I loved. It soothed me as I listened to it speak. I felt safe,
protected, and completely calm. I felt a wave of gentle warmth cover me and
envelope me in its presence. "Katan, wake up, Katan," the voice came again
and I opened my eyes pleasantly.
As I opened my eyes I was greeted by the most beautiful image that ever existed. My master, the one I loved so dearly. And he was alive, perfectly alive and full of health. I smiled warmly and reached up to touch his long, beautiful silky hair. As I touched his hair, the image rippled and then suddenly disappeared all together. My smile turned to a frown.
All of a sudden, I was alone again, alone and very cold and scared. Where had he gone? He seemed so real in that one perfect moment. I killed him once, and I saved him once, but in the end, he was still dead and gone, and I was still alone. I became surrounded by nothingness; no blackness, no light, just nothingness.
"Katan? Katan, you want to be saved, don't you? You want to be forgiven; you want to be saved so desperately from this pain you would go to any length, wouldn't you?"
"Any length?" A figure appeared before me. It was, it was the one known as Alexiel, Rosiel's profane, unholy sister.
"You care only for him, don't you Cherub Katan? I can see your mind and heart Katan, Rosiel has a place in it. What length would you go to to make him return to you, for forever and all eternity, as things once were?"
"Anything. I would give anything for him to return to me. There is no price too high. But you cannot give that to me. How do I even know you're real?" I questioned her.
"Do you want your precious Rosiel-sama to return?" she repeated. I nodded slowly as her image faded and I was left again in nothingness. I wondered if I had been hallucinating.
"Cherub Katan, you've been given a secod chance."
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Okay, well, now I new exactly what I had to do. This had been just like some insane roller coaster ride the whole way. I think Alexiel is giving me a second chance by bringing me back here, to start over again. This time, I just have to remember not kill Rosiel-sama again, though I don't think there's a very high percentage of that anymore. Now, if I could just find the strength to get up.
My last attack had finally ended, and I dragged myself to my feet. Now, just to get to Eden... By now, I knew better than to take a shower. And just to be careful, I probably shoudn't drink any coffee either. I spread my wings slowly; I hadn't done that in such a long time. I felt them begin to grow out from my back. Oh, did it feel weird.
I awoke in Eden a second later, in my own bed. My bed. I stood from the bed, wrapping my body in the red sheets and standing in front of my mirror. I touched my face, letting the sheets drop. The old bruises were still there on my skin now a gentle, healthy color.
Gathering up the sheets again from the floor, I tripped to Rosiel's room in a dark hall. Pushing open the door gently, I leaned against the frame of the door and stared at him. A smile spread over my face and I had to resist the urge to fling myself onto him. I quietly approached and sat on the bed next to his dormant form, breathing peacefully. I touched his hair and felt his skin. He was real, all real, and totally alive. I bent over and kissed him gently. He moaned and his eyes fluttered open.
"Katan?" he said, and closed his eyes again for a moment, taking a big breath. He opened them again. "Katan, where have you been?"
"A lot of different places. The author made me do it. (haha!) But now I'm back, and I won't ever leave again."
"Katan, have I treated you horribly?" I sighed and looked away.
"It doesn't really matter. I pledged my allegiance to you, my Lord. I am bound to you, I just didn't realize that."
"Why have you stayed with me? I have no guarantee I will ever be as beautiful as I once was..." I smiled.
"My Lord, you are the ultimate definition of beauty." I said it now with truth, not simply to appease him. He was beauty in its highest and purest form. I know this now, more than ever before. Touching his hair, I closed my hand on a lock of light violet strands. I smiled.
"Rosiel-sama, are you real? I was visited by your sister, Alexiel." He said nothing and closed his eyes again.
They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Beauty is everywhere, but compared to him, there is none, except him. Now, everything that I had gone through, all seemed so far away, centuries ago...almost a dream...
I layed down and pulled the sheets over me. Closing my eyes, I took his hand into mine. I drew close to him.
"Rosiel-sama, why had I ever left you?" I reveled in the warmth of his breath on my cheek and let it all drown away.
I had only been trying to escape the truth. Centuries ago, I made an oath. I can't leave now, nor do I want to. I want to stay here forever, in Eden, with Rosiel-sama, my creator and master.
THE END
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Yes, it's over, unfortunately. Katan has realized the truth, and that was my aim for the story. Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed it! Bye for now!
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Katan: Finally, it's over!
Author: Fluffy Katan! *attaches to Katan* It was nice writing this, it was fun. I've wanted to write a Rosiel/Katan for a while, and now, suddenly, it's finished.
Katan: Hey, get off of me! *drags author across floor*
Author: ^____^
As I opened my eyes I was greeted by the most beautiful image that ever existed. My master, the one I loved so dearly. And he was alive, perfectly alive and full of health. I smiled warmly and reached up to touch his long, beautiful silky hair. As I touched his hair, the image rippled and then suddenly disappeared all together. My smile turned to a frown.
All of a sudden, I was alone again, alone and very cold and scared. Where had he gone? He seemed so real in that one perfect moment. I killed him once, and I saved him once, but in the end, he was still dead and gone, and I was still alone. I became surrounded by nothingness; no blackness, no light, just nothingness.
"Katan? Katan, you want to be saved, don't you? You want to be forgiven; you want to be saved so desperately from this pain you would go to any length, wouldn't you?"
"Any length?" A figure appeared before me. It was, it was the one known as Alexiel, Rosiel's profane, unholy sister.
"You care only for him, don't you Cherub Katan? I can see your mind and heart Katan, Rosiel has a place in it. What length would you go to to make him return to you, for forever and all eternity, as things once were?"
"Anything. I would give anything for him to return to me. There is no price too high. But you cannot give that to me. How do I even know you're real?" I questioned her.
"Do you want your precious Rosiel-sama to return?" she repeated. I nodded slowly as her image faded and I was left again in nothingness. I wondered if I had been hallucinating.
"Cherub Katan, you've been given a secod chance."
~~~~~~~~~~
Okay, well, now I new exactly what I had to do. This had been just like some insane roller coaster ride the whole way. I think Alexiel is giving me a second chance by bringing me back here, to start over again. This time, I just have to remember not kill Rosiel-sama again, though I don't think there's a very high percentage of that anymore. Now, if I could just find the strength to get up.
My last attack had finally ended, and I dragged myself to my feet. Now, just to get to Eden... By now, I knew better than to take a shower. And just to be careful, I probably shoudn't drink any coffee either. I spread my wings slowly; I hadn't done that in such a long time. I felt them begin to grow out from my back. Oh, did it feel weird.
I awoke in Eden a second later, in my own bed. My bed. I stood from the bed, wrapping my body in the red sheets and standing in front of my mirror. I touched my face, letting the sheets drop. The old bruises were still there on my skin now a gentle, healthy color.
Gathering up the sheets again from the floor, I tripped to Rosiel's room in a dark hall. Pushing open the door gently, I leaned against the frame of the door and stared at him. A smile spread over my face and I had to resist the urge to fling myself onto him. I quietly approached and sat on the bed next to his dormant form, breathing peacefully. I touched his hair and felt his skin. He was real, all real, and totally alive. I bent over and kissed him gently. He moaned and his eyes fluttered open.
"Katan?" he said, and closed his eyes again for a moment, taking a big breath. He opened them again. "Katan, where have you been?"
"A lot of different places. The author made me do it. (haha!) But now I'm back, and I won't ever leave again."
"Katan, have I treated you horribly?" I sighed and looked away.
"It doesn't really matter. I pledged my allegiance to you, my Lord. I am bound to you, I just didn't realize that."
"Why have you stayed with me? I have no guarantee I will ever be as beautiful as I once was..." I smiled.
"My Lord, you are the ultimate definition of beauty." I said it now with truth, not simply to appease him. He was beauty in its highest and purest form. I know this now, more than ever before. Touching his hair, I closed my hand on a lock of light violet strands. I smiled.
"Rosiel-sama, are you real? I was visited by your sister, Alexiel." He said nothing and closed his eyes again.
They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Beauty is everywhere, but compared to him, there is none, except him. Now, everything that I had gone through, all seemed so far away, centuries ago...almost a dream...
I layed down and pulled the sheets over me. Closing my eyes, I took his hand into mine. I drew close to him.
"Rosiel-sama, why had I ever left you?" I reveled in the warmth of his breath on my cheek and let it all drown away.
I had only been trying to escape the truth. Centuries ago, I made an oath. I can't leave now, nor do I want to. I want to stay here forever, in Eden, with Rosiel-sama, my creator and master.
THE END
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Yes, it's over, unfortunately. Katan has realized the truth, and that was my aim for the story. Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed it! Bye for now!
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Katan: Finally, it's over!
Author: Fluffy Katan! *attaches to Katan* It was nice writing this, it was fun. I've wanted to write a Rosiel/Katan for a while, and now, suddenly, it's finished.
Katan: Hey, get off of me! *drags author across floor*
Author: ^____^