Yes I am alive. I read over my story and I liked it so I have motivation to
write for it again.
Onto the story ~~~~~`
Breathing hard Kagome went to well. Each step she took was an eternity. She slowed her pace a bit. She didn't want to leave, but she told the others she would be back also. Forget it! I have to leave!
She had to do this.
I'll stay with you Inuyasha
Damn thoughts get out of my head!
I love him. I love Inuyasha.
I know I do.
Why fight it then?
He loves Kikyo not me
You also have a place in his heart. Don't leave. You'll hurt him more than yourself.
I can't take anymore pain. It's gnawing on me, my soul, or shall I say Kikyo's
He loves you
He doesn't! He loves Kikyo I only wish for him to love me!
He loves you and you know it.
If he does than does he purposely go to Kikyo then? Is it fun to make little Kagome to have such heartache?
You know he doesn't do it on purpose. He feels loyal to her.
Stop lying!
You're lying to yourself.
Stop. please stop.
These are your thoughts. You're thinking this. I am you
I know
Why fight it then?
Because.
Because why?
I'm afraid.
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"Where is she!" Sango exclaimed while searching the room just in case Kagome was playing a joke.
A very cruel joke
Kaede and Miroku just smiled.
" Do not worry Sango. She is fine." Miroku said.
"Where is she?" Shippo said
"Sango don't talk just listen and feel."
And she did. She closed her eyes and heard a humming sound.
Not just that she felt Kagome's presence.
Her aura.
It felt as if she left a message.
It felt so warm and rich.
It was as if she were saying don't worry I'll be back soon.
But that was said with a hint of worry.
Kagome was all right then, but where is she?
" I feel it." Sango said. Shippo was confused, but he didn't speak.
" She's fine." Kaede said.
"We will wait for her." Miroku said.
" She is coming back isn't she?" Shippo asked
" I wish I knew Shippo" Kaede said. ~~~~~~`
I'm scared.
That's what Inuyasha felt. He was scared. He was out in the snow. By the Goshinboku. He could see Kikyo. She was waiting for him to go to her, but he could smell Kagome. She could see them again. She would feel more heartbroken
He didn't know what to do. He smelt Kikyo a little while away, but at the same time he smelt Kagome.
Who was he going to go to?
Kagome needs you more.
What about Kikyo though? (AN personally she kiss my ass)
You already dealt with Kikyo, go to Kagome.
Kikyo is right there though.
Kagome could see you again with her.
But Kikyo needs me.
Does she? Do you want to hurt Kagome again?
No. I don't. She'll get ideas
What ideas
About Kikyo and I.
You love her.
No! Well yes- no I mean. I don't know
Sad you don't know your own feelings!
I'm sick of not knowing.
Choose. You have to. There is not much time left the jewel is complete, and Kagome has no reason to stay.
She does!
Oh really? What reason would that be?
ME! She has to stay for the others and me! I love her!
You do?
Yes I do
Go to her and tell her.
I will.
~~~~`
well that was on the side of angst. oh well I like I put this chapter. Yes I am not dead. This story lives again!!!
Till next time!
Onto the story ~~~~~`
Breathing hard Kagome went to well. Each step she took was an eternity. She slowed her pace a bit. She didn't want to leave, but she told the others she would be back also. Forget it! I have to leave!
She had to do this.
I'll stay with you Inuyasha
Damn thoughts get out of my head!
I love him. I love Inuyasha.
I know I do.
Why fight it then?
He loves Kikyo not me
You also have a place in his heart. Don't leave. You'll hurt him more than yourself.
I can't take anymore pain. It's gnawing on me, my soul, or shall I say Kikyo's
He loves you
He doesn't! He loves Kikyo I only wish for him to love me!
He loves you and you know it.
If he does than does he purposely go to Kikyo then? Is it fun to make little Kagome to have such heartache?
You know he doesn't do it on purpose. He feels loyal to her.
Stop lying!
You're lying to yourself.
Stop. please stop.
These are your thoughts. You're thinking this. I am you
I know
Why fight it then?
Because.
Because why?
I'm afraid.
~~~~~~~`
"Where is she!" Sango exclaimed while searching the room just in case Kagome was playing a joke.
A very cruel joke
Kaede and Miroku just smiled.
" Do not worry Sango. She is fine." Miroku said.
"Where is she?" Shippo said
"Sango don't talk just listen and feel."
And she did. She closed her eyes and heard a humming sound.
Not just that she felt Kagome's presence.
Her aura.
It felt as if she left a message.
It felt so warm and rich.
It was as if she were saying don't worry I'll be back soon.
But that was said with a hint of worry.
Kagome was all right then, but where is she?
" I feel it." Sango said. Shippo was confused, but he didn't speak.
" She's fine." Kaede said.
"We will wait for her." Miroku said.
" She is coming back isn't she?" Shippo asked
" I wish I knew Shippo" Kaede said. ~~~~~~`
I'm scared.
That's what Inuyasha felt. He was scared. He was out in the snow. By the Goshinboku. He could see Kikyo. She was waiting for him to go to her, but he could smell Kagome. She could see them again. She would feel more heartbroken
He didn't know what to do. He smelt Kikyo a little while away, but at the same time he smelt Kagome.
Who was he going to go to?
Kagome needs you more.
What about Kikyo though? (AN personally she kiss my ass)
You already dealt with Kikyo, go to Kagome.
Kikyo is right there though.
Kagome could see you again with her.
But Kikyo needs me.
Does she? Do you want to hurt Kagome again?
No. I don't. She'll get ideas
What ideas
About Kikyo and I.
You love her.
No! Well yes- no I mean. I don't know
Sad you don't know your own feelings!
I'm sick of not knowing.
Choose. You have to. There is not much time left the jewel is complete, and Kagome has no reason to stay.
She does!
Oh really? What reason would that be?
ME! She has to stay for the others and me! I love her!
You do?
Yes I do
Go to her and tell her.
I will.
~~~~`
well that was on the side of angst. oh well I like I put this chapter. Yes I am not dead. This story lives again!!!
Till next time!