Hey I wrote this songfic (my first!) because I love this song and it perfectly expresses what she's going through! Review if you liked it please!
On My Own - Les Miserables
Kagome looked into the luminous water of the river as it reflected the moonlight. She let out a heaved sigh as a stubborn tear worked it's way down her cheek. 'I've been doing this for three weeks now! This is no way to live...' she thought.
On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone I walk with him till morning
She had been sneaking away from the group at night after she was sure that Sango, Kirara, Shippou, Miroku, and ESPECIALLY Inuyasha were asleep. She didn't want them to know what she was going through. Kagome fought her feelings, constantly pushing them down before they could surface in front of the others. 'That's the last thing I need,' she thought, 'another reason for them to think that I'm weak.'
Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me
'He loves Kikyou, I have to get that through my head! He never loved me and he never will!' She kicked a rock into the water and lost herself in thought again.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness , the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind Still I say, there's a way for us
More tears streaked her cheeks and she did all she could to keep from sobbing in pain. 'It really does feel as though my heart is breaking... I always thought that was just a clichŽ.'
I love him But when the night is over He is gone The river's just a river Without him The world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere The streets are full of strangers.
"What did I do to deserve this?! All I ever did was love him... he just can't return those feelings... I guess I really am destined to be alone...' She stopped abruptly as the weight of those words hit her.
I love him But every day I'm learning All my life I've only been pretending Without me His world would go on turning A world that's full of happiness That I have never known.
"I can't do this anymore." Kagome whimpered as she sank to her knees.
I love him But only on my own.
The reflection of the miko disappeared by the ripples caused by falling tears hitting the surface. The moon hid behind the clouds and all went dark.
On My Own - Les Miserables
Kagome looked into the luminous water of the river as it reflected the moonlight. She let out a heaved sigh as a stubborn tear worked it's way down her cheek. 'I've been doing this for three weeks now! This is no way to live...' she thought.
On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone I walk with him till morning
She had been sneaking away from the group at night after she was sure that Sango, Kirara, Shippou, Miroku, and ESPECIALLY Inuyasha were asleep. She didn't want them to know what she was going through. Kagome fought her feelings, constantly pushing them down before they could surface in front of the others. 'That's the last thing I need,' she thought, 'another reason for them to think that I'm weak.'
Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me
'He loves Kikyou, I have to get that through my head! He never loved me and he never will!' She kicked a rock into the water and lost herself in thought again.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness , the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind Still I say, there's a way for us
More tears streaked her cheeks and she did all she could to keep from sobbing in pain. 'It really does feel as though my heart is breaking... I always thought that was just a clichŽ.'
I love him But when the night is over He is gone The river's just a river Without him The world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere The streets are full of strangers.
"What did I do to deserve this?! All I ever did was love him... he just can't return those feelings... I guess I really am destined to be alone...' She stopped abruptly as the weight of those words hit her.
I love him But every day I'm learning All my life I've only been pretending Without me His world would go on turning A world that's full of happiness That I have never known.
"I can't do this anymore." Kagome whimpered as she sank to her knees.
I love him But only on my own.
The reflection of the miko disappeared by the ripples caused by falling tears hitting the surface. The moon hid behind the clouds and all went dark.