Chapter 2
I grab my duffle bag then throw some clothes in it. I look around my apartment then think, why do I even live here anymore? I'm mostly at Nick's now anyways, ever since we started this, thing, I haven't been here lately. I leave my apartment then drive over toNick's.
Three months ago, that's when I started sleeping with Nick.. It started mostly because I was feeling lonely and I couldn't stand being alone. So I started to call him about just little things, then one night I did go on a blind date. That one of my friends set me up on. But the guy turned out to be a total jerk, at the bar he started feeling be up. I tried to leave him but he was just so much bigger then me I couldn't do much. Luckily Nick was at the bar too, and came over then brought me back to his house. I started crying on the way there and I couldn't stop. Nick held me and comforted me. When I finally did stop crying, I had fallen asleep.
I stayed at his house for a couple of days, moping around his house, mostly in a daze. Then we did it, and days passed and we did it again, again, and again. It soon became my medicine, staying with Nick every night. I came up with some rules though, if we we're going to do this. Rule number one, no commitment. We could sleep with other people if we wanted to and could stop this at any moment. Number two, we won't fall in love. Love is just a fairy tale dream and when you fall in love, you fall right back out. Leaving the other person shattered.
Can you put your hands on my waistline
Want your skin up against mine
Move my hip to the baseline
Let me get mine, you get yours
Hang a please don't disturb sign
Put my body into a slow grind
Sending chill's up and down my spine
Let me get mine, you get yours
I parked in the driveway, took my duffle bag out of the back and walked into his house. All of his lights were off, except for a soft light coming from his bedroom. I dropped my bag by the door, then locked the door. I walked to his bedroom and leaned up against the door frame.
If you see me with a man
Understand that you can't question me
The feelings that you call, it ain't my fault
It can't help your jealousy
If you can handle the fact that
What we have has got to be commitment free
Then we can keep this undercover lovin', comin', hittin'
Underneath the sheets
'Hey you, you weren't that long. Have a bad day?' Nick was putting his clothes into his closet.
'Yeah, case was easy, just annoying.'
'Come here.' Nick held his arms out and I went to him, wrapping my arms around him. I rested myself against him and let the days work come off of me. 'Lay down.' I did as he told me and laid down on hid bed, face down. He started to massage at my neck, getting out my knots of stress. I rolled over then looked up at him. I wrapped my legs around him, bringing him down on top of me. He slowly started to remove my clothes as I with his.
Can you put your hands on my waistline
Want your skin up against mine
Move my hip to the baseline
Let me get mine, you get yours
Hang a please don't disturb sign
Put my body into a slow grind
Sending chill's up and down my spine
Let me get mine, you get yours
We moved towards the other end of the bed holding, and felling each other. As always Nick had left me sleeping cuddling up against him. I had my eyes shut and wished that this would never end. I felt him more, then whisper into my ear.
Now come on a freak my body
We can get nasty naughty
All night a private party
Gotta hit that spot just right
Work me like a 9 to 5
It ain't about the kissin' and huggin'
Straight sweatin', our bodies are rubbin'
Gotta hit that spot just right
Work me like a 9 to 5
'I love you.'
We have a physical thing
We'll make love, but don't fall in love
My eyes sprang open and I glared at him. I took one of the sheets off of the and, and wrapped it around me. 'Sara.' I ignored him calling me back, and walked out to where my clothes were. I quickly put them on then ran out of the door to my Tahoe and started it up. Nick ran our in front of my car with just his jeans on with his open chest. 'Sara wait.'
'Nick if you don't move, I swear I'm going to run over.' I yelled out to him.
'Baby come on.' Nick walked around and ran his fingers threw my hair. 'I'm sorry.'
'You can't change how you feel Nick, and right now I don't need love.' I said deeply not looking at him.
I want your body, not your heart
'Sara, if you leave then I don't know what I'm going to do.' Nick said with a pleading sound to his voice.
'You'll get over it.' I took his hand and removed it from the inside of my car. I looked at him, then sped off down the street.
Let me get mine, you get yours
Come here
Don't be shy
I won't bite
Let me get mine, you get yours