Authors Note- Here we are the fifth Chapter, this one I think is the worst chapter I have written so far and I am kind of disappointed with it, but I don't know how to make it any better, so I am hoping to get an amazing Chapter 6 out by the end of tomorrow. This chapter seems rather uneventful, also.
Big Thanks goes to Abby Lockhart2 for mentioning my fic in her authors note, if you haven't already read it, go read her fic Unknown secrets and hidden lies, its great, trust me you'll be very impressed. Its awesome.
Chapter 5
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Nights are too long and
I'm cold here without you
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"I think that you going out with this guy is a BIG mistake!" Carter said holding tightly onto Jeremy's hand. "Too bad this is none of your business." I say in a firm voice. I gripped tighter around Logan's hand as we entered county. "You're six months pregnant, with MY baby. I don't think that you should be dating. Anyone." Carter whined.
"He just doesn't want anyone else to have you." Frank interfered. As I leaned down and picking up Logan Carter doing the same to Jeremy. I was nervous about this whole baby situation, I had something I had found out that I needed desperately to tell Carter but I knew I couldn't it just wouldn't be easy. I knew he wouldn't mind, but it would be more work and we would have to figure out how we would make the arrangement work. It would definitely mean a new arrangement from the one we have now. "Okay, just break up with him. You even said it yourself he hates that you and I are friends. I don't want to loose our friendship." He said stopping at the lounge door.
"Mommy, listen to the man." Logan said poking his head in my face. Carter gave me a cocky smile and pulled at his briefcase strap. We both had our hands full, of our work bags and our sons. It was 8 o'clock in the morning and I am very tired, this whole pregnancy thing was weighing in on me. My stomach was huge, and most importantly I was horny and hungry. Carter had come over early this morning to let me sleep in a bit while he looked after the twins, our 8:30 shifts often gotten in the way of family breakfasts.
"Lets go, lets drop our stuff off and get these nosy boys to daycare." I said smiling, as we entered the lounge. "Logan, Jeremy how's life kids?" Pratt said turning from his conversation with Luka to focus on the boys. "Good Pratt. Guess what?" Jeremy exclaimed. "What J man?" Pratt, always the one with the nick names.
"I felt the baby kick." He said happily.
"ME TOO!" Logan chimed in.
"O, I want to feel the baby kick!" Pratt said walking up to me and putting his hand on my stomach. Jeremy threw his head back and laughed. "Here let me take Logan." Pratt said removing his hand from my stomach and walking away with my son. "Thanks Pratt." I say as I walk to my locker to get my things ready. Carter still keeps Jeremy in his arms as he gets his things ready, Jeremy loves his daddy so this does not surprise me. "So, how's the baby?" Luka asks getting up from the table.
"I wouldn't know, I couldn't make it to the last appointment." Carter shrugs.
"Aw, that's too bad." Pratt says, playing some sort of game with Logan, as Jeremy plays with the collar on Carters coat. "He was working." Jeremy added.
"Really? Your daddy doesn't work!" Luka said tauntingly.
"Yeah." Jeremy argued "He's a doctor, a good one too." Luka laughed and then walked over to Jeremy, taking him from a busy Carter and exiting the lounge with him.
"Don't take him far." I yell after them.
"You know, I should have a kid, you already have two why don't you give the baby to me." Pratt Cracked, as he held Logan.
"I want a baby. I'll take care of it." Logan decided. The three of us laughed at this. He was pretty cute. "Okay time to go up to daycare." Carter said grabbing Logan, from Pratt.
"No. I want to stay here with you guys." Logan moaned.
"Maybe another day, like when you're 30 and have your PH D." Carter said grabbing the youngster right from Pratt and balanced him on his hip.
"Are you coming?" He asked as he turned to me.
"Um...You take Logan up now and I'll take Jeremy up when I'm ready, that way they are not so attached." I explained, he nodded in agreement and left.
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A kiss is a lovely trick designed
by nature to stop speech when
words become superfluous.
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"I'm heading up." I say
"Okay, I'll meet you up there in 5 minutes." Carter pipes up. I Stop dead in my tracks.
"You don't have to."
"What, Abby this is my child too, I want to come." he argues back. I gulp. Hard.
"Okay, sure." I say a little stunned.
I walk to the elevator and hit the up button, I wait impatiently fidgeting endlessly, I can't help it I'm so nervous, once Carter knows, well its out in the open. I mean he hates Anthony, he thinks I'm going to stop being his friend because of him, and if he knows I didn't tell him about this, he'll think its because of Anthony and that we're drifting or something crazy like that. I am so confused. About so many things. First I don't know if I love Anthony like he says he loves me. I haven't said those words since I was with Richard, at least not to a man. I have to, Logan and Jeremy, everyday a hundred times a day too. They hate it. I'm also very nervous about their first day of preschool, they start in a week, I hope they do okay. I know they are very attached to each other, Carter is worried, but they're 3 and we do spend time with them individually, I think they will be close, but have lives of their own. Carter was another one of my issues, god he's great. He's so handsome and I think he was one of my real loves, I really missed him when we ended. The elevator came to a halt and I got off, pursing my lips and them smacking them together. I walked up to the front desk, smiling pleasantly at the lady, "Um I have an appointment, Abby Wysenczki" I said with a tight smile and a small cough. "Okay, right this way Ms. Wysenczki" The young girl said happily. I followed her nervously and shut the door, dressing in the hospital gown.
"Abby, hi!" Doctor Summers said as she entered my hospital room.
"Are you ready?" she asks. I nodded.
"We're not waiting for Dr. Carter? He hasn't been at the last couple appointments...Never mind." She seemed embarrassed, she must think we don't speak anymore.
"Actually he is coming to this one, I am nervous though because he doesn't know." I say swallowing hard.
"Okay, well if he's coming then he's going to find out." She pointed out.
"Yes, I know."
"Do you want to know the sex?"
"No, I don't think so."
"So few surprises?" She offered. I nodded agreeing. There are so few nice surprises in the world. "Okay so here we go, you know the drill look at the screen right there." She said pointing the black screen which becomes like a camera into my stomach, I loved looking, just watching made me think of when the I was pregnant with the boys, I was a little depressed then over the whole Carter situation. I heard a noise at the door and there stood Carter, clad in suspenders, white shirt, his dr. coat he turned his head from me to the screen and all then suddenly... "Whoa" was all could be heard coming from him.
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I dress for women,
and undress for men.
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Big Thanks goes to Abby Lockhart2 for mentioning my fic in her authors note, if you haven't already read it, go read her fic Unknown secrets and hidden lies, its great, trust me you'll be very impressed. Its awesome.
Chapter 5
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Nights are too long and
I'm cold here without you
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"I think that you going out with this guy is a BIG mistake!" Carter said holding tightly onto Jeremy's hand. "Too bad this is none of your business." I say in a firm voice. I gripped tighter around Logan's hand as we entered county. "You're six months pregnant, with MY baby. I don't think that you should be dating. Anyone." Carter whined.
"He just doesn't want anyone else to have you." Frank interfered. As I leaned down and picking up Logan Carter doing the same to Jeremy. I was nervous about this whole baby situation, I had something I had found out that I needed desperately to tell Carter but I knew I couldn't it just wouldn't be easy. I knew he wouldn't mind, but it would be more work and we would have to figure out how we would make the arrangement work. It would definitely mean a new arrangement from the one we have now. "Okay, just break up with him. You even said it yourself he hates that you and I are friends. I don't want to loose our friendship." He said stopping at the lounge door.
"Mommy, listen to the man." Logan said poking his head in my face. Carter gave me a cocky smile and pulled at his briefcase strap. We both had our hands full, of our work bags and our sons. It was 8 o'clock in the morning and I am very tired, this whole pregnancy thing was weighing in on me. My stomach was huge, and most importantly I was horny and hungry. Carter had come over early this morning to let me sleep in a bit while he looked after the twins, our 8:30 shifts often gotten in the way of family breakfasts.
"Lets go, lets drop our stuff off and get these nosy boys to daycare." I said smiling, as we entered the lounge. "Logan, Jeremy how's life kids?" Pratt said turning from his conversation with Luka to focus on the boys. "Good Pratt. Guess what?" Jeremy exclaimed. "What J man?" Pratt, always the one with the nick names.
"I felt the baby kick." He said happily.
"ME TOO!" Logan chimed in.
"O, I want to feel the baby kick!" Pratt said walking up to me and putting his hand on my stomach. Jeremy threw his head back and laughed. "Here let me take Logan." Pratt said removing his hand from my stomach and walking away with my son. "Thanks Pratt." I say as I walk to my locker to get my things ready. Carter still keeps Jeremy in his arms as he gets his things ready, Jeremy loves his daddy so this does not surprise me. "So, how's the baby?" Luka asks getting up from the table.
"I wouldn't know, I couldn't make it to the last appointment." Carter shrugs.
"Aw, that's too bad." Pratt says, playing some sort of game with Logan, as Jeremy plays with the collar on Carters coat. "He was working." Jeremy added.
"Really? Your daddy doesn't work!" Luka said tauntingly.
"Yeah." Jeremy argued "He's a doctor, a good one too." Luka laughed and then walked over to Jeremy, taking him from a busy Carter and exiting the lounge with him.
"Don't take him far." I yell after them.
"You know, I should have a kid, you already have two why don't you give the baby to me." Pratt Cracked, as he held Logan.
"I want a baby. I'll take care of it." Logan decided. The three of us laughed at this. He was pretty cute. "Okay time to go up to daycare." Carter said grabbing Logan, from Pratt.
"No. I want to stay here with you guys." Logan moaned.
"Maybe another day, like when you're 30 and have your PH D." Carter said grabbing the youngster right from Pratt and balanced him on his hip.
"Are you coming?" He asked as he turned to me.
"Um...You take Logan up now and I'll take Jeremy up when I'm ready, that way they are not so attached." I explained, he nodded in agreement and left.
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A kiss is a lovely trick designed
by nature to stop speech when
words become superfluous.
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"I'm heading up." I say
"Okay, I'll meet you up there in 5 minutes." Carter pipes up. I Stop dead in my tracks.
"You don't have to."
"What, Abby this is my child too, I want to come." he argues back. I gulp. Hard.
"Okay, sure." I say a little stunned.
I walk to the elevator and hit the up button, I wait impatiently fidgeting endlessly, I can't help it I'm so nervous, once Carter knows, well its out in the open. I mean he hates Anthony, he thinks I'm going to stop being his friend because of him, and if he knows I didn't tell him about this, he'll think its because of Anthony and that we're drifting or something crazy like that. I am so confused. About so many things. First I don't know if I love Anthony like he says he loves me. I haven't said those words since I was with Richard, at least not to a man. I have to, Logan and Jeremy, everyday a hundred times a day too. They hate it. I'm also very nervous about their first day of preschool, they start in a week, I hope they do okay. I know they are very attached to each other, Carter is worried, but they're 3 and we do spend time with them individually, I think they will be close, but have lives of their own. Carter was another one of my issues, god he's great. He's so handsome and I think he was one of my real loves, I really missed him when we ended. The elevator came to a halt and I got off, pursing my lips and them smacking them together. I walked up to the front desk, smiling pleasantly at the lady, "Um I have an appointment, Abby Wysenczki" I said with a tight smile and a small cough. "Okay, right this way Ms. Wysenczki" The young girl said happily. I followed her nervously and shut the door, dressing in the hospital gown.
"Abby, hi!" Doctor Summers said as she entered my hospital room.
"Are you ready?" she asks. I nodded.
"We're not waiting for Dr. Carter? He hasn't been at the last couple appointments...Never mind." She seemed embarrassed, she must think we don't speak anymore.
"Actually he is coming to this one, I am nervous though because he doesn't know." I say swallowing hard.
"Okay, well if he's coming then he's going to find out." She pointed out.
"Yes, I know."
"Do you want to know the sex?"
"No, I don't think so."
"So few surprises?" She offered. I nodded agreeing. There are so few nice surprises in the world. "Okay so here we go, you know the drill look at the screen right there." She said pointing the black screen which becomes like a camera into my stomach, I loved looking, just watching made me think of when the I was pregnant with the boys, I was a little depressed then over the whole Carter situation. I heard a noise at the door and there stood Carter, clad in suspenders, white shirt, his dr. coat he turned his head from me to the screen and all then suddenly... "Whoa" was all could be heard coming from him.
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I dress for women,
and undress for men.
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