To let you know ahead of time. MY SPELLING SUCKS ASS.

~I do not own Evangelion~

/Misato's apartment/ ~Asuka's room~

"baka, baka, baka, baka, BAKAAAAAA...." Asuka screamed with her face stuffed into her pillow crying.

'why am I crying....he got what he deserved.... but why...no.. he didn't....he didn't derseve it.' Asuka thought

"SHINJI" Asuka cried out into her pillow still crying.

~Misato's room~

"Shinji..." Misato said through the tears and crys holding a picture of her Asuka, Rei Ritsuko, Kaji and Shinji out by her car.

"why did you have to go." Misato cried to her self.

'you had..no friends....no family until you came here...your my friend...my family.' Misato thought.

"first my dad, then Kaji, then you Shinji...." Misato hugged her knees and started to cry more.

/NERV's hospital wing/

'Pilot Ikari....Shinji Ikari...protected Unit 00 and Unit 02 in a fight.' Rei's thought's ran through her head as she soon felt tears falling on her hand in the NERV hospital wing looking out of a window.

"he protected me."

"are these tears...again..why am I crying." Rei said softly to herself.

"Pilot Ikar.........Shinji..protected me and Pilot of Unit 02." Rei said to herself and then felt a hand touching her shoulder.

"Rei...." a masculent voice said.

"yes..Commander Ikari." Rei looked up to see Gendo.

"I brung it upon myself to tell you...Misato and Asuka have already been informed...you were knocked out at the time." Gendo stalled a bit.

"what it is Sir." Rei said with a soft calm voice like always and felt Gendo finger wipe a tear off her face.

"Pilot Ikari...Shinji..was pronounced dead yesterday after the angel was defeated." Gendo said looking and Rei and then out the window and pushed his glasses up.

Rei with an shocked look on her face that she had never had in her life. "de...dead.." she managed to studder out.

"Yes. Shinji is dead." Gendo said turning and starting to walk away.

Gendo started slowly walk away like he always did and soon stopped hearing Rei crying...something he never heard from her before. "Rei.."

Rei sat there hearing her self trying to stop. 'am I crying...why...is it because of Pilot Ikari's death' she though. "Yes....Commander" Rei said still crying.

"...........nothing" Gendo shruged and walked until he reached his office.

~~The same day next week~~

"I hate funerals." Misato said crying standing out side in a grave yard next to Asuka, Hikari, Ritsuko, Rei, Toji, and Kensuke.

"we all feel the same" Toji said trying to do his best to hold back tears.

"I had enough....BAKA." Asuka shouted and turned to run only to stop and gasp seeing her what she saw.

Everyone turned around and gasped with shocked looks on there faces.

"C...Commander." Misato studdered out of her mouth. "what are you doing here." She said wiping her face with a tissue that Toji had in his Suit's pocket.

"paying my respects to my wife and son not that I had to tell you." Gendo said walkign past then up to the graves and looked down seeing Yui's grave next to Shinji's.

"I'm sorry Yui....Shinji..I lied to you..." Gendo reached in his pocket and pulled out a picture placing it into a clear glass slot on the tombstone and standing up and walking off pushing up his glasses.

"if you ask me.....that guy didn't even deserve to be in this grave yard...even if it was just for a few minutes or not." Toji spat out.

"hey...who's that.." Hikari and Toji said examining the picture he put in the tombstone.

Rei, Misato, and Asuka looked down to see the picture. "thats Shinji as a baby...clearly thats the Commander and that woman...is.." Asuka said.

"Yui Ikari." Ritsuko said out of the blue. "Pilot Ika.............Shinji's mother."

"wow...she's beautiful...what happened to her" Hikari said.

"She was killed in a lab experiment when Shinji was a little kid......well..thats what everyone says." Misato said. "then you know the rest about the commander abandoning him shortly afterwards."

"Its getting late.....we should go.." Toji said wiping a tear away from his face...he had finally cracked and joined everyone else.

"your right....I gotta have alittle talk with that little evil red head Asuka" Misato said.

"come on...well give you kids a lift" Misato said.

Toji, Hikari, Kensuke, and even Rei was looking at her weird.

"let me rephrase that... were getting a ride with Ritsuko" Misato said wiping a tear away.

"we better get going." Toji said.

"Lets go" Kensuke said as they all began to walk and then they all nearly stopped at the same time to see Rei still standing by the grave.

"good bye..Shinji" Rei said and turned to catch up with the others.

"bye....Shinji" Misato said and they all got into Ritsuko's car and rode off.