This Is still Chapter Two: Guilt Washer's Over.
A/N: I hope you like it so far! Thanks Evilangel4 & svata2004 for reviewing, makes me keep want to write it. Also I am adding music (lyrics) to the story so you know what the characters are feeling in some places. Enjoy!
Phoebe was just standing there without really realizing that Prue was standing there too, barging in!
...LYRICS... I hurt so much by one Its funny how I never showed the pain Do you ever wonder if your sane? They all see nothing They have hurt one in the end I am not that easy to bend
All the things I do is all wrong to you So what is it to be, you and me You never saw, You just tore me apart From the finishing line to the start.
Scared that nothing will turn out planned The future comes like the past Its funny I never showed the pain Do you ever wonder who is sane? They have hurt one in the end Ya know I am not that easy to bend Send me away to fend.
Its one thing I never showed the pain Another they never saw All just tore.. Straight to the heart who saw Saw straight through you and me Saw straight to the sea.
All the things I do Must be to easy for you Must be to easy for you... ......LYRICS.......by: Me! Hehe (Courtney elyse)
"Phoebe! Phoebe?" Prue waved her hand in front of Phoebe's face. "Huh?" Phoebe shakes her head and looks over herself. "Oh right I was just getting dressed and ahh.. Doing my hair." Phoebe answers as she buttons up her top and does her hair.
"Hmm" Prue looks suspicious at Phoebe. "Um, I was wondering if you wanted to help piper and me get the club ready for tonight? She said she would pay us."
Phoebe is just standing there looking in the mirror in a daze. "Hello earth to Phoebe!" Prue says.
"Ahh sorry umm nah I would rather stay home sorry." Phoebe says looking at Prue.
"Yeah that's fine though are you coming tonight to see the band?" Prue asked.
"Umm maybe depends." Phoebe says.
"Okay well piper and I will be off now, if you need us we are at P4 and Paige is with Glen for lunch, she has her cell phone with her." Prue says looking worried.
"Okay" Phoebe says "Okay then, sweetie cya later" Prue says closing the door behind her. "Bye." Phoebe whispers.
....LYRICS...... Hang out my window and over your head Stare at your feelings to see where they end Your waiting here till someone brake's you from the inside You have been so composed We know there is always something tearing you apart It's always so much longer then you counted on It hits you so much harder then you thought But you don't worry cuz you got soul
You're so heavy you're so misunderstood And I spent all my wishes wishing everything was good You have been here so long We all know there is always something tearing you apart It's always so much longer then you counted on It hit you so much harder then you thought
You don't worry you don't worry You have so much soul.. ......LYRICS......By Matchbox20
Paige opened the door at 3:00pm, to the manor that afternoon.
She sighs with relief no one is home. Paige puts her jacket away and then hears noises from the lounge room. "Oh Piper, Your telling me to get a room and you're here..." Paige was cut off by the sight.
"Ahh Phoebe I am so sorry I thought you were Piper!" Paige says embarrassed.
Phoebe gets up wide eyes. "I thought you were out with Glen!"
"What the hell? Ahhh uhh Phoebe why did you just get up off of COLE!!!? Isn't he suppose to be in the WASTELAND?!" Paige yells so stunned with shock.
"Uh see he sought of came back" Phoebe says looking at Cole sitting there with out a shirt on.
"YEH I CAN SEE THAT PHOEBE! OH PHOEBE I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" Paige rubs her head in confusion.
"Yeah I know but see I love Cole and her loves me you just have to except that." Phoebe answers.
Cole is putting his shirt back on and then stands up and taps Phoebe on the shoulder.
"WHAT?" Phoebe looks at Cole with sorry in her eyes.
"I think I might go." Cole says touching her arm. "Yeah okay" Phoebe touches his hand and squeezes it tightly.
Then Cole shimmers away.
Phoebe turns back around to Paige but she's walking up the stairs. "Wait! Paige I can explain"
Paige stops. Without turning around to face Phoebe.
"Well its just that, I love him and I need him, he isn't evil anymore he never was while he was with me." Phoebe pleads.
"Is that all you have Phoebe!"
"Well yeah isn't that enough?" Phoebe says still talking to Paige's back.
"Look Phoebe, I care for you allot I just don't want you to get hurt again!" Paige says feeling the tears coming on.
"I know honey, Look I will be extra careful. Can you promise you won't tell anyone till I am ready?" Phoebe waits for an answer.
"What ever!" Paige mumbles and walks off to her room.
Phoebe looks down to her feet and sighs loudly. ..................................
Night time in the manor:
All four sisters are sitting at the kitchen table eating dinner, chinese that Prue and Piper brought home.
"So how was your day Paige?" Prue asks looking up.
Paige glares at Phoebe, That no one saw. "Yeah good but interesting."
"Okay" Prue laughs.
"Are you all coming to the club, because we better get going." Piper says looking at her watch.
"Ahh, I might stay. I don't feel to good." Phoebe says swishing her food around with her folk.
"I bet you are Pheebs. But you can come can't you?" Paige says harshly but only Phoebe realizes the tone of Paige's voice.
Phoebe notices everyones looking at her, ready for a answer. "Umm yeah okay!"
....................................
The Club, They are all sitting on the lounges.
Phoebe is in a serious daze.
"What's wrong Phoebe?" Piper asks.
No answer. "Earth to Phoebe? Phoebe!" Piper nearly yells.
"Oh, oh, oh sorry Piper what were you saying?" Phoebe looks around.
"I was asking if you were okay?" Piper says worried.
"Yeah Pheebs, You seem distant lately." Prue says.
Paige fakely smiles "Yeah Phoebe, Why don't you share?"
Phoebe glares at Paige, trying not to blink because then she new tears would start coming. "Sorry I might just go home, I am not up to this."
Prue rubs Phoebes leg. "Come on Pheebs, we haven't been together for ages." Phoebe sighs and looks up and see's Paige smiling fakely. Phoebe looks away.
"Okay if it means that much to you." Phoebe finally says.
"Thanks" Prue whispers.
"Anyways" Piper says smiling.
"Yeah, Paige how are you and Glen doing?" Prue asks looking over at Paige.
Paige looks a bit embarrassed in the dark light. "Fine, Thank you very much." Paige giggles.
Piper rolls her eyes, and laughs. Phoebe smiles.
"Pheebs I know this is hard for you..but this whole Cole ordeal has gone on long enough Sweetie. I mean no one wanted this for you even Cole didn't but it happened, so I think you should maybe start dating again, or at least getting out more then just work." Piper says trying not to put it harshly.
Phoebe just stares at Piper and a single tear trickles down her cheek.
Paige looks down and sighs. Phoebe stands up.
"Umm, sorry guys I will just see you at home. Sorry! Ahh yeah" Phoebe catches a glance from Paige.
They all watch her walk out of the club, with the band playing loudly.
.......LYRICS...... See it in your eyes it not the way I feel inside And I wonder why its gotta be this way And I don't know whats real and why don't you tell me how you feel And everyone whats to say goodbye
And I wonder why I am falling If you could only see all the tears that are falling And everyone tells me that I don't know whats real Everyone whats to say goodbye
I wonder why I am falling Don't you ask me why let go of my hand Because I am falling.
I try to close my eyes And I see you in my mind And I wonder why you have to leave it all behind Everyone wants to say goodbye. And I wonder why I am falling... Why am I falling. ......LYRICS......By Candice Alley.
A/N: I hope you like it so far! Thanks Evilangel4 & svata2004 for reviewing, makes me keep want to write it. Also I am adding music (lyrics) to the story so you know what the characters are feeling in some places. Enjoy!
Phoebe was just standing there without really realizing that Prue was standing there too, barging in!
...LYRICS... I hurt so much by one Its funny how I never showed the pain Do you ever wonder if your sane? They all see nothing They have hurt one in the end I am not that easy to bend
All the things I do is all wrong to you So what is it to be, you and me You never saw, You just tore me apart From the finishing line to the start.
Scared that nothing will turn out planned The future comes like the past Its funny I never showed the pain Do you ever wonder who is sane? They have hurt one in the end Ya know I am not that easy to bend Send me away to fend.
Its one thing I never showed the pain Another they never saw All just tore.. Straight to the heart who saw Saw straight through you and me Saw straight to the sea.
All the things I do Must be to easy for you Must be to easy for you... ......LYRICS.......by: Me! Hehe (Courtney elyse)
"Phoebe! Phoebe?" Prue waved her hand in front of Phoebe's face. "Huh?" Phoebe shakes her head and looks over herself. "Oh right I was just getting dressed and ahh.. Doing my hair." Phoebe answers as she buttons up her top and does her hair.
"Hmm" Prue looks suspicious at Phoebe. "Um, I was wondering if you wanted to help piper and me get the club ready for tonight? She said she would pay us."
Phoebe is just standing there looking in the mirror in a daze. "Hello earth to Phoebe!" Prue says.
"Ahh sorry umm nah I would rather stay home sorry." Phoebe says looking at Prue.
"Yeah that's fine though are you coming tonight to see the band?" Prue asked.
"Umm maybe depends." Phoebe says.
"Okay well piper and I will be off now, if you need us we are at P4 and Paige is with Glen for lunch, she has her cell phone with her." Prue says looking worried.
"Okay" Phoebe says "Okay then, sweetie cya later" Prue says closing the door behind her. "Bye." Phoebe whispers.
....LYRICS...... Hang out my window and over your head Stare at your feelings to see where they end Your waiting here till someone brake's you from the inside You have been so composed We know there is always something tearing you apart It's always so much longer then you counted on It hits you so much harder then you thought But you don't worry cuz you got soul
You're so heavy you're so misunderstood And I spent all my wishes wishing everything was good You have been here so long We all know there is always something tearing you apart It's always so much longer then you counted on It hit you so much harder then you thought
You don't worry you don't worry You have so much soul.. ......LYRICS......By Matchbox20
Paige opened the door at 3:00pm, to the manor that afternoon.
She sighs with relief no one is home. Paige puts her jacket away and then hears noises from the lounge room. "Oh Piper, Your telling me to get a room and you're here..." Paige was cut off by the sight.
"Ahh Phoebe I am so sorry I thought you were Piper!" Paige says embarrassed.
Phoebe gets up wide eyes. "I thought you were out with Glen!"
"What the hell? Ahhh uhh Phoebe why did you just get up off of COLE!!!? Isn't he suppose to be in the WASTELAND?!" Paige yells so stunned with shock.
"Uh see he sought of came back" Phoebe says looking at Cole sitting there with out a shirt on.
"YEH I CAN SEE THAT PHOEBE! OH PHOEBE I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" Paige rubs her head in confusion.
"Yeah I know but see I love Cole and her loves me you just have to except that." Phoebe answers.
Cole is putting his shirt back on and then stands up and taps Phoebe on the shoulder.
"WHAT?" Phoebe looks at Cole with sorry in her eyes.
"I think I might go." Cole says touching her arm. "Yeah okay" Phoebe touches his hand and squeezes it tightly.
Then Cole shimmers away.
Phoebe turns back around to Paige but she's walking up the stairs. "Wait! Paige I can explain"
Paige stops. Without turning around to face Phoebe.
"Well its just that, I love him and I need him, he isn't evil anymore he never was while he was with me." Phoebe pleads.
"Is that all you have Phoebe!"
"Well yeah isn't that enough?" Phoebe says still talking to Paige's back.
"Look Phoebe, I care for you allot I just don't want you to get hurt again!" Paige says feeling the tears coming on.
"I know honey, Look I will be extra careful. Can you promise you won't tell anyone till I am ready?" Phoebe waits for an answer.
"What ever!" Paige mumbles and walks off to her room.
Phoebe looks down to her feet and sighs loudly. ..................................
Night time in the manor:
All four sisters are sitting at the kitchen table eating dinner, chinese that Prue and Piper brought home.
"So how was your day Paige?" Prue asks looking up.
Paige glares at Phoebe, That no one saw. "Yeah good but interesting."
"Okay" Prue laughs.
"Are you all coming to the club, because we better get going." Piper says looking at her watch.
"Ahh, I might stay. I don't feel to good." Phoebe says swishing her food around with her folk.
"I bet you are Pheebs. But you can come can't you?" Paige says harshly but only Phoebe realizes the tone of Paige's voice.
Phoebe notices everyones looking at her, ready for a answer. "Umm yeah okay!"
....................................
The Club, They are all sitting on the lounges.
Phoebe is in a serious daze.
"What's wrong Phoebe?" Piper asks.
No answer. "Earth to Phoebe? Phoebe!" Piper nearly yells.
"Oh, oh, oh sorry Piper what were you saying?" Phoebe looks around.
"I was asking if you were okay?" Piper says worried.
"Yeah Pheebs, You seem distant lately." Prue says.
Paige fakely smiles "Yeah Phoebe, Why don't you share?"
Phoebe glares at Paige, trying not to blink because then she new tears would start coming. "Sorry I might just go home, I am not up to this."
Prue rubs Phoebes leg. "Come on Pheebs, we haven't been together for ages." Phoebe sighs and looks up and see's Paige smiling fakely. Phoebe looks away.
"Okay if it means that much to you." Phoebe finally says.
"Thanks" Prue whispers.
"Anyways" Piper says smiling.
"Yeah, Paige how are you and Glen doing?" Prue asks looking over at Paige.
Paige looks a bit embarrassed in the dark light. "Fine, Thank you very much." Paige giggles.
Piper rolls her eyes, and laughs. Phoebe smiles.
"Pheebs I know this is hard for you..but this whole Cole ordeal has gone on long enough Sweetie. I mean no one wanted this for you even Cole didn't but it happened, so I think you should maybe start dating again, or at least getting out more then just work." Piper says trying not to put it harshly.
Phoebe just stares at Piper and a single tear trickles down her cheek.
Paige looks down and sighs. Phoebe stands up.
"Umm, sorry guys I will just see you at home. Sorry! Ahh yeah" Phoebe catches a glance from Paige.
They all watch her walk out of the club, with the band playing loudly.
.......LYRICS...... See it in your eyes it not the way I feel inside And I wonder why its gotta be this way And I don't know whats real and why don't you tell me how you feel And everyone whats to say goodbye
And I wonder why I am falling If you could only see all the tears that are falling And everyone tells me that I don't know whats real Everyone whats to say goodbye
I wonder why I am falling Don't you ask me why let go of my hand Because I am falling.
I try to close my eyes And I see you in my mind And I wonder why you have to leave it all behind Everyone wants to say goodbye. And I wonder why I am falling... Why am I falling. ......LYRICS......By Candice Alley.