Taking Over Me
A/N: I had to do an actual Ron/Remus fic. I don't know if this pairing had ever been done before. At least, before my 'Games' series. As wording suggests, Ron is seme/top, while Remy is uke/bottom. Seriously... I wanna know.... has this been done before?
I, unlike some people are want to believe, do know how this began, and I do know why it's still continuing.
Because it works.
You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream and dream I do
He always needed somebody there. Somebody to make sure he eats right. Somebody to hold him when the world becomes too much. Somebody there when everyone else he cares for dies. He hates to be alone.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
It started the summer after my fifth year. Sirius had fallen behind the curtain in the Department of Mysteries. I wasn't in that room, true. I was busy getting attacked by a brain. But I was told about what happened.
And it had left Remus alone.
Mum dragged me and Ginny to HQ for the Order. We were going to continue the battle against the house. And give Remus some company.
I could hear him at night, though I don't think he realized. His room was next to mine. He cried, all night. I never slept when I heard him.
Have you forgotten all I know and all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
Boy, was he surprised when I finally got up the courage to go into his room. But he didn't tell me to leave. He didn't even ask me what I was doing in there. He kind of just looked at me.
He didn't move as I walked over and sat on the bed, and he didn't fight me when I pulled him to me, like my mum used to pull Ginny to her when she would cry.
Nothing happened that night. Except he slept. I think it was the only real sleep he'd gotten since Sirius died.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
The next night, though, I kissed him. And he just gave me that look. The one that says he knows why I was doing this, and he didn't really want me to stop there.
But he said that I should stop there. I shouldn't even kiss him again and I should go back to my own bed. That I'll regret it. I'll leave him just like everyone else.
That it was too early.
I just shook my head. I'm not so dense that I can't see when someone needs something.
And Remus needed to be fucked. No, that's not right. Remus needed someone to make love to him. Remus needed someone to whisper sweetly in his ear. Remus needed to be claimed, possessed, and filled.
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that, just like you, are taking over me
So I stayed there with him, in his bed. I kissed him again and again. I made love to him. I whispered the sweet nothings into his ear. I claimed him, possessed him, filled him.
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe, you're taking over me
I didn't regret it. And I didn't leave him.
You're taking over me
And it wasn't too soon.
Taking over me
I don't plan on leaving him for a long, long time.
A/N: Eh-heh. Um, yeah. *shrug* I'd like to know what you think of it... please? I might go back later and change things... but, for now, this is how it'll be.