Author: I don't own any of the X-Men: Evolution Characters so pleas don't
sue. Thank you. ^_^This is set after Kurt's death and it's MY IMMORTAL
also by EVANESCENCE. so please enjoy
Kitty's Lonely Blues
Kitty walked around the Xavier Mansion aimlessly. Wondering around the empty corridors, hoping for a scare, a laugh or maybe the voice of someone she was missing so dearly.
"I'm so tired of being here"
"Suppressed by all my childish fears"
It had been two days since Kurt had died in his room, liasing to some kind of theme song to his death, left on repeat. But, even though he was gone, she kept thinking that he was gonna appear out of no where, as he always did.
"And if you have to leave,"
"I wish that you would just leave."
"'Cause your presence still lingers here,"
"And it won't leave me alone."
"These wounds won't seem to heal,"
"This pain is just too real,"
"There's just too much that time cannot erase."
Kitty missed him so much, so much that it hurt to even think of him. She felt so alone now, with out him bothering her, or finding her all the time.
She never realised how much she would miss him, her blue fuzzy elf.
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,"
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Looking out the window she could see Scott and the others going about their usual business.
And it sickened her to see every one acting as if nothing had happened. As if Kurt had never existed.
"You used to captivate me,"
"By your resonating light.
"Now I'm bound by the life you left behind."
She felt like she was about to burst into tears, just watching them, so she ran to her room, not bothering to use her abilities.
"Your face it haunts,"
"My once pleasant dreams."
"Your voice it chased away,"
"All the sanity in me."
How ever, every where she went reminded her of him. In every window, she could see his face, in every corridor she hear his voice and remembered time that they had spent together.
"These wounds won't seem to heal,"
"This pain is just too real."
"There's just too much that time cannot erase."
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,"
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Kitty ran into her room, and as she did, tears of anger and hate, pain and sorrow came rushing down her face.
'Why Kurt?! I don't understand!' she called to air, but there was no reply, and more tears ran from her eyes, blinding her.
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
"But though you're still with me,"
"I've been alone all along."
'Kurt? I'm so sorry!' she whimpered into her pillow. She couldn't help it, nor could she stop. If only she had got to him just a little earlier, they could have saved him.
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Though, what relay got her, was the fact that Kurt called her "An angel" just before he died "An angel."
Author: Did you get the 'angel' thing? I found it hard to write this one because it had to relate to the chapter before. But don't worry, it's just a two chap song fic. Please review ^_-
Kitty's Lonely Blues
Kitty walked around the Xavier Mansion aimlessly. Wondering around the empty corridors, hoping for a scare, a laugh or maybe the voice of someone she was missing so dearly.
"I'm so tired of being here"
"Suppressed by all my childish fears"
It had been two days since Kurt had died in his room, liasing to some kind of theme song to his death, left on repeat. But, even though he was gone, she kept thinking that he was gonna appear out of no where, as he always did.
"And if you have to leave,"
"I wish that you would just leave."
"'Cause your presence still lingers here,"
"And it won't leave me alone."
"These wounds won't seem to heal,"
"This pain is just too real,"
"There's just too much that time cannot erase."
Kitty missed him so much, so much that it hurt to even think of him. She felt so alone now, with out him bothering her, or finding her all the time.
She never realised how much she would miss him, her blue fuzzy elf.
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,"
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Looking out the window she could see Scott and the others going about their usual business.
And it sickened her to see every one acting as if nothing had happened. As if Kurt had never existed.
"You used to captivate me,"
"By your resonating light.
"Now I'm bound by the life you left behind."
She felt like she was about to burst into tears, just watching them, so she ran to her room, not bothering to use her abilities.
"Your face it haunts,"
"My once pleasant dreams."
"Your voice it chased away,"
"All the sanity in me."
How ever, every where she went reminded her of him. In every window, she could see his face, in every corridor she hear his voice and remembered time that they had spent together.
"These wounds won't seem to heal,"
"This pain is just too real."
"There's just too much that time cannot erase."
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,"
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Kitty ran into her room, and as she did, tears of anger and hate, pain and sorrow came rushing down her face.
'Why Kurt?! I don't understand!' she called to air, but there was no reply, and more tears ran from her eyes, blinding her.
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
"But though you're still with me,"
"I've been alone all along."
'Kurt? I'm so sorry!' she whimpered into her pillow. She couldn't help it, nor could she stop. If only she had got to him just a little earlier, they could have saved him.
"When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears."
"I held your hand through all of these years,"
"But you still have,"
"All of me."
Though, what relay got her, was the fact that Kurt called her "An angel" just before he died "An angel."
Author: Did you get the 'angel' thing? I found it hard to write this one because it had to relate to the chapter before. But don't worry, it's just a two chap song fic. Please review ^_-