What was never there: To tame the wildest heart
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
She looked at him. She couldn't move. So she looked at him. His back was to her, so he couldn't see her. But she was looking. Looking at something that was never there. He seemed almost invisible now. The
rain tricked down his fingers, and they shook. From the cold. It was cold, wasn't it. He slowly brang his hand up, and put his bangs back in place. She couldn't take this anymore.
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
He couldn't tell what he was looking at, he just knew it was something. Many things caught his eyes, then passed, as if clouds. Except for one thing. The reflection in the mirror. She was staring. At him. She
didn't know he could see, but he could. It seemed like everywhere he looked now, there was her face. And the picture. The picture in the mirror. Taken just shortly. He couldn't help but think...
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on
Another bruise to try and hide, he thought smiling. He didn't think he could anymore of those. Not the physical ones, no...The ones that happened when she wasn't around. Was somewhere else.
Without him. He couldn't pretend he didn't know what happened. Though he'd like to. What had happened when the lights went out? Just like her memories and feelings for him. A candle can only burn so long,
can't they?
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
He didn't want any of it. But then, if he let go...He couldn't even imagine. He couldn't imagine anything. Nothing made sense. But that was the beauty of her, she didn't have to...
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
The phone rang. He came back inside, to answer it. He mumbled a couple of words. "I know I'm late. Forget about it, all right?" He put it down.
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Every second he looked at her, and saw the pain and fear in her eyes, it felt like a lifetime. He suddenly fell cold.
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
"Look, I can't stand you looking like that. Smile, ok?" He said, a little too happy to be believable, he thought. She meekly attempted to, then cringed again. "Look, you've got a beautiful face, use it."
he said, sitting across fom her, legs stretched out.
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
"Look, can I say something?" he asked, finally breaking the silence that there was rarely between them.
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
"No one's stopping you," she said quietly, wiping her eyes, so as if he wouldn't notice. It didn't really matter, did it? He'd seen her cry a million times before. So why did it matter now?
Springtime in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Maybe she didn't want to show him she was scared, when in reality,she was freezing inside. From the bottom, it was slowly raising. She'd never been this alone, or scared, in her life. Like ice.
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
She looked up at the face that once belonged to her. The nameless face. Maybe it still did. She didn't know. There was only one way to find out.
..."Trowa?" she asked, quietly, so if by saying his name, she wouldn't break his heart. He looked at her. Not knowing what to feel. He never felt. That was the problem. Nothing close to falling in love or
hurting this bad had ever happened. He didn't know what to say. To do. He looked at her pleading face. Something crossed his mind. Something terrible. That woman. The daughter of that man. The man who
was going to kill Kit. He remembered the look on her face. It was the same. It was bloody the same. If only he'd shown her mercy...maybe things would have been okay...Maybe, if he learned how to forgive,
life would be more like he wanted it to. Just maybe. He swallowed his pride, and knelt beside her.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore...
"I don't care what happened. I don't care what any one else thinks or says. I learned something yesterday. People are fragile. We're humans, and that's expected. We fall. We break. I'll be there, you know,
if you ever want to fall. I'll catch you. Just call me. I'll catch you. I won't ever let you fall. I know I'm not what other men are, but if I can make you smile, thats a start, isn't it. There may be many men out
there who are smarter than me, and richer than me, and that have a better lifestyle. But I guarantee. I guarantee you. You will never find someone who loves you as much as I do. Tell me, if you walk out
that door right now, how am I supposed to keep on living? Tell me, how am I supposed to live without you?
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
"I know you're feeling really bad. I don't blame you. You're feeling it. Inside. And I know that's my fault. You don't have to be scared though. You're not alone. Show the world you beautiful face. C'mon.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, and start living. I swear, if there were people in this world half as beautiful, inside and out, the world would be a better place. You wouldn't be crying, and I wouldn't be reckless.
There wouldn't be war, or pain or suffering. Do me a favour, if this is the last thing I ever ask of you in my life... Smile, so I can end mine. I can end my suffering. Smile for me, and I'll be able to live again.
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
She looked at him, with pleading eyes, and mouthed a simple why. She had never realised how much she meant to him until now. "Trowa...I," The green orbs glowed dull now. Worn with the trails of angry
tears. She collapsed in his arms, and he held her there. They sat there, for a while, neither saying a word. But this time it was a peaceful silence.
And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
They sat there, envisioning the late sunrise. He'd say something casually, whisper it in her ear, and she'd reply a yes or a no. She sure wasn't still she was ready to face the stupid mistake she'd made. They
sat, him kissing her on the forehead. They sat in the stillness of morning. Each breathing in deeply the morning air, their heart beats identical. And each knew, that they were really never alone...
Breathe in, breathe out.
Let the icicles formed in your heart melt...
Feel the flesh like the first time.
Slowly, softly now.
Intertwine your breath with your soul.
And remember the joy that breathing alone once brought you...
Breathe in...Breathe out...
You'll breathe again
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
She looked at him. She couldn't move. So she looked at him. His back was to her, so he couldn't see her. But she was looking. Looking at something that was never there. He seemed almost invisible now. The
rain tricked down his fingers, and they shook. From the cold. It was cold, wasn't it. He slowly brang his hand up, and put his bangs back in place. She couldn't take this anymore.
It's been seven months and counting
You've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
He couldn't tell what he was looking at, he just knew it was something. Many things caught his eyes, then passed, as if clouds. Except for one thing. The reflection in the mirror. She was staring. At him. She
didn't know he could see, but he could. It seemed like everywhere he looked now, there was her face. And the picture. The picture in the mirror. Taken just shortly. He couldn't help but think...
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can't move on
Another bruise to try and hide, he thought smiling. He didn't think he could anymore of those. Not the physical ones, no...The ones that happened when she wasn't around. Was somewhere else.
Without him. He couldn't pretend he didn't know what happened. Though he'd like to. What had happened when the lights went out? Just like her memories and feelings for him. A candle can only burn so long,
can't they?
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
He didn't want any of it. But then, if he let go...He couldn't even imagine. He couldn't imagine anything. Nothing made sense. But that was the beauty of her, she didn't have to...
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It's funny
I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
The phone rang. He came back inside, to answer it. He mumbled a couple of words. "I know I'm late. Forget about it, all right?" He put it down.
Ever since you've been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me
Every second he looked at her, and saw the pain and fear in her eyes, it felt like a lifetime. He suddenly fell cold.
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
"Look, I can't stand you looking like that. Smile, ok?" He said, a little too happy to be believable, he thought. She meekly attempted to, then cringed again. "Look, you've got a beautiful face, use it."
he said, sitting across fom her, legs stretched out.
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
"Look, can I say something?" he asked, finally breaking the silence that there was rarely between them.
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
"No one's stopping you," she said quietly, wiping her eyes, so as if he wouldn't notice. It didn't really matter, did it? He'd seen her cry a million times before. So why did it matter now?
Springtime in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Maybe she didn't want to show him she was scared, when in reality,she was freezing inside. From the bottom, it was slowly raising. She'd never been this alone, or scared, in her life. Like ice.
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
She looked up at the face that once belonged to her. The nameless face. Maybe it still did. She didn't know. There was only one way to find out.
..."Trowa?" she asked, quietly, so if by saying his name, she wouldn't break his heart. He looked at her. Not knowing what to feel. He never felt. That was the problem. Nothing close to falling in love or
hurting this bad had ever happened. He didn't know what to say. To do. He looked at her pleading face. Something crossed his mind. Something terrible. That woman. The daughter of that man. The man who
was going to kill Kit. He remembered the look on her face. It was the same. It was bloody the same. If only he'd shown her mercy...maybe things would have been okay...Maybe, if he learned how to forgive,
life would be more like he wanted it to. Just maybe. He swallowed his pride, and knelt beside her.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore...
"I don't care what happened. I don't care what any one else thinks or says. I learned something yesterday. People are fragile. We're humans, and that's expected. We fall. We break. I'll be there, you know,
if you ever want to fall. I'll catch you. Just call me. I'll catch you. I won't ever let you fall. I know I'm not what other men are, but if I can make you smile, thats a start, isn't it. There may be many men out
there who are smarter than me, and richer than me, and that have a better lifestyle. But I guarantee. I guarantee you. You will never find someone who loves you as much as I do. Tell me, if you walk out
that door right now, how am I supposed to keep on living? Tell me, how am I supposed to live without you?
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
"I know you're feeling really bad. I don't blame you. You're feeling it. Inside. And I know that's my fault. You don't have to be scared though. You're not alone. Show the world you beautiful face. C'mon.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, and start living. I swear, if there were people in this world half as beautiful, inside and out, the world would be a better place. You wouldn't be crying, and I wouldn't be reckless.
There wouldn't be war, or pain or suffering. Do me a favour, if this is the last thing I ever ask of you in my life... Smile, so I can end mine. I can end my suffering. Smile for me, and I'll be able to live again.
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
She looked at him, with pleading eyes, and mouthed a simple why. She had never realised how much she meant to him until now. "Trowa...I," The green orbs glowed dull now. Worn with the trails of angry
tears. She collapsed in his arms, and he held her there. They sat there, for a while, neither saying a word. But this time it was a peaceful silence.
And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
They sat there, envisioning the late sunrise. He'd say something casually, whisper it in her ear, and she'd reply a yes or a no. She sure wasn't still she was ready to face the stupid mistake she'd made. They
sat, him kissing her on the forehead. They sat in the stillness of morning. Each breathing in deeply the morning air, their heart beats identical. And each knew, that they were really never alone...
Breathe in, breathe out.
Let the icicles formed in your heart melt...
Feel the flesh like the first time.
Slowly, softly now.
Intertwine your breath with your soul.
And remember the joy that breathing alone once brought you...
Breathe in...Breathe out...
You'll breathe again