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Kurama was on his way over to the church to find Hiei and tell him sorry for how he treated him the other day. As he got closer and closer, it seemed everyone was against him. Every time there would be an obstacle for him to get through to run over to the church. Crowds of children would be walking in front of him and as he'd get past them, another group, bigger than the first would block his way. He was getting angry but he was still being polite to everyone in his way. After zigzagging through the huge crowd that just stood there talking in the middle of the path, he barely got out. He almost got stuck there with the children because they wanted to talk about the bible and God and everything else religious with him. He'd answer them quickly and take a few steps forward before another person asked him a question. The rage was filling inside Kurama and he was about to explode.
Just as he got thirty or so feet away from the church, a small group of counselors stopped him. Kurama was just there, but he now had to talk to these counselors. "Hello son." said one counselor.
"We would like it if you wouldn't run, it can be dangerous and you won't be in the most awesome shape you are now if you get hurt." cried another counselor. "We hardly get to talk to each kid on a one on one case but that is why we are taking each kid to talk to them. I'm Counselor Webster and you are?"
"Kurama." said Kurama trying to get a glimpse of the church in case Hiei walked out but the counselors were blocking his view.
"Well over here this is Counselor Martha, to my left is Counselor Stewart. Over to my right is Counselor Joan and to her side is Counselor Rivers." said Counselor Webster.
"Well someone is edger to get to the church, have you sinned?" asked Counselor Rivers.
"No." Kurama replied trying to keep this conversation into small talk and not a big conversation.
"Well in any case, don't forget to pray every moment, every second, every day for the rest of your life!" uttered Counselor Martha.
"Uh huh." Kurama whispered in annoyance.
"Well Kurama, how are you enjoying bible camp, we hope it is... to your liking." spoke Counselor Joan.
"Well actually..." Kurama began before getting interrupted.
"We'd like you to fill this paper out, it's just a short survey on how we can improve your stay with activities, the lessons of God, and what you would like to see in future summer camp that we will be bringing you." said Counselor Stewart said handing Kurama a clip board wit ha paper on it and a pen.
"Please, I must get to that church!" yelled Kurama.
"Oh my." stuttered Counselor Rivers.
"I'll fill it out, just in the church please!" bellowed Kurama.
"What ever for?" asked Counselor Stewart.
Kurama thought for a second and thought of a lie to tell to the counselors. "I have a tradition of going to church everyday at this exact time and if you keep me, I will be breaking my word to Jesus!" screamed Kurama making his hand into a fist wanting to hit these idiots.
"We're terribly sorry son, we had no idea, you can fill this out in the church, it's so nice to see children making commitments to Jesus, it's so awesome, Kurama go forth and pray, pray as hard as you can!" Counselor Webster. Counselor Stewart gave Kurama the clipboard and pen; they let him through and he ran into the church.
As he opened the church doors, it was empty, no one was in there and Kurama was glad because no one would know hear what he was going to tell Hiei. He looked around, running to the front of the church but there was no sign of Hiei and if Boton had lied to him he was going to kill her. "Hiei!?!" yelled Kurama looking around desperately to find Hiei.
Hiei was asleep on one of the many beams that held the roof of the church. As usual, his arms were crossed. He had one leg fully laying on the beam and the other one bent. He breathed slowly and silently and Kurama would have never noticed him and he didn't. Kurama didn't think that Hiei was up around the ceiling of the building; he was searching in the wrong places. He even searched in the priest's office, looking in the closet, under the desk and even the cabinet drawers. Kurama thought to himself that maybe Hiei didn't want to be found, but he wasn't going to give up till he found Hiei and tell him how he felt. Kurama was now looking for Hiei and Boton, Hiei to hold and Boton to kill. Just as he was leaving the church furious at Boton for misleading him, he noticed something on a beam that didn't belong there. The red haired man took a couple steps back and saw that it was Hiei sleeping.
"HIEI!" cried Kurama. He found Hiei and he couldn't hug him or kiss him. The minor obstacle wasn't a problem for Kurama, he was going to get up there somehow and get up to Hiei. He threw the clipboard out of sight and cried, "Hiei I'm coming Hiei!"
Hiei wasn't asleep; he had woken up when he heard the door of the church open and when he saw Kurama run in he just sat there watching. He watched as Kurama looked for a way to get up to Hiei. Kurama made several attempts of climbing up himself to Hiei but each time he'd fall. Hiei just watched he was depressed and angry about what had happened yesterday in the cabin. He didn't know why Kurama wanted to talk to him so badly, he thought that there was probably some trouble brewing and they needed his help.
"Hiei, I want to tell you something, I need to tell you something, if you'd only wake up!" said Kurama staring at the floor. Then Kurama grabbed his rose out of his shinning red hair and manipulated it into his rose whip. He threw it at the beam to grab a hold of it so he would be able to climb up it but the beam started to break, the power of his rose whip was too strong for the beam to handle. Hiei noticed this and his eyes opened wide; he did not want to fall right now! "HIEI, YOUR UP!" yelled Kurama.
"What the hell do you want fox!" growled Hiei standing up now. "You bothered my sleep, leave me alone."
"I can't." said Kurama. Hiei jumped down from the beam he was sleeping on. He landed right in front of Kurama but turned to walk away.
"Go back to your camp, I'm out of here."
"I need to tell you something!" screamed Kurama.
"Save it, I don't need to hear it." grunted Hiei as he put his hand on the handle of the door. Kurama grabbed Hiei's wrist to hold him back and Hiei stopped and calmly tried to pull his hand back but Kurama wouldn't let go. Kurama could feel Hiei tugging his arm back and he held it tighter bring his hand up toward his fast, twisting Hiei to look at him. Kurama bent down toward Hiei and with his other hand; he slightly put his hand on it to raise Hiei's face. Kurama kissed Hiei still holding his hand up. Kurama wouldn't let go and Hiei wasn't resisting the kiss but he wasn't kissing back either.
Kurama had taken his lips onto Hiei's lips. Kurama put all his compassion and energy into kissing Hiei but he could feel nothing in return from Hiei. Kurama knew he had hurt Hiei badly and a kiss wasn't going to make it up. "I love you" Kurama whispered now looking at Hiei.
"Fox, get your hand off me or I'll..."
"Kill me?" asked Kurama looking deeply at Hiei. "I know your angry at me for what happened, I am sorry, so sorry for what I've done to you!"
"That is why I've closed myself to people, because of things like that, things you'll never understand."
"Hiei, don't close yourself off from me. I love you so much it hurts, it feels as if I've been stabbed in the heart and my chest is beating so hard, the feeling hurts. I have trouble breathing when I think about you, my palms get sweaty, my body gets numb and everything seems to become dim and time comes to a halt... All I can do is love you but I never knew how you felt until yesterday. Now I can! It hurts so bad that it feels so good!"
Hiei didn't respond to Kurama. He yanked on his arm and Kurama let lose of his hold. Hiei turned back around he was going to leave.
"Hiei I love you, doesn't that mean anything to you, I LOVE YOU!" yelled Kurama. "I know what I did is unforgivable but I was scared, it was new and I didn't know what to do, it was the first time I didn't know what to do and it scared me to death. I have waited for that moment since I met you and I've always been afraid that you would reject me and that I'd never have you in my life. Hiei, I love you so much, I'm sorry for what I did." Tears flowed down Kurama's face, falling from his face onto the ground.
"Save your tears fox." Hiei said coldly opening the door.
"HIEI!"
It was evening and the sun was falling down into the mountains. Night was approaching right around the corner, peeking from behind. The sky was turning colors, orange, pink and purple graced it. The sun's rays hit the campgrounds directly and it was very light outside. When Hiei opened the door, a blinding whiteness hit upon both Kurama and Hiei's faces. With each tear the fell to the floor, the reflection a sparkle accompanied it. Kurama opened his eyes, all he could see was a bright light for a moment and then everything returned to normal. The door closed and Hiei wasn't there, just the door that was closed and the wall that blocked him from Hiei. Kurama fell on the ground crying, the palm of his hands covered his face. His cries of sadness and devastation filled the church's walls. "Hi...Hi...Hiei, why?" screamed Kurama punching the floor crying uncontrollable.
He was all alone in the church; no one was there to comfort him. He wished he were at home with his mother, someone he could cry with, and someone that would be there for him. As much as he wanted that, there was nothing more than he wanted other than to be with Hiei and to have him in his arms. "I love you too Kurama!" Hiei whispered as he knelt down and hugged Kurama from behind.
"Hiei?" asked Kurama.
"I forgive you, but there is nothing for you to be sorry about." Hiei said holding on to Kurama.
"I saw you leave, you left me." Kurama cried as if he were in physical pain.
"I never left you, I'll never leave you."
"Hiei I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Shhhh.... don't cry, you have nothing to cry about. All that matters is that I love you and you feel the same way. I'm sorry I ran away from you too." Hiei whimpered.
"Hiei!" Kurama yelled lying on the ground grasping onto Hiei, hugging him tightly. Hiei's eyes were teary eyed and he looked at Kurama with so much love and conviction as did Kurama. Hiei leaned in closer to his one and only love and softly but strongly kissed Kurama. Kurama and Hiei started laughing for no reason but they were laughing because they finally had each other and no one would ever break them apart from one another. They finally had each other and that is all they ever wanted and it's all they needed. Kurama stopped crying but tears of happiness ran down his red face. They sat there holding on to each other for a while.
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diamonddustx: Well I hope you enjoyed this very dramatic chapter of Summer Camp. Originally this was going to be the second to last chapter but I will write another chapter because I feel there needs to be at lease one more chapter in the story. Please review and tell me what you think! Thanks.
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Kurama was on his way over to the church to find Hiei and tell him sorry for how he treated him the other day. As he got closer and closer, it seemed everyone was against him. Every time there would be an obstacle for him to get through to run over to the church. Crowds of children would be walking in front of him and as he'd get past them, another group, bigger than the first would block his way. He was getting angry but he was still being polite to everyone in his way. After zigzagging through the huge crowd that just stood there talking in the middle of the path, he barely got out. He almost got stuck there with the children because they wanted to talk about the bible and God and everything else religious with him. He'd answer them quickly and take a few steps forward before another person asked him a question. The rage was filling inside Kurama and he was about to explode.
Just as he got thirty or so feet away from the church, a small group of counselors stopped him. Kurama was just there, but he now had to talk to these counselors. "Hello son." said one counselor.
"We would like it if you wouldn't run, it can be dangerous and you won't be in the most awesome shape you are now if you get hurt." cried another counselor. "We hardly get to talk to each kid on a one on one case but that is why we are taking each kid to talk to them. I'm Counselor Webster and you are?"
"Kurama." said Kurama trying to get a glimpse of the church in case Hiei walked out but the counselors were blocking his view.
"Well over here this is Counselor Martha, to my left is Counselor Stewart. Over to my right is Counselor Joan and to her side is Counselor Rivers." said Counselor Webster.
"Well someone is edger to get to the church, have you sinned?" asked Counselor Rivers.
"No." Kurama replied trying to keep this conversation into small talk and not a big conversation.
"Well in any case, don't forget to pray every moment, every second, every day for the rest of your life!" uttered Counselor Martha.
"Uh huh." Kurama whispered in annoyance.
"Well Kurama, how are you enjoying bible camp, we hope it is... to your liking." spoke Counselor Joan.
"Well actually..." Kurama began before getting interrupted.
"We'd like you to fill this paper out, it's just a short survey on how we can improve your stay with activities, the lessons of God, and what you would like to see in future summer camp that we will be bringing you." said Counselor Stewart said handing Kurama a clip board wit ha paper on it and a pen.
"Please, I must get to that church!" yelled Kurama.
"Oh my." stuttered Counselor Rivers.
"I'll fill it out, just in the church please!" bellowed Kurama.
"What ever for?" asked Counselor Stewart.
Kurama thought for a second and thought of a lie to tell to the counselors. "I have a tradition of going to church everyday at this exact time and if you keep me, I will be breaking my word to Jesus!" screamed Kurama making his hand into a fist wanting to hit these idiots.
"We're terribly sorry son, we had no idea, you can fill this out in the church, it's so nice to see children making commitments to Jesus, it's so awesome, Kurama go forth and pray, pray as hard as you can!" Counselor Webster. Counselor Stewart gave Kurama the clipboard and pen; they let him through and he ran into the church.
As he opened the church doors, it was empty, no one was in there and Kurama was glad because no one would know hear what he was going to tell Hiei. He looked around, running to the front of the church but there was no sign of Hiei and if Boton had lied to him he was going to kill her. "Hiei!?!" yelled Kurama looking around desperately to find Hiei.
Hiei was asleep on one of the many beams that held the roof of the church. As usual, his arms were crossed. He had one leg fully laying on the beam and the other one bent. He breathed slowly and silently and Kurama would have never noticed him and he didn't. Kurama didn't think that Hiei was up around the ceiling of the building; he was searching in the wrong places. He even searched in the priest's office, looking in the closet, under the desk and even the cabinet drawers. Kurama thought to himself that maybe Hiei didn't want to be found, but he wasn't going to give up till he found Hiei and tell him how he felt. Kurama was now looking for Hiei and Boton, Hiei to hold and Boton to kill. Just as he was leaving the church furious at Boton for misleading him, he noticed something on a beam that didn't belong there. The red haired man took a couple steps back and saw that it was Hiei sleeping.
"HIEI!" cried Kurama. He found Hiei and he couldn't hug him or kiss him. The minor obstacle wasn't a problem for Kurama, he was going to get up there somehow and get up to Hiei. He threw the clipboard out of sight and cried, "Hiei I'm coming Hiei!"
Hiei wasn't asleep; he had woken up when he heard the door of the church open and when he saw Kurama run in he just sat there watching. He watched as Kurama looked for a way to get up to Hiei. Kurama made several attempts of climbing up himself to Hiei but each time he'd fall. Hiei just watched he was depressed and angry about what had happened yesterday in the cabin. He didn't know why Kurama wanted to talk to him so badly, he thought that there was probably some trouble brewing and they needed his help.
"Hiei, I want to tell you something, I need to tell you something, if you'd only wake up!" said Kurama staring at the floor. Then Kurama grabbed his rose out of his shinning red hair and manipulated it into his rose whip. He threw it at the beam to grab a hold of it so he would be able to climb up it but the beam started to break, the power of his rose whip was too strong for the beam to handle. Hiei noticed this and his eyes opened wide; he did not want to fall right now! "HIEI, YOUR UP!" yelled Kurama.
"What the hell do you want fox!" growled Hiei standing up now. "You bothered my sleep, leave me alone."
"I can't." said Kurama. Hiei jumped down from the beam he was sleeping on. He landed right in front of Kurama but turned to walk away.
"Go back to your camp, I'm out of here."
"I need to tell you something!" screamed Kurama.
"Save it, I don't need to hear it." grunted Hiei as he put his hand on the handle of the door. Kurama grabbed Hiei's wrist to hold him back and Hiei stopped and calmly tried to pull his hand back but Kurama wouldn't let go. Kurama could feel Hiei tugging his arm back and he held it tighter bring his hand up toward his fast, twisting Hiei to look at him. Kurama bent down toward Hiei and with his other hand; he slightly put his hand on it to raise Hiei's face. Kurama kissed Hiei still holding his hand up. Kurama wouldn't let go and Hiei wasn't resisting the kiss but he wasn't kissing back either.
Kurama had taken his lips onto Hiei's lips. Kurama put all his compassion and energy into kissing Hiei but he could feel nothing in return from Hiei. Kurama knew he had hurt Hiei badly and a kiss wasn't going to make it up. "I love you" Kurama whispered now looking at Hiei.
"Fox, get your hand off me or I'll..."
"Kill me?" asked Kurama looking deeply at Hiei. "I know your angry at me for what happened, I am sorry, so sorry for what I've done to you!"
"That is why I've closed myself to people, because of things like that, things you'll never understand."
"Hiei, don't close yourself off from me. I love you so much it hurts, it feels as if I've been stabbed in the heart and my chest is beating so hard, the feeling hurts. I have trouble breathing when I think about you, my palms get sweaty, my body gets numb and everything seems to become dim and time comes to a halt... All I can do is love you but I never knew how you felt until yesterday. Now I can! It hurts so bad that it feels so good!"
Hiei didn't respond to Kurama. He yanked on his arm and Kurama let lose of his hold. Hiei turned back around he was going to leave.
"Hiei I love you, doesn't that mean anything to you, I LOVE YOU!" yelled Kurama. "I know what I did is unforgivable but I was scared, it was new and I didn't know what to do, it was the first time I didn't know what to do and it scared me to death. I have waited for that moment since I met you and I've always been afraid that you would reject me and that I'd never have you in my life. Hiei, I love you so much, I'm sorry for what I did." Tears flowed down Kurama's face, falling from his face onto the ground.
"Save your tears fox." Hiei said coldly opening the door.
"HIEI!"
It was evening and the sun was falling down into the mountains. Night was approaching right around the corner, peeking from behind. The sky was turning colors, orange, pink and purple graced it. The sun's rays hit the campgrounds directly and it was very light outside. When Hiei opened the door, a blinding whiteness hit upon both Kurama and Hiei's faces. With each tear the fell to the floor, the reflection a sparkle accompanied it. Kurama opened his eyes, all he could see was a bright light for a moment and then everything returned to normal. The door closed and Hiei wasn't there, just the door that was closed and the wall that blocked him from Hiei. Kurama fell on the ground crying, the palm of his hands covered his face. His cries of sadness and devastation filled the church's walls. "Hi...Hi...Hiei, why?" screamed Kurama punching the floor crying uncontrollable.
He was all alone in the church; no one was there to comfort him. He wished he were at home with his mother, someone he could cry with, and someone that would be there for him. As much as he wanted that, there was nothing more than he wanted other than to be with Hiei and to have him in his arms. "I love you too Kurama!" Hiei whispered as he knelt down and hugged Kurama from behind.
"Hiei?" asked Kurama.
"I forgive you, but there is nothing for you to be sorry about." Hiei said holding on to Kurama.
"I saw you leave, you left me." Kurama cried as if he were in physical pain.
"I never left you, I'll never leave you."
"Hiei I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Shhhh.... don't cry, you have nothing to cry about. All that matters is that I love you and you feel the same way. I'm sorry I ran away from you too." Hiei whimpered.
"Hiei!" Kurama yelled lying on the ground grasping onto Hiei, hugging him tightly. Hiei's eyes were teary eyed and he looked at Kurama with so much love and conviction as did Kurama. Hiei leaned in closer to his one and only love and softly but strongly kissed Kurama. Kurama and Hiei started laughing for no reason but they were laughing because they finally had each other and no one would ever break them apart from one another. They finally had each other and that is all they ever wanted and it's all they needed. Kurama stopped crying but tears of happiness ran down his red face. They sat there holding on to each other for a while.
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diamonddustx: Well I hope you enjoyed this very dramatic chapter of Summer Camp. Originally this was going to be the second to last chapter but I will write another chapter because I feel there needs to be at lease one more chapter in the story. Please review and tell me what you think! Thanks.