Watch It Burn
A/n: Hey, this is my poem "Watch It Burn". I've written the WHOLE thing in
my free time at school.
Disclaimer: well.nothing

I sat on the steps
You lay in the grass
Eyes meet. Staring
Yours cold
Mine soft
But that's just how it was
Nothing to hate
Oh but there was
There was so much to hate
You've hated me since
The first day we met
Rain falls
And I start to shiver
"Im Going inside" I told you
Inside is nice and cozy
Warm and comfortable
But then you copy me
And come inside as well
When you enter
I can feel the sudden
Change in the temperature
The day is not nice
It is muggy and dreadful
Being outside in that weather would not be smart
So I can not blame you for following me in.
Our heater is broken
So I light the fire
We sit on the couch
And Watch it Burn
We talked,
Talked about
School, Friends, Family
Everything
We talked nonsense
And we laughed
We have more in common than you think
And since you think you're better than everyone else
You have no true friends
You look lonely
I see you at meals
Sitting with your house
But you don't talk to them
Nor do they talk to you
I think you desperately want to talk to them
Befriend them
I would want the same if I was you
So I ditched my friends for one night
And decided to keep you company
I can see you enjoy it
I see the "real" you
The softer version of that cold hearted snake
And I like it
You should show this side off more often
You would be happier
I know so.
You know it too.
I would say we were becoming friends
Because I invited you to come with my friends and I,
And you accepted. Right away.
No questions asked
Oh but did my friends have a fit
Bickering and fighting with one another
As if their life depended on it
They walked away
Leaving you and me alone
You smiled and said nothing
Only laughed
You had a nice laugh.
As well as handsome smile
I've never seen you smile before
You should, its good for you
We walked back to the shared dorm
The fire
It was cold and I lit it again
And we repeated the same
So we watch it burn
We talk
We laugh
We smile
And I kissed you
You had the softest lips I had ever felt
But I had never felt another pair of lips
Virgin Lips you could say
I saw your surprised eyes
As our lips touched
But you gave in
Felt relaxed
Putting your arms around my back
And I put my arms around yours
But then I was over
It could not last forever
I wish it could
And then I saw it
I saw there faces
Lurking in the darkness
The room was pitch black
Except for the small lit area
Where the fire burned
I heard them gasp
As you grabbed my face
And pressed your lips against mine
Hungry for more
I saw lust in your eyes
I saw warmth like I had never seen before
Your eyes were almost as if they were melting
Beautiful, lovely eyes melting right in front of me
But then they came over
And jerked you away
Pushed you on the floor
They lit a long wooden stick on fire
And placed it in front of your face
Teasing you
Oh how they strived to kill you
Knowing they didn't care if they got punished
They wanted you to rot in hell
Never to see the face of light again
But that was just not right
I stood up and blew out the fuse
Scolded them and explained our situation
And shoved them out the door
I apologized
Then went back to you
It was torture watching you
Deliberately torment and tease my friends and me
All these years
But you would never have done anything to hurt us
But my friends had gone too far
Trying to kill you, not by words, but by pain
And then something horrifying happened
You lost your memory
And you were put in a hospital
And I cried
You became my friend
In that short period of time
I knew how to love
Not romantically
But as a friend
I sat on the porch
Pretended you were on the grass
Of course you weren't
And then the rain fell
It was like déjà vu
And I decided that after
Four months of lonesome
I would visit you in your hospital bed
I needed extra time to think
So I walked to the hospital
Soaked and bewildered
I got inside and I saw they had their fire on
I remember when we used to sit by the fire,
And watch it burn
They shouted at me
Telling me I wasn't allowed to go see you
Telling me that visiting hours were over
But I didn't care
No one was going to stop me
I would see you
Whether they liked it or not
I needed to see your face again
I bet you won't even remember me
Looking around in complete idiocy
For quite some time,
I found your room.
You were dead to the world.
Sleeping
I sat on your bed.
I stroked you hair
It was soft
And you opened your eyes
Then smiled
You remember
Smiling
So much smiling was taking place, oh it more or less hurt
But then I remembered the reason for smiling
And the pain suddenly disappeared
I kissed your forehead
And you closed your eyes
I went to sit in the chair before the bed
You went to sleep
And I napped
And I awoken with the sound of your voice
Calling my name
Caught up in our little world of love
We didn't see the world around us,
Wither away
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A/N: wow . . . that is one long poem . . . sheesh!
Well it wasn't exactly a poem
But were gonna call it one for now kay? Kay
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