Chapter 5

Damn... I don't own Kingdom Hearts. If I did, FF characters would outrule disney's... And Kairi would be... less stupid -_-; Rated PG-13 for some (barely any almost) sexuality and mild language. Also, an interesting description of things... Anyway, this is my 1st fan fic ever, so it might suck... o_o;... THIS IS NOT A LEMON!!! -_-; . Its 2 years after the ending of Kingdom Hearts 1... Please R&R! Thank you! This Chapter is from Riku's POV again... heheheheheh. Thanks to all that reviewed!!!! You people were reeeeeeely nice ^_^. Oh, and sorry for the delay. My chapters should be up every day, I'll try to make a new one each day... Or maybe two... Sorry the last two chapters were reeeeeeely short. Thank yew!

*** S P O I L E R S ***

I desperately tried to keep a straight face... "Sora and Kairi must've shared that paupu" I said quietly to myself. Good for them, I thought... Kairi's happiness is my happiness........... But in reality, I was heart broken. I looked to the beach, and saw Kairi. She was resting on Sora. I flinched... I didn't want to see her with him. It was sort of my own kind of jealousy. I just sat back down again, thinking of her. I wanted her to be rested on me... I wanted to kiss her, to hold her, to let her know how much I loved her. But would she love me back? I really didn't know. I had never let a stray tear fall from my eye, but this time, one did. I knew I would have to force myself to get over Kairi... It wouldn't be right... She was with Sora, and from what I could tell, she was happy. I looked down. What had caused my life to be this way? Was my life going to be like this hell hole forever? Pain shot through my heart like a poison arrow. I was intoxicated by love, a poison that could never be removed. Why was Kairi so important to me? She was only a childhood friend, and I had been missing for three years... I wondered how long Sora had been with her, stealing her away from me.... Wait... What was I thinking? Sora was my friend too... But... I just couldn't take my chance, could I. I wistfully sat down, to afraid to talk to the girl. I stared at the paupu for hours... And finally, I fell asleep.

I was in a place full of nothing... It was just a cloudy mist. Sora appeared out of no where, and started mocking me. He laughed, and said I wasn't good enough for Kairi, that she had chosen him. "Sora... Why?" I asked curiously. "Sora... Why?" he mocked. "I finally beat you. Admit it. You lost, Riku." he grinned almost evily and laughed again. "You son of a bitch..." I cursed at him. "The best thing you can say is that?" he said. "I hate you... You bastard,"