I'm going to continue this story to try and get a bit more in before my mind totally cracks and I can type no more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

/Misato's apartment/ ~latet that night~ "ASUKA...." Misato yelled slamming the door and walking through the apartment.

"GET OUT HERE NOW." she yelled again looking around in the front and the kitchen.

"what is it." Asuka came out her room with a pair of shorts and a pink shirt on.

"What the hell is your problem...leaving that funeral like that." Misato looked at her.

"non of your business." Asuka said turning to go back into her room but then got grabbed and flung onto the couch by Misato.

"what the hell is your problem" Asuka spat out getting back up but then getting shoved back down by the older woman.

"MY PROBLEM IS YOU ACTING LIKE A STUCK UP LITTLE BITCH" Misato yelled looking at Asuka's now shocked face.

"look Asuka....Shinji gave his life to protect you and Rei...thats right...you along with the chick you call wondergirl." Misato said now a bit calmly.

"Leave me alone...Its hard enough as it is to know that he out did me in yet another fight but to save me....Baka Shinji was just stupid to give his life." Asuka spat out and then felt a stinging sensation on her face.

Asuka quickly grabbed the now red and burning cheek on her face. "Look you little unthankful deamon." Misato spat at her

"Shinji risked his like and gave it to protect you....rather you respect that or not...I will not let you disrespect him now...Shinji loved you and Rei..hell you two were few of the only friends he had."

"No not even friends...you two were family to him...now I don't give a damn what you say but you will never, ever say anything like that again about Shinji again Do you understand me." Misat said in a cold voice

Asuka was just sitting there with a shocked look on her face with tears streaming down now. "LEAVE ME ALONE" Asuka got up and ran to her room slamming flopping on her bed crying.

"ASUKA" Misato yelled chasing after her looking at the crying girl.

"get out" Asuka said through the crying.

"no Asuka...I'm sorry." Misato said walking over to her and sitting on the girls bed

"I know your gonna miss him....I keep loosing people I love." Misato said "first Kaji, and then Shinji."

"Misato..I....I..I'm sorry" Asuka said crying in Misato's arms while as started to cry her self again.

"Me to Asuka.." Misato said through her own tears.

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