Authors Note- Hey all!!! In my last story Carter found out he had sons with Abby, Jeremy and Logan. Luka and Sam got married. Carter started dating Tanya, and Abby found out she was pregnant. Abby also moved out of Carters apartment... Here's the sequel....
ALSO: I should have put this in the Prologue, but it would be good to read my other Fan fiction 2 weeks Losing something, before reading this!
Chapter 1
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You hurt me so bad, You even made me cry,
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
For you to give me a try
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"Love you baby! Mommy, when are you having the baby?" Jeremy asked putting his tiny hand on my stomach. "In 7 months." I answered, we have been living without Carter for about 2 months, it was hard for the boys at first to move again, but they were liking the new place and there is a boy about there age in the apartment next door so I often set up play dates with him. "Okay, Jeremy, get your coat we are going to daycare." Jeremy moaned, usually I would drop him off at Johns but Logan was there, he had come down with the flu and John did not want me getting sick so he insisted upon taking Logan. It had been 2 days and Logan was starting to feel better, but John didn't want to take the risk, so he is still there. It was nice though having alone time with Jeremy and Logan and Carter getting acquainted a bit better. I wrapped my son up in his bulls jacket and took his hand leading him outside. "When will I get to see Daddy and Logan again." He asked looking up at me. "In a day or two." He nodded, and then continued to walk, trying to break free of my grip, but I would not let him go, this street was busy and there was no way I was letting my 3 year old run free. "Jeremy, no. Hold my hand we'll be at the el any minute now." I lead him towards the stairs, holding his hand tightly.
We make our way up the steep stairs, his hand stretched out to stop himself from falling head first into the dirty metal steps. We make it up to the platform and I keep a tight grip on his small hands. "Daddy!" I hear Jeremy scream, and there I see Carter holding Tanya's hand. YUCK I think to myself. isn't he suppose to be with our son? "Jeremy." He say letting go of Tanya and walking towards us picking Jeremy up and hugging him. "Hey Abby, how you feeling." He say kissing me on the cheek. "Good, where's Logan?" I ask suspiciously.
"With my dad." He answers, in a carefree way. I had forgot that Jack was in town for the week, what a crappy week to come to town too, it was June but was cold and felt like November. "Oh, are they getting along okay?" I wonder.
"Yes, great actually, he wants, to stop by your place and meet little Jeremy here." He says rubbing the boys hair. "Sure he can come by tonight." I respond, as the train pulled in,
Carter looked at Tanya and waved, she smiled and waved back. "Well we better get going, I have to work." I explained
"Oh, then let me take Jeremy we can hang out at the park and if you still don't want him near Logan, we I can take him to your place if you want and make us some dinner."
"Yeah!" Jeremy, seemed to like this idea.
"Sure but what about?" I said pointing to Tanya who was about to board the train.
"Yeah, she just had to drop something off for me, she has to go to work too, so it doesn't matter." I nodded, then leaned in and kissed Jeremy.
"You still have the key?" I hollered as I boarded the train.
"Yeah, I guard it with my life." He waved and, I walked over to the window and they watched me go, blowing kisses to me.
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A Kiss is just A kiss till you Find The one you Love
A Hug is just a Hug Till its The 1 your Thinking of
A dream is just a Dream Till u Make it come true
Love is just a Word till its Proven To you!!!!!
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I didn't like Tanya, I had met her briefly twice, she was nice enough, but I didn't like her. There was something about her, that gave me a queasy feeling. They seemed to be getting closer too. I thought space would help us, it was actually doing the opposite. It seemed like everyone I knew was happy accept for me. Gallant and Neela had each other. They were engaged that had yet to set a date though. The way they looked at each other you could tell they were soul mates. Susan and Chuck too. They had become a couple under such odd circumstances, but they seemed to love each other none the less. Then there was Sam and Luka, they were very happy, the three of them, Sam, Luka and Alex, they were even expecting a new born. Sam had found out she was pregnant about a month after me. We have become friends, too. Elizabeth and Dr. Dorset, they were definitely together.
"Excuse me ms. is this seat taken?" a young handsome man, asked interrupting my self pity party.
"Uh- no." I said removing my bag from the seat.
"Thanks, oh I'm Anthony Carve, by the way." The man said extending his hand out to me.
"I'm Abby, Abby Wycenzki." I said laughing.
"That's a nice name." I laughed, what a line.
"Yah, thanks, not really though." I responded. He laughed with me. He had dark brown hair with dark eyes, about 6 feet tall, chiselled features. tanned skin, he definitely was good looking.
"So where do you work." He said noticing the tag clipped to my blouse.
"Oh, I'm a doctor at County."
"Really? That is cool. I'm a lawyer." A lawyer I was really starting to like this one.
"A lawyer?" I asked cocking my eye brows.
"yeah, criminal." "I'll keep that in mind if my kids ever get into any kind of trouble." "Kids?" Maybe that wasn't the best way to bring up my children to a very cute potential date. "Yeah, twins, there 3." I explained
"So...Is there a father?" He hesitated.
"Yes. But we aren't together."
"In that case what are you doing tonight?" I had to say yes I mean I didn't know this man, but I could probably get Carter to look after the boys.
"I should be free I get off work at 9."
"What about coffee, we can meet at the corner of Charles, you know the cute little shop there?" I nodded, as the train came to a halt and Anthony got up, extending his hand to me. "Nice to meet you, Abby." He smiled then left.
"Carter, hey." I said into the phone. As I walked from the EL station.
"Abby, is everything okay?" I could see how he would wonder, I was calling him after see him only 25 minutes ago. "Yeah everything is fine, I was just wondering if you could stay with Jeremy till about 11 tonight."
"Yeah, sure, are they making you work late?" I could hear him chewing on something.
"Uh- yeah, yeah they are." I lied. I kind of felt guilty now. I hung up the phone and walked into the hospital. I was now a liar. I lied to the man I once loved, I'm going to hell.
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love can sometimes be magic, but magic
can sometimes be an ILLUSION!
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"So, did you like New York better then Chicago?" Anthony asked, as he nursed his coffee. He looked so hot in a black heavy sweat shirt and casual blue jeans.
"I missed the people in Chicago, but I liked the business of New York, its hard to decide." I sighed, I stirred my coffee around and then brought it up to my lips.
"So, your kids, what are there names?" Anthony inquired.
"Logan, and Jeremy. Do you have any kids, or pets or anything?" I giggled.
"Pets?" He laughed along with me. "No, no pets, not at all, I don't think pets are the same as children though, I do have children, a son and a daughter. My son Jody is 5 and my daughter Chailyn is 3, the same age as your boys." Cocking an eyebrow.
"Really, is there a mother?" I asked Using his line, and really hoping I wasn't a mistress although I didn't see a wedding ring.
"No, she passed away last year, I haven't dated much since then. The kids and I have been living with my mom, and we are moving out soon, hoping to start a new life, the three of us." He explained morosely.
"I'm sorry." I sympathized, I took his hand in mine and weaved our fingers together.
I broke our gaze by looking down at my watch noticing it was 10:45, "Oh, I better be going I promised Carter I'd be home by 11:00" I said getting up and gathering my purse and Jacket, I felt kind of gross, because I didn't have the chance to shower before coming out, but Anthony had insisted that I looked beautiful.
"I'll walk you home, I'll take the EL with you." He pleaded. I nodded and smiled, as long as John didn't see him, everything would be okay.
"This was nice, " I said making my way out of the elevator, still holding onto Anthony's hand. "Yeah, it was, I have your number and you have mine, and I don't know about you, but I'll definitely will be calling you." He cooed. I brushed a stray hair out of my face, as he leaned in to kiss me, I was half leaning on the door just as our lips were about to meet, the door creaked open and there stood Carter mouth open. Anthony immediately kissed me on the cheek then gave me a wave. "I'll see you later." I was still a little shocked and embarrassed. I followed a fuming Carter into the apartment. "Wow that must have been one hectic shift." Carter grumbled.
"Carter," I said watching him gather his jacket and keys. I Knew I shouldn't have let Anthony walk me up to the apartment. " Look I don't care Abby, whatever. Jeremy is sleeping, everything went fine." He said as he opened the door then he turned and looked at me "I just never thought it would get to the point where we had to lie to each other." He shrugged and left.
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I was here for you so long,
now that you want me,
I've moved on, found
somebody new, he's even
better then you
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ALSO: I should have put this in the Prologue, but it would be good to read my other Fan fiction 2 weeks Losing something, before reading this!
Chapter 1
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You hurt me so bad, You even made me cry,
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
For you to give me a try
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"Love you baby! Mommy, when are you having the baby?" Jeremy asked putting his tiny hand on my stomach. "In 7 months." I answered, we have been living without Carter for about 2 months, it was hard for the boys at first to move again, but they were liking the new place and there is a boy about there age in the apartment next door so I often set up play dates with him. "Okay, Jeremy, get your coat we are going to daycare." Jeremy moaned, usually I would drop him off at Johns but Logan was there, he had come down with the flu and John did not want me getting sick so he insisted upon taking Logan. It had been 2 days and Logan was starting to feel better, but John didn't want to take the risk, so he is still there. It was nice though having alone time with Jeremy and Logan and Carter getting acquainted a bit better. I wrapped my son up in his bulls jacket and took his hand leading him outside. "When will I get to see Daddy and Logan again." He asked looking up at me. "In a day or two." He nodded, and then continued to walk, trying to break free of my grip, but I would not let him go, this street was busy and there was no way I was letting my 3 year old run free. "Jeremy, no. Hold my hand we'll be at the el any minute now." I lead him towards the stairs, holding his hand tightly.
We make our way up the steep stairs, his hand stretched out to stop himself from falling head first into the dirty metal steps. We make it up to the platform and I keep a tight grip on his small hands. "Daddy!" I hear Jeremy scream, and there I see Carter holding Tanya's hand. YUCK I think to myself. isn't he suppose to be with our son? "Jeremy." He say letting go of Tanya and walking towards us picking Jeremy up and hugging him. "Hey Abby, how you feeling." He say kissing me on the cheek. "Good, where's Logan?" I ask suspiciously.
"With my dad." He answers, in a carefree way. I had forgot that Jack was in town for the week, what a crappy week to come to town too, it was June but was cold and felt like November. "Oh, are they getting along okay?" I wonder.
"Yes, great actually, he wants, to stop by your place and meet little Jeremy here." He says rubbing the boys hair. "Sure he can come by tonight." I respond, as the train pulled in,
Carter looked at Tanya and waved, she smiled and waved back. "Well we better get going, I have to work." I explained
"Oh, then let me take Jeremy we can hang out at the park and if you still don't want him near Logan, we I can take him to your place if you want and make us some dinner."
"Yeah!" Jeremy, seemed to like this idea.
"Sure but what about?" I said pointing to Tanya who was about to board the train.
"Yeah, she just had to drop something off for me, she has to go to work too, so it doesn't matter." I nodded, then leaned in and kissed Jeremy.
"You still have the key?" I hollered as I boarded the train.
"Yeah, I guard it with my life." He waved and, I walked over to the window and they watched me go, blowing kisses to me.
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A Kiss is just A kiss till you Find The one you Love
A Hug is just a Hug Till its The 1 your Thinking of
A dream is just a Dream Till u Make it come true
Love is just a Word till its Proven To you!!!!!
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I didn't like Tanya, I had met her briefly twice, she was nice enough, but I didn't like her. There was something about her, that gave me a queasy feeling. They seemed to be getting closer too. I thought space would help us, it was actually doing the opposite. It seemed like everyone I knew was happy accept for me. Gallant and Neela had each other. They were engaged that had yet to set a date though. The way they looked at each other you could tell they were soul mates. Susan and Chuck too. They had become a couple under such odd circumstances, but they seemed to love each other none the less. Then there was Sam and Luka, they were very happy, the three of them, Sam, Luka and Alex, they were even expecting a new born. Sam had found out she was pregnant about a month after me. We have become friends, too. Elizabeth and Dr. Dorset, they were definitely together.
"Excuse me ms. is this seat taken?" a young handsome man, asked interrupting my self pity party.
"Uh- no." I said removing my bag from the seat.
"Thanks, oh I'm Anthony Carve, by the way." The man said extending his hand out to me.
"I'm Abby, Abby Wycenzki." I said laughing.
"That's a nice name." I laughed, what a line.
"Yah, thanks, not really though." I responded. He laughed with me. He had dark brown hair with dark eyes, about 6 feet tall, chiselled features. tanned skin, he definitely was good looking.
"So where do you work." He said noticing the tag clipped to my blouse.
"Oh, I'm a doctor at County."
"Really? That is cool. I'm a lawyer." A lawyer I was really starting to like this one.
"A lawyer?" I asked cocking my eye brows.
"yeah, criminal." "I'll keep that in mind if my kids ever get into any kind of trouble." "Kids?" Maybe that wasn't the best way to bring up my children to a very cute potential date. "Yeah, twins, there 3." I explained
"So...Is there a father?" He hesitated.
"Yes. But we aren't together."
"In that case what are you doing tonight?" I had to say yes I mean I didn't know this man, but I could probably get Carter to look after the boys.
"I should be free I get off work at 9."
"What about coffee, we can meet at the corner of Charles, you know the cute little shop there?" I nodded, as the train came to a halt and Anthony got up, extending his hand to me. "Nice to meet you, Abby." He smiled then left.
"Carter, hey." I said into the phone. As I walked from the EL station.
"Abby, is everything okay?" I could see how he would wonder, I was calling him after see him only 25 minutes ago. "Yeah everything is fine, I was just wondering if you could stay with Jeremy till about 11 tonight."
"Yeah, sure, are they making you work late?" I could hear him chewing on something.
"Uh- yeah, yeah they are." I lied. I kind of felt guilty now. I hung up the phone and walked into the hospital. I was now a liar. I lied to the man I once loved, I'm going to hell.
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love can sometimes be magic, but magic
can sometimes be an ILLUSION!
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"So, did you like New York better then Chicago?" Anthony asked, as he nursed his coffee. He looked so hot in a black heavy sweat shirt and casual blue jeans.
"I missed the people in Chicago, but I liked the business of New York, its hard to decide." I sighed, I stirred my coffee around and then brought it up to my lips.
"So, your kids, what are there names?" Anthony inquired.
"Logan, and Jeremy. Do you have any kids, or pets or anything?" I giggled.
"Pets?" He laughed along with me. "No, no pets, not at all, I don't think pets are the same as children though, I do have children, a son and a daughter. My son Jody is 5 and my daughter Chailyn is 3, the same age as your boys." Cocking an eyebrow.
"Really, is there a mother?" I asked Using his line, and really hoping I wasn't a mistress although I didn't see a wedding ring.
"No, she passed away last year, I haven't dated much since then. The kids and I have been living with my mom, and we are moving out soon, hoping to start a new life, the three of us." He explained morosely.
"I'm sorry." I sympathized, I took his hand in mine and weaved our fingers together.
I broke our gaze by looking down at my watch noticing it was 10:45, "Oh, I better be going I promised Carter I'd be home by 11:00" I said getting up and gathering my purse and Jacket, I felt kind of gross, because I didn't have the chance to shower before coming out, but Anthony had insisted that I looked beautiful.
"I'll walk you home, I'll take the EL with you." He pleaded. I nodded and smiled, as long as John didn't see him, everything would be okay.
"This was nice, " I said making my way out of the elevator, still holding onto Anthony's hand. "Yeah, it was, I have your number and you have mine, and I don't know about you, but I'll definitely will be calling you." He cooed. I brushed a stray hair out of my face, as he leaned in to kiss me, I was half leaning on the door just as our lips were about to meet, the door creaked open and there stood Carter mouth open. Anthony immediately kissed me on the cheek then gave me a wave. "I'll see you later." I was still a little shocked and embarrassed. I followed a fuming Carter into the apartment. "Wow that must have been one hectic shift." Carter grumbled.
"Carter," I said watching him gather his jacket and keys. I Knew I shouldn't have let Anthony walk me up to the apartment. " Look I don't care Abby, whatever. Jeremy is sleeping, everything went fine." He said as he opened the door then he turned and looked at me "I just never thought it would get to the point where we had to lie to each other." He shrugged and left.
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I was here for you so long,
now that you want me,
I've moved on, found
somebody new, he's even
better then you
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