Hyde's Immortal
By Hyde Lover (Angelica)
A lonely figure wandered in the once disregarded cemetery. Slowly he made his way past fallen branches and fresh puddles, focused on only one tombstone which seemed to have an illusionial (ok, I know it's not a real word) misty, glow surrounding it. He fell on both knees in front of it.
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I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
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"It's been two years. Two long, painful years. I never thought about any one of us passing. But you did. All I ever think about is the end. The end for me, the end for our friends, our families. It scares me. The sunglasses I once wore use to hide my emotions, but when you left, no pair of sunglasses in the world could ever cover my feelings. Still I sit in agony and suffer, while you get to move on to better place, without me. Why can't I stop thinking about you? You left us, you left me. But I can still feel you. Everywhere. You're everywhere. It's tearing me apart. I can still smell the raspberry shampoo you used; it surrounds me every time I even think of thinking of you.
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These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
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Everything reminds me of you. Even my own reflection when I look in the mirror. I think and realize that I wouldn't be the way I am if you hadn't come into my life. It hurts. It hurts a lot. It won't stop. And I know it never will. I so badly want to just leave this place too, so I can be with you. 'We'll all feel better about it in a few years,' people kept saying. It's been a few years. A few years without you. A few years of my life, wasted and dull, meaningless, just because of your absence. Now it's worse. It's much worse, and there is no antidote for this permanent sting.
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When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
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Constant emotional torment followed you, and almost took over you. I wouldn't let that happen, and I still wouldn't. You were about to break, who did you come to? Me. You came to me. You did bind me with your thoughts and your worries. I helped you heal. Every time. I was there for you, and you left me. How could you leave me? I'm still here. But I feel so empty. My soul is with you. You have it, and I can't get it back.
***
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
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I wake up everyday, knowing that I can't see you. But I can feel you. You're lingering gives me the will to survive through the days. I've come to realize however, without you, I'm alone. I'm just a worthless being just filling in the space that this bitter world is made of. I miss you, and you never knew how I truly felt, Donna.
A/N: Gotcha! You thought it was Jackie, didn't you? Well waddya think? R/R PLEASE! My first story like this. Oh yeah the song, 'My Immortal' is by Evanescence.
By Hyde Lover (Angelica)
A lonely figure wandered in the once disregarded cemetery. Slowly he made his way past fallen branches and fresh puddles, focused on only one tombstone which seemed to have an illusionial (ok, I know it's not a real word) misty, glow surrounding it. He fell on both knees in front of it.
***
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
***
"It's been two years. Two long, painful years. I never thought about any one of us passing. But you did. All I ever think about is the end. The end for me, the end for our friends, our families. It scares me. The sunglasses I once wore use to hide my emotions, but when you left, no pair of sunglasses in the world could ever cover my feelings. Still I sit in agony and suffer, while you get to move on to better place, without me. Why can't I stop thinking about you? You left us, you left me. But I can still feel you. Everywhere. You're everywhere. It's tearing me apart. I can still smell the raspberry shampoo you used; it surrounds me every time I even think of thinking of you.
***
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
***
Everything reminds me of you. Even my own reflection when I look in the mirror. I think and realize that I wouldn't be the way I am if you hadn't come into my life. It hurts. It hurts a lot. It won't stop. And I know it never will. I so badly want to just leave this place too, so I can be with you. 'We'll all feel better about it in a few years,' people kept saying. It's been a few years. A few years without you. A few years of my life, wasted and dull, meaningless, just because of your absence. Now it's worse. It's much worse, and there is no antidote for this permanent sting.
***
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
***
Constant emotional torment followed you, and almost took over you. I wouldn't let that happen, and I still wouldn't. You were about to break, who did you come to? Me. You came to me. You did bind me with your thoughts and your worries. I helped you heal. Every time. I was there for you, and you left me. How could you leave me? I'm still here. But I feel so empty. My soul is with you. You have it, and I can't get it back.
***
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
***
I wake up everyday, knowing that I can't see you. But I can feel you. You're lingering gives me the will to survive through the days. I've come to realize however, without you, I'm alone. I'm just a worthless being just filling in the space that this bitter world is made of. I miss you, and you never knew how I truly felt, Donna.
A/N: Gotcha! You thought it was Jackie, didn't you? Well waddya think? R/R PLEASE! My first story like this. Oh yeah the song, 'My Immortal' is by Evanescence.