Hello yes I'm Alive! and with *Gasp* another story! *looks at feet* yea I
know I should be working on Other stories but I think I am getting a
writers block.
Dolly: you already had one -_-
so please don't say ya gonna kill me cause that will just make me have less time with the computer. This story is dedicated to a very good friend of mine called Cressida. She inspired me with her story writing at school about a young girl with problems at home. IF SHE DOES'NT GET AN A+ I'M GOONA KILL THE TEACHER!
Dolly: Abbie. Calm.
Yes Dolly.
*all five muses are sitting in deck chairs*
Kurt: ah! I love zhis vacation.
Toad: yup no crazy gal telling us to help her with her stories..
Rogue: or acting like fools.
Wanda: just lying here doing nothing.
Tabbitha: pass the soda please.
OI! I'm trying to write a story and you lot are lazing about!
Kurt: VHAT! Our holiday is over?
Tabbitha: NO! I WON'T GO BACK IN THE DARK!
Rogue: oh shut up Boom Boom.
GUYS! *muses looks at Abbie* I think we've wasted enough time on me not writing for a long time. Know SH it!
Toad: yo do we have to?
Yes.
Toad: okay.
Disclaimer: I. I cannot lie.. I do not own x-men evolution! *bursts in to tears*
*wipes tears away* okay lets begin.. MY FIRST ANGST! WOOT!
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chapter 1: Rogue
my life is officially over!
you wanna know why? Let me see where shall I begin.
I can't touch no one with out hurting them, the whole world found out about mutants, at school I'm being treated like a freak (then again that's what I am), my so-called best friend is actually Mystique, my Mother is Mystique by adoption and I am stuck in this STUPID bed.
Though its not bad, being on my own is okay. I lie here thinking.
Life
People
Family
Friends.
What if?
What if is what I'm thinking of now. What if I could touch people? What if I wasn't a mutant? What if Risty was real? There's too many What ifs to be answered.
I hate my life, I hate being covered up, I hate not being able to touch, I hate Mystique and I hate having to keep this inside of me. I HATE BEING ME!
Man I want to scream, shout and cry till my throat is dry.
But that will just make people worry about me, I don't want people to worry about worthless me.
Do I?
I don't know
Do I?
Maybe I do.
Or maybe I don't. I don't know any more, I never knew before. I must be dumb or something. I used to feel like a waste of space. Until the x-men, when Logan said he'd be there for me what ever happens and when Risty was a friend. But I still feel I'm nothing.
*BAMF*
AGH! Oh.. its just Kurt. He's here to talk, and feed me stuff that Kitty made. I told him to go away but he just made a joke out of it, I told him a bunch of other stuff too but he didn't seem to want to hate me back or something. He said he'd be there for me no matter what. He then leaves to get me an anchovies pizza. I crossed my arms and thought about what he said.
He care's
about his older sister
he'd be there
for his older sister
no matter what
no matter what
no matter what
I smile, I feel... happy, my smile creeps on to my face. I feel something I've not felt for some time
I feel cared, I feel happy, I feel loved.
Its not easy being me but now I know my family will be there for me.
Logan
Professor
Ororo
Kitty
Scott
Jean
Bobby
Sam
Ray
Roberto
Jamie
Tabbitha
Amara
the X-men
but most importantly
my little brother
Kurt
will be there. Whatever happens.
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*Sniff* I'm crying here! Excuse me I need a tissue.
Dolly: this is what happens when you watch Titanic and read too many Angst stories.
Wanda: don't forget when she drinks Vanilla coke!
Dolly: I was getting to that!
*blows* okay I'm back. I hope you people like this I've spent 2 hours yes TWO hole hours to do this!
Rogue: man too much work!
Okay guys gets some rest cause we are gonna have to try and work on our other stories. And when I finish finishing the other story I'll come back to do another chappie on whoever I feel like doing.
You read it. Now review it.
Dolly: you already had one -_-
so please don't say ya gonna kill me cause that will just make me have less time with the computer. This story is dedicated to a very good friend of mine called Cressida. She inspired me with her story writing at school about a young girl with problems at home. IF SHE DOES'NT GET AN A+ I'M GOONA KILL THE TEACHER!
Dolly: Abbie. Calm.
Yes Dolly.
*all five muses are sitting in deck chairs*
Kurt: ah! I love zhis vacation.
Toad: yup no crazy gal telling us to help her with her stories..
Rogue: or acting like fools.
Wanda: just lying here doing nothing.
Tabbitha: pass the soda please.
OI! I'm trying to write a story and you lot are lazing about!
Kurt: VHAT! Our holiday is over?
Tabbitha: NO! I WON'T GO BACK IN THE DARK!
Rogue: oh shut up Boom Boom.
GUYS! *muses looks at Abbie* I think we've wasted enough time on me not writing for a long time. Know SH it!
Toad: yo do we have to?
Yes.
Toad: okay.
Disclaimer: I. I cannot lie.. I do not own x-men evolution! *bursts in to tears*
*wipes tears away* okay lets begin.. MY FIRST ANGST! WOOT!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
chapter 1: Rogue
my life is officially over!
you wanna know why? Let me see where shall I begin.
I can't touch no one with out hurting them, the whole world found out about mutants, at school I'm being treated like a freak (then again that's what I am), my so-called best friend is actually Mystique, my Mother is Mystique by adoption and I am stuck in this STUPID bed.
Though its not bad, being on my own is okay. I lie here thinking.
Life
People
Family
Friends.
What if?
What if is what I'm thinking of now. What if I could touch people? What if I wasn't a mutant? What if Risty was real? There's too many What ifs to be answered.
I hate my life, I hate being covered up, I hate not being able to touch, I hate Mystique and I hate having to keep this inside of me. I HATE BEING ME!
Man I want to scream, shout and cry till my throat is dry.
But that will just make people worry about me, I don't want people to worry about worthless me.
Do I?
I don't know
Do I?
Maybe I do.
Or maybe I don't. I don't know any more, I never knew before. I must be dumb or something. I used to feel like a waste of space. Until the x-men, when Logan said he'd be there for me what ever happens and when Risty was a friend. But I still feel I'm nothing.
*BAMF*
AGH! Oh.. its just Kurt. He's here to talk, and feed me stuff that Kitty made. I told him to go away but he just made a joke out of it, I told him a bunch of other stuff too but he didn't seem to want to hate me back or something. He said he'd be there for me no matter what. He then leaves to get me an anchovies pizza. I crossed my arms and thought about what he said.
He care's
about his older sister
he'd be there
for his older sister
no matter what
no matter what
no matter what
I smile, I feel... happy, my smile creeps on to my face. I feel something I've not felt for some time
I feel cared, I feel happy, I feel loved.
Its not easy being me but now I know my family will be there for me.
Logan
Professor
Ororo
Kitty
Scott
Jean
Bobby
Sam
Ray
Roberto
Jamie
Tabbitha
Amara
the X-men
but most importantly
my little brother
Kurt
will be there. Whatever happens.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*Sniff* I'm crying here! Excuse me I need a tissue.
Dolly: this is what happens when you watch Titanic and read too many Angst stories.
Wanda: don't forget when she drinks Vanilla coke!
Dolly: I was getting to that!
*blows* okay I'm back. I hope you people like this I've spent 2 hours yes TWO hole hours to do this!
Rogue: man too much work!
Okay guys gets some rest cause we are gonna have to try and work on our other stories. And when I finish finishing the other story I'll come back to do another chappie on whoever I feel like doing.
You read it. Now review it.