Authors Note- Sorry this chapter was not posted sooner, but I was busy last night, I hope to get at least 2 chapters up by the end of the weekend so watch out for those. Anyways here's chapter 6, oh special thanks to everyone who answered my question from the last chapter I have taken what you said into consideration. I have another one for you this chapter too, just read the Authors Note x 2.
Chapter 6
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When my last teardrop falls,
I will stand tall,
And keep all our memories,
And all of what used to be.
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"Why? What?" Carter stumbled over words, looking completely in awe.
"Carter," I said soothingly, he looks over at me, then back at the screen.
"Uh- Dr, Can I talk to Abby, alone please." He requests still eyes focused on the screen.
"Yeah sure. I'll be back in a minute." She says shutting the door. Carter walks closer to me and continues to look at the screen. "How many babies are on that screen Abby?" He says on the verge of freaking out. "A couple." I say squinting up at him.
"A couple? He stammers. Why wouldn't you tell me?" He is now almost yelling.
"Carter, we're just having a couple extra kids then expected." I say, I am really trying to play this pregnancy down. "Abby, I thought there was going to be one baby in your stomach not 3!!! This explains the big belly though."
"Carter I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner." I try to argue this better but when your feet are up in stirrups and your in a very uncomfortable hospital gown its hard to put up a decent fight. "you know what Abby, I'm just sick of the lies, okay. I don't- I just- I've got to go to work." With that he slams the door and leaves. I can not believe I just screwed this up. I should have told him. I just, I should have told him right away.
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You told me not to talk to you
So I told myself not to cry
But not talking to you for days
Just makes me want to die!
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"So, now the baby, has had more babies?" Jeremy said as Carter and I sat on the couch explaining to the boys what is happening with the babies. "Not exactly!" I correct.
"No dummy..." Logan says
"Hey, no one here is a dummy." I intervene.
"No, Jeremy, mommy is having three babies." Carter explains.
"Are you their daddy too? Or is it Anthony?" Logan asks.
"No its me. I'm the babies daddy." He says a little smile playing across his lips.
"Okay." Logan says jumping off of carters lap. I looked over at Carter and his once soft glance, was now cold and angry I knew this look was especially for me. I tried to put on my best innocent face but that wasn't working very well. "Well guys..." Carter started gathering his coat and putting his shoes on. "I've got to go. But, I'll see you guys tomorrow night, for our special night together." Carte said walking over to each boy and kissing them on the cheek. "Can I come with you daddy?" Jeremy asked.
"Not today baby." I said picking him up and rustling his hair.
"Why?" Jeremy questioned.
"Because, you're with your mommy tonight." Carter answered for me.
"Why can't you stay with us for dinner?" Jeremy inquired.
"Not tonight." Carter said opening the door and leaving I wasn't liking this attitude of his.
Jeremy looked up at me with sad eyes, I turned to look at Logan who also looked quite distraught over their fathers coldness. All of the sudden Logan picked up at car and threw it at the door "Daddy is stupid." He yelled walking into his bedroom. Carter had been rather distant from all of us since I told him about the triplets, or rather he found out. He has been here but sharp with the boys and rarely talks to me. He zones out for long periods of time also. He seems very angry over the whole situation. I can't blame him for being upset with me, but the twins he should be a little nicer too. He told Pratt that he hates that I lie about everything, like me even having kids in the first place. Then Anthony now this. I guess I can't blame him.
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love is like a book......
if you tear a page, you
rip the heart...and have
to pay for both!
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"So triplets now?" Anthony said throwing his fork angrily onto the plate. I nodded slowly chewing on my food, swallowing each little bite the best I could. "I can't believe you didn't tell me this. How could you not tell me this?" He continues enraged.
"Anthony I hadn't even told Carter and he's their father." I softly tell him.
"I'm your boyfriend." He says pointing at himself with the fork.
"So? That means your higher above my best friend and the father of my children. ALL 5 of them." I Say just as angry.
"Abby, I can not believe you are saying this. I feel like I come Fifth in your life fourth on a good day." He spits.
"Fifth?" I asked angry yet some what puzzled.
"Kids, Carter, friends, work, Anthony." He says tossing his napkin onto the table.
"Yeah, you know what Anthony you got into this relationship knowing that this was my life, sorry that I don't throw all my responsibilities onto my mother like you do. She raises your kids, looks after your house. EVERYTHING. I have to go." I say getting up, slamming my chair into the table and storming out of the somewhat fancy restaurant.
I walk through the rainy Chicago street, the street lights cast a comforting yellow glow over me as I stomp in some of the tiny puddles, not thinking about my new shoes. I thought Anthony was different, but what could I expect his was a high profile attorney. I saw the EL and decided it was my best bet to take it home. Although I didn't feel like going home, so I went to the next place I could think of...
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Meeting you was fate,
Be coming your friend
was a choice, but falling
in love with u was
beyond my control
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"Abby, You have a date tonight." I looked up at the puzzled man, he was wearing a blue sweater and blue sweat pants. Half of his hair was matted down the other half was sticking straight up. I think I woke him up. "Did I wake you?" I ask. He starts to nod his head yes then ends up shaking his head no. "Oh." Is all I can say.
"Come in." He says moving out of the door way.
"Thanks." I mumble.
"What happened?" He asks knowing something is wrong between Anthony and I. "I think we just broke up." I tell him. He looks down at me, and brings his hand to my face wiping a stray hair out of the way. I sniffle softly and sigh. I can feel the tears coming to my eyes, the reality of it all is suddenly sinking in. I think I'm going through some pregnancy stuff right now because all the sudden I'm bawling. My emotions are all out of whack and the tears cascade down my cheeks, I wipe them away quickly and Carter looks down at me with a curious look on his face. He knows I usually don't cry not in front of anyone at least. I feel his arms envelope my body and my head makes its way onto his chest. He puts his face in my hair inhaling the scent and then planting a small kiss onto my forehead. I grab onto him tighter and cried harder. I swear this is out of character for me. I hear him softly whispering "shh, its okay." into my hair my but its barely audible over my sobs. He moves me away from his body and brings his hand to my face wiping away stray hairs, and falling tears. Then Carter leads me by the hand over to the couch and we sit down. He pulls me into his arms and kisses the top of my head. "What happened babe?" He asks sweetly. I don't know what's going on here, but it suddenly feels very right. I lie down on his my back on his chest, his arms protectively around my waist and his one hand on my stomach. His hand sneaks its way under my shirt to rest on my ever growing stomach. "Anthony and I broke up." i squeak. I feel him massage my belly.
"I'm sorry."
"No, your not you wanted this to happen since day one." I quip. I was pretty mean, but suddenly I'm enraged, I'm telling you these hormones, are crazy.
"Why'd you break up?" He asks ignoring my previous statement.
"He doesn't like where he places in my life." I say.
"Where's that?" he questions.
"5th." I laugh.
"Where...am I?" He asks nonchalantly.
"Anthony thinks second."
"And you think..." He pushes, god this guy is persistent.
"I don't know, the same, I guess." I say it like I don't care. But I do. "You know what? I don't even think that relationship was going to last anyways." I continue. "I mean, we are just so different. He's more work oriented while I'm more family oriented." I explain.
He's quiet doesn't say anything. I can hear him breathing silently, and his fingers playing relentlessly on my stomach. Then suddenly... "I'm not going to be the rebound guy Abby."
I'm taken aback by this comment, seeing as this was never my intent, I really enjoy his company, but I am not here for sex, he's just the only one I feel I can turn to right now and I just need him to comfort me. I didn't mean to cry. "I don't want you." I say sharply.
"Okay." He sighs. We are both quite upset with the other, yet neither moves from the comfortable position we lie in. I lean my head back further on my chest and feel him move his hand to grab the blanket that was carelessly thrown over the top of the couch. He places it gently over us and I rearrange it. I can still feel his fingers on my stomach, playing gently. I start to doze off and hear him softly snoring.
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judge me all you want
but keep the verdict to
yourself
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All I can see is bright lights...am I in heaven? I try to open my eyes but the light gets brighter and brighter. I pry them open and realize its not god, its the light shining in from Carters window. I sit up, quite disoriented. I look down and see Carter still lying there peacefully sleep his hand, still resting on my stomach, it actually had seemed to lower its self a bit. I look at the clock, its 6:05, I remember I have to work, at nine, so I should probably get going. I got off the couch and looked around, I walked down the familiar hall into the boys room and kissed them gently on the forehead. They looked so peaceful and cute, I closed the door gently, walking away. I walked into the living and saw Carter lying there, I leaned down planting a kiss on his forehead too. I made my way to the door, stopping when I heard Carters voice. "Just because I don't want to be your rebound guy, doesn't mean I don't want to be with you someday." I smiled to myself and walked out of the apartment.
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How do you know if
he's your soul mate?....
You'll just know...
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Authors Note x2- You now know the truth they are having triplets. I need to name the triplets I have 13 names for each Sex that I like, so I'm going to post then and you can tell me your top 3 fave for each one if you want...thanks for all the help.
Girls Names- Hateya, Mackenzie, Kayla, Cheyenne, Makayla, Mariah, Zoe, Jocelyn, Alexis, Kelsie, Kylie, Jade, Dylan, Ariana (1 extra name for the girls)
Boys Names- Cody, Mason, Blake, Maxwell, Bryce, Zachary, Sebastian, Alejandro, Colby, Cole, Julian, Jaden, Christian
Chapter 6
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When my last teardrop falls,
I will stand tall,
And keep all our memories,
And all of what used to be.
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"Why? What?" Carter stumbled over words, looking completely in awe.
"Carter," I said soothingly, he looks over at me, then back at the screen.
"Uh- Dr, Can I talk to Abby, alone please." He requests still eyes focused on the screen.
"Yeah sure. I'll be back in a minute." She says shutting the door. Carter walks closer to me and continues to look at the screen. "How many babies are on that screen Abby?" He says on the verge of freaking out. "A couple." I say squinting up at him.
"A couple? He stammers. Why wouldn't you tell me?" He is now almost yelling.
"Carter, we're just having a couple extra kids then expected." I say, I am really trying to play this pregnancy down. "Abby, I thought there was going to be one baby in your stomach not 3!!! This explains the big belly though."
"Carter I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner." I try to argue this better but when your feet are up in stirrups and your in a very uncomfortable hospital gown its hard to put up a decent fight. "you know what Abby, I'm just sick of the lies, okay. I don't- I just- I've got to go to work." With that he slams the door and leaves. I can not believe I just screwed this up. I should have told him. I just, I should have told him right away.
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You told me not to talk to you
So I told myself not to cry
But not talking to you for days
Just makes me want to die!
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"So, now the baby, has had more babies?" Jeremy said as Carter and I sat on the couch explaining to the boys what is happening with the babies. "Not exactly!" I correct.
"No dummy..." Logan says
"Hey, no one here is a dummy." I intervene.
"No, Jeremy, mommy is having three babies." Carter explains.
"Are you their daddy too? Or is it Anthony?" Logan asks.
"No its me. I'm the babies daddy." He says a little smile playing across his lips.
"Okay." Logan says jumping off of carters lap. I looked over at Carter and his once soft glance, was now cold and angry I knew this look was especially for me. I tried to put on my best innocent face but that wasn't working very well. "Well guys..." Carter started gathering his coat and putting his shoes on. "I've got to go. But, I'll see you guys tomorrow night, for our special night together." Carte said walking over to each boy and kissing them on the cheek. "Can I come with you daddy?" Jeremy asked.
"Not today baby." I said picking him up and rustling his hair.
"Why?" Jeremy questioned.
"Because, you're with your mommy tonight." Carter answered for me.
"Why can't you stay with us for dinner?" Jeremy inquired.
"Not tonight." Carter said opening the door and leaving I wasn't liking this attitude of his.
Jeremy looked up at me with sad eyes, I turned to look at Logan who also looked quite distraught over their fathers coldness. All of the sudden Logan picked up at car and threw it at the door "Daddy is stupid." He yelled walking into his bedroom. Carter had been rather distant from all of us since I told him about the triplets, or rather he found out. He has been here but sharp with the boys and rarely talks to me. He zones out for long periods of time also. He seems very angry over the whole situation. I can't blame him for being upset with me, but the twins he should be a little nicer too. He told Pratt that he hates that I lie about everything, like me even having kids in the first place. Then Anthony now this. I guess I can't blame him.
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love is like a book......
if you tear a page, you
rip the heart...and have
to pay for both!
--------------------------
"So triplets now?" Anthony said throwing his fork angrily onto the plate. I nodded slowly chewing on my food, swallowing each little bite the best I could. "I can't believe you didn't tell me this. How could you not tell me this?" He continues enraged.
"Anthony I hadn't even told Carter and he's their father." I softly tell him.
"I'm your boyfriend." He says pointing at himself with the fork.
"So? That means your higher above my best friend and the father of my children. ALL 5 of them." I Say just as angry.
"Abby, I can not believe you are saying this. I feel like I come Fifth in your life fourth on a good day." He spits.
"Fifth?" I asked angry yet some what puzzled.
"Kids, Carter, friends, work, Anthony." He says tossing his napkin onto the table.
"Yeah, you know what Anthony you got into this relationship knowing that this was my life, sorry that I don't throw all my responsibilities onto my mother like you do. She raises your kids, looks after your house. EVERYTHING. I have to go." I say getting up, slamming my chair into the table and storming out of the somewhat fancy restaurant.
I walk through the rainy Chicago street, the street lights cast a comforting yellow glow over me as I stomp in some of the tiny puddles, not thinking about my new shoes. I thought Anthony was different, but what could I expect his was a high profile attorney. I saw the EL and decided it was my best bet to take it home. Although I didn't feel like going home, so I went to the next place I could think of...
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Meeting you was fate,
Be coming your friend
was a choice, but falling
in love with u was
beyond my control
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"Abby, You have a date tonight." I looked up at the puzzled man, he was wearing a blue sweater and blue sweat pants. Half of his hair was matted down the other half was sticking straight up. I think I woke him up. "Did I wake you?" I ask. He starts to nod his head yes then ends up shaking his head no. "Oh." Is all I can say.
"Come in." He says moving out of the door way.
"Thanks." I mumble.
"What happened?" He asks knowing something is wrong between Anthony and I. "I think we just broke up." I tell him. He looks down at me, and brings his hand to my face wiping a stray hair out of the way. I sniffle softly and sigh. I can feel the tears coming to my eyes, the reality of it all is suddenly sinking in. I think I'm going through some pregnancy stuff right now because all the sudden I'm bawling. My emotions are all out of whack and the tears cascade down my cheeks, I wipe them away quickly and Carter looks down at me with a curious look on his face. He knows I usually don't cry not in front of anyone at least. I feel his arms envelope my body and my head makes its way onto his chest. He puts his face in my hair inhaling the scent and then planting a small kiss onto my forehead. I grab onto him tighter and cried harder. I swear this is out of character for me. I hear him softly whispering "shh, its okay." into my hair my but its barely audible over my sobs. He moves me away from his body and brings his hand to my face wiping away stray hairs, and falling tears. Then Carter leads me by the hand over to the couch and we sit down. He pulls me into his arms and kisses the top of my head. "What happened babe?" He asks sweetly. I don't know what's going on here, but it suddenly feels very right. I lie down on his my back on his chest, his arms protectively around my waist and his one hand on my stomach. His hand sneaks its way under my shirt to rest on my ever growing stomach. "Anthony and I broke up." i squeak. I feel him massage my belly.
"I'm sorry."
"No, your not you wanted this to happen since day one." I quip. I was pretty mean, but suddenly I'm enraged, I'm telling you these hormones, are crazy.
"Why'd you break up?" He asks ignoring my previous statement.
"He doesn't like where he places in my life." I say.
"Where's that?" he questions.
"5th." I laugh.
"Where...am I?" He asks nonchalantly.
"Anthony thinks second."
"And you think..." He pushes, god this guy is persistent.
"I don't know, the same, I guess." I say it like I don't care. But I do. "You know what? I don't even think that relationship was going to last anyways." I continue. "I mean, we are just so different. He's more work oriented while I'm more family oriented." I explain.
He's quiet doesn't say anything. I can hear him breathing silently, and his fingers playing relentlessly on my stomach. Then suddenly... "I'm not going to be the rebound guy Abby."
I'm taken aback by this comment, seeing as this was never my intent, I really enjoy his company, but I am not here for sex, he's just the only one I feel I can turn to right now and I just need him to comfort me. I didn't mean to cry. "I don't want you." I say sharply.
"Okay." He sighs. We are both quite upset with the other, yet neither moves from the comfortable position we lie in. I lean my head back further on my chest and feel him move his hand to grab the blanket that was carelessly thrown over the top of the couch. He places it gently over us and I rearrange it. I can still feel his fingers on my stomach, playing gently. I start to doze off and hear him softly snoring.
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judge me all you want
but keep the verdict to
yourself
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All I can see is bright lights...am I in heaven? I try to open my eyes but the light gets brighter and brighter. I pry them open and realize its not god, its the light shining in from Carters window. I sit up, quite disoriented. I look down and see Carter still lying there peacefully sleep his hand, still resting on my stomach, it actually had seemed to lower its self a bit. I look at the clock, its 6:05, I remember I have to work, at nine, so I should probably get going. I got off the couch and looked around, I walked down the familiar hall into the boys room and kissed them gently on the forehead. They looked so peaceful and cute, I closed the door gently, walking away. I walked into the living and saw Carter lying there, I leaned down planting a kiss on his forehead too. I made my way to the door, stopping when I heard Carters voice. "Just because I don't want to be your rebound guy, doesn't mean I don't want to be with you someday." I smiled to myself and walked out of the apartment.
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How do you know if
he's your soul mate?....
You'll just know...
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Authors Note x2- You now know the truth they are having triplets. I need to name the triplets I have 13 names for each Sex that I like, so I'm going to post then and you can tell me your top 3 fave for each one if you want...thanks for all the help.
Girls Names- Hateya, Mackenzie, Kayla, Cheyenne, Makayla, Mariah, Zoe, Jocelyn, Alexis, Kelsie, Kylie, Jade, Dylan, Ariana (1 extra name for the girls)
Boys Names- Cody, Mason, Blake, Maxwell, Bryce, Zachary, Sebastian, Alejandro, Colby, Cole, Julian, Jaden, Christian