Authors Note- Okay so this is the sequel, I hope it turns out okay. It will be the pregnancy Story lol, Losing Something - 9months. I hope you enjoy it and please, read and review.

Prologue

2 months pregnant, two 3 year olds, and an ex boyfriend who I believe I still love, a hectic job, and a bi polar mother and brother. Sometimes I wonder why I get up in the morning then I remember how all these things may bring stress sometimes but most of the time they bring happiness and love. Logan, Jeremy and I have been living in the apartment a little under two months, we have really been enjoying ourselves. John visits the boys, 3 times a week, and they sleep there every other weekend. They have even spent some week nights there. When both of us work at the same time they go to day care, the one in the hospital, its a good way for them to interact with other children, being twins they sometimes latch onto each other which is not very healthy, but I was told is expected at this ago. John and I have made a habit of spending a day each week with each twin separately. Mondays Logan and John go out and Jeremy and I hang out, then Thursdays, I hang out with Logan and Jeremy and John spend time together, it has been working out quite well.

John and Tanya are still dating, she apparently has a bit of a problem with me. At work she is a bit hostile towards me at times, she thinks John still has a thing for me, or something along those lines, it reminds me of the time Rena was dating John and she broke up because she thought John liked me. Turned out she was right, maybe Tanya would be too.

John and I have also become a little closer he comes over for dinner at least once a week. He stays until at least 10 o'clock on those nights too. We usually put the twins to bed at 8, so John and I spend some time together and we talk, or watch TV, whatever we do we have fun, I really enjoy those nights. I miss dating him, but I think it is time I move on, or maybe give him time to realize how great we could be together, who knows I'll just play it by ear.

Susan and I are also very close, we have our girls nights still, well when we can. Sam, Elizabeth and Chen come too, sometimes Neela, we try to have girls night at least once a month it gets hectic with all the stuff each one of us have going on, but we do our best to get together and let loose. I don't drink any more though, so sometimes we just resort to watching a late night movie, or gossiping, whatever we do we have fun. Carter makes fun of the girls nights, but its because he doesn't get it. Oh well, he's cute he's allowed to not get it. John and Luka have also become quite close, Luka is very great full to John for saving his life, they have had a beer or two together, they are not best friends but have mended fences, and Luka really likes the boys, and so does Alex's so sometimes they will all go to the park together.

Life isn't so bad, well most days it isn't! But each day seems to come with a new surprise, a new adventure, for me and the boys.